yo yo yo.

smalam was quite hebat. i needed some sort of a pick-me-up, so i wore one of my ultimate pick-me-up outfits. [in all senses of the word.] so after perfumes i went for driving, which was really quite cool cos i got ong again. yay. everything went pretty cool, except my lane-changing still sucks. but now i think i finally know how to use the rearview mirror. so heh. AAAND. there were like 837650264 people having road riding lessons!!! so it was TOTALLY COOL. very very fun.

and AFTER driving, i walked past si fire station as usual, and that's when i got to thinking, it'd be great to have a CD matair. people would be like, "so tu matair kau?" me: "yup." and they'd ask, "so what does he do?" --"oh, he's a firefighter." TOTALLY LA!

anyway. i walked all the way, dah sampai the guardhouse part. and there were 2 of them in there. and i heard them like, bisinging, and then they were like, "bye!" so i turned around a little to look at them, and i managed to supress my laughter into a smile. so they were like, "alah, senyum senyum.. meh ah..!" well. what was i supposed to do? go to the guardhouse and join them? shout out, "9873****!!!" duhh, no rite? so i just like, tossed my hair and sashayed off. [okay everyone wants to kill me now for step paris hilton.] but i couldn't stop smiling till khatib. whee!

later tt night i went out with MuZ, and i bumped into ammar [who looks more like a bapak than ever, more's the pity], this cute guy who seems to work at novena cos he always comes to my workplace near closing time, AAAAAND fai. no not fai MOS. fai esplanade. i went out with him briefly, before school started. he was with 2 of his friends. and i nearly died when i saw him walking, with his dyed hair and helmet and well. i just died la. so when he stopped to talk to me, i did the same. and when he told me he lost his phone and to msg him my number, i just told him to take it down immediately. ahhh. he's so cute sometimes.

then this morning fai MOS msged me. unfortunately, i only replied like an hour later. so i bet dier takkan dapat the msg or something. damn.

chinese was pretty cool today. it was the self-intro thingy which i stayed up for hours last night to do. and it went over quite well, i think. heh. wo hen xihuan kan haokan nanren. wo you ji ge pengyou, ke shi wo mei you nanpengyou yin wei wo bu mei. yi tian wo yao jia gei haonanren, gen yi ge erzi, yi ge nuer. anyways, it was fun. espesh when i said wo jiao Nor-Ain, ke shi renren jiao wo No-Rain and he said sorry. and ricky is quite weird, but cute at the same time. and jaakob is SOOOO funny. haha.

oooOOOooo and lonerguy was in lect today, as usual. looking toohottohandle as usual with his browntshirt, jeans, slippers, cap and THAT UGLY JINGGA WATCH. but u know. whatever floats your boat, honeybun. and when he smiles, i swear, it's like world peace. so tadi when i saw him doubled over in laughter, i practically went into a seizure. and at the end of the lecture, he was just sitting there alone, and i had to restrain myself from running over and leaping into his lap. anyway finally he left, and he kept looking back [to alfian, duh] and then... HE WAVED!!! [still to alfian] well, nat will testify that i keeled over and swooned onto the chair next to me. bye, dilly darling.

yeah one more thing i did last night. i watched porn! for the first time in my life! haha. it was the infamous NYP one actually. MuZ had it on his phone. it was SO long, and SO explicit, and my first thought was, "oh, so that's what it looks like from the back.." my second thought [of revulsion] was, "putih giler sey diorang!" anyway, if anyone wants to watch it, i'm sure MuZ will be more than happy to send it to me. [yuck, though.]

ohwells. back to life.



i took that this morning. also a representation of my residual good mood. nice, huh?

i didn't know where to selitkan this in the template, so here it goes.

just checking in.

today's been boring with no real long-lasting cute guys. but so far, bearable, cos i haven't yet fallen asleep. BUT. my mp3 player and/or my earphones are like rosak, so i can only hear the background sound of my mp3s, unless i spend the entire time like, pressing my earphone jack to one side. sheesh. how annoying.

anyway. just some random pics i was gonna put up.

my nails as on saturday 25 february. there was a little arrangement of testers, and the promo lady told us to have fun, so i did. of course, she had the last laugh cos i ended up buying three bottles. at $7.90 each. sheeesh.



and a coupla photos i took in the van during newspaper collection a.k.a. astaghfirullah day.

just trying something new:

it's Over. i know i've always said that I Just Wanna Be Loved, but i guess i wasn't that Into You. Butakah Cinta? i would have to say yes. i know that all you had was Harapan Untuk Hidup Bahagia, and i'm really Sorry Sorry for ruining that for you. i guess If It's Lovin' That You Want, i'm not Your Girl. understand that it was Wonderful for me, and you were always a Sweetheart, i was just being a Nasty Girl. i Don't Know Why i'm so Scared of commitment or whatever, or maybe i'm just waiting for The One. and maybe you weren't it. Mungkin Nanti kita kan bertemu lagi, but for now we'll have to Say Goodbye. I Wish You Well, and in the meantime, Don't Forget About Us. because i won't.

okay so THAT's done. anyway just wanted to complain cos this really cute guy added me on friendster. dahlah cute, he rides a bike, AND he drives a mitsubishi, AND if that doesn't rock your socks already, he's in SCDF!!! mati aku. i was just about to send him a message when i scrolled down and found out that he's married. *pffttt* goes the balloon. YARGHHH.

the aprilia rs50 and rs125!!! i didn't even KNOW that 50cc bikes existed! dream bike, definitely. now i wish i lived in italy.






and speaking of dream bikes.. this one is more than a dream bike la, it's more like, a when-pigs-fly bike. cos besides having to scrape up the bucks to buy it, and parallel-import it and whatever, i also have to get a class 2. so have fun la aku.

the ducati 749.



yes i know i'm supposed to be doing my work.

i'm not working today! yessahhhh!

of course that leaves me with no choice but to do the work that's been piling up since EVER. haha. no idea where to start cos there's so much to do. but whatever.

i saw a ducati last night! i was in the bus home from work. and it was parked on the grass verge outside century square. and it was a sportsbike! really really beautiful, all black and shiny, with "ducati" on the fuel tank in white. i nearly died. i couldn't see much though, cos the bus just kinda zoomed past. but it really helped cheer me up.

anyway. guess i should get back to life. academic life, i mean. bye. btw, check out baba's blog for further evidence of how giler i've always been.

i'm so tired. tired tired tired tired.

well i haven't worked in over a month. so it comes as no surprise that those 4 hours were pure torture for my legs. but it's still fun otherwise. maria and bandit and hardy. hardy was so cute today. he kept nudging me, bumping into me, hitting me, and talking to me about articles in weekend today. there's loads of new staff, judging from the unfamiliar punch cards. should be interesting to meet all of them.

i went tanning on thursday. after the first bout of rain, which i evaded by watching erin brockovich. haha. well it cloudbursted a couple of times while i was at the pool, but it was generally okay. there were less than ten people around at any one time. haha. it was fun, though. i don't like crowds anyway. and interestingly enough, i was like the only girl around. funnay funnay. and then like half an hour before i was gonna leave, this really hot vik with a matching bod shows up. and plops his stuff about 2 sun loungers away from me. dayy-um! i had to like carefully avert my eyes when he stripped to his trunks. and then he started doing laps. i nearly died. too bad i had to leave. well the great thing about being the only girl--when i left, he was checking me out. haha. totally!

and on friday evening i had this dream about ****** [hint: vespa. cool giler.]. i dreamt tt we were together!!! and that all the other girls were crazy about him too, but he was totally oblivious to them. and even when one of the girls came up to him to do some stupid dare involving asking for his autograph, he remained cool and calm and collected and just signed the card with hardly a glance at the girl. then i woke up to a message from nat--and promptly went back to sleep. the dream actually continued with nat herself telling me that he didn't like me after all, that he was tiring of me cos i was getting too clingy.

aper ni???!!!

anyway i really hope nan asks me along this sat. i SO need an outlet.

if my life were a movie, this would be the part where the audience collectively screams at the lead actress to make the right choice. choose the guy who's completely into her and is genuinely in love with her. be mature, grow up, and stop playing the field. because, you know, if she doesn't make the right choice now, the poor audience will have to sit through a series of crappy follow-up mistakes in her life, at the end of which she'll realise that she was wrong to have thrown the right guy away, but that it's too late to get him back. and THEN the audience will have to watch her cry her life away.

but it's NOT a movie.

or maybe it is, cos it's like i can hear the audience screaming at me, but from really far away.

so if you don't mind, i'm just gonna make the wrong choice here.

i hate sounding cryptic but..

<sub>if this is a test, i'm failing it on purpose.

cos i don't need you. and i hope i didn't unintentionally give the impression that i did.</sub>

wo mei you nan peng you ying wei wo pa commitment.

filza is crazy.

filza says:
he lives at the block next to pasir ris pri
filza says:
so u can go give him a wake up shout
filza says:
from the carpark

that's not all.

filza says:
or u can ask him for a ride back to pasir ris!
filza says:
just say that you're broke, your hp is out of batt
Shopgirl says:
and how am i supposed to do tt?
filza says:
and you cant find your friends
Shopgirl says:
if i cld, i wld have done it a long time ago
Shopgirl says:
haha
filza says:
and you need to get home pronto
Shopgirl says:
wow
filza says:
coz you need to babysit your bro
Shopgirl says:
hahaha
Shopgirl says:
that's a huge story
Shopgirl says:
where's he gonna korek the other helmet from?
filza says:
its crappy..
filza says:
yea.. you have one dont you?
Shopgirl says:
yeah
Shopgirl says:
but wld i be doing carrying it ard skl?
filza says:
say you had lessons earlier!

yup. hope she didn't catch it from me.

MOS was awesome.

long entry ahead, jgn bacer sudah.

i'm so glad hanom didn't decide to cancel on me. well i was the earliest, and most on time, reaching at exactly 8. haha. i know, freaking early right? anyway after 739273 trains, the other two arrived. on the way there we jakun-ly watched the G-Max ride. it's so freaking cool! and scary. in fact, i was screaming even before the ride started.



i nearly fainted when i saw the batman lights thingy. HOW COOL! and yes i thot it was lame that we were so early. but we were too late for presale tickets. so we had to like queue up at around 9 to get in. there was this uncle-looking guy in front of us, alone, balding, complete with a windbreaker and holding a bottle of season's ice lemon tea which the bouncer [or whoever] unceremoniously threw into a nearby bin. kesian. but after that he snagged a table. kurang asam nye pakcik. yeah anyway since were were early and all, the music wasn't that hot, and no one was dancing, and anyway it was rather empty. so hannan brought us on a sort-of tour. we went to the house room--which is huge--and up the escalator to the retro room--small but really really cute with a colourful lighted-squares dancefloor and billions of discoballs, and those swinging bubble-things you sit in, and of course, colourful retro prints and textures all over the walls--around the second floor of house, which had chandeliers over the two staircases!!! and back to schmoove smoove or whatever, then we went back out.



went to 7-11, bought some provisions, then hanom and i watched a magic show while hannan and filza went off somewhere to lepak. then hanom and i decided to go back in. STILL the action blom start yet, so we took one more walk round [house had the hottest bartender!], and went back. by that time the cage was packed, so we selited ourselves in, and had a ball of a time dancing. but mannn it was freaking packed, and it was SOOOO hot for like 614729 hours before they decided to kindly crank up the aircon. and we got moved around the floor alot. somehow from the front, we ended up near the DJ console. WHERE hanom was promptly approached by this uber-hot navy guy. and I had to dance with his TAK-cute, and SHORT, friend, dean. after a while he decided to leave, and i was freaking wobbly and disoriented, so i sought refuge in the toilet, which, btw, ROCKS. there are actual red chairs infront of 7291273 mirrors for u to sit on and touch up your makeup. the cubicle doors are frosted glass. and the sinks are cool too. and there's a full-length mirror in one corner for that overall view. haha.





anyway then after like half an hour or so, the navy guy HAS to leave, and he asks hanom to come along with him and his other navy buddies. of course, hanom doesn't wanna go alone, so she asks me. and I refuse to go, cos i'm not remotely interested in any of them. haha. so he says to hanom, "okay, i guess i'll see you never then.." i nearly died. macam cute gitu. ohwell. sorry. after tt, we just chilled outside for awhile, had a drink from the vending machine, tried to regain the use of our legs, and braved our way back in. but schmoove smoove was full house, so we had to enter by house.



it was FREAKING packed. but whatever, we managed to get back into the cage thingy. and after a while we found ourselves in the middle of this group of five mats. next thing i know, hanom's dancing with the one nearest to her, so i'm like, crap, i'm dancing in the middle of four guys! haha. but it turned out great, actually. and then later i got to dance for the briefest of moments with this guy i'd been eyeing, simply cos he looked so weird with his funny cap, SHADES and purple tshirt. haha.

yeah and i bumped into fadhilah, who still looks the same, haha. and i saw huzer. bynk NS guys la. the group of mats were NS guys too.



ahhhh it was totally cool. and i lost fai outside the club, but u know, i wasn't too fussed. had breakfast with hanom at liang court mac's, and just as we were about to leave, this american dude, david, decided to join us. mampos. he was drunk, and incredibly frank and candid. and he wouldn't stop tormenting hanom about her sexy glasses and big hair, etc. i nearly died of laughter.

in baba's dorm now.

i had the craziest supper with her and atikk at fongseng, involving baba's "die-girl-die" pedas-nak-mampos nasi goreng. well it was like this--she asked the guy, "ader cili padi kan?" and he said yes so she said, "okay, letak cili padi.. banyak banyak banyak banyak." so when it arrived, she started complaining about how pedas it was. so i reached over and speared about 5 grains of it. after 2 seconds the cili padi kicked in and i almost died. but after a while, and extra orders of air, we managed to make quite a tidy business of it all.

cute guys were NOT aplenty. but ader a few la. this NS tallslimcute manjen guy. haha. and this mat in an adidas jacket, naik motor. woohooo!!! and loadsa beautiful bikes. a couple of fazers, side by side. one silver one black. with colourful arai/shoei helmets. i took some photos tapi cam, tak terjadi pasal it was dark and all.

test SUCKED. ohyeah i think i said that in the previous entry. but anyway after the stupid horror movie i went downstairs and hung out with azy, farid and my brother's guitar. haha. farid rides his company's bike, a yamaha, RXZ i think. and he has this cool piercing on his lower lip, with a blue jewel stud. very super cool.

okay check out the time i really gotta sleep soon. nanti besok cranky.

well! i actually had a great morning! i left the house like freaking early, and there were basically no hiccups, except i missed the 359 so i had to walk to the main bus stop and all that merepek. anyway. the train was fairly boring, practically no guys at all. argh. but then somewhere past raffles place this cute specs guy got in. he was adorable. mim, and i love his glasses. those allif kinds. i love allif glasses. yeah so anyway i was mugging away, cos i wasn't sleepy. and it was so cool, he kept looking at me and i kept looking at him. too soon, dah sampai bv, and when i got up he was looking at me again and i totally couldn't keep a smile off my face. what a great start to the day. woohoo!

test was shitty, though. not that i'm surprised, or blaming anyone besides myself. haha. well at least i fared better than loner guy. biler test abis, dier baru bangun!!! kesian sey. well that led me to formulate these two merepek msges to nat: Definitely. In fact, i'll provide a special personal service. Which involves me entering his room and gently shaking him awake, complete with coffee etc. Haha. followed by Haha. Ohwell. Kalau dier tido mati no choice kena kasar sikit ah. But i'm hoping the electricity of my touch will jolt him awake. yes, i know. giler much? haha.

actually, i'm sorry, i'm just trying to distract myself here. i'm watching The Wig on my own at home. and i know my mom claims it's not scary, but it is. haha.

happy 20th birthday raihan.

[not that you're gonna read this or whatever. but you know. i don't want to msg you again and bother you or whatever. so i'm just sending this out into the void in the hopes it might reach you. yep.]

riding was alright today. i didn't pass. AGAIN. but i didn't expect to, actually. so it's okay. at least i fell only once. i'm so proud of that. and now i have like a calar on my right knee. my poor right side is so battered. kesian. anyway no outstanding cute guys today, so the extent of embarrassment wasn't too large.

what WAS great about riding was what happened after that. i was like standing at the rows near the lockers and taking out our stuff. and there was this guy, mim with afro-ish hair, who'd just arrived for his orientation for pract one (2A/2). and the instructor was pointing him to the lockers and stuff. so he came over to the lockers. and started rummaging around, checking his wallet several times, then the other compartments of his bag. all the while i keep turning round to look at him. after a while i just grit my teeth and asked him, "ader one dollar tak?" and he replied the negative, so i took out my wallet and got ready to give him a dollar coin. but he took out a 10-dollar note and said, "do you have change?" luckily i did. and then he said thanks and stuff. woohoo! rocksssss.

okay i haven't done any studying since monday evening so i better start now.

LOVING this valentine's day week for TV, btw. yesternight it was Love Actually and tonight it's Ever After: A Cinderella Story. can't rem what's tmr, but friday it's Raising Helen. anyway i caught the tail-end of Love Actually this afternoon, and i was positively bawling when colin firth's character proposed to aurelia. it was SO sweet. arghhh.

alright i really have to go now.

i'm so bored. and for the record, i've had three vday smses so far. haha. i'm not boasting, i swear. one of them was from this unknown number: El0w ain, hapi valentinez 2 u.. and i was like wondering who the HELL it was. so i said, sorry, but who are you? and it turned out to be fan. firstly, kalau kau dah tukar nombor, and masih nak contact aku, please inform me of the change. and secondly, DON'T contact me anymore. haha. i felt bad la, when i found out it was him. but well.

i'm still wondering if i should reply.

it's been a really uneventful day actually. can't wait to go home and sleep.

just an update of how my arm's looking.




and if u didn't realise, that means it's worse. haha. if u're reading this shafa, i'm really sorry to gross you out.

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hmm..

so i decided to try something new today in 1121, called "listening in lecture". and hey, it worked. some stuffs actually penetrated this thick skull i affectionately call my head. haha. i'll try it again next time and maybe then i'll be able to do well. or better. or something.

sorry for the macam, incessant blogging. haha. trying to keep myself awake. cos i was up till two last night, bitching with atikk and baba. and, TOTAL EMBARRASSAMUNDO MOMENT when i accidentally dragged dhanny into the convo. and the other two dongdongs tak prasan. so i frantically PMed baba to stop talking. and we quickly exited the convo. mannn. buat malu gilerrrr.

oooOOOoooh this morning i was freaking groggy, i totally slept all the way in the train, but this time, in a very dignified manner. somehow i'd managed to wedge my head into the corner formed by the glass panel and the back wall or whatever. and i slept in that almost-upright position like, forever. haha. ohyah but NOT the point. okay then i was stoning at the bus stop, leaning against the pillar and stoning la. in my not-totally-there state i kinda noticed this kinda-cute-from-afar guy sitting on the railing at the opposite bus stop. so aku cam, stared. and he cam, stared back! haha. and it went on it like that, except that i couldn't hold his stare and i had to keep looking away. haha. anyways. then our respective buses [95, 111] arrived, so that was the end of it. well. i gotta say that definitely woke me up. hahahaha.

Bila kita dalam salam perpisahan
Namun aku tetap bersamamu
Ku rasa bagai satu sentuhan
Dalam mimpi ku terbayang wajahmu

Dalam dirimu penuh kelembutan
Semakin hari namun semakin rindu
Tapak tanganmu akan ku genggam
Akan ku sentuh ketika sayu

Untukmu akan ku semaikan
Cinta yang sejati tiada bandingan
Dalam kerinduan ku sendiri
Dalam kesyahduan kita hadapi

( korus )
Warisan wanita terakhir
Jiwa raga ku serah
Kau ingin milik segalanya
Di mana kasihmu tiada kau memberi
Apa yang ku perlu hanya kau dapat memberi
Hanya satu yang ku pinta kasih
Kau warisan wanita yang terakhir

Dalam dirimu penuh kelembutan
Semakin hari namun semakin rindu
Tapak tanganmu akan ku genggam
Akan ku sentuh ketika sayu

Untukmu akan ku semaikan
Cinta yang sejati tiada bandingan
Dalam kerinduan ku sendiri
Dalam kesyahduan kita hadapi

( korus )
Warisan wanita terakhir
Jiwa raga ku serah
Kau ingin milik segalanya
Di mana kasihmu tiada kau memberi
Apa yang ku perlu hanya kau dapat memberi
Hanya satu yang ku pinta kasih
Kau warisan wanita yang terakhir

Hati sucimu ingin ku miliki
Hanya satu yang ku pinta... Kasih...
Kau warisan wanita ynag terakhir
Kau warisan wanita... Yang terakhir... -Teacher's Pet

yest while we were waiting to cross the road at WRL, there was this adorable little boy of around two or three years of age who wandered up to me and tried to stand next to me at the traffic light. then he held out his hand to salam me. so his mom was like telling him to salam atikk and di, but he refused to! then he toddled away waving bye to me. HOW. ADORABLE.

so yest i bumped into helmi. and today while i was in 858 on the way to woodlands, i caught sight of this familiar-looking guy waiting at the kerb alone near yishun mrt. guess who. FAN. God, i nearly died. he was just standing there, in his tshirt and shorts and that jacket he always wears. thankfully, dier tak nampak aku. but wow. of all places. well he looks quite well-adjusted to me, so there goes the guilt out the window. haha. i guess he was from his cousin's place or something.

pesta pantun finals were great. fadila rocked the house, as usual. she's so adorable. and so spontaneous. but i think i already covered that the last time, so takper. after tt some of us were chilling out at mac's, and, bitten by the pesta pantun bug, we [fezhah, atikk, di, haikal, mateen, faizal, me] had our own borak-borak pantun. mostly to the theme of "attack atikk". hahaha. mann there were so many zingers, but i totally can't remember them all. let's see..

naik perahu ke pulau ketam
katil atikk ader banyak cum. [fezhah]

bawak kereta boot kat blakang
atikk nyer rambut asal cam skunk? [me!]

and so it went. there was also a classic blooper moment when haikal tried to attack me, but his first line was something like "dalam parang banyak gun", so i thought for awhile and i said, "what's parang?" to which he replied, "WAR!" we all died.

ahhh that was fun!

sigh. i bumped into excon again, at cine this time. he was with a couple of girls. tu je. him and those two girls. actually, i was gonna get ON the escalator, and he'd just gotten OFF. and i macam, stopped the presses and said hi to him. and exchanged pleasantries. this time i just let it go at that. instead of pretending like he's gonna ask me out. cos obviously he's not. and i've learnt that, i suppose. but you know. that didn't stop me from checking him out head to toe. still looks the same as i remember, right down to the shiny tongue stud. bye helmi. boys like you weren't made for girls like me. i guess.

i got the coolest silver link-chain bracelet. makes a little bit of a noise, and is kinda heavy. but i love it anyway. it really provides a contrast to my other bracelet.
me: why don't they have stainless steel bracelets? [pause] ohwait, that's handcuffs. haha.

ran a couple of errands, and then we watched Walk The Line, which is really very nice to watch. happy ending too, so yay. haha. i had no idea the singapore idol auditions were there, how interesting. and we were watching the movie on the sixth floor, incidentally, so they had to like check our tickets at the going-up escalator and all. excitiooonnggg. hahaha.

when i got home, i watched Cinderella 2 on dvd. woohoo. it's adorable. espesh when anastasia [the stepsister] falls in love [with the baker, no less]. cute.

alritey time to go to bed, i was just giving updates. nites.

so anyway. vday's a no-go. so i'll just.. go home straight after gen bio lect. yup.

one more thing i just remembered about KTM dude. he's a P-plate! cute nyer! so there's this scram with the cool thor sticker on it, and the P-plate kat atas. -melts-

every part of my body is aching. i'm pretty sure it's from all that falling and getting up. this is prolly the hardest thing i've ever been faced with. but i'm not giving up. i'm not giving up. so God, Your blessings i humbly ask for.

lab was really cool today. lovelablovelablovelab. [and i mean chem lab.] i wanted to take photos and such, but cam, takper ah. haha. but i thot the simple distillation setup looked cool. in fact i'm of the opinion that it looks COOLER than the reflux setup. more stuffs to pasang and look at. like the cool blue clips. sigh. just when i'm beginning to give up on chem, it redeems itself during labtimes.

chinese was great, then sleepy, then great again. no small thanks to thaiguy [who has the most adorable goatee EVER], yann/jann/whatever, and the cute pink-cheeked brunette in the first row. after that, the three of us went home, with much kecohness again. loadsa fun though, and "dazril" was just too cute. haha. i love SOC, or whatever he was la. haha.

when i got off at pasir ris, i decided to drop by the library on a whim, and i bumped into kak adila! [the tarian one.] as usual, aku macam, screamed embarrassingly. haha. bebual jap [she still looks the same, and she's still so cool], and then i got a coupla books out of the lib. along the way, dapat a much-needed ego-boost. heh. then i managed to catch a glimpse of bun at the fountain. oh bun. he's so cute, and so nice. and i know that's like the 6294762nd time i've said that, but it hasn't stopped being true. and i wanted to like drop by and say hi, but u know. he doesn't like me, so why should i impose my brazen presence on him? anyway it was busy, i don't wanna make life difficult for him either. oh but how i miss him. and

it's just sad how we never stop wanting what we can't have.

i realise that i sounded quite curt in the last entry. haha. si Ugly Couple totally turned me off la. let me also add here that both of them are macam tak-langsing and pasty-fair. so like YAH. there's absolutely nothing redeeming about them.

was kinda flirting with dhanny after 3J meeting yest when hanom turned off the outlet power to my D. i just stared at my blank screen in shock. i hope he doesn't think i blew him off, and therefore i'm not interested. cos i am. haha. except that he's so freaking quiet sometimes. how boring. or maybe he finds me boring too. how would i know.

after the smart money workshop, in which i finally had a net worth of more than a million dollars, we went to hazwani to eat. and i was checking out the bikes. there was a pizza hut entourage which included a lovely red honda [SP, i think] and he changed the windscreen thingy to red. lawarnyeeee.


lawar kan?

and then about 15 minutes later this guy comes zooming in on his orange KTM. i nearly died. lawar giler!!! on close inspection i realised that he was also wearing a black KTM tshirt [lettering in orange], and KTM gloves. cute nyer! and to top it off, black shoes and black helmet. he looked so adorable, even though i wouldn't look twice at him on the streets. hehe. but yeah cute.


totally loving it!

photos courtesy of di's sony ericsson, and sorry they're shitty. i was too chicken to go right up there and take the photo.

PLUS, KTM guy caught me checking out his ride. buat maluuu. i kept turning and turning to look, so i guess it was fairly obvious. ohWELL. then dier gi bilang kawan2 dier. double malu! anyways then he sat down and took out his iBook. totally la!!! budak poly/uni!!! ahhh. bes.

too bad the night ended on a sour note, cos my chicken cutlet rice took about, oh, i dunno, fortyfreakingfive minutes to arrive? and then, it wasn't even chicken cutlet rice--it was chicken cutlet [with fries etc]. the look on my face was priceless. never have i had such a dissatisfying eating-out experience.

but u know, thanks to EO for giving us a lift home. so cool!!!

i'll love you forever, i'll like you for always.. as long as i'm living, my baby you'll be.



check out what i got at the latest prac. mampos aku. it was a horrible prac by any standards. the first part of the figure 8 was alright and really fast. skali biler sampai the second part i fell. it happened again. and again. and again. sial betul. don't wanna talk about it, it was just horrible.

anyway, update on the ite mat who took our photo. i was at the century square food court with azy last night and suddenly they appeared! him and the other two, plus a couple more mats la. i nearly died. but at the same time, i was kinda drooling at him. he was in his uniform and he just looked SO good. apparently they recognised me too, cos azy sed they were looking over and laughing.

argh tadi the UGLIEST mat-minah couple and their friend were making fun of me as i used my laptop in the train. like, whatever sial. the ugly mat--whose face was covered in those horrible huge close-set pimples that are so bad they look more like boils--step typing with exaggerrated expressions. i looked up and gave him one venomous stare, and jelinged. his equally-ugly girlfriend nudged him to stop, but she was still laughing. whatever. fuck u all.

yest night i got the ultimate ego boost. we [nat and i] were in the train on the way home. and these three ITE mats got on. so i was like, "nat kau nak pilih satu?" and she demurred, so i decided to choose the cutest one, who was wearing a puma singlet and berms and was really cute in a skinny way la. okay, so after a few stops, people got off and they sat down opposite us. nat and i were being a huge mrt nuisance, laughing and giggling all the way. ANYWAYS. cute skinny guy starts fiddling with his phone, and since we were still in the tunnel, and it was one of those nokia phones where you have to twist it to take a photo, we realised that he was taking our photo!!! so blatantly somemore. and macam, just smiling nonchalantly to himself. berani sey. but u know, he was cute. so we just gave him the license to be a voyeur. later, when 90% of the train got off at tampines, and he and i were the only ones left, HE TOOK ANOTHER ONE!

unfortunately, that was the extent of his interest in us. ohWELL.

today's chinese was okay, but peter was totally missing!!! maner dier ni??? and besides him, alot of people tak dtg also. wonder why.

and although loner guy DID come for lec, i hardly got to see him. -sadsad- love the pants though.

yesterday my sms to amy was "sabar. motor ******** takleh start tadi."
today i said to her, "aku naik motor aku ah niari." woohoooooo. berangan doksss.

amy: [to shah] d*z*** kan nak kahwin pakai t-shirt and jeans.. kau kahwinlah pakai t-shirt and jeans SKIRT!

how boring can chem lecture be?

dah lama eh aku tak blog? ohwell. bynk keje ah. haha. i forgot whatever happened the past few days anyway.

riding-wise, i've been good. despite the fact tt i still didn't clear pract 3 on my third try. BUT. it's all still cool. pasal one, i didn't fall during the actual figure of 8, at all!!! and two, i talked to two guys that day--a cute mim with allif specs, and this manjen dude and i discussed how shitty the whole prac 3 is. oh yeah and three, it actually wasn't that hot, although it was sunny. as in, my face wasn't sweating, so that can only be a good thing. haha.

i saw 5.5 cute guys in the train today, despite the phenomenally-long 15-minute wait for 359 this morning. hotak berjambul ah. i was standing there like an idiot, waiting and waiting and waiting. yes i know i should have just walked to the main bus stop. tapi cam malas. and stubborn. haha. ohwell. the guys sorta made up for it. there was Sly-looking Abdillah, Grown-up Rudy [who turned out to be Sly-looking Abdillah's friend], Very Hot Guy, Hot Guy, and Perplexed Face. the 0.5 goes to this other guy who was sitting infront of me, tapi muker cam karat sikit. haha.

i thot pesta pantun yest was great. it was funny, entertaining, eye-opening, but minimal eye candy ah. there was one girl from yishun jc who was really really good. spontaneous, funny, cute, semangat and just great la. anyways after that baba and i went to parkway parade swensen's and had our usuals, plus a topless 5. yummy-yummers. before and after pics:




bus zooms past.
me: NOOOoooo!!!...
nat: kau sleng ah ain..! i'm SURE you were gonna chase after it laaa.
bus zooms past on opposite side of road.
nat: NOOOOOOOOoooooo!!!...
haha. i know aku giler.

so, as one can tell from reading my blog entries, i've done nothing during the uber-long CNY-Muharram weekend besides go out, go out and go out. sunday was fireworks at the esplanade, monday was singapore river cruise, tuesday was Cheaper by the Dozen 2 [carmen electra is hothothot, and tom welling's SO facking cute. BUT WHERE WAS ASHTON??? although i have to concede that the replacement guy is cute. STILL.] at shaw house [or whatever it's called], which rocks!

and yesterday we had dinner at swensen's. haha.

oh and i passed my FTT. haha. although i'm only at subject 19 now [right turns], so lagi lama baru aku amek test la. i did directional change, which is so freaking fun. i mean, it's all very slow-go and relaxing. yup. jangan terlanggar kerb sua. hung out at baba's place in between the test and driving. and we browsed people's profiles on friendster. so fun. i think the last time we did that was with samit. [as in, we checked out his profile. we didn't check out profiles with him. haha.]

on tuesday at tong seng there was this uber-irritating girl. part of a posse of hip-hoppers, a mix of pompans and lelakis. she talked in english la, kinda loudly and, of course, irritatingly. with her coloured contacts and french braid and makeup, i felt like i was watching a rerun. so i was like, "do i talk like that?" and azy was like, "umm..." i DIED. he hastened to add that i don't talk as loud. SHEESH. well u know what they say, it takes one to know one. and i felt repulsed that people might be have the same opinion of me. but. that's not all! about 10 minutes later, one of the guys was like, "kau tak makan, ain?" and another guy quipped, "ain tak makan? ain tak makan?!?!?!" her name was ain!!! i completely terasered in more ways than one.

well, unpleasant memories aside, i actually managed to finish my lab report today, and i just handed it in at the lab. and i got a glimpse of loner guy while i was at it. SO FUN. so cute so cute so cute!!! haha.

yup that should be it. back to my prelab.