nat: ow my tongue's burning. ouw, I burnt my tongue.
me: why? did you kiss someone hot?

i love my friend nat cos she puts up with my crap with a smile on her face, and she listens to all my escapades with at least a veneer of interest in her expression. haha.

i love gold 90FM too. *dances around*

=D

yesterday amin sent me home from work. alah naik bus jelah, but still. it was sweet. and i love it when guys dress up. padahal setakat gi novena to pasir ris and back to yishun. so u know, it was a great night for me.

work's been okay, but i swear, time was just crawling by yesterday. and we finished closing in record time--it was hardly 945. so i hung back to help out abang rahim. oh btw, hardy has a girlfriend back in sabah or wherever it is he came from. but he has someone here too, apparently. it's quite confusing. you know guys.

i woke up at the unearthly hour of 630 today, to go to CDC with nat. haha. but you know what? i find that i'm less sleepy in the daytime when i wake up early, than when i wake up late [i.e. after noon]. so you know. i should do that more. the former, i mean. anyways it was fun. i got my PDL for both classes, and in the meantime i listened to the story of how an indian lady became a singapore PR, while using her indian driving license to drive in australia. okay sorry. but those foreign license conversions take so long, and it's quite a small room, and life gets boring.

no raime though. *heart breaks* okay, kidding. but BT was there, if it helps.

okay i'm gonna take a nap now. i miss everyone!

today's my primary school crush's birthday. haha. dah lama tak jumpa dier. i wonder how he's doing. i used to think he was the hottest thing, especially with those specs, and his voice. so what if he was a little shorter than me? he was bloodyfucking cool. ohwell. i don't think i'll ever bump into him. besides, even if i do, he prolly won't recognise me. but u know. it's nice to reminisce.

my feet are killing me, i swear. it hurts just to walk. doesn't help that i've been working the past two nights. murder on the legs, my job is. but u know, other than the penat/ngantuk factor, it's been roses at work. haha. mainly cos ryan was working the past two nights too. he's so cute i swear. he quotes p.ramlee movies, he has such adorable sepet eyes, and u know, he's just cute. and he's not like, some future-less mat, even! i was quite surprised when he told me he's in SP, taking bioengineering. like wow. then again, aku cakap orang. he almost refused to believe that i'm in NUS. haha. ahhh he's like so cute. i know i'm being repetitive here. but wow. and u know, it took a whole day for us to warm up to each other, but it was so cool when just now maria asked us, "korang kenal dari mana ah?", assuming that we'd known each other pre-magic wok, from school or something. sigh. if only, huh? but then again, he IS 17 to my 19. so i guess it's not gonna happen. haha.

ice-skating was great, but i was busy kicking myself for unthinkingly choosing to wear heels to MoS the night before. sakit giler babi sey kaki aku. it hurt just to stand in the skates. but otherwise, it was great and i love chilling anytime, so the whole vik-fai moment at mac's was cool.

somehow i haven't repaid my sleep debt of satu hari-dua malam, so i guess i'm still sleepy. haha.

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hardy asked me out a third time. tapi i swear, i don't know how to answer him!!!

hihihihihi.

i completely couldn't wake up today cos i was talking to amin last night till 2ish. so, once again, i thought it'd be a shitty day.

i was wrong.

it was just me and my mom at home this morning, so after staring quietly at oprah for awhile, i finally did it.
me: ma--ain masih amik motor tau. ain nak abiskan je [TOTAL lie].
her: ah. okay. habiskan lah.
dah. that was it. a few minutes later she started a pseudo-monologue which included the topics of me taking riding, me going clubbing, me wearing the latest berkemban styles, me jaga-ing myself from guys, among others.

everytime my mom talks to me like that, i want to cry. tapi it'll be stupid to cry, cos macam it's just everyday coffee topics, and who cries over that?

anyway i left the house at 1115, and miraculously reached CDC exactly an hour later!!! haha. and i thought i was gonna be late. well anyway, i passed my pract 5, at long last. nampak sah kasi chance. and raime, who was going to pray, smiled at me and said, "pass ah?" and i was like, "yah finally!" and he said, "okaylah now can go apply for PDL.." <3 raime!

i wasn't gonna apply at first, cos i mati2 thought u had to have the RTT receipt. but then after cancelling my pract 5 at the kiosk, i met one of the other guys who passed [i'd taken revision with him before, and he's quite friendly], and he asked if i was going to apply for PDL. so i said nolah, and i told him why. then he was like, takper ah just check je. so we went upstairs and he very nicely took a queue number for me and all, and together we waited for the next 45 minutes to be called up. we also booked our pract 6 together, haha. in the end, BOTH of us couldn't get our PDL! he didn't have his IC/11B, and I didn't have my car PDL with me [which is expiring anyway]. wth. apparently you can't have two pieces of PDLs. sheeesh.

but anyway. it was good. when we left, raime was at the counter and he macam, waved at me! yay. raime rocks.

i was freaking sleepy. almost telajak. but work was alrite despite that. it wasn't busy, plus the cooks were really nice to me. one of them gave me a fried chicken wing. yum. smalam makan bynk, basically. but it's okay cos i was hungry. haha.

oh and i was in 21 home from work tadi, top deck, and talking on the phone. i happened to be staring out the window and smiling, when i realised that there was another double decker next to me, and a mat sitting right in the line of my smile. so he stared at me. then he nudged his friend who was sitting behind me and both of them stared at me. buat malu sey. i was like, shit where do i look now? dahlah the traffic light took forever to change. even when 21 turned right and the other bus went left, the first mat was still staring. OOOkay mat, jangan kau takleh tido malam sudah.

okay great that's it.

been working loads lately, i've forgotten just how tiring it can be. but u know. doesn't mean it's not fun la. there's this adorable mat, who's also a part-timer, so yesterday was the first time i'd ever seen him--cos part-timers don't usually meet. he's all tall and mata sepet and gelap nak mampos with dyed blond hair. i mean, so cute!!! and his name's ryan. loves it! haha. he's adorably funny too. u know, macam budak2. like when i was playing my CD, he shook his head and said, "bukaklah lagu raihan ke.. syarahan ke.." hehe. cute kan? ohwell. might be due to the fact that he's only turning 17 this year. alah. three years je pe. kankankan???

i thought today was gonna be shitty cos i'd only slept at 5 in the morning after talking to fan for 4 hours. plus i was having killer cramps, and u know, riding. yargh.

but you know what? i had a great day. so did nat. she was amusing herself with all the guys who were staring at me. [well, not at me. don't get it? don't ask.] we hung out with nadia, went to the library as usual, and there was this perfect perfect perfect ITE mat at the number 23 railing--farhan abdillah. hahhahaha. loving the jambang and smooth complexion. nat was focusing more on the OCK plastic bag he was holding.

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today at riding nat was wearing mirror-image matching outfit with this mat. but she refused to acknowledged their fatedness! and she didn't even let me take a photo of them together!!! it would have looked so cool. he was dark, wearing a black tshirt with red sleeves; she's fsir, obviously, and wearing a red tshirt with black sleeves. TOtally. and if that's not enough, he ended up taking revision circuit too, PLUS he took tag #1 while she took tag #11!!! yet, she stubbornly tanak accept. ohwell. try as hard as u can, but he's your mirrormate and he IS gonna find you. hahahhaha.


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oopsie ya luper. farhan abdillah kinda drove it out of my mind. we were making the pilgrimage through tampines interchange, but there was NO ONE! so i was like complaining and stuff, telling nat that whenever I used to walk past, they'd be lined up sitting on the railings, packing until there was "no more butt room". i mean there used to be so many mats, just sitting there like "birds on a wire". love my metaphors, don't you?

sometimes it's not so bad being alone. especially when there's a whirlpool of thoughts in your so-called mind. okay, for me, it's a normal thing to have a load of things chasing each other around in my head. but this time the load was magnified hundredfold. so maybe it was good that atikk was a little late. i walked slowly to shaw mac's and it was, to my pleasant surprise, not as full as i'd expected it to be. so i got a himalayan tea frappe [frappe, ain, not frappucino. buat malu je.] and sat somewhere near the back, promptly losing myself in Tully.

i've loved reading since i can remember. it's like The Original Hobby. i don't read everything, of course, but so what? i know what i like. i like to get lost in other people's lives, other people's dreams, other people's problems, because then i completely forget about my own.

i don't know what exactly it was about today, maybe something changed, or maybe somethingS changed, but everything felt so different. the train ride was different. waking up in the morning was different. me not eating before i left the house, except for two large strawberries. sitting alone at shaw mac's as the breeze pretended to be a gale, as the leaves drizzled down on and around me, as hot guys of all imaginable shapes and sizes walked past without me really caring about them for once, with my legs stretched out on the chair infront of me, nicole richie shades obscuring half my face, and my mind astral-planing from singapore to topeka, kansas.

it felt comfortable. and for once maybe i was happy. that's why i took a photo.







well. that was boring for one and all, wasn't it? haha. other than that, there was an FT haya parked outside the building, so i couldn't resist [hey at least i stopped short of caresssing the thing!]:

what have i done?

i had a great day yesterday! a great day! woohoo! woohoo!

okay i sound like a broken record.

bumped into zack though. ugh. and there was no ignoring him cos he'd already seen me. arghhhh it was just so bloody unpleasant. i just raised my eyebrows in greeting and scarpered.

otherwise, LOVELY LOVELY LOVELYYYYY.

couldn't resist.

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Shopgirl Ἀνδρομαχη says:
omg nat help
GaZeRgUrL you're lovely, your love leaves says:
hm?
Shopgirl Ἀνδρομαχη says:
i just ate about 90% of this pizza thingy my mom made this morning
Shopgirl Ἀνδρομαχη says:
i reheated it in the oven
Shopgirl Ἀνδρομαχη says:
and after eating 90% of it
Shopgirl Ἀνδρομαχη says:
i realised that there were a couple of those small brown ants on my plate
Shopgirl Ἀνδρομαχη says:
so i was wondering where they came from
Shopgirl Ἀνδρομαχη says:
i looked at the pizza thingy
Shopgirl Ἀνδρομαχη says:
and realised that that's where they came from
GaZeRgUrL you're lovely, your love leaves says:
OMGGGG
GaZeRgUrL you're lovely, your love leaves says:
EEUUUUWWWWWW
Shopgirl Ἀνδρομαχη says:
then i realised the underside of the cheese was COVERED with those ants
GaZeRgUrL you're lovely, your love leaves says:
EUUUUWWWW
GaZeRgUrL you're lovely, your love leaves says:
and u ate most of it???
GaZeRgUrL you're lovely, your love leaves says:
euuwwwww
Shopgirl Ἀνδρομαχη says:
i peeled the bread base into two
Shopgirl Ἀνδρομαχη says:
and the entire inside surface of the bread was covered with those ants too!
Shopgirl Ἀνδρομαχη says:
i was so fucking shocked
GaZeRgUrL you're lovely, your love leaves says:
EEUUUUWWWWWW
GaZeRgUrL you're lovely, your love leaves says:
but u microwaved it?
Shopgirl Ἀνδρομαχη says:
takkan nak muntah balik
Shopgirl Ἀνδρομαχη says:
toasted
Shopgirl Ἀνδρομαχη says:
STILL
GaZeRgUrL you're lovely, your love leaves says:
shouldnt they be fried then?
Shopgirl Ἀνδρομαχη says:
it was COVERED with ants
GaZeRgUrL you're lovely, your love leaves says:
EUW
Shopgirl Ἀνδρομαχη says:
yeah they were dead
Shopgirl Ἀνδρομαχη says:
but that doesn't change the fact that they're now sitting in my gut
GaZeRgUrL you're lovely, your love leaves says:
hahhaha
Shopgirl Ἀνδρομαχη says:
i'm SOOOO grossed out
GaZeRgUrL you're lovely, your love leaves says:
euwwwwww
Shopgirl Ἀνδρομαχη says:
i don't think i can sleep
GaZeRgUrL you're lovely, your love leaves says:
im grossed out too!!!
GaZeRgUrL you're lovely, your love leaves says:
but u know, they're a source of protein

so if i'm not around tomorrow, you know why.

*some fugly guy in a truck at the stoplight was like, bothering us, so i indicated the makcik crossing the road:
me: nat, kau gi salam makcik tu ah, kau step dier mak kau. *dies laughing*

yeah i know, aku nyer giler semacam.

i'm starving. but anyway.

threadless arrived!!! yay.

we were chilling at TM starbucks just now when the cute guy from CDC driving walked in. yayyy we seem to see him like everyday. <3 plusplusplus, he was holding a library book! totally laaaa, i mean, we'd just come back from the library ourselves. yay.

i'm so bored. what am i gonna do tmr? WWW'll be closed, so no point going tanning. haha. [okay no one understands that but me.]

ooooh we were like crossing the century square driveway and bumped into syukri, and i finally screwed up the courage to tegur him. and yay he remembers me!!! [took a little help, but hey--results are all that matter.]

and i think i'm hormonal cos now i feel like crying, just cos i'm hungry.

i hate boys. they're so impossible to figure out. and i swear, it applies to ALL boys. baik guys. step-baik guys. setan guys. and everyone in between. you have to keep second-guessing them ALL the time, and that can really mess with someone's mind. seriously. i. just. don't. get. them. and it sucks.

anyways when i got into work today, abang rahim came into the office/store and said, "smalam farhan ngan azhar datang." i nearly collapsed of shock [well, to put it more accurately, a combination of shock, jealousy, hope, and anger/indignation that i hadn't been working yesterday. haha.], but i stayed strong [haha], and casually asked, "eh? dorang datang ader aper?" i really really thought he'd say something about them just coming to pay him a visit or whatever la, or datang makan and dapat discount or something. so when he replied, "haha.. dorang nak keje kat sini.." i had a relapse of the shock-collapse thing.

i mean, COME ON! i JUST saw bun like, less than two weeks ago, and he seemed to be happily working at swensen's! plus u know, he lives in bedok and all, and most of my swensen's friends find novena a wee bit too out of their way to be working there, which is why i'm the only remaining swensen's alumnus there. and azhar, seriously??? of all people? for one thing, he's still in NS!

but you know, arguments aside, the only thing i can say is: YAYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!

i miss bun so much so much so much so much so much, and it would be a dream to work with him again. back in the days of swensen's, i used to mark the days i'd be working on my calendar. and the days where i'd be working with bun, i used to mark with a little star as well, to remind myself of what i had to look forward to. which was really about 50% of the reason i adored working so much. it could potentially be the same situation if he starts working at novena!!!

of course, the above is contingent on both him and azhar not changing their minds. plus they're only supposed to start in june. but ohhhhh i can just see his smiling face now. with the thick eyebrows and that adorable smile and his voice with the natural manja/flirt undertone. *positively dies*

on to other news. it was hardy's last day today. not sure what exactly the meaning of "last day" is here, but it was quite publicised. anyway. he was being weirder than usual. he always takes every opportunity to like, punch me, slap me on the arm, splash me with water, or make inane comments to me, on the best of days. but today it just went up several notches. like when i was in the kitchen at one point, he kept putting his hand on my arm and asking why i didn't wanna go out with him [unfounded accusation!]. and when we were both in the office/store and i was punching out [and he'd already punched out before that], he stood THIS close to me, and asked, "ain kau nak keluar ngan aku tak?" now, it's not a big office/store, to be honest, but it's not THAT small either! not small enough to warrant him standing so close behind me that he was practically pushing me towards the clock. so i was like, "biler?" and he said, "niari ah! aku nyer last day pe!" and i was like, okayyyyyyyy... but u know, i don't trust all these guys. so when we were all downstairs at the bus stop, and my bus came, and he still didn't say anything while looking through my wallet, i just said bye to everyone and got on the bus.

i swear i don't get it. i don't get him, if he likes me, or if it's just a fun activity to flirt with me. and while i'm still on the topic, i don't get other guys either. :S

my tissue [nasib baik tinggal satu je] and my roxy handbag reek of sampoerna!!! bodoh. plus i had to blow my nose into my tissue like 84827328 times today, which u know, was effectively rubbing it in, literally.

actually i had a great day today, until someone decided to mess it up. guess who that "someone" was.





cepatlah guess!!!







**dil***.

you see, i was having dinner with my jc class at breeks MSQ, alfresco area, when he happily walked past towards MSQ with a teensy-weensy malay girl, looking all chummy and stuff. then they stopped at the entrance and i saw him put his hands on the girl's shoulders and finally removing the helmet bag from her shoulders, carrying it for her instead. i died.

why did i even have to see him? he was walking fairly quickly. but i guess i was checking out everyone who walked past. and when it was his turn, i was just like, wowomigodit'shimkillmenow. him with the eyebrows and hair and intense eyes which i swear were looking right in my direction!!! yes, him with the cool black jacket, and universally handsome face, and God-just-kill-me-now.

i was complaining to nat, "how can you not recognise your stalker???"

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but you know, other than that, the day was a hoot.

like, since i woke up fucking late and therefore missed MIQ finals, i tagged along to visit kak meme and her new baby at east shore. it's nice not to be antisocial for once, and after the visit, we had lunch at TKC, and it was nice just to be able to talk, like i've never done before with my family [my mom, my sister, kak lin, and mak]. oooh and after that we went to joo chiat complex, and i got a set of kain to make baju!!! yayyyyy.

in the car i was commenting that i never have anything to wear, even though i always buy lotsa things. and my mom said to mak, "baju dier semua baju berkemban je." i nearly died. hahaha.

yeah then u know, it was the class outing. i missed them.

tcc citylink is the best non-passive-smoking place to people-watch!!!

i was browsing some of the online make-friends sites i'm in. and i've decided that some phrases really annoy me. in fact, they downright piss me off.

1. simple/simple-minded
like wtffff??? do you even KNOW what simple-minded means? i won't even go there la, okay. and what's "simple" supposed to mean? okay, supposing it's the opposite of "complicated", you're promoting yourself by saying you're not a complicated person? so you're not hard to figure out?
no. SERIOUSLY?

2. open-minded
i swear, there's no phrase i hate more than that. it's just a nice, polite way to say "only sexual relationships for me please, thanks". *rolls eyes*

okay sorry. it was just getting to me.

old geezers should sadar diri, or be shot.

case #1: we were at taha's traffic light [cehdehbah macam some new club je] waiting to cross and the grossest pakcik made a fucking wide right turn on his bike--ending up really close to us--and winked as he passed. wthhhh. i didn't hesitate, and turned with a beauty of a middle finger. amek kau obat! i hope he saw it in the mirror or something. *glares*

case #2: we were walking past the flats next to TRL to the interchange. and SOME old geezer of a pakcik stood there next to his bike and STARED blatantly at us. um, hello, i have eyes. arghhhh kalau tua kerepot nak mampos tu, sadarlah diri sikit.

*%$&%&(*^%&^$&^%.

anyways. on to happier times. [HAPPIER TIMES!!!] i was sitting at the reporting area, waiting for pract to start. there was this 2A/2 manjen dude sitting a seat away from me. [the seat in between was empty.] and he kept staring at my hand. [there's a henna tattoo on it.] after awhile he just looked directly at me and said, "you're heartbroken issit?" and i was like, "ohmigod! umm.. haha.. it's nothing.. it's just for fun..!" i was so embarrassed. i dunno. it was all blurred already, i didn't expect him to be able to read it. now he thinks i'm a loserette who wears her heart on her sleeve [in this case, the back of her hand].

i have NO idea why that was categorized under "happier times", haha. but u know. it wasn't unpleasant. haha.

yeah i would think that's it for today. nites.

"Eh aku nak yang tu. Yang pakai baju."

"Ooooh he's so cute. His name can be 'Ge' so i can call him 'Bangga'."

i KNOW, right?

followed nat to CDC, where i saw fai, AGAIN. aperni??? two days in a row? macam sial. he didn't see me, once again. anyway i don't know what would happen if he saw me. so apaperlahs. then we met our friend!!! he's taking driving now, after having passed his 2B. hehe. he's SO freaking adorable laaaa. love the smile. love it.

then kiter gi tampines, had lunch at KFC, where we bumped into the two cute judges from Cakap Petah. yay. so i like, said hi to them. lamely, of course. but anyway. a "hi" is a "hi" no matter how lame it is.

after that we went to PRCL pasal TRL was closed in preparation for Polling Day. there were so many books i wanted to borrow. bodoh nyer loan limit. don't you know people are free giler now, and can prolly finish 16 books in a week? relek suaaa. thenthenthennnn we went downstairs and i talked to bun for awhile. ahhhhh bunnnnnn. he's SOOOOO cute laaaaa. i love his voice. i love his eyebrows. i love the intonation and inflection when he talks. i love his goatee. i love his hair. i REAAAAALLLYYYY miss working with him. ohWELL. bye bun. biler2 kiter bebual lagi lah. not that we have much to talk about. haha.

we were walking towards the int when i became very aware of the two guys walking behind us. rupernyer BAIK GUY & KASHBIRRRRR!!! <3 pasir ris is SO much more happening than i thought it was. =DDDDDDDDDD

wow. today was.. amazing. i'm prolly gonna ramble on and on, so chrono is prolly the way to go.

gen bio
wasn't too bad, i suppose. there were a few qns i couldn't do, even with the notes. plus i didn't manage to print the systematics/taxonomy/whatever notes, so i had to hentam all the kingdom-phylum-whocares questions. genes textbook was a lifesaver, btw. i now <3 my genes textbook. haha. padahal, tadi blah siang, and dumped all the notes inside the locker.

train ride to bugis
featured this uber-cute ITE mat from clementi. i <3<3<3<3 ITE mats! [yeah like no one knows THAT.] anyways he was wowwowWOW with smooth nat-like hair that all but covered his two single-pierced ears, with a silver earring in each. and all tall and slim, and his face is, by itself, lawar. indie, phi and erm.. bulat. haha.

had lunch
at eatz'19. it's quite nice. sikit though, i think. but whatever. it was fun. it was cool. and yeah. shades-businessman-guy was cute. well after that we just kinda walked all over the world, it seemed, until finally we landed at marina square, got lost at the furniture-and-bridal section of the mall, and ended off with yummy cold stuff from venezia.

orchard
where baba nat and i lepaked at lido, which was SO BLOODY empty and un-happening except for harry potter and his gang. then we went to far east, and i got a new shibuya top! woohoo! it was only 20 bucks, so it wasn't THAT bad right? [wait till you see what happens next.] anyway then we decided to split cos three dodols wanted to go home/to RGS/jumpa mak diorang. so nat and i went to check out

forever 21 and topshop
as usual. at topshop, i found this pair of grey skinny jeans and another pair of black skinny-fit jeans THAT ACTUALLY FIT ME! come on, forgive me for what i did next but i had to! after much deliberation, and traipsing around the shop barefoot, and jumping up and down in the changing cubicle to check the better fit, i decided on the grey ones. i <3 my new jeans!

cantik kan cantik kan cantik kan? i was lounging around in them just now until my mom knocked on the door. so to avoid awkward questions, i scrambled out of the jeans as fast as i could. haha. [by the way, the answer to one of those awkward questions is: $96.]

lido mac's
where we rested our aching stalks [kaki lah!] and derrieres and exercised our eyes. guess who i saw? [besides fai--not ***rul---that is. :S] herizal!!! [he's my primary school friend, for the uninformed.] and wow he actually recognised me from 50m away. so he like, waved. TOtally!!!

finally
we dragged our sorry butts off the wicker/rattan/whatever chairs and headed home. and guess who we saw at the mosaic mural??? well i saw him first. even though it was already like, 8-ish, and therefore really dark. somehow i STILL managed to see HIM first, even though there was a manjen dude with them too. see, there were these four guys. one was wearing a yellow tshirt and a cap. you could hardly see his face for all it was worth. and i smiled at him and said, "hi!" it was OM!!! then we macam, exchanged news of our respective whereabouts [while nat made merry with ashraf, haha]. wow. he's in airforce now. coolness. and he thought i was in NTU, for some odd reason or other. anyways. THAT was cool.

ohandinthetrainithinkisawtheguywholiketookourphotostheothertime
butanywayhegotoffatcityhallsoapaperlah.

oh and THIS is my latest luka, from where i fell at the E-brake:

tatatititutuuuuuu.

*yeeeeeeeeeeeeee*

two cute guys in the library!!! *jumps around* [they're manjen though, but HEY, i take what i can get.]

toodles.

beautiful day. and today's security person at the desk is really nice. one of those fair tudunged ladies. i staggered towards her with my laptop, adapter and revlon bag and she was like, "okay darling!" haha. and you know, it's all sunny and stuff. STILL no cute guys, but what did i expect, coming here, right?

[and i wish that totally uncute guy would stop walking in front of me.]

i had a dream involving ms lee [carlyn] last night. wth. OBVIOUSLY a sign that bio is getting to me. ohyeah there was also a guy who resembled daniel. haha.

i don't know why but i love this song.

She says she's no good with words but I'm worse.
Barely stuttered out, "A joke of a romantic," stuck to my tongue.
Weighed down with words too over-dramatic.
Tonight it's "It can't get much worse" vs. "No one should ever feel like..."

I'm two quarters and a heart down.
And I don't want to forget how your voice sounds.
These words are all I have so I'll write them.
So you need them just to get by.

(whispered part - Pete)
We're going into B-minor.

Dance, Dance
We're falling apart to half time.
Dance, Dance
And these are the lives you'd love to lead.
Dance
This is the way they'd love if they knew how misery loved me.

You always fold just before you're found out.
Drink up it's last call, last resort, but only the first mistake.

I'm two quarters and a heart down.
And I don't want to forget how your voice sounds.
These words are all I have so I'll write them.
So you need them just to get by.

Why don't you show me the little bit of spine,
You've been saving for his mattress, love.

Dance, Dance
We're falling apart to half time.
Dance, Dance
And these are the lives you'd love to lead.
Dance
This is the way they'd love if they knew how misery loved me.

Why don't you show me the little bit of spine,
You've been saving for his mattress.
I only want sympathy in the form of you,
Crawling into bed with me.

Dance, Dance
We're falling apart to half time.
Dance, Dance
And these are the lives you'd love to lead.
Dance
This is the way they'd love. (Way they'd love.)
Dance
This is the way they'd love. (Way they'd love.)
Dance
This is the way they'd love if they knew how misery loved me.

Dance, Dance
Dance, Dance
Dance, Dance
Dance, Dance - Fall Out Boy

i watched The Wild yesterday. turns out it's not as similar to Madagascar as i'd thought. i guess animators just generalise lions to be the most personable of all zoo-kept animals. i dunno. but HELL the pigeons are hilarious. and the soundtrack's great too. i love the lifehouse song. or whatever it is.

ANYWAYS. i was at the cine-heeren traffic light junction, and i met ANAN, my adorable-beyond-adorable junior from rj!!! he was with his mom--totally laaaaaa. hahha. well i said hi, and talked abit, and he still looks the same! and yeah then on the way home i was remembering the first time i saw him, and all the merepek things i bought for him, back when he was my mortal. haha. okay whatever. aku giler.

i woke up late today, so tak sempat gi library. maybe tomorr-AH. watched Mermaidia instead. haha. it's quite nice, after all.