Remember my theory about being too psyched-up about something, and how it'll disappoint you in the end?

I was right.

He remains adorable, though, as you can see below:

Calvin [Bill Watterson] said, "There is not enough time to do all the nothing we want to do."

Calvin is right. It pretty much sums up how difficult studying has been for me lately. Haha.


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I was just remembering what Hanom said about her profile views on myspace.
"I can't wait till it hits 1000! I'm gonna have a mini-celebration!"

Haha. Actually, you know what? Me too!

Less than 24 hours to Fifi!!!



And I had the bestest time last night, gi rounding with my new friend Zack. SUPER FUN! Nak lagi!!! Can't wait till the exams are over so we can do it again. *jumps around*

I love it when they try to get intimate
Even though they know i really ain't into it
(You're not into it)
I'm not into it
I already know their game and I've been through it
See I buy my own bags, my boots, my jeans
Wear La Rok with my Rebel Yell underneath
You wanna step to me
Said you got a long way 2 go
Rock wit me now

Hook:
Claim that you're so hot and you say you got skills in the bedroom
You try to flirt when you're so not
Had a chance you still never come through
You say you wanna come see me
Cos you know your girlfriend wanna be me
I'ma tell you why you can't
Said you got a long way 2 go
Say you wanna love me

Chorus:
Wanna love me
Wanna touch me
Think twice cos you got a long way 2 go
Don't know how to act
You better fall back
It's like that cos you got a long way 2 go
It's not that deep
Take it easy
You wanna please me
Got a long way 2 go
I'm a bad girl
You wanna get close
Ease up cuz you got a long way--

I love it when they try to get scandalous
Even though they know they really can't handle it
(They can't handle it)
They can't handle it
Try and take me out to dinner I cancel it
If you really wanna know me first of all
You should never try to get too personal
Cos I meant it when I said
That you got a long way to go

Hook:
Claim that you're so hot and you say you got skills in the bedroom
You try to flirt when you're so not
Had a chance you still never come through
You say you wanna come see me
Cos you know your girlfriend wanna be me
I'ma tell you why you can't
Said you got a long way 2 go
Say you wanna love me

Chorus:
Wanna love me
Wanna touch me
Think twice cos you got a long way 2 go
Don't know how to act
You better fall back
It's like that cos you got a long way 2 go
It's not that deep
Take it easy
You wanna please me
Got a long way 2 go
I'm a bad girl
You wanna get close
Ease up cuz you got a long way--

Bridge:
Claim that you're so hot and you say you got skills in the bedroom
You try to flirt when you're so not
Had a chance you still never come through
You say you wanna come see me
Cos you know your girlfriend wanna be me
Said you got a long way to go - Cassie





Yessah!!! Two days and one hour to Fifi!!!

Threadless is here! Yay!

And only three more days to Fifi!

And I didn't get an ounce of studying done today, boo.

oooOOOooo and I really wouldn't mind berkenalan-ing with the blonde no-mud-guard mat from my carpark. =D

"One of these days shall we spend time 2gether?"

Macam so cute. Anyway. I'm very proud of myself cos I finally made my first legal download!!! TOtally. I got Cassie's Long Way 2 Go, which i adore. Love the music video too. Macam terasa sikit. Haha.

But actually this whole legal-downloading business is very annoying. Maybe not in the US la, but in Singapore the available downloads are lagging by months! So I still can't get, say, Beyonce's Irreplaceable, or Frankie J's That Girl. And it's not like I haven't tried the US sites, like Napster or WalMart. But they won't even let you sign up in the first place, so there's no point trying.




I'm hungry. And I had big plans to call McDelivery, but now it's raining, and I don't want the abang2 McDelivery to get wet [haha], so I'll just starve.

Just wanted to announce [to Hanom, mostly] that I'm feeling much better. Because.. Ohwell Hanom, you'll prolly hear about it on Saturday.

Yes, Saturday! Fifi's party is now only four days away! I am SO crazy with anticipation, it's not even funny. [Of course, my theory is that if you're really psyched up about something, it usually ends up disappointing you in the end. But I can't help it!]






I LOVE this song.

The boys watch the girls while the girls watch the boys who watch the girls go by
Eye to eye, they solemnly convene to make the scene
Which is the name of the game, watch a guy watch a dame on any street in town
Up and down and over and across, romance is boss

Guys talk "girl talk", it happens everywhere
Eyes watch girls walk with tender lovin' care

It's keepin' track of the fact watching them watching back
That makes the world go 'round
"What's that sound?" each time you hear a loud collective sigh
They're making music to watch girls by

Guys talk "girl talk", it happens everywhere
Eyes watch girls walk with tender lovin' care

It's keepin' track of the fact watching them watching back
That makes the world go 'round
"What's that sound?" each time you hear a loud collective sigh
They're making music to watch girls by - Andy Williams

I told you Gold 90FM rocks.

"Tuhan nak bagi calon yang lebih baik!"




Oh God seriously. I give up.

Just felt like I should update, since it's been a couple of days.

STILL crazy-anticipation about Fifi's birthday party, which is now one week away! [Also crazy-anticipation about other events, which shall remain unnamed.]

Yesterday was melayu.com.sg. I thought Pipi was SO FUNNY la. Or maybe it's just his face. Haikal was funny too, but then again, Haikal is always funny, on and off the stage. Atikk's favourite [married] theatre activist [or whatever you call them] was in the audience. He's so cool. And of course, Greenguy. Nat is amazing, I swear. She recognised him even in the dark! Respect ah girl!

At Connaught Drive where we exited from the carpark, there was a bunch of entah-aper mats, and I shouted, "Hi budak-budak!" as we rode past. Aku giler. Loves to spot cute guys while riding. Hey, at least I don't whistle at them. So uncivilised.

Finally we paid store chalet a visit. Dead, though. As in, the rest of the chalets. Where are the cute mat neighbours I was expecting? Well anyway I watched most of Tokyo Drift, FInally, and now I have a mad urge to learn drifting. [And sliding. Tapi tu lain cerita ah.]

Well, nak eat a late lunch now. [Even though I already had an early lunch, HAHA.]

Guess whose birthday barbecue Hanom and I just got invited to?

Well, you see, Hanom and I went to BC today cos we haven't been there since 30 Ramadhan/1 Syawal [malam Raya lah]. We met at like one, and Hanom stepped up to make the order as usual. After she ordered, Fifi told her he was having a bbq for his birthday, so would we both like to come?

She came back grinning after that.

Later, he scribbled an official invitation on the back of an order chit, and got the new guy to pass it to us.

SO COOL. And exciting. He also asked us to bring along our friends, in case we feel left out, so siaper2 nak ikot, please inform Hanom or me yeah? =D

We're gonna get him something from Topman, which makes it even more exciting because I've always wanted to get a guy something from Topman. Yessahhh.

I can't believe he invited us. [His girlfriend--I'm pretty sure he has one--will prolly be there, though. Yargh. But in such a case, I'm sure he has hot, single mat friends.] I feel so wanted and included now! Haha.

Yayyy!

[Ohyes, he's turning 26!!! Tua kan??? Everyone was telling me that he's prolly younger than us, well nyahnyah to all of youuuuu! Hehe. And he dyed his hair back to blonde, yay!]

I don't know about you, but it's depressing being alone in the Science Library during mugging peak period. [Except for cute Korean-lookalike guy sitting to my right.] I mean, it's great during normal times, cos the place is like empty and you have it all to yourself. But--sigh--it's just horrible now.

[*newsflash* =D I just got an unexpected call from the man I call "Daddy". I've decided to just admit how giler and a sucker-for-punishment I am, by admitting that I'm still hung up on him.]

Where was I? Ohyes, Science Library. Haha. Well yeah. It's shitty. At least being alone at natlib is cool. Kat sini nak tengok aper? [Aside from aforementioned cute guy, of course.]

If you can't tell, I finally hit 3000-words! 3447 words, to be precise. But I'm so malas to lug everything all the way to Physics block and look for him, so I'm just gonna wait for lecture. Which I'm not attending, I think, but what the hey.

Off to hand in lab report, and maybe later I'll be back with more somethings about nothing!

Now I'm rewarding myself for hitting the 2000-word mark. 1000 more to go! [Well, technically, 2000, but I'm giving myself a break here. There's really no way a human should be expected to write 4000 words on something she never had a clue about, in less than 24 hours. But it is my fault, so I'll shut up now.]

I'm in the mood for Christmas!




Silver bells, silver bells
It's Christmastime in the city
Ring-a-ling, hear them ring
Soon it will be Christmas day

City sidewalks, busy sidewalks
Dressed in holiday style
In the air there's a feeling of Christmas
Children laughing, people passing
Meeting smile after smile
And on every street corner you hear

Silver bells, silver bells
It's Christmastime in the city
Ring-a-ling, hear them ring
Soon it will be Christmas day

Strings of street lights even stop lights
Blink a bright red and green
As the shoppers rush home with their treasures
Hear the snow crush see the kids rush
This is Santa's big scene
And above all this bustle you hear

Silver bells
(The corner Santa Claus)
Silver bells
(Is busy now because)
It's Christmastime in the city
Ring-a-ling
(It fills the winter air)
Hear them ring
(You hear it everywhere)
Soon it will be Christmas day - Silver Bells

So anyway, I passed. [Eh but it's not as ecstasy-inducing as the 2B one.]

I got the SAME tester, Asis! He's like the nicest tester ever. You really don't have to remember the test route cos he'll tell you everything, he'll even tell you when to switch to centre lane, and when to stay in the lane, and all. He just rocks.

At the end he was like, "Banyak.." and I was like, Shit, Banyak mistakes? and he continued, "..improvement eh.. I still remember I took you the last time.. Bagus.."

TOtally! *jumps around*




To think it was macam raining before I left, and I was not in the greatest mood, etc. oooOOOooo but SSDC was fun, when I turned in, there was this riding instructor who smiled at me and told me not to look at the handlebars. Haha. And the Super Four guy from the last time asked if I was going for lesson or test. Loves my friendly fellow riders. HAHA.

Not to mention the cute mats around. So gonna miss them now. No more SSDC. No more CDC. For the next year, at least. Haha. Kalau panjang umur.

Well I was just rewarding myself for hitting the 1000-word mark. Byeee.

Aku giler. It's the middle of lab [which I haven't finished] and I'm sitting here blogging. I really think scary 2111 woman is gonna chase me down. So I better make this quick.

Actually I'm waiting for my reflux to be done. But saper tahu, maybe it exploded in my absence or something?

Haha.

Well, am gonna get kicked out of school anyway. And almost died this morning, SO not kidding. But it was partly my fault, so I shan't complain.

Pay's in! Time for Topshopppppp! Gahahaha. Aku giler. [Eh that's the second time I said that!]

Lapar, too. Wants Turkey Cranberry Christmas Sandwich! Yums! Can't wait to go store later then. Kalau takder, Lido. Kalau lagi takder, OP. Kalau MASIH takder, Wisma. If not, ValleyPoint la jawabnyeeerrr. Zat, here I come!!!

Okay I should leave now.

Am sleepy like balls, but I'll just wait for subuh anyhows.

Lalalala. I thought work was fantastic today. Despite some POS-related hiccups. HAHA. Don't ask. And loves the fact that Noel is becoming merepek. Haha.

It's nice to know that some customers remember me. Even if they're macam, young, and suka memotek depan-depan counter.

Bumped into Zahdan who was at BK with his army buddies. Two of whom are really cute. Haha. Ohwell. oooOOOooo and one of Mat's cute friends was at store, he's really good-looking la! Finally, there was this CCD who looks kinda like what I think Lonerguy-lookalike looks like [not having seen him in person]. Too bad dier ada matair. Worse, too bad matair dier manjen.

I hung out at store after work, pasal macam hati berat to leave. Then I went to the Wheelock toilet. Where the guard first marah-marah aku for just walking in without macam, telling him what I was there for. Okay, marah-marah takper, aku faham. But then he continued talking!!! About Singapore's past turmoil, about the shitty agency guards, about mats and minahs [although he didn't use those exact words], about his FAMILY! Ya Allah. I was like standing there, hoping I wouldn't have to pee again. Finally at 245 he got a call to standby for his next station. Alhamdulillah. I mean, I understand that he has no one to talk to and stuff, I really do. But I'm not good at this sort of thing, and besides, I really wanted to go home, I was tired!

Ohwell. Blessing in disguise, maybe, cos when I got back to store, Naz's two friends were there preparing markout supper for themselves, and one of them is really cute!

Yes. Speaking of cute guys. The Lonerguy magic is gone. A drunk Lonerguy is really.. well, tak very pleasant to be with. Unless you are his drunk pompan-of-the-night. I mean, just because you're cute and banyak pompan suker kau, doesn't mean you have to spread the love.

But whatever floats your boat la, Lonerguy.

Damn. Now I have no one to go to school for. Da tak fun la!

[And Nat, stop macam, smiling enigmatically when Hady-lookalike talks to me. Nanti the WHOLE STORE tahu, buat malu sey! And I'm not like, in love with him or anything, so there's really no need for anyone to know. THANKS! :P]




Ohyeah. Smalam I went tanning [tak jadi] with Fan. After that was Vivo [saw everyone cute except for Sam] and shopping, where I found the guy of my dreams at Topman:

...Nampak gaya I won't be doing the draft today. Sorry, Belle.

Well, Lonerguy was here for the test today, yay! Crappy as usual, of course. Dier suker discuss the answers after the test though. PET PEEVE! Haha. And then he didn't join us for breakfast after. Bodoh. Baru ingat nak tunjuk dier Baby.

Speaking of Baby, niari it started fine, Alhamdulillah. Asalkan aku tak berpeluh maknanya it's a smooth ride la. Haha. And you know how easily I perspire, so it was great when I DIDN'T this morning! Yay.

Smalam lepas lecture we visited Mat at SB-TM, and after, I met this guy from myspace. *dies laughing* Didn't take me long to turn into Hanom, did it? [Sorry Hanom, I don't mean any offence by that!] He's cute la. But abit like a grown-up Hannan. I swear I don't know what's wrong with me, but guys keep reminding me of Hannan these days. Aperje.

Well, he's macam 28 but doesn't look as old la, at least not to me. So that's great. And I decided to give him a lift home, but then dah sampai, I realised nak kena isi minyak, so I asked him where the nearest Esso was. Well, you know, Kallang-Geylang area, so in the end dier yang bawak Baby to the Esso. And he very nicely paid. Like I said to Nat, "Tak pernah ada orang bayarkan duit petrol before!" [Then again, tak pernah ada kenderaan before this. Hehe.]

Got home at one, woke up at five, so I'm understandably in NO MOOD for school.