A little girl asked her mother, "Can I go outside and play with the boys?"

Her mother replied, "No, you can't play with the boys, they're too rough."

The little girl thought about it for a few moments and asked,
"If I can find a smooth one, can I play with him?"

yah so anyway on thurs ppl were oohing and aahing at OM's amazing skills, and after the whole thing i congratulated xfren, and he was like, "thanks.. thanks.. thanks.." and held out his hand for me to shake. haha. then he sed a couple more thanks.. cute..
friday we watched troy!!! omg hez like so amazingly wow!!! as in, brad pitt. no, seriously!!! and achilles' love story is the most touching of all, i think. -sigh- yah. definitely worth 8.50, that one. and all the ass pains in the world. we went in at 515 and left at 8!!! so. ya. we also met latte n his gf, whoz this icky nyj gerl with henna-coloured hair and kohl-lined eyes, THIS thick. well. asal bahagia. oooh. the highlight, of course, has to be the person i saw at 615 in the morning at the teetering edge of the train platform!!! i was juz standing there!!! and he juz appeared!!! so i juz went up to him, and sed hi, and we talked, and he gave me his paper to read.. yah so rupenye thanks to the hands of fate, he had a cricket rematch at 8a.m., so he had to be in skl early.. wow, on the last morning of skl term, this happens!!! kool sia. hai, my pri skl fren.. how did u turn out so cute..
oh and today it was a great time, diden know how much i missed angklung.. i mean, yah, my arm was totally dying, but still. it was soopa fun. and i was bored today so i wore my skater shoes with a skirt.. it felt uncomfy, but i got used to it, and i think it'll b fun to do again.. wow and the rain was sooooo heavy..! and at the bus stop there was this amazingly cool lim who almost menggoyah-ed the new me. hehe. yah after angklung we hung out at starbucks for like an hour, listening to kak faridah's stories.. shez really nice, the total came up to 36 bucks!!! and there was this book bin there, where i boloted 2 books.. hehe kan't wait to finish them!!!
and tmr'll be a last day of freedom, before i plunge back into all-out studying.. hai. well ok watever cya!

K i'm juz standg here stupidly, waitg for filza. Help! Neway, yest troy was juz xcellent. Love brad pitt! Haha. N i met ashrof at pasir ris, latte n his gf at lido, n sumone kool n special at 615 in d morng! -dies- k bye.

I'll make dis short. Went to orchard w filza n met nasi w his gf at d wisma aquarium. Haha. Den took 132 to redhill n briskwalked to delta. Sad, d gerls' match. Poor pauline. 1-0. N d guys won, of cos, 3-1. Congratulated xfren! Whee! N guess hu was sittg nx to adam? Tilani! I was juz dying. Also met anushka, who sez i look gd. Heh. Well i think her short hair is really nice on her.. Oh n killi pon ader! N lauk! Same row as me summore. Ok ttz all bye.

i forgot to add!!! today is also my primary school crush's birthday. haha. as in allif. happy birthday allif!

yoz. it was a really nice day today..
i studied in the library from like 8 to 10. haha. acherli all i did was do my group VII tutorial. but still. it was progress yar? then i borrowed a couple of books.. hung around, and stuff..
till gp, where i did a question on fashion, which i know zilch about.. and paper 2 was on gay marriages. haha. yu shoulda seen what i wrote, in a fit of boredom and sleepiness, on my paper, as an "answer" to the application question. i think i'd be sent for counselling if i acherli wrote it down as my actual answer. well anyway, thank God it was an interesting paper, which kept me frm sleeping la..
then we bused to police academy amid fears of the match being cancelled cos of the rain n lightning. anyway we got prime spots, right infront--me sya ili filza hana halima viknes and later parvin n felix. btw felix n parvin were HOW FUNNY!!! espesh felix! and there were juz so many funny things happening.. like the guy standing on the pail, and the base of the pail giving way... hahaha. i was seriously cackling. yah. really really fun!!!! oh the score was 6-3 for the ignorant. we won, obviously. [ok, not obvious la, but i think ac sucked this yr, while we were so much better than laz yr.] first ac got their penalty. then we got one [pravin]. then in the last brape-brape minutes, raihan got the second one. cool sia.
okay, people spotted. the utt guy!!! i think i broke a couple of filza's bones, alerting her to his presence. killi!!! heh. hez so cute.. and yah hez like best friends with suaner or smthg, they were watching the match together. and he zoomed off afterwards, presumably to watch the soccer match. erm.. ohyah samit's fren, or the guy who looks like him.. and taufik.. i diden see deedee.. erm.. oh asilah.. oh and my mortal played a functional role as water boy in the final minutes of the match. hehe.
oh we were at the bus stop after tt.. and there was this group of un-cute viks sitting at the back of a bus, and they were like scrambling over each other to check out the people at the bus stop. so sya and i started laughing at them, and i alerted nadia to their presence, and when she looked up, one of them waved so SHE WAVED BACK! and i laughed summore and we ALL ended up waving at them. hilarious.
handsomest guy of the day award goes to this like, foreign guy i spotted at the royal plaza hotel bus stop. like really really lawar with broody eyes, nice hair, good eyebrows and perfect nose. he ended up walking behind us cos he was going back to fluid to meet his gf. -spits disgustedly-
hm i also met uncle yacob at the hotel, haha. and i stupidly asked him what he was doing there. dol lah kau ain. oh we ate at ritchie riche, after what feels like months. and yah tt tattoo-ridden guy reminded us to baca bismillah. so now i'm full and happy.
ohyah. shaf has a crush on KC original. haha. wow u juz need to add an F inside and he'll sound like a chicken. so yah i'll try to see what gambars of him i kan dig up.
oh btw. lauk! -ting-!

mean, much?
be condescending, won't you?
itz unfair. people do things differently, and i juz happen to be one of these "different" people. i like people in a different way, so what? there's no call to talk to me that way.
besides, i'm so much better now. so i went for them all, so what? so i cheered, so what? realise that i cheered for other people too? itz kalled cheering for people i "know". exc-uuuuse me for living.
i don't do that to you, so i don't expect you to do tt to me.
and i don't like it. so shut the fuck up.

haha. tt sounds kinda like the spoof entry. but i assure yu it isn't.

I'm bored. Wow. Oh ain't x-fren frenly? Haha. Ooh. I bought a helpg hand frm mac's. Go check it out! Haha. Ghim moh mac's, of cos. Ok kool tmr no assembly so i'm going to d lib in d morng lyke i planned. Yay. Gd luck for yur gp, lauk. Hurry up, hana. I'm tired of waitg already.

Jody: How come you're not seeing someone?
Charlie: I see someone. She doesn't know I see her, but... I see her.

Charlie: Are you asking me out?
Jody: Well... yeah. Are you saying yes?
Charlie: I guess so... yeah.

Maureen Cummings: I've got priorities. I mean, you only get to be a dancer for ten years - maybe fifteen if you don't get injured, so for the next five years at least ...
Jim Gordon: Hey, all I'm asking for is a date...

watching center stage now. beginning to realise tt i'd love to learn a new type of dance. but.. i'm too chicken to join anything alone. ha. too bad.
got my first outsider comment on my shoes today. haha. i was juz walking past century square bk and sum mats were like, "lawar kasut!" in a weird undertone, and i turned around a second later and they were all staring at me. haha. klakar.
school days seem to be getting more and more bearable, judging from.. haha, today! funny bullshit. "finished" s3a, so i'm gonna do s3b tmr, and mebbe if i'm in the mood to wake up on wed, i'll do chem. haha. is that a big possibility?
well. juz wanted to check in.

okay. friday. the would-be molester/rapist/modesty-outrager. i was juz walking to the holland v bus stop, cos they sed not to use the red house route. so i was walking. and when i got down fron the overhead bridge to the skl, onto the field, there was this boy walking like 1m away from me. but it was a big field. so he could have walked anywhere else, basically, but i wasn't too fussed. i thot mebbe he diden know how to get to holland v and was hoping i'd lead him there. but i got kinda uncomfortable, cos i was juz strolling, and he never overtook me. so i walked a little slower and he NEVER overtook me. and when i got to the traffic light he juz sorta hovered behind me. and then i crossed the road and made a sharp turn, and this time he diden follow me. but then after some more walking i realised he was RIGHT BEHIND ME! and i freaked and my heart stopped and i turned to face him and he stared at me and quickly looked away. so i juz abandoned strolling and brisk walked all the way, down the steps, across the road, and up the steps to the bus stop. and i looked at the stairs and i saw him running down the steps, back the way he came from. and i was still so FREAKED.
i'm watching anastasia now. how do they get the glitter to show? itz really pretty.
yah and in the bus my heart wouldn't resume itz normal beating. and when i was walking in to turf city, the path was SO deserted! my earlier brush with psychofreak did not make the walking-in any less skary. but i found the entrance. but, without any sign of a field. haha. so i asked the guy, and he told me to walk in and turn left, where "alot of people" were. well, i walked in, turned left, and saw the people, but i had no idea how to walk across. so i went to mac's, sat outside, and effectively stoned for about 15 minutes. then i got up to leave, and i saw anuja!!! so i called out to her, and i walked to the field with them. and then there were 3 guys walking towards mac's.. and one of them smiled at me. and then i realised it was shabbir, so i smiled back.. and THEN his 2 friends started suaning him!!! they were like, "shabbir, shabbir!" yarghz. people connected with me always get suaned. WHY. well anyway hez a reserve so he was juz bumming around ah.. haha. takper at least i got to see him. anyway, it was so darn hot, but windy, and the grass was sticking to my legs and feet. and it woulda been boring but parvin sat with me and explained the game, the basics, at least.. kwite cool ah.. but i happened to be watching when they got 3 of our batters out in rapid succession. it was really sad. oh and i couldn't figure out which was peter, but it wasn't such a big deal after all. haha.
then i left to meet baba, and we watched the mj-yj match. the mj number 4 is really good! he like, commands the field or smthg. haha. then i took a merc cab back to skl.. and tarian was not bad, no plates broken yet.. and i got to see long-range views of lauk.. and got to see my mortal rushing home.. haha.
btw, inaccessible is the theme of the week. live up to it!

While they're prayg i mite as well get this in. Yah there was a teenaged manjen boy tailg me all d way to holland v bus stop. Fuckshit. Cricket was cool, met shabbir.. His frens were suaning him. Darn. Not AGAIN. Watched mj-yj soccer. Yusof plays right back, says adzfar. Yah. N i took a merc cab bak. 1st time! Kool!

While i'm waitg to decide whether to watch or not, i'll juz state tt i'm also waitg for my heart to resume itz normal beatg pace. I was strollg to holland v juz now n this asshole was FOLLOWG ME! I swear. He was sum fat manjen BOY. As in, teenage.

i hate it when i lose my posts. i really do. so this'll be a long and angry and stupid entry. juz a friendly warning.
rj-pj was cool. 2-0. OM wasn't tt good today. dunno why. i was the first rj person there to support them. baba was the first rj SUPPORTER there. and impostor's gf was second. i was technically the third rj supporter. juz some statistics to keep this objective.
ac-nj wasn't. nj's captain is like the same number as OM, and hez also the guy who appealed to rj last year. haiz. hez good, but the attack seemed weak so nothing for them. 1-0. the nj keeper rox. he juz happened to miss that one cos it was unanticipated. stupid. although i was also supporting aidil ah, since hez the only one i know in ac.
some cool people were there. pj pravin. amy, and tab, who rems my laughter! cool. asilah, amal sara. thinesh. diana, whom i only saw after the match. yah. very fun. parvin and viknes came too.. and smriti was there for her first ever hockey match. haha.
never get OM angry. the ac-nj refereeing was abit off. okay, alot. and i heard someone like, hollering angrily behind me. and it was him. he was really outraged. riled. angry to the power of infinity. even mr tan was like, waddehell. not in so many words, of cos. hailah OM.
ohyah baba was also calling for khairul to play, like, every 5 minutes. merepekism.
after both matches we left ah. i diden feel like going home so we went causeway point, i returned my bks at wrl, and we walked around causeway point. fun. i have a new lunchbox and glitter stuff from valu$, and pink nail polish on my thumb, and i'm gonna get a new top soon. yeah. then we took 969, where i like, msged my pri skl fren. heh. and we discussed batu and sotong and knives etc.
and now i'm home. anyone care to tell me how to get to turf city? and even more importantly, how to get there in half an hour?
well. bye.
OM is handsome!

Wad. A. Fucked up ending to the day. Seriously. Which of my sins warranted this? Juz wonderg, God. Juz wonderg.

You've always been this way since high school
Flirtatious and quite loud
I find your sense of humour spiteful
It shouldn't make you proud
And I know your pretty face gets far with guys
But you make up ain't enough to hide the lies

-Chorus-
Are you sure that you're mine?
Aren't you dating other guys?
Cos you're so cheap and I'm not blind
You're not worthy of my time
Somebody saw you sleep around the town
And I got proof because the words going around

You left your phone so i invaded
I hated what I saw
You stupid lying bitch who's David?
Some guy who lives next door
So go live in the house of David if you like
But be sure he don't know Peter or John or Mike

-Chorus-

And now that you try
To break me into pieces
And I know what you're like
But you can't hurt me now I'm over you -Busted

urgh. did i mention tt i've been listening to my brother's songs for over a week? and i've grown to like them?!?!?! and this is one of them. will prolly b adding more as time goes by. alamak eh. why doesn't the propaganda go the other way round? i dun hear him listening to jiwang songs.. well. hez taken possession of my crumpler, tt should be sum sorta baby step. ok take kare.

wow. itz like, may 17!!! the last time i posted was like, more than a week ago! and somemore it ended on such a negative note. pity.
well. itz kinda alot to update myself on, really, this more-than-one-week shit. so. i'm gonna do it reverse chronologically. at least i won't lose the fresher stuff.
today we [as in ili sya filza me] went to watch hockey, rj vs vj. HOT!!! as in the weather. but, yu know. it applies to like, OM and some other people too larh.. heh. u know OM was like sooooo good! i was really dying there, cos he was juz sooooo blardee skilled! i was clutching the stupid pipe so tt i wouldn't scream how great he was. warhhhh. okay enuff OM yah. fazly pon ader. once again, he is HOW TALL. hanis was there too! haha. ok duh. and of cos, not forgetting the new kid on the block [well not really, juz MY block, i guess], killi!!! he. is. so. hot. he. is. so. cute. those. braces. wow. yeahyeah, hez the flavour of the week. wahoo! yah anyway it was quite sad, we still tied 0-0 at the end. the vj people were grinning like siao ah. i dunno how tt happened, so many billion short corners but still.. ohwell.
after tt we caught the rest of vj-yj soccer. i thot tt asyraf kept staring at me, but i was too skared to like, smile/say hi/wave. BUT. i DID see yusof/yusuf, so we smiled and i sed good luck to him.. heh. i lurve new friends. ohyah vj won. woohoo! okay tt was a lie. i have no feelings abt tt. i juz hope mj won so i kan watch my new fren play.
then we went to far east to eat, prayed etc, and we met the vj hockey ppl going to lido!!! which means..... wahoo! it was killi! warhhh..
oh and coming up.. rugby rj-jj at 445 this wed, cricket rj-sa this fri. wow boleh nampak peter!!! and parvin sed tt vj cricket's not out yet, so i kan watch MY pri skl fren!!! woohoo! [oh. i've been woohooing alot. sorry bout tt.] alamak. biler aku nak gi tgk troy? darn it.
the past weekend was basically me hell-bent on gaining ten times the number of calories i burnt on friday on the treadmill. pandai.
the friday was tarian. i bought my shoes. i bought them at sponge. the cute vik was there. he rawks, and he has the coolest adorablest hair now! and i was trying on size 10, and he was like, "10?!?!? but.. ttz MY size..!" cute. ohyeah talked to my mortal during tarian! yayz. and saw nasi's adik. cute sey. fairuz sez he's in acs, which multiplies it by 10, duncha think? wowz.
the thursday was.. erm.. haha. some stupid econs test, which, btw, confirmed tt OM dropped econs once and for all. then filza and i were almost at the mrt station when sya informed me of the soccer match at 445. haha. so yeah we took 74 to nj, where, we watched soccer comfortably seated behind nasi and lauk n frens!!! they were the ones who sat there! and there was one horrible point where i was sandwiched btwn a badak derivative and bubur!!! ye eleh. ohyah. russell pereira is cute yea.. and yes filza, i'm sure cumaran is too.
the wed i went home straight!!! ok not really. went to the lib, got out 3 books which i finished on sat.. haiz. reached home at 4, which i thot was pretty good, and went to sleep sampai besoknyer. oh wait. before tt was the break b4 chem extra, and we were in the lib, and i was RITE BEHIND lauk, and he turned round, and i stared into his greenish-brown eyes!!! lawarrrrr!!! everybody MUST stare at his eyes! must!
the tues we played handball! guess who was keeper?? hahaha. against manda, no less. a penalty lagie!!! well i saved like, 1 out of 4 goals, a first for me. haha. then it was tarian. ee. sorry but tarian is meaningless sumtimes.
the monday was the laila party!!! panas giler!!! and how fun!!! but so long to recount!?!?!? tanak ah. ohyah but i went tanning with hana, at the club pool, it was juz the 2 of us to the jacuzzi, the baby pool and the regular one!!! 1030 to 1215!!! heaven! heaven interspersed with slivers of hell's kitchen heat. and yes, i'm a beautiful colour now. albeit burned.
the sunday was ORA plus laila night. hahaha. do u realise tt means night night? or laila laila? or malam malam? or.. okay i dunno any more. ORA was fun, fatin and emilia are so cute, and they made me wish for little sisters again!!!! not tt i dun luv my [new n improved n cool] brother. i watched the princess diaries and romeo! at home and left hse again.
AND the saturday was kala. lovely, tt. i went up to anan and gave him the twix and sed, "this is for you. i'm your angel." and he was like, "ohmigod i'm so sorry i haven't written to you in so long!!!" haha. and i sed it was ok and walked away. hez nice. he wished me luck after tt, for the hiphop.. and we took a coupla fotos together after tt.. and ashraf went, with nikhil. OM, the traitor, did NOT go. and it was juz a blast. i had a great time watching the show, with sya and anan and shoba and jen [at diff points of time].. and then we went for dinner at this ripoff 24hrs coffeeshop at holland v. do NOT go there, it is grossly overpriced. please. yu could buy a filling, HEALTHIER bk meal for what i paid there, and still have enuff money left for a cleo. well but ANYWAY, thinesh suddenly appeared!!! wow. i was positively dying. and he went and sat there and started eating. i was really pleasantly surprised. oh luper. frappe went too larh.. and he saw me and smiled and waved!!! wowz.
okay ttz it! if anyone has made it this far, congrats.

i had so much to write over the past few days, i think, but by the time i got home i always prioritised sleep. so yah now i've juz forgotten what i wanted to say. but let's see what i kan salvage.
the soccer match was.. lethargic. [argh help my brother keeps playing yeah! is he psychic?] they lost, of cos, 2-0. i'm still puzzled over why adil came in soooo late. oooh u noe wad, ili's pri skl fren is damn cute!!! argh. and MY pri skl fren wasn't there, but he sed hi anyway! wahoo! and ain't righthandside cute? after tt we had dance prac. which was fruitful, after all.
smalam was the tech which started at like 4. OM decaf n xfren were watching. and while they were dancing to "love supreme", xfren tapped me on the shoulder and asked, "eh yu not dancing ah?" and i was like, "later ah!" and he was like, "oh yu're dancing?" ha. acherli the hiphop gerls were sitting right infront of OM but i diden wanna push my luck. besides, mortal was sitting next to shaf, who was next to me. yes, like amir sed, "so near yet so far." anyway, from where i was on the stage, i could see OM's teeth!!! so yah i was also kinda laughing.. bodoh. kurang asam. but hez still lawar.
then it was tarian which was how annoying. as in, yah. derrick was the first guy to turn up. well acherli it was a race between 2.. so maybe itz not tt great. but he keeps tossing reasons at us to love him! how not to love? hahaha. he gets exponentially better everyday!!!
anyway i kan't believe i thot the j1 guys were dependable!!! i mean, really. if yu don't want to come, yu coulda juz sed so. boleh cancel kan? fuckshits. to think tt fairuz [!!!] was one of them. please. don't come and talk about having a malay table lar, a malay room lar, and all yur ideas and suggestions if yu don't come for tarian because you're going for chorale!!! ivan was going for chorale too, might i remind yu. and HE isn't even in the exco. yu know, we diden PAKSA them to join in the first place. they juz decided to, and then turned up tt day. ttz why i was so overwhelmed. waste of time, wasn't tt? now that they're all dropping out with the frequency of procreating rabbits. fuckshits.
well why stress myself out? dah aku nak blah.

oh dear i'm really paula! look at her crying cos of fantasia's singing!!! it totally reminded me of best actor!!!
well. juz a thot, obviously.

Never sang my songs
On the stage, on my own
Never said my words
Wishing they would be heard
I saw you smiling at me
Was it real or just my fantasy
You'd always be there in the corner
Of this tiny little bar

My last night here for you
Same old songs, just once more
My last night here with you
Maybe yes, maybe no
I kind of liked it your way
How you shyly placed your eyes on me
Oh, did you ever know?
That I had mine on you

Darling, so there you are
With that look on your face
As if you're never hurt
As if you're never down
Shall I be the one for you
Who pinches you softly but sure?
If frown is shown then
I will know that you are no dreamer

So let me come to you
Close as I want to be
Close enough for me
To feel your heart beating fast
And stay there as I whisper
How I loved your peaceful eyes on me
Did you ever know
That I had mine on you

Darling, so share with me
Your love if you have enough
The tears if you're holding back
Or pain if that's what it is
How can I let you know
I'm more than the dress and the voice
Just reach me out then
You will know that you're not dreaming

Darling, so there you are
With that look on your face
As if you're never hurt
As if you're never down
Shall I be the one for you
Who pinches you softly but sure?
If frown is shown then
I will know that you are no dreamer

itz such a sweet song! itz by faye wong, from final fantasy VIII. and of cos, the only reason i found it is thanks to my doofus-looking fatty-turned-cool brother. heh.

been getting lotsa weird stares for my hair. ohwell. hazards of the job, i guess. kan't be avoided. i am SOOOO sleepy! and i have the driest eyes on the planet!
anyway haha hockey match got cancelled cos it was raining all day and the pitch was "waterlogged", iylia sed. haiz. but rugby was still on, altho it started like a billion hours late. we won!!! it was fun! except for the rabid rugby mom behind me. eeps. but hey, i wanna be a rugby mom too. a lovable one, of cos. haha. [okay like kamie says, "i'm dreaming, people, don't stop me."] i thot nasi was hot!!! as in, his playing. i mean, looks-wise is a given lar. and lauk's not too bad yah? all those cool kicks/trials/whatchamacallits. hez amazing. and i would never let a rugby entry go without mentioning burger. he was, of cos, being burgerly good. as only he can be. baba and i made up a burger cheer:
Me: "Go [Burger]!"
Baba: "All right [Burger]!"
Me: "Go [Burger]!"
Baba: "All right [Burger]!"
and you get the drift. it was fun. or did i say tt already? izzat came! wad a sight, him limping all across the D in his tj uniform. haha. and OM was there, woohoo! and baba was drooling over her jimmy shergill/decaf. haha. oh baba, i'm so sorry to hear about him. i kan't believe he was the third guy who destroyed my dreams, and probably yours too. is it really tt easy to stop liking someone?
on a lighter note, MOLESTER ALERT! i was innocently watching the game, den my eyes strayed to BFG who was walking towards the standing rj supporters. i watched absentmindedly as he made a beeline for impostor, sidled up to impostor's southwest, and placed his left hand on impostor's left butt cheek [fingers downward] and squeezed it!!! TWICE!!! it diden stop there! he removed his hand and moved even closer to impostor and put his arm ard his shoulders! why, why, why did i have to witness such antics? i was juz beginning to have extremely favourable opinions on BFG! and he decides to go crooked! infront of me, no less! barely 2 days after the smooching lesbians! sorry, but it was juz too much. it was a slow, calculated move, which, btw, invited no other response from impostor other than a normal-speed turning of the head to look at his gay partner. okayokay. maybe i'm being a prude. sorry if i am. but this is not smthg i'm used to, neither is it smthg i wanna get used to. well. think abt it.
acherli i'm juz killing time before 1130, cos i missed the 8pm telecast of charmed. OHYAH. we took the bus to harbourfront with like, suaner and perut and 2 j1 guys! so i made their status known to baba, and we started up the whole, "eh ain, last time when we were in bishan we kept getting suaned rite?"/"yah baba, thatz why you only got 10 points and couldn't go to rj rite?" plus we were squeezed in right next to suaner and perut. ahahaha. they were silent, btw. and when we reached harbourfront, they appeared to scuttle off quite quickly. so we relek2ed.. BUT. they were still there when we went down, and as i passed i THINK they sed nasi's name! eeps. oh and most of us happened to get off at serangoon. yes, including thin fren. so i coughed out a name. haha. and they turned around. haha. padan muker. try to get me, willya? i'll get yu back! plus we even went to the same bus stop. sheesh. naseb baik dorang tak naik 53. it woulda been too much.
ok yea so tt shd be it. excitement hid, but followed me home. wow.

Ohyea forgot to add, tmrz d official full moon of may! So make sure yu catch it w sumone special!

i'm in "love" with OM again!!! haha. ttz wat kamilah sez.. "love", i mean. acherli it was juz a teeny thing tt happened in the library juz now. he was there, and ili the subtle decided to like, go to the computer terminal RIGHT NEXT to him! so after hovering there uncertainly, i decided to juz sit at the table infront of him. but i refused to face him, of cos.. even then.. yu shoulda seen the look on stupid amir's face when he joined us!!! buat maluuuu.. then the bell rang and i waited awhile so tt OM cld go first, but he was moving so slowly, by the time i got to my bag, he was still there.. and i tried to cepat� by juz grabbing my bag, but THEN the bag on top of mine decides to teeter dangerously, so he reaches out his hand to steady the bag for my while i grab mine... but i diden get to say thanks!!!!!! cos it happened too fast. but yea i'm still reeling from it now.
i got this book out of the library juz now, getting over it by anna maxted. well she totally reminds me of shafa!!!! itz so amusingly written in shafa's hilariously indignant tone! anyway, yah, so i'm really enjoying it.. although itz juz another of those chick lit stuff with the tried-and-tested guys-are-such-fuckshits storylines..
speaking of chick lit stuff, i watched my most-nak-tgk chick flick juz now!!! win a date with tad hamilton may have one of the most annoyingly long titles tt even rivals crouching tiger, hidden dragon, but itz reaaaaaallllllyyyyy nice!! okayokay, itz predictable, but tt doesn't mean it sux.. i mean, a brownie's predictable, but we all love it anyway rite? anyway, by "predictable" i meant tt yu know how itz gonna end. but still. watch it for the incredibly aww-inducing character of topher grace! and the innocence of kate bosworth's rosalee! acherli, now i feel like getting bangs like hers. haha. yah and i diden cry much, but like wow. the smile lines are really endearingly cute, and the soundtrack rox too, btw..
ohyah and ili reckons OM dropped econs. and i would have to agree. he wouldn't pon econs tutorial otherwise rite? argh. the only thing we had in common, and he drops it!!! now what am i gonna do? oh and i suppose he just dropped it, like, within last week.. sigh. how sad.

Pete: [to Tad] Like do you know she has six smiles? One when something really makes her laugh. One when she's making plans. One when she is laughing out of politeness. One when she is uncomfortable. One when she is making fun of herself. And one when... she's talking about her friends.

Rosalee: You have five smiles Pete. One when you think someone an idiot. One when you think someone's REALLY an idiot. One when you're singing to Barry White. One when you're getting all dressed up. And one when you're looking at me.

alamak i diden do any hw today!!! well anyway, i had ANOTHER[!!!] solid dream.. it was about like, me, driving to his house. apeee je..
u noe, i was juz thinking juz now, that if blogging existed when i was in primary skl, i'd have years upon years upon years of recorded memories to look back on. but obviously, my primary skl years missed out on tt little trend, and so the primary skl memories are juz trying to hold fast to any brain space they can grab. i wonder what brought this on? haha. anyway i remembered, among other things, malay class. he started saying "whaaaaaat only!" as an english alternative to "ape je.." and even then, i found it amusing. haha. primary 4. wow, to go back to those days. of cos, i'd like to go back to those days, knowing the things i do now. but yea ttz not possible. haha. funny how some things change, and others don't.
what merepek is this? i'll spare everyone and stop now.

i set the alarm to wake me at 9, which it did, but then i snoozed back into this solid dream and refused to wake up. but itz not that bad a dream. it involved him wanting to set me up with sum guy who was working at sum grocery store, and he gave me the guy's number and told me to meet him at sum overhead bridge or smthg at 2pm. well yah. another of my characteristic weird dreams. he was being all understanding and big-brotherly. totally clean dream. wahaha. it even had a segment where i was with hana and sya n filza and ili, and hana sed to me, "ain, yu're like the only one of all of us who acherli does ur hw.." and i was like, "yar, hana, did it take yu tt long to realise?" which is, btw, HOW untrue.
so yah as a result, i woke up late and i ALMOST diden go for viesta but unfortunately [as i thot then], sya was already waiting at the int, so i had to go lah. but of cos, it wasn't an unfortunacy after all. but let me juz reiterate tt i was THIS close to watching the noontime cartoons. neway. at the int i had this general smile on my face, cos i was talking to sya who was behind me, but then this cute vik saw me smiling and smiled BACK and nodded at me!!!!!!!!! warh! i was, of cos, blown away. okay not really. swayed somewhat.
the first rj person we saw at vj was....... [wait for it!]...........was...............was................was................................was...................... TOOT FREN! hahahaha. then came a series of other unremarkables, with the first REMARKABLE rj person i saw being.................DG!!! wahahaha. he, btw, stayed till the end also! met pat, and yah zhaf and red, who were with dino [rem him from mendaki awards? he was sitting next to faezah. the injustice.]. suff and mus and the rest of them. solid, of cos. thanks to shafa for alerting me of his arrival. i know how much yu think hez un-cute. tpjc guy kept appearing.. and paul was playing the in the current-j5 soccer match!!! haha. and of cos, siam. yu know, the last person i expected to see was burger. but there he was, plain as day. i guess i overreacted, though. sorry, sya. ohyah jelly and deedee and nita and munz and hui-en.. and billions of lawar guys, espesh the viks!!! hebatz. ohyah and lin zhi also, and huanling.. and yas and her whole family..
and i was in the hall talking to kamie, and then i turned and saw this cute guy talking into the mike, and mentioned him, and kamie sed, "hez mine!" so i was like, "haha okay, whatz his name?" and she sed, "shabbir!" and i was like, "ohmigawd! shabbir? as in shabbir ali? shabbir ali KSA?" and then certain primary skl memories flitted through my mind, and i went to talk to him, haha.
besides sweating buckets and watching lawar ppl, we got a snapple [which was my best purchase there!!!], hung out with mus, hung out with shafa, hung out with amal and kamie, hung out with ellina, and watched the soccer match. fun.
went to catch the angklung concert at sentosa. hai i had to pay 3 bucks! tak adil. managed to catch the last 10 mins, but it was better than nothing. and watched the magical sentosa show. kool sia. but yu know, butt aches destroyed the experience. but yah it was a great time..

Dreamt abt solid. Late meetg sya for viesta. Haha. Yea wad a name. Met alot of ppl, ex-rgs, n ex-loyang, n of cos sjimats. Oh n zhaf n red.. Solid too. Tpjc guy oso. Paul frm smu! Lepaked n ate n watched current vjc vs j5 vjc soccer. Current got like 2 goals in 10 mins. K bye.