i watched someone like you today.. it was sooooooooo sweet! i died.. and of cos, hugh jackman is very hot. haha.. then later i watched gone in 60 seconds which is abit draggy but very cool. i especially like the way they refer to the cars as "ladies"..

[It looks that way, the way you say
She talks as if she knows]
I do not know that this is so, I only just suppose
I suppose that when you come into the ballroom
And the room itself is floating in the air
If you're suddenly confronted by his highness
You are frozen like a statue on the stair
You're afraid he'll hear the way your heart is beating
And you know you mustn't make the first advance
You are seriously thinking of retreating
Then you seem to hear him asking you to dance

A lovely night,
A lovely night
A finer night you'll know you'll never see
You'll meet your prince
A charming prince
As charming as a prince will ever be

The stars in the hazy heaven
Tremble above you
While he is whispering, "darling I love you"
You say good-bye
Away you fly

But on your lips you keep a kiss
All your life you'll dream of this
Lovely, Lovely night

sorry for the misinformation.. but i dun think he kan go vs, which is really sad.
yesterday was interesting, to say the least. but mostly draining. the afternoon kinda sucked, so i went home and slept it away..
but the evening was GREAT. when i reached the hotel, i waited for denise in the lobby, and there was a HOT lim sitting there!!! i died. oh, and stupid volleyball girl was there, but..let's just forget her.. haha.. erm.. sembahyanging was fine.. i looked fine but still fat.. but no one cared.. it was a wonderful night, lots of taking pics and all, and doing the class item was fun.. apparently it was hilarious, too.. and since lira got third, it must have been a good item rite? hehe. and guess what? aimee got first!!! isn't that great?? it's sooooooo cool!!! yah then after that we went up to the room and watched tv and took more pics and whatevered.. and then yaxin me rachel tzing adeline did unbeatables stuff with shiming's cards.. hehe.. i kinda sucked at the whole spreading-out-the-cards thing.. but i did win, once or twice, with a king or so.. hehe.. and then we played blackjack, with me as the dealer.. so fun.. and we threw cards at each other, which was really dumb but still farn.. yah so anyway like i sed i had fun. and at midnight my sister came and i left.. and i was in the lift with this lim!!! she was with her girlfriend i guess.. and she has blond hair and she's tall, wearing a nice checked shirt and jeans.. nice voice too.. soothing and stuff.. hahah.. yeah isn't it cool? to round off my day with a great lim? i can't think of a better way to start and end a lovely experience..
tata!

well my brother got one A, one A*, one B and another A i think.. aggregate was 237.. kan't make it to ri, unfortunately, but i think kan go vs.. so.. *phew*
im having a really bad day. i can't wait for it to be over. stupid prom. stupid me. why i wanted to go in the first place, i'll never know. pray for me.. and later when it's all over, i'll pray isyak and thank God for letting it be finally over.
im gonna go do my PAE now.. so.. bye.

ohyes valarmathi prob took lit paper 8!

toe ring.

Ain't That Funny
[Ja Rule]
Murda Inc
Haha it must be the ass
That got me like that
If it get any fatter
Man the rule gonna hafta get at her
And our situation won't matter
I come to make you smile
In the freakiest manners
J to the L-O
Hello, no I'm not Lee Harvey Oswald
I'm the rule in the shot call
Off the wall
Like MJ in his early days
It's the Inc. and Lopez now

[Jennifer Lopez]
Ain't that funny
It's been awhile since you came around
Now ya wanna see what's goin' down
Tryin' to tell me how ya want my time
Tryin' to tell me how I'm on your mind (on your mind)
See it never had to be this way
You should've never played the games you played
Now I'm seein' that you're kinda lame
Knowin how the situation changed

[chorus]
Ain't that funny
Baby that you want me, when you had me
Love is crazy, now I can smile and say
Ain't that funny
Baby that you want me, when you had me
Love is crazy, I'm glad I can smile and say
Ain't that funny

[Jennifer Lopez]
I remember how you walked away
Even when I tried to call your name
See at first I didn't understand
Now you're lookin' like a lonely man (lonely man)
I remember how you did me wrong
And now you're hurtin' cuz my love is gone
Everybody gets a chance to burn
You can take it as a lesson learned

[chorus]

[Caddillac Tah]
C-A double D, Hi
Double dose my
Fly by, red line
Touch the roast side
Oh I, never been a sucker for chill Ja
Spit the ism, hit em, get rid of em, and you know Tah
Get it gully, and ain't that funny
How they want me, see me workin' wit money
But Cali ain't a dummy
What these brodies want from me?
Cos all I got is G, J.Lo
And Murda I.N.C.

[Jennifer Lopez]
I really wish you wouldn't send me gifts
Tryin' to make me sit and reminisce
Tryin' to blind me with your bling bling
Thought I told you love don't cost a thing
(love don't cost a thing)
Hope you realize that now I'm through
And I don't ever wanna hear from you
I had enough of bein' there for you
Now I'm laughin' while you play the fool

[chorus]

[Jennifer Lopez]
Baby, is that you're girlfriend
I got my boyfriend

[Jennifer Lopez & Ja Rule]
But maybe we can be friends
La da da da da da

[Jennifer Lopez]
Baby, I got my boyfriend
Is that your girlfriend

[Jennifer Lopez & Ja Rule]
maybe we can be friends
La da da da da da

Ain't it funny

im dying. im soooooooooooooo tired. i could just keel over and die now. haha. shows how little stamina i have, huh.. anyway.. i walked around orchard today.. checked out the new far east basement, which is SO cool! and we saw lotsa people.. valarmathi.. and i dunno who else but i know there were thousands of lims, mostly the kind i like.. hahah.. and there were lotsa cool shops in the basement.. including this collectors' shop, with lots and lots of those old kiddy stuffs like care bears and the my little pony thingies.. sho cool! of course, catering only to the rich..
i was peacefully reading my PAE booklet on the way home and then siti called me. yeurgh. as in, i like siti, she's nice and all.. and maybe under normal circumstances we could find common ground to talk about, but.. she kept talking about mai and asking me to go out with them.. NOT IN A MILLION YEARS! i refuse to see mai again. she makes my blood boil. and i know she might not necessarily advocate this whole ask-ain-if-she-wants-to-reconcile thing, but STILL. she's the subject of it, innit? hmph. and i dun like her. she makes me angry now. so yah. please. everyone, get the point. AND. beer is better. gimme beer any day. i know that's almost sinful to say, but.. i dunno. i suppose i prefer assertive to shy. hahah. but i hate both of them anyway.

i love having a blog. it's like, whenever im online, and i don't know what else to do, i just log in and start typing. kwite fun.
im burning a new cd now.. it has perhaps perhaps perhaps and quando quando quando.. hehe.. i guess songs of those period tend to have the same format.. but they're still lovely.. i'd rather listen to those than, say, "pop".. i mean, puh-leeze.. oh it's azan already.. but im gonna wait till this cd is done.. i have lots of time to burn anyway.
you know, im still kinda reeling from yesterday's experiences.. mainly the fila lim one. i just totally did not expect to see her.. and like, for so long.. i dunno.. i realised that the last time i saw her was more than a month ago.. and i guess im not gonna see her anymore.. seeing as she's not in sec 4 and all.. or doesn't take o's, anyway.. it's pretty sad.. like i've always said, i've always wanted a friend living near me.. then we could hang out together.. it would be so fun.. and i know fila lim is a fun friend to have.. u kan just tell by looking at her. problem is, i dun see why she has to be so aloof with strangers.. there is [and was] absolutely no way i would get to smile at her, so how am i supposed to be friends with her? i guess it's not meant to be. maybe she's just meant to be a pick-me-up, for when im really mad or sad. and have you ever noticed, you never get what you want when you want it..you get what you want when you need it.. which is cool in a way.. but not cool cos you want it this moment, but you get it at another moment. but it's just the way things go.

i watched notting hill again last night.. i truly love it..
"..it's the sort of thing that happens in dreams.. good dreams.."
"and what happens next in the dream?"
"well, i'd sort of change my personality--you can do that in dreams--and i'd get up, walk over, and kiss you."

"..i'm also just a girl, standing in front of a boy, asking him to love her.."

you won't admit you love me
and so how am i ever to know
you always tell me
perhaps perhaps perhaps

a million times i've asked you
and then
i ask you over
again
you only answer
perhaps perhaps perhaps

if you can't make your mind up
we'll never get started
and i don't wanna wind up
being parted
broken-hearted

so if you really love me
say yes
but if you don't dear
confess
and please don't tell me
perhaps perhaps perhaps

if you can't make your mind up
we'll never get started
and i don't wanna wind up
being parted
broken-hearted

so if you really love me
say yes
but if you don't dear
confess
and please don't tell me
perhaps perhaps perhaps
perhaps perhaps perhaps
perhaps perhaps perhaps

i used to always say that things happen when you least expect them too. but i stopped saying that for some time cos nothing much really happened to me.. and today.. something happened that proved my statement true again. i wouldn't mind if it happened again and again and again. what am i talking about? well, i'll come to it later..
i was in 105 home and just wondering--have i ever made any of my friends so angry at me that they almost hated me? i still wonder. and i wonder what i would have done to make them mad at me.. did i cancel out on plans? did i disappoint them in some way by forgetting to bring something important? did i insult them so bad till it hurt? did i brag so much about something that they'd never achieve? and i wonder exactly how mad they were. did they dig their fingernails deep into their palms until it left a mark? did they scream out their anger? did they cry for hours and hours? did they just let their mind wander aimlessly while rotting in anger? did they resolve never to be friends with me again? did they shout out curses? did they curse ME? --yeah anyway.. if anyone has any answers to the above, do not hesitate to tell me. i really wonder. it's another of those big mysteries. i feel really bad. if i have ever made any of my friends this mad at me, im really sorry.. i seriously did not mean any hurt, but i know it won't take away the hurt. and now i realise how hurtful it all is, and although apologies won't have much of an effect, im still very very sorry. i am. i hope i never give them any cause to be mad at me again.
so there i was, fuming silently in the bus. and then i alighted and continued to fume in 53.. but i was slightly pacified by the sight of about a billion pl lims walking all over the school.. and there was a considerable number of pl gerls wearing their uniform and their school jacket, which, actually, is not that nice but it's like haute couture to me.. hehe.. i looked around at the lims outside without really seeing any of them, and only one person boarded the bus. the moment i saw her, i was like, hey, floppy hair.......FILA LIM! it was her! in the flesh! she's not dead after all! not even ill, she looks fine and well.. she was one of those wearing the skl uni and skl jacket.. and she wasn't carrying a bag, just some papers and stuff.. including a school newsletter which she was flipping through.. it's the same old fila lim. same old floppy hair [which is like JP's but without such obvious feelers], same pinafore, same chubby-ish face, and lovely eyes and socks and shoes. and same old habit of glancing discreetly to the back. i was sitting riiiight at the back, in the right corner, and she sat next to the aisle, the row infront of me, but on the left of the bus. [i was wearing my fila socks today, but a strange stroke of coincidence. plus i had to wait about a thousand years--and 2 more 105s--for 53 to arrive. therefore i conclude that it was fate.] there isn't a day that goes by at the fila lim bus stop, that i don't look across the road and think of her. i am so happyterharu at seeing her again today, after so manymanymany weeks of not. and i just thank God for showing me the silver lining in the grey cloud today. amin.

heylo. i watched a midsummer night's dream today.. it was.. oklah.. but i kinda prefer the other versions that i've seen.. they were definitely more interesting, in their own ways.. oh and yesterday i watched the world is not enough, the first james bond movie i've ever watched. and i realised how cool james bond movies are, and how much fun i've been missing out on.. but it's ok.. lots more fun in store for me..

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haha interesting... a tie again.. im one heck of a mixed-up girl.

look look!!! i got bedtime bear and love-a-lot bear!!! it was a tie!!! and guess what? i love bedtime bear!!! =D
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You focus deeply on your values and devote your life to chasing ideals... you often draw people together around a common purpose and work to find a place for each person within the group. You're creative and seek new ideas and possibilities. You quietly push for what's important to you, and rarely give up. You might be somewhat gentle or have a good sense of humor, you could be hard to get to know and overlooked by others...you like to make the world more in line with your vision of perfection.

If you're a teenager, you probably have a bit of a rebellious streak. You might argue with others who hold different values than yourself..you probably have a small close-knit group of friends...you can relax around these pals and be pretty entertaining, since you see the world in a different and special way... that's why your posts on the Storm Palace are so great!

Inner harmony is the most important thing to you. You're sensitive and loyal. You have a strong sense of honor concerning your personal values. You'd rather communicate your feelings in writing...

You do best in a flexible situation where the teacher/collegue takes a personal interest in you...you like to interact with your peers, but not TOO much ...you have both creativity and flexibility, and you like that about yourself....you don't get bogged down by details...your job must be fun and it must be meaningful to you....you don't wanna feel conspicuous so you'll sell yourself short just to avoid the spotlight...

You can be a gentle and subtle leader...being indirect and inclusive of others...you don't confront people head-on, but rather work with 'em to get the job done....you lead with your values in mind and let these guide you...you don't like conflict, so you don't confront situations directly.. you'd rather wait for a situation to work itself out....

Leisure and kickin' back is really important to you. sometimes it is hard to separate work from play, huh? when you find a new recreational pursuit, you do a lot of reading up on it...most of your leisure things are done alone, like reading, listening to music, and even BBSing....when you want to be sociable, you can be very charming and outgoing..

Love is a very deep commitment to you...it's not easily attained...you probably pick out flaws or are disappointed when he or she doesn't match up to your ideal as to what love should be like...first dates are very well set up to make sure everything is taken care of so it can be "just right." you might have a hard time sharing feelings about others...you tell so many feelings inside that you forget to tell your partner that you love 'em or whatever....

If the relationship goes bad, you take it to heart, but probably don't tell many others about it....you have a tendency to overreact, huh? Other things to watch for...don't get so caught up in your dreams that you don't consider others' points-of-view...you might not adjust your vision to the facts of a situation...you may need a "reality check" once in a while... also, don't try to please everyone and be so hesitant to criticize... don't delay projects 'cause you're holding out for perfection...it's not gonna come...don't get overly critical because no one matches your perfect ideals... you could lash out and it could get ugly.

INFP: "I Never Find Perfection"
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