wow. i practically just got home from dinner. sempat sey. i am so completely broke right now. dahlah tadi aku bangun lambat. i woke up at like 9-freaking-a.m., and therefore missed my favourite lecture ever [islam and contemporary malay society]! bodohnye aku! it's all because of the late-night habbo-ing la. den i was just in time for chem tutorial, naseb baik i did some of it in the train, or i'd have shown up with like, a blank piece of foolscap. den calculus lab, which is so relaxing and fun, and of cos ader CBG to up the fun factor. haha.
there was a cute pan-Asian-looking guy pat YIH canteen tadi. niceee. haha. and i actually ate nasi, plus the sedap-nak-mampos 80-cent eclair. yummy yum-yum. ohyah then a couple of meetings, quite fun la. you should have seen amy going crazy. pe je. then we had dinner at hazwani again. i love checking out the lumpurs there. the ones eating, not working lah. yg working boleh balek tido.
well i better get some work done. i'm so behind already, and tutorials just started. slenger ah aku.

ah ngantuk semacam. but my comp is so slow i thought i'd just blog skejap.
i went shopping yest, as half the world knows. and i got 2 items of clothing i've never possessed before in my natural-born life. very exciting. then we ate at komala's [yum], went to TM where i bumped into a billion people--nizam, fadhila and jeslyn--and then dropped by work to say hi to hannan. so after i got home, i washed my face, took out my contacts, and went back to work to meet nan again. and we lepaked at mac's till midnight [the cinderella curfew, once again]. so nice. i've missed him. he was one of the saving graces of work, when it started to get shitty. isn't it amazing how you don't even have to try with some people? how it just flows?
today i was totally tuning out during lecture, no thanks to the double no-show of a certain loner guy. i was playing solitaire variations and habbo-ing. okay, habbo-ing is like the latest phenomenon to hit singapore. i swear. haha. so what if it's actually targeted to 14-18 year-olds? it's really cute and colourful and addictive. it's basically IRC plus The Sims. and no one, no one, except God, knows exactly how much i love The Sims. haha. so yeah. even when you're not chatting, which for me is most of the time, you just rendam2 in the swimming pool. very luxurious and fun. it's a hotel ah konon, and you go into the different rooms and restaurants and guest rooms and talk to the other people. you can also dance or wave. haha. cute sey. i'd just like to thank my brother for introducing me to habbo. i spent the entire calculus lec habbo-ing with some receptionist on her day off tadi. and just 15 minutes ago i was habbo-ing with some guy who lives in pasir ris, and who turned out to know one of my primary school friends. small world huh?
so once again, it's habbo hotel.

look at the time! takleh tido ah, since i've been berlendiring around the house all day. seriously. i finally officially got out of the bed at like 5-freaking-p.m. so. faham2lah. hahaha.
i went to sya's farewell with ili and amir, but we'd missed CBG by 1.5 hrs. darn. i was hoping to konon get a formal intro lah, so i'd be able to like say hi to him in skl or smthg. ohwell. takpe. not meant to be, i suppose. at least we got to see josh. and i'm still considering buying his wallet from him. it looks good and very sleek and stuff. yes i know it's a guy's wallet and all, but it looks really nice. 30 bucks though, so i thought i'd fikir dua kali. hahaha.
aku nak terkencing. ok out of point, speaking of which, i'm still marking the literally-stupid sec one compos my sister handed me. oh God it is SUCH a painful process. they ramble on and on and on, and not even in coherent english, and then in the last two lines or so they tell me about the most humiliating incident, which isn't even that humiliating sometimes. and 80% of these idiots can't spell. irritating sia. or am i just very hard to please? well whatever it is i know i'm not made to teach sec 1 english. or any-level english la.
the moment i came online, amir was like, "ain i heard u have a boyfriend. issit true?" haha. i found that weird, for some reason. and he's NOT my boyfriend.

hi friends.
school was pretty enjoyable today, aside from the part where i was running all over science to find my calculus tutorial. i bought fresh provisions from the co-op--fruity bix bars, wild berry--which i'm exremely tempted to devour right now. haha. also spotted a couple more GGMs, including this member of the faculty who was laden with books so i opened the doors for him. heh. hey i was just being nice la.
i dropped by work again today, to satisfy my craving for bun. i just couldn't suppress a smile when i saw him at the fountain, wearing a mask and everything. who knew anyone could look even cuter with half his face obscured? the usual pang of i-miss-working-itis hit me again, of course. but other than that, i chatted normally with bun, diana and fidah. [liyana totally ignored me for some reason.] and i got a wild wild berry milkshake float. yum. fidah didn't want me to pay at first, but i insisted, so she billed me for a bottle of mineral water. gilerrr.
people i meet after a long time of not meeting keep asking me "how's school?" and i get caught off-guard cos i've never really thought about it, so i boringly reply, "great!" when i'm thinking about people like loner guy and pasta, or "fine.." when i've spent the past few waking hours wandering about with my eyes barely half-open. so i was just wondering, how IS school? well, despite the reaching-home-at-11pm, the lectures that put me to sleep [in fact, they put me into an actual REM cycle], the tutorials that i sometimes can't do, the goggles that slip so far down my nose that my nose stud is the only thing holding them up, and the annoying, shitty and wholly-inefficient 95 at all times of the day, i'd have to say that it's loads of fun. i mean, to counter them, there's the GGMs [but of course], mac's, prata at fong seng, the interesting-nak-mampos islam lectures, playing with D at all corners of the campus, the yoghurt bars, the beribu-ribu benches, the airconditioned tutorial rooms, and the non-GGM people. rawks!

i caught the maid with fan yest, and as a result, could not sleep last night. hahaha. i knew the postman was cute, and he turned out to be haizad imram. haha. too bad in the end he was deaf. i really thought he'd end up the hero and marry rosa. how childish can you get right? aku, i mean.
i'm sooooo tired. i can't survive on a mere 2 hours of sleep. i just can't. dahlah i was late for lab this morning. it just wasn't my day la. haha. and the PD meeting was so hot and ended so late, i wanted to cry and tear off all my clothes cos i was feeling so rimas! giler eh.
but i dropped by work tadi, with the intention of seeing bun. unfortunately, he wasn't working today. but shasha was, so i just waited for her and stuff. i miss working so much, especially at times like these. "times like these"=feeling stressed about school, and watching other people work. sometimes i still have to resist answering the home phone with, "thank you for calling white sands swensen's, norain speaking, how may i help you?"
ah i was totally obsessing over loner guy tadi. hahaha. cos sya was in school, and i was dying for her to have a look at him. so after the lec, i practically chased him out of the LT while calling sya on my phone. i made her run all the way from the canteen to LT 27 la, but it was worth it. we got to see him zoom off noisily on his cool scrambler. ah, he's just VERY cool and good-looking. confirm dah ader gf. ohwell.
we have a new nickname! [cos during calculus lec i terlelap, and ended up mengigauing, according to amy. so i HAD to keep awake somehow.] it's quite a cool and ingenious nickname, if i say so myself. haha. eh but i'm not gonna put it here lah. blogs are so dangerous these days. kan raihan kan?

ah. it was a jam-packed day today. SS lecture was great as usual, except it went waaay overtime, and with the rain and everything, i was just in NO mood to go for food security. so i joined baba and irma for lunch. where we like, formulated alternatives in case you find urself with a tray full of food but no available tables at mac's. haha. then i went for my SS tutorial, which was cool too, except that THAT was overstretched too, so i ended up being half-a-freakin'-hour late for chem tutorial. haha. luckily leonard, or whoever, was really nice about it. then we had calculus lab, which was quite fun actually. too bad ader CCTV cameras, kalau tak i'd be surfing the net and shit. haha.
found beribu more GGMs today. the more notable ones were danker and the guy at technoedge who was checking out irma. oh and the cute guy in 96. hahaha.
i really think i'm gonna fail all my modules. dahlah tadi aku tak gi food security, tomorrow i'm not even going to skl cos i'm finally gonna watch the maid. hahaha.
i was trying to do next week's baju timetable, but i really can't think of what to wear to impress pasta. yes pasta's the latest residential GGM. yayy.

yo. i'm in calculus lec now. woohoo! ever since i found the powerpoints kat bawah my pantat, the day has gotten THAT much brighter. i've been using D like, nonstop ah. sorry, calculus lec. but if i weren't typing now, i'd be sleeping. maner satu kau prefer?
i just gave amy a whole slideshow of my phone-taken photos. i feel so proud now. i'm quite the photographer lah. haha. ohyeah and i almost finished my maths and CM1101 tutorials. yay. aku pandai!
dahlah tu, during the CM1101 lecture just now, i was doing some online shopping. bes sey. except that vans.com doesn't ship to countries outside the US. so i'll just have to settle for drooling je. BUT i think victoriassecret.com ships here, so maybe i'll get something from them soon. yay tak sabar! oh and i bookmarked Dogs Playing Poker, for future boring lectures. i know, i know, i'm gonna fail my modules. but right now, keeping awake and keeping alive seems much more important to me.
oh yah and check out the cool photo of me and baba, kat atas! mann.. we went to bed at like 3 a.m. sial! so i totally could not wake up this morning. still. can't WAIT for next sunday.

well, So The Drama was great. i practically cried at the end. when she and ron got together. sighhh.
anyway, i'm in baba's room now, and we're like on our respective darlings, side-by-side at the table. by "darlings" i mean laptops, of course. hahahaha. it would make such a pretty picture, except takde camera. haha. i've made attempts of cos, but sumer muker aku. wahahaha. anyway it's fun. except look at the time now, and i have a class at like 8 tmr lah! haha.
hm i got a bit of some tutorials done tadi, kat ginza plaza mac's. haha. don't ask how i ended up there. but it's very nice. i love the stone tables with accompanying boothseats. and it's so empty and sunyi. except for the stupid tv blaring in the background. but that can be ignored. haha. and fan helped me go through a couple of compos. sec 1 compos. and they're so bodoh i wanted to cry!!! sigh. well at least i made some progress.

wow i can't wait, in just a few minutes i'll be watching kim possible's first feature film, Kim Possible The Movie: So The Drama! haha. how exciting. i've been glued to the tv all day, watching the lead-up to this movie. macam budak kecik sey. but whateverlah. well, kim beckons! bye!

yoohoo!
i love it when i think a day will turn out boring and shitty, and it goes out of its way to prove me wrong. haha.
since atikk decided to blow me off tadi, i thought i'd revert to my original plan of going home and doubling back. but at the bus stop we met baba and kamie, who were going to the open mic meeting which i wasn't informed about! so. yes. obviously, i seized that chance and went to the meeting. haha. where i found out more stuff about PKII. yaargh. [but to be perfectly honest, his position in the grand scheme of things doesn't change. haha.] then we had lunch at mac's [sorry, amy! but it's the side-effects of being my friend.] and then baba and i doubled back to science, where we bought matching mp3 players. haha. they look like cute little candy bars. and mine cost 70 bucks. my mom is SO gonna kill me. which is why i'm not gonna tell her. yet. haha. and i was so excited and tak-sabar, that the moment i reached the YIH student lounge, i turned on my laptop and started transferring my mp3s. giler. haha. you know what the preset songs were? Like A Virgin and Swear It Again. !!! nothing to say, really.
anyway the meeting wasn't too bad. definitely shorter than i expected. and i also became a PD. hahahaha. well, a co-PD at least. thank God for the "co-" part. yup. it seems kinda exciting though. so we'll see how it goes.
then i met fan at west mall for more swensen's. haha. his friend was working, coincidentally, and for a while i was SOOOOOOOO jealous of him cos i miss working so much. sigh. anyway. *I* had a coit tower, vanilla changed to cofy. yum. and i paid with my card again. now, i really SHOULDN'T get used to this. haha. yeah then my sister picked us up, dropped him off at the bus stop, and sent me home, while interrogating me about him. hahahaha. well at least with her i don't have to pretend to be someone i'm not. you know what she said? "isn't he a bit small for you?" apaperlah.

where am i? i'm at central forum like some sesat science student, waiting for atikk to come so that i can finally go pee. haha.
we had to split into groups during GEM today. i was so freaked i'd be left all alone and group-less, but alhamdulillah, the girl next to me was alone too, so between us we managed to form a group of 4, which, by medieval standards, had to NOT be gender-exclusive. whatever. and then i found out that there IS a GGM in my GEM after all. heh.
i'm coughing like crazy cos i had ice-cream last night, and i'm still not over my cold. seriously. i was attempting suicide by going to swensen's yest. haha.
i know amy's really excited about the prospect of studying again, but i still can't get used to it. i wanna get on a bus and never, EVER get off, y'know what i mean? and drive far far away from this scary place that is NUS. it's NOT getting any less scary. espesh when on my way to LT24 tadi, i passed by this booth and PKII [Pantat Kuali the Second] was just sitting there. yes, looking cute, but then all the stuff that atikk told me about him started flooding my mind and suddenly i was angry and embarrassed and flustered and crush-y, all at once.
well. i let my mouth [or fingers] run away from me, as usual.

so today was a total dud. dahlah aku spent 20 minutes waiting for stupid 95 to come. dahlah hujan nonstop. dahlah aku dapat nonsense tutorial timeslots, and in some cases, tak dapat langsong.
but u know, there were some nice teeny things. things like loner guy. he's all cool with his standard berms and tshirt and bag and helmet and that cool vibe he exudes from 275967829 kms away. niiice. things like decaf(!), who i finally saw today and who's as handsome as ever and still remembers me and even waved to me tadi. when sluardlm all but ignored me. haha. and things like all the other GGMs who peppered my way out of the science block and to the bus stop.
i took 10 from kent ridge terminal for some bus therapy. i haven't had bus therapy in awhile, maybe cos i didn't really need it. but i find that even if u don't think u need it, u better go get some anyway, in case u relapse or smthg. so yeah. butt cramps and escalated risk of DVT and everything, but a certain calmness remained. and it was a great view too, all bodies of water and esplanade and whatnots. and i found out that 10 ALSO goes to hbf. which means YET another route to sentosa for me! haha. maybe i WILL go alone someday. someday lah. when i really can't find any other kakis.
i wanted to go visit bun today, but when i got to pasir ris it was barely 4, and he'd only start work at 6, so takkan aku nak tunggu 2 hours kan. so i just ran a couple of errands, visited fidah for awhile, then i took the bus home. then my sister picked me up, we went for lunch, and then we drove to holland v, shopped around [omg i was just like, gripping my wallet tight all the way, kalau tak i'd prolly have bought this skirt and that skirt, and those slippers and that ashtray! yes ashtray! aku dah giler!], and then we went for ice-cream at swensen's, which i paid for with the status symbol that is MY NEW DEBIT CARD! hahaha. anyway then we shopped around kat KAP cold storage, and went to pick up mummy, and finally i got home at like 1130. wow. so i guess i better go join my bed now. nites.

i'm majorly pissed. i managed to mengharungi all the CORS obstacles, all the way into the ranking page. so dahbis rank, i clicked submit, and.. I GOT KICKED OUT! argh. darah up sey. so i'm definitely not going to school today, considering it's almost 2 and i haven't even mandied yet, and yah. so just kirim salam to the loner guy. ahahaha.
PLUS, my mom has just decided she's gonna quit her job. so as of tmr, she won't be working anymore! so as of tmr, she'll be around, AT HOME, between the hours of 3 and 11! arghhh. this is all my sister's fault. she's decided that she wants to get back together with her ex, which comes as no surprise to me, cos she still has his face as her phone wallpaper. i mean, duh, am i blind? so you know. the whole sandiwara has been kickstarted again. and now my mom will be at home all day! argghhhhhhhhhhh.
okay well, while i'm waiting for CORS to accept me back, i'm gonna check out which buses i can take in order to see ITE mats on the way to skl. wahaha.

i had my first SS and GEM lecs today. they weren't too bad la, but i was SO sleepy! again! so i totally dozed off during the GEM lec. the MS one wasn't too bad, it was really interesting! but i was all sick and shivery and everything--it really put a dampener on things. anyway, haha one of the lecs was great cos there were QUITE a number of GGMs, a rarity in my other lectures. so. alhamdulillah. definitely looking forward to the next one. and this time i'll sleep early the night before.
funny thing, i was waiting for fan at BV mrt just now, i was just sitting down reading Angels & Demons [for the first time, it's really great rupernyer], when this vik-looking guy approached me. he wanted directions to MOE, cos he was having some kind of job interview at someplace near it. he was talking to me in malay, mostly, so i dunno if he's really a vik ah. anyway, it took me 5 full minutes to get him clear about where he was going. so he said thanks and then he said, "nama?" and i was like, "huh?" and he repeated, "nama?" um, hi, can i get a slow playback here? was he asking for my name? and why? anyway i decided to assume that he WAS asking my name, for simplicity's sake, and i replied, "i'm ain.." and he was like, "okay.." and left me standing there feeling wrong-footed and confused. in case anyone's wondering, he WAS quite cute tapi cam 25-ish gitu ah.
another thing. WHY is it, that whenever i'm out with fan, there are always LOADS of cute guys around? no, seriously. we were in the train, and on one side there were about 4 cute individual malay guys. on the other side there was a group of 4 cute mats. and NEXT to fan was another cute guy, all hiphop-styled. ARGH.

ahhhh. penat sey. i'm really, incredibly tired. it was worst during maths lec, i was just dozing off, accompanied by actual merepek dreams! in chem i actually had a dream about the original sya's fren. apeeee je.
anyway. other than the lecs, school was great. found a few more GGMs! and we had lunch at mac's, and i activated my DBS NUS card, and had quite a productive seni meeting followed by a merepek dinner with atikk at the cheese prata shop. yum. that was my favourite part, cos i lurve eating. i had the maggi goreng, one prata kosong and the ubiquitious lime juice. haha. loves it!
ooh i'm watching Las Vegas now, it promises to be a great episode cos the Black Eyed Peas are in it, and it was during the filming of this episode that josh duhamel actually got together with fergie! ahhh.
and yay i got the SIA award thingy again. more money, just rolling in! this really calls for a major shopping spree. shafa?

so the double wedding was today. i was wearing my punjabi suit with the new earrings, haha. and AGAIN, my relatives didn't fail me with the inevitable "Bollywood actress" comments. whateVVER. i was kinda bored at first, cos takde kawan, and i was doing berkat duty. btw the berkat was ferrero rochers. add to that kiasu malays and their anaks, and you can imagine how grumpy and masam-faced i was. BUT. it wasn't a TOTAL loss. there was this really cute guy who caught my eye the moment i saw him. he's from ismawi's side. he was the bunga-manggar-bearer, so he only stayed for a limited time, cos after that it was back to the guy's side pe. anyway. he's all tall and skinny, and wearing a nicely-fitting long-sleeved striped shirt with khaki-coloured pants that sat perfectly on his frame, with white school-like sneakers. plus his lebat yet tidy brownish hair and bluish contacts, he was just irresistible la. i couldn't take my eyes off him. haha. and i finally got the chance to talk to him when ema/era wanted a bunga manggar. their bunga manggar was the modern one, made of colourful pipe cleaners, which i LOVE. anyway so by that time he was getting ready to leave, and he was back on bunga-manggar duty. so i went up to him, with ema/era, and i said, "sorry, can i have one?" please don't ask why i was talking in english. macam eksyen sey. and he mistakenly thought i was offering him a berkat so he held out his hand. and i was like, "um, i mean i want that.." and i pointed to the bunga manggars. and he was like, "oh.." and started laughing sheepishly while his friend suaned him. so i added a "sorry" to soften the blow. then when i got the bunga manggar, i said, "terima kasih.." and walked away. while his friend was still laughing at him. darn. looking back, i should have just given him the whole basket of berkats. to quote atikk again :"haha aku bodoh".
and that was it. when he was gone, the world just seemed that much darker. and after kak cik left for the guy's side, i quit my berkat-giving job and left. but i'm hoping that someday, somehow, our paths will cross again. wahahaha.
met fan at city hall, and we walked for like 8457284 km before we finally found a working wireless at lido mac's. btw, it's REALLY nice and empty, i am SO gonna study there sometime. and i did my marking while he tried to maximise the use of my D's battery. haha. and i finally finished my marking, and now i have 10 bucks more to my name! yeah! oooh and there was this really cute guy at suntec starbucks, he was all fair and goateed and had this cool-without-trying look. his name's khai or smthg. i'll be back, khai! oh but then again. maybe i've had enough of malay starbucks guys i think are cute because they always seem to turn out shitty in the end.

i am having a major sore throat! i blame the yoghurt i've been having for the past 3 days. haha. i mean, what else could it be?
so anyway, i had the most boring day of my life. it was kak yut's and kak cik's nikah today and my sister woke me up at the considerably unearthly hour of 11 a.m. so that we cld be there by noonish. but the nikah was cool lah. i haven't witnessed a nikah in quite a long time. and this time, all the stuff the kadi said actually meant something other than gibberish to me la. tapi panjang giler sey. merepek thoughts like you mean he memorised this? and cepat sikitlah, panas giler bodoh! were running through my head, along with the less-offensive ones like hmm that actually makes sense. haha. food was good, but range of meat dishes were waay limited, i thought. and guys were zilch. tak cute langsong! none, and i mean NONE, of them were cute. i was just bored out of my wits. and rejoiced gratefully when we cld finally go home. when we got home, i hit the bedsheets and finally woke up at 9. haha. and now i'm rounding off a mondo-boring day with two stacks of marking for my sister. [don't worry, i'm getting paid.]
i got my DBS NUS card! woohoo! tak sabar nak activate-->pakai! haha.
actually the only reason why 11 was such an unearthly hour was because i got home at like 6. haha. fan was in tampines that night, and he walked over at like 230 a.m., so we went to the 24hr coffeeshop and i had lime juice and watched him eat and just appreciated the peacefulness of pasir ris at wee hours of the morning. anyway, my mom was just waking up when i got home, nasib baik she didn't get mad. well i don't have much time. 13 september is officially less than a month away, so.. enjoying it while it lasts.

heyya.
in all the kegilaan of yest, i didn't have time to blog. so just a quick recap. i went to the arts bazaar, where i bought the spongebob boxers, a pair of purple beach slippers with a silouhette of a bikini babe [that's starting to come off, actually, due to friction and attrition and stuff] and a waaaay-cool puma bling bag that cost 30 bucks, AND THEN LATER, those $16.90 earrings i was lusting after. haha. by then my wallet statement stood at -$2. congrats ain. oh and i had like, 2 large yoghurts! the first was a new concoction of peach, kiwi and choc chip cookies. as usual, sedap. i have excellent taste la, can't really deny it. haha. the second was atikk's treat--she was in a good mood pasal baru dpt her laptop--this time a completely fruity blend of strawberry, peach and kiwi. i think. then the penerbitan meeting went better than i expected it to. LOADS better, really. and then we went for dinner afterwards, it was really fun. haha.
so that was yest. today, my one and only day off for the entire semester, i hit the beach with fan. the sun wasn't really out much, but not bad la. i got darker, anyway. we played with D for awhile, then we watched this group of quite-pro people playing frisbee, and my whole perspective on it changed. oh i also found out that fan likes rugby. hehe. hm den biaser ah, rendam, keluar balik, mandi and stuff.. we had dinner at mac's, where i tried the wireless for the first time, how exciting! haha.
met sya, shafa and ili, SUPER late, but better than never, and just in time for 95 anyway. joined atikk and di at central forum, and then kiter masuk ah. oh it was SHIT boring! not the fault of the organisers, of course. i'd just like to blame the 6382749274 people who were SITTING DOWN, right infront of the stage. alamak, mintak kena sepak sey. so nak dance pun cam lain macam kan, we wouldn't wanna look like pompan kuning, bumping and grinding to a friggin rock song! i got bored halfway through a set and we went to get yoghurt, hehe. i got my favourite, the straw-blue-oreo. yums. large of course. double yums. it all ends too quickly, though. me and the yoghurt, i mean. well finally PLP came on, i was SO excited, i'd been waiting for it for like 2 weeks la. they did four songs, the third of which is my absolute favourite, Love Song For A Love Song, this really slow number which really goes all the way into your heart. and as the song ended i realised how stupid i was NOT to think of recording it. bodoh! aku bodoh. memang betul ah. so i recorded part of the last one, which, predictably, was Blow. it was great! my virgin PLP gig. haha. and then we left. haha. we hung out in baba's room [thanks for ur hospitality, baba, even though u weren't there!] till like 11-ish, with me DJing the songs on my beloved D. haha.

it was back to school today. haha. but it wasn't too bad la. except it was so darn freaking hot! anyway, i met baba at the forum at around 245, and we checked out the forum co-op and the bazaar thingy. it was SO cool! i was just dying of lust for the items like the spongebob boxers and this heeeuuuge pair of earrings that cost, unfortunately, $16.90. so i didn't buy anything then, even though i would have KILLED for the earrings, cos i didn't have enough money. but i'ma go back tmr and buy out the place. hopefully the earrings are still there, but if not, i guess we weren't fated to be together. oh i DID buy this yoghurt thingy, sedap gilerrr! i bought blueberry-strawberry-oreo, which SOUNDS weird, but is really great. the sweetness of the oreos counteracts the masamness of the others. anyway. it's great. besok confirm aku beli lagi. wahahaha.
and of cos, more cute guys. haha. bynk cute viks. it's amazing. and there's gam's relative, and his cute vik fren who reminds us of decaf. nice.
oh there was a bazaar thingy at science also, but less cool lah. more organised, less of that bugis village feel. so. yeah. haha. but there's the body shop sale, so i'll definitely attack that before/between lec(s) tmr.
we were late for lec, and it was SO annoying cos we had to sit on the extra2 chairs, merepek siak! we couldn't see shit, i couldn't hear shit, and of course there was hardly any room for my elbows to breathe. so my non-attention span became even shorter, and everyone else was amazed when they discovered that instead of feverishly writing notes, i was making a list of the latest cute guys and subsequently a shopping list for tmr. well, all i can say is, that's me! hahaha.
i dropped by WS on the way back, and i visited work, but there was like a queue and everything so i didn't get to talk to diana. takpe bun wasn't there anyway. at least, i don't THINK so. i think i'll drop by during the weekend, when hannan's around, and talk to them then. it's the stupid $4 sundae promo lah. everyone's clamouring to eat ice-cream then.
klah. i shd sleep early i.e. after CSI: Miami, cos i'm meeting amy and baba at 9 to start my new shopping adventure! skali kedai belum bukak eh. i'll laugh at myself la.

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh..
went to watch the fireworks live at the esplanade, with hannan, umar, fadhila, her friend, and what looked like 5930482038593 other bodies. it was people, people and more people. but worth it la, the fireworks were great. i was torn between the rocketlike ones on one side, and the cute shower-of-sparks that looked like sparkling gold bits, on the other side. beautiful. oh and guess who i saw? siols and gang! hahahahahaha.
after that i met fan, after enduring beribu obstacles like being detoured on our way to citylink mall, being completely disoriented and lost, etc. and we walked all over marina square trying to decide where to eat, by which time all available places were closed [swensen's, starbucks] or full [LJS]. i was gonna start crying, and he was just sniggering away. i wanted to kill him. anyway we finally decided to eat at the lido mac's, and finally, i went home with a happy tummy. haha.
except now i'm craving swensen's. darn.
ohyah this is to sya [i hope you're reading this]: do you KNOW that syed is 17?!?!?!?!? tak caya sey! he looks about 89!

argh. guess who i dreamt about last night? it involved these 2 guys suddenly visiting me kat rumah, and i was all like, shocked and shit. and one of them [din] went to the kitchen and started cooking or something, while the OTHER one stayed in my room and tried to start a conversation with me. while i was being all hostile and angry. OMG! what a stupid dream! help!
i hate cryptic dreams that are caused by excessive propaganda. okay i'm too dream-disoriented to blog properly. bye.

today was the first day of school. haha. i sound like some little kid. but anyway, yah. i woke up specially [or rather, i asked my mom to wake me up] at 430 so that i could get out of the house comfortably by 615. not badlah, i made it in good time. then i met gamar at the bus stop, and we went all over the science block looking for LT32. pagi-pagi buter! was SO not in the mood.
lectures weren't too bad, but i kept nodding off! it was worst in the maths lec [the last one of the day], i actually tertidored and had multiple dreams. giler! oh yes i also took a photo of me looking bored. hahah. kalau takder kerje i'll upload it. one GREAT thing about maths lec, though. CBG! haha. i will NOT state what that stands for, but i WILL say that he's really cute! haha. and he injects cahaya into an otherwise boring lecture. in all senses of the word.
by the end of the day, i was SO tired [i don't know why, considering all i did was alternately sit around in air-conditioned LTs and sit around in assorted canteens.], i actually fell asleep in the train the moment i got a seat. ALL the way to pasir ris. and i didn't wanna wake up even then.
ohyes something important. there's some weird shit going on, on the right-hand side of this page. i've already disclaimed responsibility for any shit that goes on, but i just wanna reiterate that i hold absolutely NO responsibility for all this shit, especially those not written by me.
i really hope i get to go out tmr. malas ah nak duduk rumah.

i'm with D now, for like the billionth time since i woke up today. for the uninitiated, D is the name of my notebook. woohoo! we have such a bright future ahead of us, D and i. i've changed the wallpaper, set up Entertainment Central, and even uploaded beribu new photos that i just took today, including one of D and me. hahaha. how exciting. cos i also installed the Bluetooth thingy, so D is now Bluetooth-enabled, and i've been pumping in those new photos all day. all of me, of course. what's the sense in having your own laptop if you don't put your stamp on it right? haha. sorry aku giler.
but seriously, other than the time i spent with D, today was shit boring man! i didn't step out of the house at all, not even to buang sampah. and no one called or whatever. so sad. so i've been eating and self-socialising in my room all day. sigh.

and that's me and D. haha. takder kerje betul sey.

wow. despite the horrible start to my day tadi pagi [i woke up late], i had an otherwise great day.
i went to pick up my laptop. when the guy took it out of the box, i wanted to kiss it and run my hands all over its smooth surface. but i held myself back. haha. but anyway, so much for it being 1.75kg, cos by the time i reached BV mrt station, my arm was dying already. dahlah kena pegang si red plastic bag skali, AND my wallet containing my ezlink. but anyway. i got home safe and sound. and there was this really intriguing guy in the train. manjen, cute-faced, no glasses, baru balik floorball training, with a nice huge crumpler, AND the latest harry potter! he'd just begun to read it. how cute! i was like thinking, ahh, perfect guy--cute, plays floorball, reads harry potter in public.. haha. sorry aku giler.
okay, so i reached home and quickly got ready so i cld be at cck by 2. and i was sitting there, in one of my current favourite outfits [incl shades], waiting for 39.. and all these non-39 buses came and went, and i got increasingly impatient. and then 17 came, and i was staring blankly at the people in the bus, when one of them waved at me. my first thought was, alah just some lame mat.. but i gave him a second look anyway. and GUESS who it was! BUN! i wanted to die. okay, no, i didn't. but omg! and what did i do, in response to his friendly gesture? i gasped and covered my mouth, macam ternampak a jumping mayat gitu. eyes popping and all. and he kinda grinned, the way he always does. and i was just sitting there, smiling back at him, but really wanting to do a dance a la Puteri Gunung Ledang, if anyone watched it. and then the bus REFUSED to move, so we were stuck there with nothing to do but look at each other/NOT look at each other/smile at each other/NOT smile at each other. everyone else in the bus, in his vicinity, was kinda looking at us strangely. buat malu. finally the bus moved off, but the euphoric feeling lingered. i was like asking silently, God, is this a sign? i mean, he was right there, in MY neighbourhood, ALONE, despite living in bedok! plus he waved at me first. maybe the absence of azhar allowed him to lose his inhibitions about being more than indifferent towards me. i dunno. it COULD have been a sign. ah bun. how i've missed you. thing was, in the train earlier, i was thinking of looking him up at work, just because. and instead. he was delivered right into my lap. okay, not directly into my lap [although maybe i wouldn't mind, God], but near it anyway. ah too bad i cldn't hit him with a msg or anything after tt, since we don't have each other's numbers.
okay that's enough about bun for one week. haha. yeah, lyn's farewell at rachel's. really fun. we watched School of Rock and yaxin and i semangatly learned the pattycake game that jack black was playing with miranda cosgrove [summer]. we've almost got it down pat.
then my sister and i drove to suntec to get me a ring [don't ask, but it has nothing to do with samit/kashbir/bun proposing to me]. i got a really nice one. it looks childish, yes, but HELL. who gives a flying fuck, yes? it's sapphire surrounded by topaz stones in a flower shape, in a white gold setting. now, don't go getting any ideas about robbing me yes? i'll be destroyed forever. oh and we were passing by one of the shops in the basement. it's called Bakin' Boys or smthg similar. and i thoughtlessly commented, "hmm, Bakin' Boys.. so do they hire girls?" and we laughed so loud that one of the bakin' boys [the less cute one] actually laughed at us. peeee je.
hm and now, at the risk of sounding cryptic [which i hate], i was wishing SO hard i could tell my sister. but i didn't. maybe a lot later lah.
i was kinda missing fan today. but too much of a good thing is bad, right?

sigh. feeling really melancholy for reasons as yet unknown to me. well. apaperlah. all i can say is, ALHAMDULILLAH cos i finally got my fifth module, a food chem GEM. not my first choice, but i'd planned on taking it anyway, so takpelah. now i'm just wondering how much i paid for it. haha.

went to watch marebito with fan today. it SUCKS. DON'T watch it. we were both dying of confusion, gore and boredom. the tagline for the movie is "the most twisted japanese horror movie", and it won some award or other, AND it was NC-16, so i thought it'd be all great and scary. well, all i can say is, the tagline was a complete lie except for the words "twisted", "japanese" and "movie". it was twisted, all right. [okay i'm gonna put a spoiler here because the movie is so bad i don't want anyone to watch it, so i'm assuming anyone reading this won't be watching it, and therefore will not mind the spoiler.] this is an example of how twisted it was: the protagonist is this oddball cameraman guy, and he raised his daughter to drink only blood, and sometimes when he's out of blood supplies, he cuts himself so that she feeds on him. so in the last scene, the girl is really impoverished, and blood supplies are out. so what does he do? he cuts his lip/tongue, and lets her suck on the blood streaming out. i mean, really! that was unnatural in more ways than one! yes so that was it. there was nothing to do with horror, except for silent, standing ghosts of people he killed. they appeared, um, twice? and did nothing except to stand there behind him. congrats.
ohyeah and we met sara and fari at metro. where sara proceeded to embarrass me mortally like she hasn't done for about 3-4 years. haha.

i was watching CSI: Miami III just now and i almost cried when speedle died! actually there were little hints that he would be the one dying, from the new publicity shots which conveniently leave him out, and then 15 minutes into the show calleigh says, "i would love to kill speedle now." because he borrowed her stuff and neglected to charge it before returning it. but STILL! why speedle? i love him! okay i love eric more, but speedle! he's hardworking, cute, funny and brave. i, along with probably half the other CSI: Miami fans, was hoping it'd be alex who died. but while she was doing the autopsy just now i realised it could never be her, cos then there'd be no one to do the autopsy on HER body. haha. okay sorry.

i SO wanna kick myself right now. because i FORGOT TO BID DURING CLOSE BIDDING! goodbye, Chinese I. and possibly my SS module too. i am SO pissed with myself. and on top of it all, they even extended the close bidding period, which means that people had 2 extra hours to outbid me! omg. i'm REALLY angry with myself.
which is not to say i didn't have a nice day otherwise. haha. met up with irfan, and we hung out, and when we went to WS to eat, i dropped by ex-workplace and said hi to shirley and fizah, and found out that they transferred one of the cute TCL guys to WS. cool.
train-wreck-incident-of-the-day: some old person fainted right in the middle of the path from the bus stop to my block. like, right across it. so that the path was effectively blocked. oh it was so scary. and then the ambulance got there and *blushblush* i thought the paramedics were cute. sorry, orang tua who fainted. hope you feel better soon.

HEYYYYYYYYYY!
as the exuberant greeting above demonstrates, i am in an excellent mood right now. well i hit the beach with sya this afternoon. i was off to a bad start really, cos i woke up super late, and THEN it started raining. heavily. with gales and all. i was as gloomy as the weather. but then by the time we actually reached sentosa, the rain finally stopped. so. yay!
anyway let me just cut to the chase here. the beach was deserted, so sya and i took our time choosing our pondok, with the wide selection available. we ended up at this pondok with a group of 3 malay guys as our neighbours (i.e. one pondok away). anyway, then 3 more guys joined them, and they were actually cute!!! so we kinda sat up and took notice, and quickly picked one each. haha. then one of them kept positioning himself too close to us. seriously. we were just lying there minding our own business, when he came and stood not 2 metres away from us. then, i was rendaming in the water when this time, he stood at the water's edge. i was like, erm.. cos his friends were busy doing somersaults and handstands or whatever. finally, when i was done rendaming, and i came out to join sya, he came over, said hi and introduced himself. his name's helmi (surprise surprise!), and he turned out to be the cutest in the group. tall, nice bod, great smooth tanned complexion, and of course handsome face. haha. anyway the guys invited us to join them, and we did. brought our mats and bags over and everything. besides helmi, there was syed, zul, irfan and 2 unidentified guys who were mostly MIA so takpe. well i know sya may not have had the best time, but i had a blast! more details to come later, i hope.. byeee!

went out for a drive with zul and kak ida just now. we picked up zul's new PINK ipod mini [yes he chose the colour--seriously, i don't know what's getting into him these days], and went for an early dinner. but since we went all the way to bukit batok, we had quite a long drive back, during which i complained at length about my mom refusing to let me go to KL, and had things put more or less into perspective for me. haha.
i'm so glad i got out of the house today, i would have spent it sleeping away instead! and i foresee the same thing happening on wednesday, so i think i'll plan to create alternative timetables, and play the urbz, which i haven't touched in months. haha.

Well you can dance
Every dance with the guy
Who gives you the eye
Let him hold you tight
And you can smile
Every smile for the man
Who held your hand
'Neath the pale moonlight
But don't forget who's taking you home
And in whose arms you're gonna be
So darling, save the last dance for me

Oh I know
That the music's fine
Like sparkling wine
Go and have your fun
Laugh and sing
But while we're apart
Don't give your heart
To anyone
And don't forget who's taking you home
And in whose arms you're gonna be
So darling, save the last dance for me

Baby, don't you know I love you so
Can't you feel it when we touch
I will never, never let you go
I love you, oh so much

You can dance
Go and carry on
Till the night is gone
And it's time to go
If he asks
If you're all alone
Can he walk you home
You must tell him no
Cause don't forget who's taking you home
And in whose arms you're gonna be
Save the last dance for me

Oh I know
That the music's fine
Like sparkling wine
Go and have your fun
Laugh and sing
But while we're apart
Don't give your heart
To anyone
And don't forget who's taking you home
And in whose arms you're gonna be
So darling, save the last dance for me

So don't forget who's taking you home
Or in who's arms you're gonna be
So darling save the last dance for me
Oh baby, won't you save the last dance for me
Ooh, you make a promise
That you'll save the last dance for me
Save the last dance
The very last dance
For me - Michael Buble