everyone seems to be pressing the pause button on their blogs for now. well, sorry but i can't. besides, the only reason i wld have for doing tt is to sleep early. since i don't, as a rule, study at night. and since as told by ginger is at 930, i won't be sleeping early anyway so what the heck.
my eyes are protesting though.. haha. don't worry, i'll definitely sleep early during the 3 weeks of 'A' levels. sleep, as i once sed, is highly underrated.
just as hari raya is overrated. should i get another baju kebaya to add to my measly wardrobe of 1 baju kurung this year? takyah ah. when will i ever wear it again anyway?
anyway. TRAGEDY OF THE CENTURY: i can't find my rgs pinafore! and i had 3 of them! and one of them was this large-sized one fana donated to me in sec 4, and i made my mom shorten it and everything!!! omg.. i've searched my entire almari [btw, that's the same word in hindi!] and i've found 2 generations of rgs shorts, 2 generations of rgs tshirts, and a pair of cullottes. and there's a cantumed belt in one of my drawers. but NO PINAFORE. what the hell.

does anyone wanna go watch ladder 49 with me? thursday night? i have no idea what it's about, except it stars joaquin phoenix. haha. due to some bizarre stroke of luck/unluck, we won two free tickets to the premiere and i, like the vulture i am, snapped it up. haha. and now i dunno what to do with them.
looks like i won't be watching wimbledon. sedih sey. i love kirsten dunst. and paul bettany is so kiut! haha. okay whatever.
btw i'm looking for this song. i can only find 2 ppl on kazaa who have it. haha. i think sahur time is a great time to find jiwang songs on the radio.
Ku tak tahu mengapa
Tiba-tiba sahaja
Di dalam hati ini sering rindu padamu
Ingin kumeluahkan, tak berdaya

Ku tahu engkau jua
Sangat sayang padaku
Kaupun sering merindu
Bila tidak bertemu
Ternyata kau dan aku
Pendam rasa...

Kau dan aku sudah ditakdirkan bertemu
Dan tiba-tiba kita jatuh cinta
Ini semua sudah suratan Ilahi
Dan kita harus hadapi kenyataan

Biar apapun terjadi
Aku harap engkau tabah
Menerimaku sebagai teman barumu
Semoga kita saling sayang, bahagia...

Janganlah engkau pergi
Semadi di hatiku
Masih menyayangimu, oh sayangku...
Bila sehari tak pandang, aku rindu... --Spring

i studied at baba's house today.. and got a nice wallet with a window to put a special photo in! haha. anyway she has so much "junk" i suggested she have a garage sale of her stuff. she kan make money and get rid of shitty things at the same time. haha. and man does she hate samit. every time i mentioned his name, she screamed, "ee yucks tanak dengar, tanak dengar..!" sigh. i'm not giving up. samit's prolly a really nice person. way waaay deep inside.
ohyes this was fana's sms reply to my lowdown on yest: "Wow! He's so nice.. Haiz.. I'm so jealous.. Muahahah.. Neway, tt has put him two notch[es] up in my mind.. As in approval.. Heh.. Bagus bagus.. I galakkan the relationship.. (:" well tt's just great, fana.. finally another someone we can all like..
ohyes. i added another album link. but it has like 9 photos so dun bother. haha.

eh i just realised i diden blog yest. quite aneh for me. anyway. yesterday was just so much better than i expected it to be!
i mean, for starters, i woke up with a pseudo-nightmare about the ambik gambar thing, which featured ivan dragging him out onto the porch of a huge mansion. at night. so i was like, "shit, bad omen," and decided to try not to think about it. plus when i left the house it was so friggin hot, the kind of weather i'd tan so great in, and i had this primary school feeling creeping over me. yet another not-good sign.
when i got to bv, it was still hot! so i was determined to take the bus. perfect timing, when i reached the bus stop, the bus came! as i edged closer to the bus, i realised that OM was there too. alone. unaccompanied. i was really dying cos you know, nak tanyer, but other bus stop ppl were in existence.. haha.
tt surau pak cik should not, i repeat, NOT, lecture us rj girls a separate 3 times about the telekongs. thanks.
i really loved the "intertwined lives" game we played with ms wong. it's really really nice! and meaningful.
omg the awards ceremony was SOOOO long! nak mampos. i was like, "omg, i would kill for an aisle seat. next to the fan." panas giler sey. it just dragged on and on and on.. oh yes but some people did look good in blazer, haha. finally as they stood up to sing if we hold on together, us muslims scrambled to the water cooler. wahaha. it was quite funny. an unexpected moment of bonding, taking turns at the water cooler and sharing cookies..
then it was batch foto time. i dun think there were THAT many people.. but i can't be too sure. cos i was busy (1) trying to stay literally cool under challenging conditions, (2) attempting to look as un-slenger as possible for the camera, (3) looking at OM standing in the canteen. well. everyone who wanted to know what happened already know. so no sense in putting it here. haha.
but i'd really like to thank baba for her support. she wished me luck and then when i sed i was giving up, she smsed "takmo! eh pls ah. releks. kalau bynk org pon aper kisah. this is ur laz day u noe. get sya to teman u kalau kau takot but DON'T ever give up. tink happy thots." acherli i forgot to think happy thots, but i did it anyway! thanks ili for being ever-ready. haha.
after tt there was a mad rush trying to do many things at one time. so we decided to pray first. the surau was how empty. surprising. dun tell me it was cos of idol! haha. after tt i went back to skl, where i bukaed a slice of chocolate cake owing to the fact tt i couldn't find an untouched kfc box. so i went off with filza in search of better food. at mac's. haha. i got fries and a large iced tea. woohoo. unhealthy, but permissible under such conditions. then i waited for the class at the 111 bus stop.
instead of simply waiting for the next 111, we took photos and had idol discussions. haha. bes. congrats, singapore, for finally allowing the torture on my ears to cease. and woohoo taufik! haha. we went to lido and caught exorcist: the beginning and sky captain and the world of tomorrow [take note, ili.]. no we did not watch both. bynk maser dan duit aku. and why wld i wanna watch a lame-o crite hantu by the West, anyway? haha. asian horror movies rock, ppl. don't settle for any other. so anyway, we split into 2 camps and watched the respective movies. there was this cute vik in a red tshirt who was watching our movie. heh. ohyes. sky captain was great. jude law=droolsome. gwyneth paltrow=funny! her anguish at wasting film was just soooooo klakar! i could NOT stop laughing. i love how the jokes were so subtle, but hilarious at the same time. as in they're not comedy-type jokes, but still funny. well i quite liked tt movie. and they ended it with "lens cap"!!! wahahaha. inside joke. watch the movie to get it.
finally sya n i cabbed home. woohoo. tt resulted in me getting home just after 12. i must say it's an experience to be walking round orchard in your skl uniform at close-to-midnight. try it!
..and i couldn't stop smiling the whole night..

more studying today. this is getting to be SUCH a drag. i haf lotsa admin stuff to do so i better make this quick.
i had 2 weird dreams last night. one was about burger. the other one was about samit's "bodyguard". the burger dream involved me and one of my friends, i think it was baba, in a hospital looking for him. we didn't know which ward he was in. so we decided to give him a call and get directions from him. he picked up the phone, and directed us to his room. we hadta take 3 different lifts and walk along billions of landings. finally we reached his room. so we went in. it was really a broom closet. and he was there, alone, sleeping on the floor, covered by a blanket all the way up to his chin. so we like, decided not to bother him and started tidying up the room, tiptoeing and stuff so tt we wouldn't wake him.. once we were done, we sat at the end of the room farthest from him, and stared at him. after a while he started stirring, and we noticed, and we both rushed to his side, screaming, "BURGER! BURGER!" eeps.
watched yet another cerita hantu just now. haha. i also tried the new tom yum/yam chicken at kfc. it really tastes like tomyam!!! i like it. but zul the connosieur [how to spell?] diden like it, so it's a matter of preference, maybe.
i can't believe i'm promoting this song to the masses when i really believe that it's too nice to be shared, but i love it sooooo much! she left me, by McFly. really really sad-sounding, great guitar as usual.
she walked in and said she didn't wanna know anymore
before i could ask why she was gone out the door
i didn't know what i did wrong
but now i just can't move on

since she left me
she told me
"don't worry
you'll be okay you don't need me
believe me, you'll be fine.."
then i knew what she meant
and it's not what she said
now i can't believe that she's gone

i tried calling her up on the phone--no one's there
i've left messages after the tone..
really?
yeah man loads
i didn't know what i did wrong
but now i just can't move on--*sigh*

i'm hungry for some weird reason. and poor. i'm really poor. it's all because of the eating-so-i-can-study thing. sigh. well. takpe. it'll all be over soon. since we hafta puasa. look for me at lido during ramadhan!
nick was at the airport today, with his cj friends. i almost fainted. he's as cute as ever! we were like staring at each other, but i refused to like wave or smile or whatever, cos the past 2 times i've bumped into him, he's never remembered me. so i diden wanna go thru the same embarrassment again. anyway i went home for awhile after lunch, and during that time he waved at fana! cos he finally remembered her from JI. anyway he went up to her and said "hi.. going off already.. can you help me say hi to your friend? i didn't recognise her just now.. [-mumblemumble-, -sticks out tongue-, -mumblemumble-] bye.." woohoo! he remembers me! i'm so happy! too bad i missed his apology.. but takperlah.. i still remember the sji band concert, him tiuping his hair.. it was so cute!!! so we kalled him tiup. now his hair is gelled and he technically tiup it anymore.. but back then, i decided to cultivate the same habit as him, and it's still a habit of mine now, so it's like he's always with me, in a way. haha. corny.
i'm antisocial with my relatives. tt's why i hate hari raya. they like to tell you stupid and obvious things like, "wah gemuknyer ain!", "eh, dah tinggi eh?" and "wah tindik hidung sey.." like, whatever. i SO did not know that! i don't need you to tell me tt i'm fat, thanks very much. i had no idea the secret to a successful relationship was to start out with insults. how would they feel if i replied, "'ah'ah, ain dah gemuk, cik [insert name here] dah tua giler eh?" yaaarghs.

lalala.
no samit this morning. too bad. [i'm watching mtv jams now, jay sean is HOT! he's a vik?!?!? okay ain tear your eyes away from the tv now.] both burger lookalike and shamo were working today. and fana and i were at the counter ordering tea for baba. then fana started to walk away WHILE THE GUY WAS MAKING THE TEA. so i like, called her back, and we were like laughing at her stupidity and i was like, "oh my God!!" and laughing.. and stupid burger lookalike was working in the kitchen and he kept kepoing ah. tiptoeing over the burger racks to see out of the kitchen, and THEN he imitated me!!! omg. kurang asam betol sey. [now it's burhan g. sorry man, you're abit too cengkung for me.]
there are girl guides mint cookies at home!!! sedapnyer... it brings back lovely memories of being hungry in between classes back in rgs, and cramming dee2's guides cookies while hiding behind the locker. haha. how i miss the simple life.
my brother has this new flat hairstyle. urgh. it better not be a sign tt he's transitioning to become a tapered mat. i'll never forgive him.
Every night I pray I'll have you here someday
I'll count the stars tonight and hope with all my might
And when I close my eyes
You'll be right by my side
If I could only have one wish
You'd be the girl whose lips I'd kiss
All my only dreams

And when I close my eyes
You'll be right by my side
If I could have just one request
Stay with me girl I confess
All my only dreams

Every waking hour it seems
I only have you in my dreams
So every night I'll pray I'll have you here one day
I'll count the stars tonight and hope with all my might
And when I close my eyes
You'll be right by my side
If I could have just one request
Stay with me girl I confess
All my only dreams --The Wonders
ah i love sweet songs.

ohYES how could i forget budakmerah. see i've added him to the list of contenders, and he's a multiple nominee for most charming, cutest [little boy] and nicest. haha. amaciam? [see, i dropped the "z" from the end of that word!]
i went to school today for the sole purpose of handing in the class directory. hai. whatever. but i also brought home the yearbook at long last. haha. OM looks very distinct in it. haha. erm.. ohyah then i took 111 to PS. i reached there at like 935 ah.. haha. the escalators/travellators weren't operating cos it was so darn early! haha. so i took the lift. i thought the counters were closed cos there diden appear to be a soul there! but suddenly this woman appeared. [..ooh, spooky.. haha no i think she was just bending down when i arrived or smthg.] so i bought a ticket from her. then i went to the toilet. when i came out it was 945. okay, so i walked slowly to the stairs.. but there was no usher there yet.. so i just stood there, leaned against the railing, and looked down.. wow it was like empty except for these 4 kids on the ground floor.. all the shops were closed, it was just so cool! okay, now it was 950. so i turned around and stared at the tv screen instead. an eternity later [it was prolly only 5 minutes], the usher appeared. so yah, i went in.. it was empty, since i was obviously the first. a little scary at first but there was some music playing loudly, so no probs. i got the best seat in the house, it was a small theatre and i got the back row, right in the middle. how fun. a few minutes later people started trickling in, one by one. i thought there was a guy once, but on hindsight i realise it was all girls. and EVERYONE was watching alone except these two manjen 20-somethings next to me. there were about 10 of us altogether. really cool. i think i'll make this a weekly thing. i mean, it only costs $6.50.
well anyway it was vanity fair tt i watched. really, REALLY nice. jonathan rhys meyers is really cute! and this other guy, who plays becky sharpe's husband, is hot too.. funny, interesting and colourful story. i dunno what they were going on about the indian overtones and a bollywood dance sequence.. it was really really minimal! clearly they haven't watched a single crite hindustan, the "dance" sequence was like 55 seconds long or smthg. cacats. so. it was a great movie. it has a happy ending, at least, and being 2-and-a-half hours, it's really worth your 7 bucks. there's even a song tt they pseudo-belly-dance too.. the song is arabic, it's really cool. and your heart can't help but go out for becky's husband, he's so genuine and everything.. well. watch it.
i wanna watch maria full of grace [NC-16!], the princess diaries 2: royal engagement and shark tale. in that order. BUT. by the time these movies open, i'm not free! bodoh. well. i'll find a way.
after tt me and baba studied at lido. woohoo. it was really quite fun and productive. dah lamer tak blajar kat saner. banyak eye-candy, which was why we got addicted to the place in the first place. i also found this BEYOND COOL dress from the adidas shop. omg i am so in love with it! but my wallet isn't. sigh. it's blue and white, mid-thigh, with long flared sleeves and a drop-waist blue belt. omg. i really love it! we passed there like a billion times cos we went to pray.. so i was just dying every time. sigh. dress, please wait for me. someday i'll have money to buy you. yah, like when i'm 56, maybe.
samit is all wrong for me. was re-reading his friendster last night. he likes all the hafie/shafa-groups! ee. he's not a people-fan, i love people-watching.. he's hostile and loves expletives. he's so so wrong. sigh. but you can't just STOP liking someone.
we went to popular after studying. i got ivan a present. haha. well acherli, considering its price, it's more of a... token? haha. but i hope he likes it anyhow. i spent 15 minutes kneeling infront of the rack trying to figure out which one he'd like best. haha. then i got one for myself. woohoo. i love shopping. even with 5 dollars to spare.

i've decided tt i'm too lazy to have a separate page for the ain awards, espesh since my adobe photoshop is gone. so i have to menumpang on this blog. okay, here we go.

the ain awards 2004
the ain awards 2004 is an annual event that honours the many guys ain takes notice of in her daily life. the awards started out as a one-time thing during an mcq paper a year ago. this year, ain decided to have a second one as she has met more guys since then, and would like to honour and recognise them accordingly. the awards does not appreciate critics labelling it superficial, dumb, or any other related adjectives that convey the same meaning, as the very essence of the awards is in its superficiality and merepekness. therefore, it is with this that i, ain, introduce this year's contenders and nominees. the main and subsidiary awards will be announced on the 20th of this month [october], following tradition.

contenders [in no particular order]
1. samit
2. decaf
3. latte
4. makhluk-yang-boleh-mati
5. kurus-esh
6. peter pan
7. OM
8. righthandside
9. Queenstown/way guy
10. army guy
11. lauk
12. nasi
13. burger
14. scaryhots
15. mercury
16. adam
17. arman
18. ex-fren
19. oPhir
20. adik non-fren
21. budakmerah

nominees

most perfect: awarded on the combined merits of looks and presentation of self, incorporating any unique traits
samit
peter pan
OM
nasi
mercury

most missed
burger
adam
oPhir

most charming
OM
adam
budakmerah

cutest [little boy]: cute in a little-boy manner
makhluk-yang-boleh-mati
righthandside
decaf
adik non-fren
budakmerah

cutest [model]: possesses model-worthy looks
samit
latte
peter pan
nasi
mercury

nicest-looking: sometimes the way a person smiles, or the sheer size and depth of his eyes, makes you believe tt he's a true-blue nice guy
army guy
lauk
adam

nicest: has nothing to do with looks, this award considers the person inside
kurus-esh
OM
righthandside
scaryhots
budakmerah

that's it. there'll also be more than 10 subsidiary awards given out such as Gatsby Best Hair, LTA-SMRT Public Transport Ambassador, Mr. Northeast CDC and more! so. stay tuned.

I remember the days
Of just keeping time
Of hanging around
In sleepy towns forever.
Back roads empty for miles.

Well, you can't have a dream
And cut it to fit
But when I saw you, I knew
We'd go together
Like a wink and a smile.

Leave your old Jalopy
By the railroad track
We'll get a hip double dip
Tip-toppy two-seat Pontiac

So you can rev her up
Don't go slow
It's only green lights and all rights

Let's go together
With a wink and a smile
Give me a wink and a smile
We go together like a wink and a smile

Now my heart is music
Such a simple song
Sing it again, the notes never end
This is where I belong

Just the sound of your voice
The light in your eyes
We're so far away from yesterday
Together with a wink and a smile
We go together like a wink and a smile. --Harry Connick Jr.

aaah.. i just watched sleepless in seattle AGAIN. haha. i just love that song, it's so happy and positive and cute..

oops. yah, unmentionable piece of shit is UPS! haha. but i think i'll just leave it as UPS.
studied at wrl today. diden get much done by way of studying, acherli. cos there was this manjen guy who sat next to us and kept on talking! to us AND his fren. and it would be okay if he were just another friendly guy, but NOOOO! he was just another friendly CRAPPY guy! and he proclaimed it himself! sigh. anyway we had lunch at cavana, it's a really nice place with nice food and great service but apparently that also translates to *ouch* prices. we had 7-11 cheesecake after that, and finally, i tore out 2 pages from a magazine.
ohyes. we saw fariq at causeway point. eee. what a horrible thing to happen.
i'm watching you've got mail now. i love it!!! tom hanks, meg ryan and nora ephron make the greatest romantic comedies. it's really nice.. and do you realise, 2 of the songs from sleepless in seattle are in this movie.. wow the soundtrack just rocks.. the movie rocks, it's all just so nice and tear-inducing.. and meg ryan is so cute! haha.
i think i'll watch a movie on monday. a morning movie. vanity fair would be nice. cool. should be fun.

panas giler nak mampos sey. okay, here i go..
1. unmentionable piece of shit (UMS) is stubbornly hanging onto a much-coveted position in idol!!! but. taufik's not out, so that's really sustaining me at the moment. kalau both taufik and leandra belah, THEN i'll boycott idol and send UMS hate mail. btw, taufik looked REALLY GOOD tonight!
2. school was pretty fruitful [i made a copy of the 02 maths prelims plus solutions, there was double chem, i carried out CT rep duties, etc] except for the fact tt OM was nowhere to be found. i wanted to test my new toy on him! darn.
3. as usual, gi airport after school. funny incidents are a given when i'm with baba. haha.
4. the ain awards is well under way with 2 new main award categories, more than 15 new contenders, and many new subsidiary awards! excitingnyer!
5. okay i'm supposed to stop typing an overabundance of the letters X and Z. this means no "thx", "itz", "ttz", "rox", etc. so if i slip up, please inform me. oh shit this means no "plz" either!

my brother has started to play she will be loved. good on you, zul! also, his class photo is one of the most amusing things i've ever seen. in the photo, he's the guy with the most visible hair. in fact, he has more visible hair than the girls. and he's the only one with stylishly mussed hair. his best friend ahmad has a spiky derivative hairdo. anyway. itz just funny. seriously. he looks really pai compared to his classmates. on the other side of the ring, i look amazingly golden and shiny in MY class photo. hey tt sounds like an ornament. you know, golden and shiny? haha.
itz really cool how some people are so inherently cool that they can wear or do the most slenger, most embarrassing, most uncool things, and they don't look bad at all.
went to study at the airport today. uneventful larh.. but i got this cool toy from BK that proclaims "i love you! i love you!" upon being dropped or punched. ironic, no?
you know wat, there's yet ANOTHER person who thinks ivan is cute/hot. the derrick-me-ivan photo is on my msn profile, and people chatting to me keep commenting tt "that guy is cute/hot". itz.. unnerving. haha. plus, one of them is a guy. well. not tt i disagree, or anything. itz just.. klakar cos i know him, i guess. haha. well, whatever.
idol was quite great. i admit tt maia can sort-of sing. but jerry sucks, obviously. everyone and his brother believes he should just get the hell out of there. but look at him smiling. argh. i wanna throw a tomato right *SMACK* in his face. i think everyone else was pretty good. go, taufik! ohyah olinda looks EXACTLY like she did when she was a kid! it's so cute!
last year, during promos, i held the first-ever ain awards. i think during econs or chem paper or smthg. haha. i didn't expect to have another one. but i was rereading tt entry and i thought it'd be cool to have another one. plus there are new contenders this year! and i could have new subsidiary awards.. so if anyone has any ideas for contenders, do tell. it'll be on the 20th. woohoo.

i saw samit this morning! heh. the bus was so late tt it was full! so i ter-langgared him with my bag. couldn't be avoided. i was wearing one of the monster-huge bags today. haha. i felt really bad. i mean, who likes to hurt a crush? haha. tt sounds so off.
anywayz. so i was studying at the airport today with baba. sum idiot toot guy took our table so we hadta sit at the other end. sudahlah. pas tu nak tgk2 kiter. whatever. well so i was just doing my work, not bothering anyone else. there were 2 mat karats [mats karat?] waiting for the lift infront. they were moving quite energetically as i cld see out of the corner of my eye. so i just glanced up from my tys. and they were like, looking at us and smiling and stuff. now, let me just reiterate tt they are mat karats. so i was like, whatever, and went back to my work, keeping in mind not to look up until they got into the lift. i was doing quite well for awhile, but then the situation started to strike me as funny [oh God help i have just sneezed ten times!] so i started laughing. and laughing and laughing and laughing. i couldn't stop. even chanting my calming mantra diden really help this time. it seemed so ridiculously funny then. sigh. i wish i'd held back the laughter. cos i realised tt THEY WEREN'T GETTING INTO THE LIFT! after a few minutes, they sat down and i thought they were just gonna sit there and never leave and i was seriously worrying about personal bladder control. i refused to look at them. but. a few more minutes later, one of them came up to us and gave me this card with a name and number scribbled on the back. he sed smthg like, "here's a plane ticket for you.." or sum shit. eeps! he was prolly like 55 larh! okay no, but he looked really old, like maybe older than my sister, and he was all skinny and tattooed. eeeeeuuuuuwwww. itz always the mat karats. anyway, tt situation was all the more.. striking, for want of a better word, cos the 3 of us were just discussing the other day, what we wld do if by some off-chance, an icky guy asked for our [individual] numbers. we considered spouting in foreign languages unlikely to be understood, or just spouting gibberish, to be the best response. haha. so i kan't believe it acherli happened. a different version, but it happened anyway. yeeeuuurrrghhh. the worst part is that they STILL diden leave after tt! they stayed at the lift landing, watched and signalled repeatedly! but i eksyened pekak, buter, and takleh-lift-my-head. kesiannyer aku.....

OH. MY. GOD. but i'll save it for later. i'll get the generalities [?] out of the way first.
i have passed all 3 + 1 subjects. ha. congrats to me. but seriously. gp was kinda disappointing. how i miss my now-impossibly-high paper 1 score for my descriptive essays in sec 4. help, mrs chew! haha.
i forgot what else happened today. so. i'll just say what i was oh-my-God-ing about. it seems i discovered samit's true identity long before yesterday. but i diden realise it then. or i diden want to, whatever. okay. long story. complicated, too. [tt was a warning, btw.]
okay, see, i signed up at wholivesnearyou.com rite.. you know, where you get to meet people who live in your neighbourhood. itz like a friendster for people in the same neighbourhood. okay so.. i signed up for a few reasons. #1: takder kerje and i sign up for everything anyway. #2: i wanted to see who else lives in the same block as me. #3: i wanted to find samit. well. so one day i was browsing thru the people in my neighbourhood. and there was this guy. cam cute ah. so i read his profile. but like waddehell he was SOOOOOO antisocial! in his profile! so i was like, no it kan't be samit.. and i like, compared the photos. as in, the photo on the profile and the one in my fone. [okay, so it wasn't "long before" yesterday. but it was at least a month! right?] i compared them for like 15 minutes. and i concluded it wasn't him. i juz couldn't believe tt samit could be so antisocial and.. mean-sounding. [plus he looked a bit icky in tt foto.]
today being the day after yesterday, i realised tt since i now know his name, i cld use friendster to locate him. well. i found him. there were 4 hits. but it was easy to pick him out. it was the exact same photo he used in wholivesnearyou.com. and once again, his profile was mean and hostile. [there were also generous photos in a wide range of settings.] and it turns out tt samit is just another party boy who loves to drink and loves ONLY hot girls and manages to get good grades at the same time. [he is also a pasir ris native. haha.] so. itz kinda sad. cos #1: i'm not hot. haha. #2: i seem to remember thinking he was a nice quiet baik guy. evidently i was wrong. grossly wrong. [and #3: i'm not a pasir ris native.]
now i know why fana refuses to believe tt mugant is what lyn's brother sed he is. but at least mugant is not universally handsome. sigh.

Haha this morning i was at d 359 bus stop n abg ram rode past on his bike. I forgot he lives so near me. Ok useless fact of d day. I'm bored. I'm like stong AND standg in d train w d unfortunate workg ppl. Ugh.

*STOP THE PRESSES*
samit's identity has been revealed!!! yeah! thanks, fate. okay, see, what happened was i was in the train just now like, stoning. then after it left bugis, this face popped out at me and it was dee2!!! so. i faked a scream. [but i was really shocked sebenarnye.] well, anyway.. she came and talked to me.. and then she introed her fren to me. he, btw, is going to taiwan soon. haha. which totally reminded me of what shafa sed about the army guys going overseas and being given condoms and lubricants by the commander or whatever they call the top guy. so, we talked. hez really nice and friendly. so i decided to ask him about samit. cos hez also indian, and in j3. haha. and i found out samit's real name! [which is not at all close to the name i gave him, so no worries.] and like, he was in arts, and all the girls liked him [damn! but then again. duh!] and he masuked police after ns, which means tt his going to the airport at 830 and going home at 1630 involves him being part of the airport police. woohoo! way to go, samit! hez neighbours with the bodyguard guy and was normally driven to skl by the bodyguard's mom. so. i'd just like to thank dee2 and her fren--i think his name's jes or jas or smthg similar--for being so nice about my stupid questions. he was the one who spotted me somemore, and mentioned to dee2 tt i looked like i came from rgs. or smthg. haha. we were like talking about the hockey guys for awhile. [cos he was in hockey.] it was nice to hear him mention OM's name. i dunno why. and when i told him about the hockey/rugby/all other sports table, he was like, hm i always thot ac was bad, but maybe rj is worse. haha. well whatever. samit rocks!
i also went out with shafa today. first we went to visit maly. i diden know dengue fever was tt serious, i thot amir's parents were fine the way he was talking abt them. itz really skary. poor maly. i'll pray for her. oh her brother izzudin/izuddin/izzuddin/however yu spell it is sooooooooooo cute! dun get me wrong, peeps, hez like, sum single-digit age. and hez white with round cheeks and is sooooo active, and as maly put it, "serba-bulat". cute. speaking of cute, there was a cute male nurse/orderly/scrub-man/sum hospital worker larh who like, made comments about us. warh. too bad i only got a fleeting glance of him.
shafa n i wanted to catch a movie but like, bad times. as in, bad movie times. so we just had dinner at LJS. i had an $8.40 meal. shafa balked. haha. now i semi-regret it. but it was soooo nice! it was the shrimp+fish+chicken meal, and i added nasi for good measure. haha. i love nasi. i couldn't live without it. IT. not HIM.
shafa doesn't like bev. sigh. sedih. bev rocks! what a great voice. and cute face.
ohyes, finally, the least exciting and least important tidbit. got back all of chem today. congrats, chem department. haha. i did well by my standards. mcq pulled me down. ohwellz. therez always next time. i got an "excellent" remark for one of the paper 3 questions. i think i'll take a photo of tt. itz so morale-boosting! oh and i discovered 3 ECFs in my paper 2. which they gave me full marks for anyway. SO NICE! i would have marked me wrong. or given a maximum mark of 1 for correct method. yu know, like physics. thanks so much, God. and chem department.
okayokay last one. i got quite an interesting mark for econs essays. rupernyer my Lorenz curve wasn't a stupid idea! congrats for once ain. okay bye.

i juz got home from the dance thingy. it was quite cool half the time. the other half involved incompetent dancers onstage and mats and minahs bisinging. there was this security guard who looked about 19, and baba sed he looked like haizad, haha. kesian dier we were laughing at him openly. ohyah and i was wearing my baju punjabi top, and baba happened to be wearing a cheongsam top, and sya was wearing tudung so it was like the union of 3 cultures. or whatever. well we thought it was pretty cool anyway. and ivan diden come, he msged "ack i forgot all about it and i have plans for later!" ack? who says "ack" besides people in archie comics! haha. so i was laughing. lots.
there was this cute boy in the train, primary school-age, with his manjen fren and his dad. i think baru balek tgk soccer kat national stadium. anyway it was so cute, he had the most gelled hair i've ever seen on a boy that age! it seriously resembled a wave colliding with the breakwater. haha. i took a pic, but he happened to be lifting his arms, too bad.

BAAD day. N whatz more, another manjen-vik couple sittg RIGHT next to me. W kids. 2. Sigh. This morng i woke up w a stiff back. Dahlah nightmare. My sis got a mini ttz too big for her n too small for me. How kan this b d day b4 skl starts?

been listening to chaka khan's ain't nobody and it reminds me of beverly's great voice. sigh.
went to wrl today. okay, first we attempted to go to nick's let's just play thingy. but we couldn't find the friggin open space! so. kirim salam.
so like i said, we went to the library. guess who was rite at the front? [besides aisyah.] latte! and his gf! haha. tt was about the only interesting thing tt day. ohwellz. i got some work done, and spent the other 75% of the time checking out magazines. woohoo. i love magazines. i found another one with McFly but it was $8.45. kayernyer akuuuu...
one of the seventeen magazines i took was the prom issue, so there were billions of prom ads and accessories and stuff. wowz.. oh and interestingly enuff, i found this cool mag about like, bollywood celebs. besnyer!!!