i've been fucking bored all day, excuse my french.

and while i was watching some lame movie on 58 outside [in the living room], kak yuyut and kak pipit came by with their respective anaks. kak yut has one and kak pipit has two. i swear the babies are just gorgeous. and kak yut looks great. i can't believe we used to play together like a decade ago, and now both are married with children. i got so sad and depressed, cos i wanna be married with kids too.

after that i shut myself in my room and watched Transamerica. it's quite cool, actually. there are some really funny bits. but oh God, i was SO disturbed by the scene where toby was in the back of the truck with the dirty old man. i swear, it just burned my eyes. how could anyone--ANYONE!--do that?!?!? but you know. it's definitely not one of those ditzy chickflicks i usually watch.

iwannagooutifeellikei'minjail.

it was chinese today. pretty alright, i guess. HATED the compo though. and there were some parts i totally DID NOT GET, but i filled everything up in the end. it was facking cold though, and poor thaiguy next to me was audibly shivering and it was all i could do not to offer to share my jacket. haha. he was adorable, by the way. he jumped over the two rows of seats cos he was too malas to walk around to the back. but damn his phone kept vibrating. annoying, much? but otherwise, cute. oooOOOooo and virgin was there too! TOTALLY. i had NO idea he was taking chinese too! mannn is he hot or WHAT. i swear, i kept staring at him. [i think nat and i were strategically placed, cos everytime we looked at each other, we got to see BOTH guys cos they were like in between. besss. so we kept grinning at each other and making funny faces and shit. i tell you, arts exams ROCK.] there was one point where he was leaning back, and you could TOTALLY see his pecs through the tshirt! i nearly fainted.

sigh. okay now i really have to get to it. physical chem AND genes on thursday, i am completely and utterly doomed. gotta hit the airport tomorrow, cos

bye friends.

I've been really tryin', baby
Tryin' to hold back this feelin' for so long
And if you feel like I feel, baby
Then come on, oh come on
Let's get it on, oh baby
Let's get it on
Let's love, baby
Let's get it on
Sugar, let's get it on

We're all sensitive people
With so much to give
Understand me, sugar
Since we got to be here
Let's live
I love you

There's nothing wrong with me lovin' you, baby no no
And givin' yourself to me could never be wrong
If the love is true, oh baby

Don't you know how sweet and wonderful
Life can be
I'm asking you baby
To get it on with me

I ain't gonna worry
I ain't gonna push
I won't push you baby
So come on, come on, come on, come on, come on baby
Stop beatin' round the bush

Let's get it on
Let's get it on
You know what I'm talkin' about
Come on baby, hey girl
Let your love come out
If you believe in love
Let's get it on
Let's get it on, baby
This minute, oh yeah
Let's get it on
Please get it on

So come on, come on, come on, come on, come on darlin'
Stop beatin' 'round the bush

Gonna get it on
I wanna get it on
You don't have to worry that it's wrong
If the spirit moves ya
Let me groove ya... good

Let your love come down
Get it on, come on baby -Marvin Gaye

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i dropped by NTUC before going home just now. and i spent $29.90!!! aper niiiii... all i wanted to buy was some shampoo--ended up buying a $12.95 bottle of shampoo, the corresponding conditioner AND some hair serum. aku giler. i'm probably the only person [other than shafa] i know who turns an NTUC visit into a shopping spree. :S

i was quite hurt/disappointed/mad that loner guy didn't show up today. he's not dead--i know that much--so i really wonder what could be wrong. but whateverlah. i'm not really in a position to wonder about him anyway.

anyways, guess who sat next to me for the paper? the same guy who was candlelighting with me for the lab sessions!!! ya Allah. is this another cruel and odd twist of fate? dahlah we were wearing the same colour combination. what are the odds man, what are the odds. nasib baik i didn't just burst out laughing there.

then i rushed home and back out. the concert was great. yup. no cute guys, i mean, it's an angklung concert, what do you expect?!?!?!

cute guy in the train this afternoon. nice striped long-sleeved shirt, khaki-mustard-coloured pants, white canvas shoes, and a very antagonistic face. plus he even looks like hello kitty, a little. he got off at kallang though.

and what do you know, we actually took the same train back!!! amazing. this would be where i proclaim, "IT'S FATE!" but sorry, he was with his girl.

ohwell, that's life.

perfumes was.. erm, okay. i hope i pass. cos like, there were alot of things i couldn't do. i knew more stuff than i didn't, but still.

i was walking past bras basah complex, and as usual, checking out the bikes. i saw a Ducati!!! a Monster 400, FN-FP plate, tak ingat. but wow. i know it's not a sportsbike, but it's still a Ducati, and it was just sitting there, barely a metre away from me, and it took every last ounce of self-control i had not to go any closer and run my hands all over it. mmmmm.

anyways. i'd like to thank Baba for putting up with me this afternoon. i kinda went schizo and she had to rein me back in. not that SHE'S completely siuman herself, as evidenced by this statement she made:

4/20/2006 5:27:27 PM self-destructive impulses : kau kencing ke kau brew kau nyer kencing into wine?

i KNOW, right?

okay cepatcepat gtg i don't think i'll be able to finish today howwwwwww.

and there's actually a cute guy here, on MY side of the library! this mim dude in a cap and well, now he's sleeping to the music from his laptop.

since there were a few glaring errors in baba's post yesterday regarding Asian Wonder Woman, i shall post the true dialogue here:

guy wearing aforementioned T-shirt walks by.
me: ah, pon bes pe, baju kau!
baba: ah, pon pompan pe kau!

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yeah so anyway. i went to blendinn for the first time yest. haikal's friend is still cute, i have to admit. and he's pretty friendly too. and he remembers me. wow. totally la. i had to like, check that my mouth was closed every few seconds, kalau tak i'd be openly drooling. and he wasn't the only hot one around. there was this other guy, pun macam vik-ish sikit, and all casually dressed, and all cool-jambangy, big eyes, dark hair, etc. i swear he's so hot like you wouldn't believe. plus his name is only an alphabet away from mine. haha! cos he like, held out his hand and introduced himself, and i was like, "ain." and he was like, "huh?" [okay fine i know no one gets this, but takper.]

ohwell. that's about as exciting as my life got. :(

i don't normally like to do this [post videos], but..

it's weird--i failed pract 5 with 20 points and an immediate failure, but i'm still :DDDDDDDDD

know why know why know why know why???






well it's pretty obvious, isn't it? it has to be because of a guy!

he was having revision circuit with me too, and he smiled at me when i ter-blocked his way because i fell at the crank course. i'd met him before, a couple of times, and during a particularly bad pract 3 [in which i fell like EVERY TIME], he soliticiously asked if i was okay, etc. so he actually remembered me!!! yay.

anyway i kept on falling during the last 30 minutes of revision circuit, and so after that i went to the toilet to clean my wounds, and when i came back, most of the people were gone, but he was still there. and as i was making my way to my bag, he turned to me and started talking. something about, was i having pract 8 after that, and what time etc. so i sat down next to him and we just continued talking. FOR THE NEXT 45 MINUTES!!!

you know, stuff like what bike we're planning to get [he wants either a TZM or a 125Z], when we're planning to pass TP, normalnormal riding stuff, and about school and stuffs.

i couldn't tear my eyes off his eyelashes, which i SWEAR are so incredible. he's arab, which should explain it. hahaha. no but seriously. incredible lashes, framing heeeuuggge eyes. if you think mubs' or harun's lashes are great, you haven't seen NOTHING yet! his are all long like snuffleupagus' but they're not straight, they're beautifully curled in a way that NO mascara to date has achieved. [incongrous thought: we should so totally have kids--they'd be so lawar that people will be BEGGING us to procreate sampai my legs koyak. haha.] plus his cute shaggy hair and everything [he used to be botak though]--he's adorable.

and he was like, "your mom is malay eh?" cos he thought i was like, serani or something!!! what IS it about me? i used to think guys [ishmael, azy, fan, etc] only said that to menggatal, but u know, obviously that wasn't his intention so.. i dunno.

he's nice. and friendly. he has like loads of friends he made at CDC. all the pract 5 people, for example. and before he left, he said bye to me at the canteen! [i was this close to asking him to join me for a drink.] ah he's just too nice. a year younger, though. :( but he lives in tampines, AND he's an ITE mat, woohoo!

my favourite part of the whole thing is that he's seen me fall SO many times, in all positions and at all courses, but he STILL talks to me! like, you know, he's not thinking, slenger sey budak ni asyik jatuh je.. dahlah tanak bebual ngan dier. in fact, he actually told me about his own fall at the E-brake.

sorry i've been going on and on. it's pretty foretold i prolly won't see him again. or setakat hi-and-bye je.

sigh.

why are all the cute guys on the other side of the library??? bodoh.

sorry, i'm just taking a blogging break before i go back to work. haven't made much progress, as is usual for me at this time of the semester. but with any luck [and God's grace], i'll scrape through again. anyways i was at my bus stop this afternoon waiting for my bus, when i saw a cute guy in the other bus that was just waiting there. well i got to thinking that he looked kinda familiar. then i realised it was sirtinglesssssss!!! i nearly died. he's too hot. and he was just sitting there, reading a paper, in the bus that was just waiting at MY bus stop! [it was 81, btw. wonder where he was from. hm.] so since i couldn't deny my elation any longer, i smsed baba. and she replied with: aiyoo maybe its a sign tt u going to b his wife MADU! hahaha

-.-

thanks baba but i'll pass. on the madu part, i mean. if it was just "wife MADU", i completely would NOT mind. hahahaha.

the stress is getting to me. [even though i've hardly studied.] no, really. like last night i had a REALLY merepek dream about this guy [who shall remain unnamed to protect MY identity. haha.] and suddenly i was swimming down a river [can i swim?] and at the riverbank i realised i'd lost my $129 birkenstocks [which apparently i'd been swimming in] during the swim. and i was REALLY PISSED and kicking up a fuss, and all.

the night before that it was some feud with my brother, and basically it's been one merepek dream after another.

aperjeeeee.

She's got a ass like loaf of bread
You want a slice
But she's the girl you can take her home to mother
But she don’t want ya bread
Brother, ya betta think twice (twice)
See, ya can see the heat I will be her bottle

[Chorus]
(She's an angel) She's the girl, I want to share my dreams
(Oh, she's an angel) I don't care if she can't fly over things
(Ohhh! She's an angel) I don't care if ya can't see her wings
(Watch her flyyy, yeah, ohh oh)

She's in my dreams when I sleep, yeah yeah, whoa (whoa)
But when I wake she's gone so I weep, yeah yeah

[Chorus]
(She's an angel) She's the girl, I want to share my dreams
(Oh, she's an angel) I don't care if she can't fly over things
(Ohhh! She's an angel) I don't care if ya can't see her wings
(Watch her flyyy, yeah, ohh oh)

[Bridge]
"Hello, hey mom,
I love you too,
I'm just nervous about this girl
what do you think I should do?
I'm talking to her,
I'm here with her dad.
You sure?
I'ma do it now"

(Ding, dong)
Father can she hang with me tonight
To go to the mall, whoa oh (whoa)
I won't touch ya girl in your sight
Don't you see at all

[Chorus]
(She's an angel) She's the girl, I want to share my dreams
(Oh, she's an angel) I don't care if she can't fly over things
(Ohhh! She's an angel) I don't care if ya can't see her wings
(Watch her flyyy, yeah, ohh oh) -Pharrell

hardy has been torturing me worse and worse each week. today it actually progressed to physical abuse. which had me retaliating by kicking him dangerously close to his family jewels. haha. ohwell. if he weren't cute, he wouldn't be getting away with it.

i was chatting to baba about our first PHR, and raihan and berg_zerg and adil and all the other tarian guys. and we reminisced about the first combined tarian practice we had. it was in the then-newly-erected RGS gym, at the far end. i guess the hottest guy of the moment then was yazid, cos baba and i were arguing over who'd get him as her partner. well then the dance began, and from our positions and everything, it was pretty clear i'd get him as my partner, and i was all rejoicing inside, when BABA sengajerly and kurang-asam-ly cuts into the line so that SHE'D be the one in line to get him as her partner. i was fuming, i don't have to say. but u know, i couldn't just stand there fuming, so i went on"stage" in my new bumped-off position, and ended up having this not-so-bad-looking guy in specs as my partner. well, unfortunately [or fortunately, however you look at it], the choreography was obviously not complete yet, so we kinda stopped halfway, in our pairs. awkward, much? and my new partner seemed kinda quiet, so i was pleasantly surprised when he smiled sheepishly at me and said, "hi." so i said "hi" back! haha.

and of course by then i wasn't fuming anymore cos i was thinking about how nice that guy was.

it's funny how things turn out, isn't it? =DDDDDD

There is something that I see
In the way you look at me
There's a smile, there's a truth
In your eyes

What an unexpected way
On this unexpected day
Could it be this is where I belong
It is you I have loved all along

There's no more mystery, it is finally clear to me
You're the home my heart searched for so long
And it is you I have loved all along

There were times I ran to hide
Afraid to show the other side
Alone in the night without you

But now I know just who you are
And I know you hold my heart
Finally this is where I belong
And it is you I have loved all along

And no more mystery, it is finally clear to me
You're the home my heart searched for so long
It is you I have loved all along

Over and over I'm filled with emotion
Your love, it rushes through my veins
And I am filled with the sweetest devotion
As I look into your perfect face

There's no more mystery, it is finally clear to me
You're the home my heart searched for so long
And it is you I have loved
It is you I have loved
It is you I have loved all along - Dana Glover

i've been doing online quizzes and watching youtube videos ALL DAY LONG. with a little bit of cosmetics reading thrown in. somebody saaaaavvve me.

well i was waiting for subuh but i guess it came to me. just let me finish this first.

saw Jack [my hairdresser, not **dil***] today, and my hair's shorter and lighter, although it's not really visible to the naked eye. haha. or whatever. but i still love it.

dinner with atikk, di, nom-ha and sala at hazwani. sala is REALLY nice! haha. plus you know, we went to the same kindergarten and all, only one year apart. it also helps that he's in police, and he was wearing the shirt and pants book-in/out attire just now. dahlah aku kena boothseat ngan dier. dodol. anyways ATIKK, i really am sorry about the whole deserting-him-at-the-MRT-station thing. i SWEAR it wasn't on purpose. i REALLY hope he's not hurt/belittled/mad.

and then what i thought might be a great end to the night turned out quite shitty. in fact, i think the journey home was more fun than the time i spent there. for example, did you know that you can bersila in smrt buses? in fact, you can contort your entire body into a whole host of different positions to best suit your comfort level. cool huh? now you know.

but you know, saving graces existed. like the two cute mats who smiled at me and said bye when they left. and the friend of Wan MoS [forgot his name] i bumped into at the podium. he's adorable. [but old.] or maybe i just love the fact that he doesn't smoke OR drink.

and last night was also the full moon, btw. i *heart* full moons.

happy good friday.

by the time i logged in, i decided i was in no mood to blog.

but i had a GREAT time tanning. great sun, no distractions, and i think i even managed to fall asleep.

after that the day was really REALLY crappy. i had an uber-DUHH moment, i found out with absolute certainty that teaching will never be a career option, and i saw a dead cat. UGH.

lapar. i think i have that bottomless pit disease that was featured in CSI tadi. something about a faulty hypothalmus. doctor doctor, where are you?

why the hell am i hungry, when i've already had dinner?

only God can answer that question.

there was a cute guy in the train this morning. okay, not cute, but he had an overall cute vibe la. shirt, jeans, green sweater/jacket [i've never figured out what to call it actually], nat-like hair, and an ipod video. most of the time, he was watching The Simpsons. haha. how do i know that, you ask? well, he sat right next to me, that's how! yayyy. too bad he was only interested in his ipod video. but to my credit, he didn't move away, even when the train was almost empty and the rest of the row was free. yay!!!

haha i know aku giler.

the last chinese tutorial was great as usual. [but there were these two girls in the corner whom i thought were kinda sorta step know-it-all-ish. ohNO am i like that?!?!?! i'm really sorry if i am! i totally didn't mean to be!]

well then lunch at fongseng followed by people-watching in the library. people-watching: both cyber- and 3D-. haha. next, my final tutorial with danielllll, and the last bio lect.

i'm gonna miss this.

so the light in my room macam something wrong. so i dragged out the cube light kumara gave me last year and plugged it in, so i wouldn't have to lug my laptop outside and do my work there. i'm in a roombody [that's a more specialised version of "homebody", i would imagine] mood right now, so yeah.

bumped into amy's umar at the YIH canteen this afternoon. he's a really nice and friendly guy. good for you, amy! hahaha. kidding. yeah but it was cool. plus, as nat pointed out, "i can't believe he recognised you from the back!"

once again, i had lots to say before i opened the Blogger window, but now i'm just lost for words.

the word "bantal" takes on a whole new meaning now, thanks to my friend nat and HER friend **op**ns. haha.

okay time for bed. work awaits tomorrow.

i finally decided to explore the extensive DVD collection at home today, so i watched Cry_Wolf while having brunch [haha!]. and wow it was great. i totally thought it was Rich though, but it turned out to be Dodger! omggg. kesian for the hot guy. ohwell. and the whole bapak-cleaner thing. wow. love the twists. really unexpected, some of them. they completely fooled me, that's what they did.

after that, i couldn't resist, i had to watch another one. so i put on Nanny McPhee, which was great too! and really funny! and yeah it was sad when she had to leave.

finally, it was the 1950 cartoon Cinderella. prolly one of the best-known stories of all time. every little girl wants to be her, and some big girls still do.

Grand Duke: Well, if I may say so, Your Majesty, I did try to warn you; but you, Sire, are incurably romantic. No doubt you saw the whole pretty picture in detail. The young prince bowing to the assembly. Suddenly he stops. He looks up. For, lo, there she stands. The girl of his dreams. Who she is or whence she came, he knows not, nor does he care for his heart tells him that here, here is the maid he is predestined to be his bride. A pretty plot for fairy tales, Sire. But in real life... oh, no. No, it was foredoomed to failure.

further superficial attributes: "he can't be too into tvmobile.. macam slenger.." --"aku tak kisah pasal race or religion la.." --"can be of a totally different concept as long as he doesn't try to force it on me.."

so. the psych experiment was a total nightmare, bar none! stares, comments, questions-asked-indirectly-but-too-loudly, and more stares. it was terrible. not to mention the lack of mobility i experienced at ALL times. this includes going to the toilet, sitting down, lying down, eating, and even turning my head to check out guys. basically, EVERYTHING.

the BP monitoring was alright, i guess, but sometimes it'd be too painful for me to take. and the electrodes were HELL. one of them was frequently misaligned, and i had to like, press it hard into my stomach to make sure the light was blinking. but seriously. the stupid fanny pack is facking annoying. i really don't know what's worse, the omnipresent fanny pack, or the incessant stares.

i'm not really sure what exactly it was about the whole experiment, but i really had no mood to do ANYTHING throughout the 24-hour monitoring period. i didn't even wanna move. in fact, i didn't even wanna eat. serious takder selera sey. and this morning when i woke up i didn't even have breakfast before going to skl to take off the cursed things.

dahlah when i peeled off the base electrode around my stomach, i found that it'd cut me a little bit. so there's a 1-cm-long cut on my stomach, which bloody hurts when kena air, or even when i move. wth.

but once it was all off, i felt SO much better. i rushed home, and mandied and all. i have never before in my life been so happy to mandi! haha.

plus i got to see yesterday's cute poly guys again. the one who's the expt subject is called ahmad, he's 18, and his ID is 241, if i'm not wrong. ahhh yes he's cute.

yeah. that shd be it.

more superficial attributes: "tattoos are okay, but it can't like, COVER his whole body or whatever ah. subtle. discreet. cool." --"firefighter!!!" --"MUST ride a bike. can't be a wave. scram or sportsbike ah." --"must not speak english shittily."


btw i couldn't resist, i took that in the national lib toilet the other day cos i was having such a good hair day. :DDDD

now i remember what happened yest. i was at khatib mrt going to ssdc, and suddenly i realised that a couple of malay schoolgirls were giggling and looking in my direction [no they weren't looking at me!]. i was wondering why, when the train came and as i walked towards it, i saw that khairul anugerah was standing a coupla metres to my right. a-ha. so they were ogling at him. anyway to my pleasant surprise he looked kinda normal, even cool with his blonde hair and cap and stuff. and to be perfectly honest, i was a little starstruck too, but only for a millisecond! cos then i remembered how i hate his talking voice [no offence, it's a personal choice]. haha. i msged baba and she said "what if kau go up to him and say 'hi i really like you.. you remind me of my friend, [insert namer pompuan]'" i nearly died laughing.

ughhh and i'm doing psych experiment now so i'm totally not in the moooood!!! but there were two cute malay poly guys who were experiment subjects too. cute AND witty. aren't they just the best kind? "i just got hooked up by a guy--a GUY HOOKER!!!" told you they were cute. :PPPPP

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--"...in some societies, that'd be termed 'abuse'.."
--"well in some societies, you'd be termed 'mine'.."

*melts*

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oh and we were doing more friendster surfing during perfumes, and there was this third-degree friend we were checking out. i was looking at the connections thingy, to see how i was connected to him. and then i said, "oh dier kenal babang aba!" no it's not a typo. i swear i said that. and i couldn't stop laughing fit to breathe!

hilarious.

*denialdenialdenial*

[hey, "daniel" is an anagram of "denial"!!! sorry random thought.]

i was boring nat silly yesterday with my list of superficial attributes in a guy. fifteen minutes after i started, i was STILL GOING. "must be able to drive, but doesn't have to have a car." --"doesn't drink!!!" --"can't smoke alot." and so on. it was fun though.

and there's this range of foreign language phrasebooks in the co-op, by lonely planet, which is REALLY a laugh, cos there's a section called "Romance", where they have phrases ranging from, "Can I have your number?" to "Kiss me." to "Easy tiger!" to "I can't get it up--sorry." i nearly dieddddd. klakarrrr gilerrr.

it's like i had so much more to talk about earlier today, but now i feel deflated. so. this is it.

*dances around*

*dances some more*

*still dancing*

sorry. it's just that today, despite starting out none-too-well, was terrif.

chinese oral featured the question, "wo yao shenme?" dahlah i was the first one to go and all. and i wanted to kench! well i said something like, "wo yao hen duo dongxi, ke shi wo bu hui mai yin wei wo bu gou qian. wo yao mai yi fu, youde yifu gui de, youde pianyi. wo ye yao mai biao. shi meiguo biao, suoyi hen gui." and then i was stuck. so he asked what i would do if i had LOADS of money. then it hit me. "wo yao mai che, ye yao mai mo-tuo [how to spell eh? motor laaa]." and he was like, "ni yao mai mo-tuo? ni hui jia ma?" and i was like, "wo zai xue le.." anyway then we talked for awhile about riding and driving [how he finds it hard, etc], and then it was OVER! woohoo.

then it was lunch with nat and zaf, followed by a 45-minute friendster surfing session at central lib. WOOHOO!!! after that it decided to rain more elephants, pasal smalam tak puas hati, so i had to inch my way to singapore post centre, which, btw, is a really lovely place after all. the lady at the counter was nice too. and i got my AE tops!!! yay! and i didn't even get that wet, i don't know why everyone was cowering away at the main shelters.

finally it was riding, where i finally passed my pract 4, thanks, in large part, to raime. once again, i *heart* raime. oh and this cool manjen dude talked to me! woohoo [third time]!

yups and i'm laughing away while chatting to loner guy's friend now. who, btw, also happens to be samit's friend. interesting how he happens to know all the guys i like.

Amine - says:
patutla kau goodmood
Shopgirl thermally inaccessible says:
yessss
Shopgirl thermally inaccessible says:
in fact, if the windows weren't fixed with grilles, i'll float out into the night sky

i'm starving like blom makan 10 hari, and it's raining elephants outside, and i just found out what sincere REALLY means, firsthand.

so i decided it's time for a blogging break before i go back to lab, whose discussion i HAVE to finish today. HAVE TO. MUST.

and iCell is being annoying. it was so facking slow. even my notoriously tortoise-speed wireless connection at home is faster.

and where are the cute guys anyway? all i have is some butch sitting infront of me. and another one strolling the aisles, also infront of me. butch buat aperrrrrrrrr.

okay enough griping. sorry.

i swear the view from here is SO nice. i wanna take loads and loads of photos, but macam, MALU. hahaha. i mean, i'm like alone, and people already stare at me as is. no point attracting further attention. wahahahaha.

yest night i chatted to loner guy's friend again. he's so incredibly adorable. and witty. and funny. and cute. [and i just realised that adorable=cute, and witty=funny. haha. sorry.] but no, really. aku baru type hi, and his reply made me laugh macam orang giler. and thennnnn.. he asked for my number!!! haha. actually i kinda have amy to thank for that, cos i was complaining to him about how i'd had enough of sexual innuendoes for one day, cos my friend [amyy the clean] had been feeding disgusting scenes inside my head all day. so he said something like, "okay give me your number and i'll tell you more titillating scenes.." when i was like, "what for?" he said, "actually i just wanted to ask for your number.."

*insert jumping ninja thingy from MSN*

if THAT's not enough, a little later he said something along the lines of, "since you like being forced into things, it'll be useful when we're copulating.. --i mean socializing!" hahahaha! dier cute!

okay sorry. i know nat is already sick of me going on about him. and she thinks my interest's gonna fizzle out soon anyway. just like with 4028402 other guys i meet online. [i have to say she has a point, though.] and I was saying, it might turn out into a hairul thing, where i really really really liked him. for real. amek kau obat!

sorry aku giler. okay lah 3 hours to go.

so the second heart charm fell off my bracelet.

i picked it up off the ground, and walked on, while unclasping the bracelet from my wrist.

it has to be a sign. what else?

yessahhh. first they cancelled my shift for today cos they're not busy. so i spent the past 3 hours doing the perfumes webpage. and now i'm finally done, except for verin's part la. haha. i'm so proud of myself. i mean, i even did the homepage, thanks to picasa's collage tool. heh. takyah fiddle around with photoshop anymore. [although fiddling around with photoshop is so much more fun than picasa-ing..]

i even managed to find time to surf britney's new fragrance website. with this to show for it:

and tomorrow i'll do my lab report. yay.

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oooOOOooo. a courier just knocked on the door 15 minutes ago asking for "abdul rashid" when i realised he was holding my shipment from the US! excitinggg. but it's only the american apparel tshirt, rupernyer. i'll prolly get the AE stuff tomorrow night or something. well at any rate, the tshirt rocks, it's like so thin, and i can't wait to get it printed! yay!

you know what, not working on sunday night totally rocks. i should do it more often. [not that i can, really.]

penat sey. i was gonna do some work before i went to sleep, but i guess that idea's out. maybe monday. [cos u know, who am i kidding if i sed i was planning to do some work tmr?]

went out with amir today. we watched Half Light [a demi moore vehicle] at the cathay, which rocks ass. it's like so freaking nice, i swear! the lifts are cool, and at level 5 there's a snack bar, a kacang putih bar, a movie memorabilia shop and the requisite ticket counters, of course. haha. level 6 is the cinema auditorium, with yet another snack bar, just in case kau luper nak beli earlier i suppose, and those plush sofa seats INSIDE, just past the ushers' station. plus for food like baked rice etc, they actually send it to you inside, on a tray, kalau kau dah masuk already. totally laaaaaa. anyway the rest of the building's supposed to have shops etc, but belum build lagi.. in the meantime there are those work panels with cute cartoons on them. seriously, they're so funny. anyway. nice place. OH AND THE TOILETS! the sinks are these flat black polished granite-y things that are tilted back 30 degrees, so that whatever air that keluars, it just gets drained away automatically. okay u know what, there is no way i can describe it to justice. so go see for yourself. :DDDDD

and still, i *heart* mats!!!