bimbodoh moment of the day: "the machine swallowed my card!"
anyway, thanks to the brilliant ng tze beng, i ended up reaching home at around, oh i dunno, 755pm?!?!?! i should have just gone home with CBG yeah? alah tapi maluuuu. well so i bukaed in 359 with the sweet that the bungkus2 "hantu" gave me just now. rupernyer sedap jugak. nicer than the apple actually. hahaha. oh and i had the LOVELIEST sleep in the train. sedap giler, cam tanak bangun sey.
and i'm getting my birkens tmr, WITH or WITHOUT a shopping partner. argh it's times like these when i miss shafa the most.
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Monday, October 31, 2005
Sunday, October 30, 2005
i'm so annoyed. now my sister is wearing my favourite saints tshirt around the house, knotted round her waist, as a baju tidur. wow. it's one of my favourite tshirts! ameklah tshirt lain sial. and when i shrieked at her not to wear it, she completely ignored me.
fuck. if this is how it's gonna be, i'd rather she go back to her fucking marine parade condo and have her and my mom continue to be angry at each other. although THAT won't happen. i think my mom'd rather have her back than have both me and zul around. you know, ever-loving firstborns.
once again, one of those things that seem too teeny to get so uptight about, but i AM anyway.
fuck. if this is how it's gonna be, i'd rather she go back to her fucking marine parade condo and have her and my mom continue to be angry at each other. although THAT won't happen. i think my mom'd rather have her back than have both me and zul around. you know, ever-loving firstborns.
once again, one of those things that seem too teeny to get so uptight about, but i AM anyway.
Saturday, October 29, 2005
every saturday i come home thinking maybe i do like him enough to believe i'm not single.
well anyway. had penyiaran meeting in the late morning. quite enjoyable. plus i was there an hour early, so i sat there finishing one of my islam books. missed D terribly, but u know, berat and all. after tt i hung out with hanom for awhile, then took the eastbound train together. where we discussed first impressions. and i think general first impressions of me can be summed up in one word: bimbodoh. kan dazril kan? [not tt u read this blog. but we know who DOES!!! (sorry aku giler)]
i'm glad i didn't commit to seni iftar, cos i met fan right after the meeting to go shopping at queensway. well, he shopped. i salivated. there was this whole range of marc ecko watches with an average price of $300; a bright-giler-nak-mampos puma-ferrari jacket i just HAVE TO HAVE; AAAAAAAAAANNNNNDDD.. the iscream yoghurt counter!!! i died. okay actually prices are like a dollar higher, which is alot. but u know! sedap! for a moment my puasa wavered. sorry, God. it wasn't cos i was hungry [i wasn't. yet.], but it's just tt i love it so much! i think i could spend the rest of my life living on it. alone.
fan has a similar shopping style as me. it's quite amusing really.
anyway on our way out we bumped into two adorable boys--the respective brothers of non-fren and burger. how adorable! i wanted to grab each one and hug him. haha. i refrained from doing so, of course. glad to see that they're still alive and healthy, and that they seem to be taking after their abangs excellently.
after some difficulty deciding where to buka--fish & co/swensen's/pizza hut--we finally plumped for pizza hut. in the end kena 44 bucks plus sial. haha. the girl serving us, nurul, was really nice and she completely reminds me of nadzi. and there was one guy who reminded me of zul [adik akulah]. ah bagoslah tu. and did u know the ILT is actual tea? so they give u simple syrup to add to ur preference. sedap gilerr. and three lemon slices. i was in heaven. and i had no idea they switched radio channels just before buka. how considerate!
i can still taste the stuffed crust. ohyeah and i finally fulfilled my kepinginan rhumba frappucino at the TM starbucks. all guys on duty. mostly cute. hehe.
well anyway. had penyiaran meeting in the late morning. quite enjoyable. plus i was there an hour early, so i sat there finishing one of my islam books. missed D terribly, but u know, berat and all. after tt i hung out with hanom for awhile, then took the eastbound train together. where we discussed first impressions. and i think general first impressions of me can be summed up in one word: bimbodoh. kan dazril kan? [not tt u read this blog. but we know who DOES!!! (sorry aku giler)]
i'm glad i didn't commit to seni iftar, cos i met fan right after the meeting to go shopping at queensway. well, he shopped. i salivated. there was this whole range of marc ecko watches with an average price of $300; a bright-giler-nak-mampos puma-ferrari jacket i just HAVE TO HAVE; AAAAAAAAAANNNNNDDD.. the iscream yoghurt counter!!! i died. okay actually prices are like a dollar higher, which is alot. but u know! sedap! for a moment my puasa wavered. sorry, God. it wasn't cos i was hungry [i wasn't. yet.], but it's just tt i love it so much! i think i could spend the rest of my life living on it. alone.
fan has a similar shopping style as me. it's quite amusing really.
anyway on our way out we bumped into two adorable boys--the respective brothers of non-fren and burger. how adorable! i wanted to grab each one and hug him. haha. i refrained from doing so, of course. glad to see that they're still alive and healthy, and that they seem to be taking after their abangs excellently.
after some difficulty deciding where to buka--fish & co/swensen's/pizza hut--we finally plumped for pizza hut. in the end kena 44 bucks plus sial. haha. the girl serving us, nurul, was really nice and she completely reminds me of nadzi. and there was one guy who reminded me of zul [adik akulah]. ah bagoslah tu. and did u know the ILT is actual tea? so they give u simple syrup to add to ur preference. sedap gilerr. and three lemon slices. i was in heaven. and i had no idea they switched radio channels just before buka. how considerate!
i can still taste the stuffed crust. ohyeah and i finally fulfilled my kepinginan rhumba frappucino at the TM starbucks. all guys on duty. mostly cute. hehe.
Friday, October 28, 2005
i am a loser.
firstly, i confuse night and day. tadi before buka i took a nap cos i was so freakin' tired. but my mom had to come and wake me several times before i actually staggered outside to buka. after buka, dah sembahyang, i went back to dreamland. bila tersedar, i saw that the clock showed almost 9, and i was CONVINCED it was 9 in the morning.
related to that, i left D on while i was sleeping. so a couple of people msned me, and i completely ignored them cos i was sleeping. haha. seriously. i slept for 2 hrs--9 to 11--with D still on and blaring songs which i didn't really hear anyway. i even had some dream about doing a project with julian and jon chen. why julian and jon chen? God i really have no idea.
next time, NO MORE all-nighters.
firstly, i confuse night and day. tadi before buka i took a nap cos i was so freakin' tired. but my mom had to come and wake me several times before i actually staggered outside to buka. after buka, dah sembahyang, i went back to dreamland. bila tersedar, i saw that the clock showed almost 9, and i was CONVINCED it was 9 in the morning.
related to that, i left D on while i was sleeping. so a couple of people msned me, and i completely ignored them cos i was sleeping. haha. seriously. i slept for 2 hrs--9 to 11--with D still on and blaring songs which i didn't really hear anyway. i even had some dream about doing a project with julian and jon chen. why julian and jon chen? God i really have no idea.
next time, NO MORE all-nighters.
Wednesday, October 26, 2005
"is it just me, or do you only sleep during the day?"
was what fathrul said to me at 330 this morning. i thought it was quite funny. not to mention partially true. haha.
so i went to skl for about an hour today. aje. wow. i was supposed to go for TTT at 135, but i was SO sleepy from the previous 2 nights that aku malas nak bangun. in the end i was woken up by a phone call from fai. [no, not rul.] it's amazing how he always manages to call me at exactly the wrong time. but anyway, it woke me up, so that served its purpose.
yeah so i rushed to skl and everything, and met up with diatch to do mkting stuffs. she took over the project network proposal, thankfully. it was driving me nuts really. anyway i was GONNA go for eugene at 4, but when i called amy, she was still in the library, with NO PLANS whatsoever to go for the lecture, so i just went home la.
SO. i was in skl from 305 to 415. that's hardly an hour! so i rushed all over the planet for what was essentially nothing. great. in fact, the only thing i got out of today was how to take out D's battery. haha.
2 nights. i won't be able pull an all-nighter for 2 nights. will DEFINITELY miss it, and all other things associated with it.
was what fathrul said to me at 330 this morning. i thought it was quite funny. not to mention partially true. haha.
so i went to skl for about an hour today. aje. wow. i was supposed to go for TTT at 135, but i was SO sleepy from the previous 2 nights that aku malas nak bangun. in the end i was woken up by a phone call from fai. [no, not rul.] it's amazing how he always manages to call me at exactly the wrong time. but anyway, it woke me up, so that served its purpose.
yeah so i rushed to skl and everything, and met up with diatch to do mkting stuffs. she took over the project network proposal, thankfully. it was driving me nuts really. anyway i was GONNA go for eugene at 4, but when i called amy, she was still in the library, with NO PLANS whatsoever to go for the lecture, so i just went home la.
SO. i was in skl from 305 to 415. that's hardly an hour! so i rushed all over the planet for what was essentially nothing. great. in fact, the only thing i got out of today was how to take out D's battery. haha.
2 nights. i won't be able pull an all-nighter for 2 nights. will DEFINITELY miss it, and all other things associated with it.
Tuesday, October 25, 2005
i was having another of my haggard days today. seriously, i didn't even wanna look at myself in the mirror. it was THAT horrible. and i slept like giler in the train home and everything. but anyway, the point is, when i got home i was teetering on the edge of grumpy.
and then i saw this:
korang tak faham. i've been wanting an armchair in my room ever since i could sit. haha. and this is MY armchair, the one i used to sit in, in the living room, back in its heyday. but then we got a new sofa set and i casually suggested they put this one in my room. but takde space. so i sleep over at RH for one night, and i come home to this! what a lovely surprise.
so. guess where i'm sitting now?
and then i saw this:
korang tak faham. i've been wanting an armchair in my room ever since i could sit. haha. and this is MY armchair, the one i used to sit in, in the living room, back in its heyday. but then we got a new sofa set and i casually suggested they put this one in my room. but takde space. so i sleep over at RH for one night, and i come home to this! what a lovely surprise.
so. guess where i'm sitting now?
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Semua yang terbaik dan yang terlewati
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Semua yang terbaik dan yang terlewati
Semua yang terhenti tanpa kuakhiri -Peter Pan
Dengan terbuka
Hatiku hampa
Sepertinya luka menghampirinya
Kau beri rasa yang berbeda
Mungkin kusalah mengartikannya
Yang kurasa cinta
Tetapi hatiku
Selalu meninggikanmu
Terlalu meninggikanmu
Selalu meninggikanmu
Kau hancurkan hatiku
Hancurkan lagi
Kau hancurkan hatiku
Tuk melihatmu
Kau terangi jiwaku
Kau redupkan lagi
Kau hancurkan hatiku
Tuk melihatmu
Membuatku terjatuh dan terjatuh lagi
Membuatku merasakan yang tlah terjadi
Semua yang terbaik dan yang terlewati
Semua yang terhenti tanpa kuakhiri
Kau buatku terjatuh dan terjatuh lagi
Kau buatku merasakan yang tlah terjadi
Semua yang terbaik dan yang terlewati
Semua yang terhenti tanpa kuakhiri -Peter Pan
nice huh? i love this yearly tradition of mine. really helps me look forward to rayer/ramadhan.
we bukaed at komala's, i had my usual. sedap gilerrsss. it was quite fun, cos there was a cute vik outside, working at the coffeeshop next door, "offering" me his drink. no really he was cute. which was primarily why i layaned him.
then we began our trek around the bazaar. we must've walked around each place at least twice. my kakis are just dying now. there were some really droolworthy bajus, but my baju quota has long since been reached so yeah. we bought yummy ice-blended drinks for $2.50 at the part outside darul arqam. then we did our inai, and sat at a fly-infested bench for like 45 minutes waiting for it to dry. gilersss. but it was good mat-watching. they can't see you at all, but you have a great view of them.
hmm we met ammar. syahida's right, he's definitely less cute now. still cute, but less so. ohwell he still remembers me at least. i'm so touched. haha. cam real. nolah but most ppl don't rem me, so cam sedih. we also saw syed faisal, but tt's about it la. actually it was kinda boring people-wise cos tak ramai orang ah. there were definitely more people the wednesday i went. yeah so other than a few cute guys, nothing really tickled my eyeballs.
two notable guys in the train. first was nazril, brother of BR. and the other was helmi kasui. hahahaha. unfortunately si helmi kasui left without telling me. -merajuk- wow and we actually caught the last 96 back, by a hairbreadth.
sahur at fongseng laterrr.
Monday, October 24, 2005
Sunday, October 23, 2005
i love it when it rains. no, scratch that. i love it when it rains when i'm at home, snug in my bed, in an introspective mood.
so anyway. i remembered this during sahur.
me: dahlah aku tanak lagilah baba. perut aku nak dekat tutup ni. dier tgh buat closing.
baba: aku tengok kau belum soda pe..
wahahahaha. okay of course only baba and i get it. but thanks halim for introducing the perut-tutup concept to us.
another one:
baba: okay, so what's taking the ice-cream so long?
me: dier tengah kejar lembu to get the milk.
baba: yah, and dier tgh mining for sand--to make glass.
baba again: dier tgh ber-sex! asal asal?
me: to give birth to the glassblower! and tukang buat fountain!!!
yup. yelah takyah cakap ah, kiter giler.
so anyway. i remembered this during sahur.
me: dahlah aku tanak lagilah baba. perut aku nak dekat tutup ni. dier tgh buat closing.
baba: aku tengok kau belum soda pe..
wahahahaha. okay of course only baba and i get it. but thanks halim for introducing the perut-tutup concept to us.
another one:
baba: okay, so what's taking the ice-cream so long?
me: dier tengah kejar lembu to get the milk.
baba: yah, and dier tgh mining for sand--to make glass.
baba again: dier tgh ber-sex! asal asal?
me: to give birth to the glassblower! and tukang buat fountain!!!
yup. yelah takyah cakap ah, kiter giler.
Saturday, October 22, 2005
interesting thing happened today. well, I thought it was interesting, anyway.
i was sitting at the void deck with fan, and my mom came by and asked what i was doing. nolah not in a marah way, just cam, casually, i suppose. i mati2 thought she specially came from upstairs at first. but rupernyer she was from loyang point. so she went, "siape ni?" and i was like, "kawan ain.." and i weirdly introed them. and then he salamed her, which i thought was so cute, cos i didn't even salam her myself, out of shock. haha. well whatever. i just found it mildly interesting cos that's the closest she's ever come to my personal life. and it seems there IS something to be said about the other benefits of not PDAing. haha.
shasha pulak cakap, "rock rock sey kau pilih.." lucky she was busy, or i would have replied, "bukan aku yang pilih!"
we bukaed at mac's today. and there were some really cute guys. i swear. these cute guys just pop up whenever i'm with him, just to spite me. haha. like there was this REALLY cute guy in red, sitting directly infront of me about 3 tables away with his gf. i couldn't help but stare at him, y'know? and there was this hot vik who looks 100% mim--one of fan's seniors in PA. hmm and then in the 359 queue there was this really cute guy called shaik. or whatever. hahaha.
it's pissing me off though, that i still don't know where we are, and that i can always get angry at him, but when i see him again, it all kinda evaporates.
ooh i bought myself a new automatic pencil eyeliner today! in green.. i wanted a change of shade, since i've used black since sec 2, and i'm already using brown. so yeah. but ouch it cost $15.90. the maybelline ones were cheaper, $9.90/$8.90, but odd/limited colours. and he chose the l'oreal one, haha.
i was sitting at the void deck with fan, and my mom came by and asked what i was doing. nolah not in a marah way, just cam, casually, i suppose. i mati2 thought she specially came from upstairs at first. but rupernyer she was from loyang point. so she went, "siape ni?" and i was like, "kawan ain.." and i weirdly introed them. and then he salamed her, which i thought was so cute, cos i didn't even salam her myself, out of shock. haha. well whatever. i just found it mildly interesting cos that's the closest she's ever come to my personal life. and it seems there IS something to be said about the other benefits of not PDAing. haha.
shasha pulak cakap, "rock rock sey kau pilih.." lucky she was busy, or i would have replied, "bukan aku yang pilih!"
we bukaed at mac's today. and there were some really cute guys. i swear. these cute guys just pop up whenever i'm with him, just to spite me. haha. like there was this REALLY cute guy in red, sitting directly infront of me about 3 tables away with his gf. i couldn't help but stare at him, y'know? and there was this hot vik who looks 100% mim--one of fan's seniors in PA. hmm and then in the 359 queue there was this really cute guy called shaik. or whatever. hahaha.
it's pissing me off though, that i still don't know where we are, and that i can always get angry at him, but when i see him again, it all kinda evaporates.
ooh i bought myself a new automatic pencil eyeliner today! in green.. i wanted a change of shade, since i've used black since sec 2, and i'm already using brown. so yeah. but ouch it cost $15.90. the maybelline ones were cheaper, $9.90/$8.90, but odd/limited colours. and he chose the l'oreal one, haha.
Friday, October 21, 2005
thanks everyone for your support for the awards. i can't believe this is the third year and it's still going strong. and to think it was born during a boring afternoon, in the middle of an econs/chem/bio paper. sorry if you guys don't know half of the awardees. i know it kind of kills the fun. but ohWELLS.
anyway, the sentimentalities out of the way, i actually had a great 2 hours at lt14 with atikk etc. the two of us were just dancing to our own songs, or singing along to Minah Tudung, my current second favourite song. and then there were those cute guys at the next table. which was why i ended up leaving at 11, instead of at 1030 as originally planned. haha.
took the train home with haikal. he's so funny!!! i was totally dying. we both were. cos i was telling him some of the stupid jokes i read with amy the other time. and then we were talking about front-centre-knotted skirts and shurtain-cower-dresses. giler!!! alah budak loyang. whaddya expect? [i still can't believe it's such a small world and tt he's actually a budak loyang.]
so the interesting thing that happened today, as atikk and i sat down, side-by-side, and turned on our respective laptops:
atikk: [is silent for a few moments as she logs into msn] AIN!!! did you block me on msn???
me: [stumped] ohyah sorry.. i didn't want you to bug me.. [sees the funny side and starts laughing] anyway, you MUST have realised something weird when you didn't see me online for like the past week!!!
so anyway, she proceeded to msn shah and amy and tell them about my cardinal sin of blocking her. both darlings denied any knowledge, and attempted to defend me. so it was HILARIOUS. atikk showed me her convo window with amy, while i showed her MY amy window tt said: "AINNNN!!! atikk tahu kau block dier!!!" yes, like i said, hilarious.
anyway, the sentimentalities out of the way, i actually had a great 2 hours at lt14 with atikk etc. the two of us were just dancing to our own songs, or singing along to Minah Tudung, my current second favourite song. and then there were those cute guys at the next table. which was why i ended up leaving at 11, instead of at 1030 as originally planned. haha.
took the train home with haikal. he's so funny!!! i was totally dying. we both were. cos i was telling him some of the stupid jokes i read with amy the other time. and then we were talking about front-centre-knotted skirts and shurtain-cower-dresses. giler!!! alah budak loyang. whaddya expect? [i still can't believe it's such a small world and tt he's actually a budak loyang.]
so the interesting thing that happened today, as atikk and i sat down, side-by-side, and turned on our respective laptops:
atikk: [is silent for a few moments as she logs into msn] AIN!!! did you block me on msn???
me: [stumped] ohyah sorry.. i didn't want you to bug me.. [sees the funny side and starts laughing] anyway, you MUST have realised something weird when you didn't see me online for like the past week!!!
so anyway, she proceeded to msn shah and amy and tell them about my cardinal sin of blocking her. both darlings denied any knowledge, and attempted to defend me. so it was HILARIOUS. atikk showed me her convo window with amy, while i showed her MY amy window tt said: "AINNNN!!! atikk tahu kau block dier!!!" yes, like i said, hilarious.
Thursday, October 20, 2005
okays, once again we're back!!! it's the ain awards 2005!!!
[side note: actually, i mati2 thought tt today was the 19th. so i was gonna post this tmr. ape je. nasib baik nat bilang.]
Main Awards
Most Perfect: Laptop-Packer/Family Man
Most Missed: Bun
Most Charming: Prince
Cutest [Little Boy]: Tommy Starbucks
Cutest [Model]: Sir Tingles
Nicest-Looking: Abang Science
Nicest: CBG
Current Favourite: Loner Guy [who else, right?]
Subsidiary Awards
Gatsby Best Hair is self-explanatorily awarded to the guy with the best hairstyle. The winner enjoys a year's supply of products from the well-known brand, and has the privilege of becoming the face of Gatsby this year. This award goes to... Cute Sideburns!
Mr Pasir Ris-Punggol is also self-explanatorily given to the cutest guy in the far-east side. He has the coveted honour of being the face of activities based the Pasir Ris-Punggol area. Clearly, the winner can be no other than... Loner Guy!
The Hugo Boss Boss Man has to be cool, hot, sexy, and everything else. He also has to know when NOT to play by the rules. And so this year's Boss Man is... Kashbir!
Our Flash 'N' Splash Surfer Dude is the one with the best beach look, including tan, hairstyle, and of course the requisite hot bod. He gets to be the face of Flash 'N' Splash for the year, plus all his outfits will be sponsored by them. And the lucky winner is... Pasta!
Harley Davidson Bad Boy will get not just clothes and a year's modelling contract, but also 2 new motorbikes from the label [one for his gf, presumably], to further supplement his bad-boy image. And this year's Bad Boy is... Ex-Con!
SDU's Perfect Match goes to the guy who'll make a great life partner, in all aspects [physical, spiritual, emotional] of life. This year's winner is... Bapak!
And then we have Mr. Bollywood, which goes to the cutest vik, and that's... Double Decaf!
Lim Seng Tjoe Mr. Science goes to the cutest, freshest guy in Science, who makes me glad to be in Science. Yay. So that goes to... Sialsss!
Power 98's Most Melodious Voice gets to choose between a recording contract and a year's internship as a DJ at abovementioned radio station. And the winner is.. BR!
Now we have The Red Roof Lumpurs Relek One Corner award, which goes to the most lumpurish guy of all... Mamat!
And finally, the LEAST coveted award of Freakazoid of the Year [again, self-explanatory] goes to... Mubs!
yay okay i'm done. i'm quite sad that not everyone won something, but if i had to do it like that, besok pon tak game. so yup this is it for this year. insya-Allah next yr ader lagie eh?
[side note: actually, i mati2 thought tt today was the 19th. so i was gonna post this tmr. ape je. nasib baik nat bilang.]
Main Awards
Most Perfect: Laptop-Packer/Family Man
Most Missed: Bun
Most Charming: Prince
Cutest [Little Boy]: Tommy Starbucks
Cutest [Model]: Sir Tingles
Nicest-Looking: Abang Science
Nicest: CBG
Current Favourite: Loner Guy [who else, right?]
Subsidiary Awards
Gatsby Best Hair is self-explanatorily awarded to the guy with the best hairstyle. The winner enjoys a year's supply of products from the well-known brand, and has the privilege of becoming the face of Gatsby this year. This award goes to... Cute Sideburns!
Mr Pasir Ris-Punggol is also self-explanatorily given to the cutest guy in the far-east side. He has the coveted honour of being the face of activities based the Pasir Ris-Punggol area. Clearly, the winner can be no other than... Loner Guy!
The Hugo Boss Boss Man has to be cool, hot, sexy, and everything else. He also has to know when NOT to play by the rules. And so this year's Boss Man is... Kashbir!
Our Flash 'N' Splash Surfer Dude is the one with the best beach look, including tan, hairstyle, and of course the requisite hot bod. He gets to be the face of Flash 'N' Splash for the year, plus all his outfits will be sponsored by them. And the lucky winner is... Pasta!
Harley Davidson Bad Boy will get not just clothes and a year's modelling contract, but also 2 new motorbikes from the label [one for his gf, presumably], to further supplement his bad-boy image. And this year's Bad Boy is... Ex-Con!
SDU's Perfect Match goes to the guy who'll make a great life partner, in all aspects [physical, spiritual, emotional] of life. This year's winner is... Bapak!
And then we have Mr. Bollywood, which goes to the cutest vik, and that's... Double Decaf!
Lim Seng Tjoe Mr. Science goes to the cutest, freshest guy in Science, who makes me glad to be in Science. Yay. So that goes to... Sialsss!
Power 98's Most Melodious Voice gets to choose between a recording contract and a year's internship as a DJ at abovementioned radio station. And the winner is.. BR!
Now we have The Red Roof Lumpurs Relek One Corner award, which goes to the most lumpurish guy of all... Mamat!
And finally, the LEAST coveted award of Freakazoid of the Year [again, self-explanatory] goes to... Mubs!
yay okay i'm done. i'm quite sad that not everyone won something, but if i had to do it like that, besok pon tak game. so yup this is it for this year. insya-Allah next yr ader lagie eh?
i used to think i was nuts.
i was right. but my friends are far worse. for solid evidence, look to the right.
i got back yesterday at a quarter to midnight. i hadn't realised it was that late. i guess time REALLY flies when you're having fun. we were finally seated at like 9, so dah makan makan makan [i had the CHEESHEE, esprit passionfruit and gold rush], and ketawer, we ended up being the last customers. you know, the kind that they're glad to see the back of. haha. oh but it was loads of fun. and we DID end up using the $26 voucher.
some highlights: merepeking about BR, merepeking about loner guy, merepeking about ahem-ahem, NOT merepeking about mubs, figuring out what EXACTLY takes a bus so long to arrive, and just loads of assorted shit like eating rumputs.
woohoo and to further enhance my enjoyment of the day, it was lovely weather, low temperatures, and loads of my favourite ite mats. yey.
btw, IGNORE baba. she ate too much ice-cream. 7 ounces.
i was right. but my friends are far worse. for solid evidence, look to the right.
i got back yesterday at a quarter to midnight. i hadn't realised it was that late. i guess time REALLY flies when you're having fun. we were finally seated at like 9, so dah makan makan makan [i had the CHEESHEE, esprit passionfruit and gold rush], and ketawer, we ended up being the last customers. you know, the kind that they're glad to see the back of. haha. oh but it was loads of fun. and we DID end up using the $26 voucher.
some highlights: merepeking about BR, merepeking about loner guy, merepeking about ahem-ahem, NOT merepeking about mubs, figuring out what EXACTLY takes a bus so long to arrive, and just loads of assorted shit like eating rumputs.
woohoo and to further enhance my enjoyment of the day, it was lovely weather, low temperatures, and loads of my favourite ite mats. yey.
btw, IGNORE baba. she ate too much ice-cream. 7 ounces.
Wednesday, October 19, 2005
Tuesday, October 18, 2005
it's so nice to just sit by the window in my room and chill. you know, breathe in the fresh morning air and all. and at this odd hour of the morning, i can pretend it's night time. i'd rather chill at night. but then i wouldn't be able to function in school. so it's a trade-off, really. i'll save the night-chilling for vacation time.
everyone is ignoring me on msn, so i'll just go back to my blog, cos my blog always listens. :)
i have a new online friend. haha. the 49305849203rd, actually. but who cares? it's fun. and i'm not gonna stop for anything in the world. PLUS, like shah said, i don't have anyone to answer to. [actually, she was talking about loner guy. but i think it applies to me too. haha.] yup. this one looks like the baik type actually. i'm really curious to know what that's like. the baik type, i mean. so it should be even more fun.
smalam i committed a cardinal sin. i'm really sorry, but i just had to! i was at the forum, on the way to the lib, and i passed by the iscream yoghurt stall! i almost died of kempunan-ness, longing and ecstasy. and i found atikk in the library, so we went back downstairs and got one each. unfortunately, the forum kan ramai orang, so yeah, everyone saw us purchasing food. ohWELLS. sorry. it was my last day, so enjoying it while it lasted. kalau nak tunggu si baba berlunch ngan aku, sampai lain tahun pon aku tak makan sey.
i gots to be on my way to school soon. which means i gots to siap soon. malas sey. can't wait for tmr. i can just relek2 at home. doing nothing. as always. the only time i do anything productive is in the train, and like i said yesterday, i can't exactly take the train back and forth from boon lay for like 8 hours straight, can i?
ohWELLs. i'll be seeing freakazoid in a couple of hours. TAK interested man!
everyone is ignoring me on msn, so i'll just go back to my blog, cos my blog always listens. :)
i have a new online friend. haha. the 49305849203rd, actually. but who cares? it's fun. and i'm not gonna stop for anything in the world. PLUS, like shah said, i don't have anyone to answer to. [actually, she was talking about loner guy. but i think it applies to me too. haha.] yup. this one looks like the baik type actually. i'm really curious to know what that's like. the baik type, i mean. so it should be even more fun.
smalam i committed a cardinal sin. i'm really sorry, but i just had to! i was at the forum, on the way to the lib, and i passed by the iscream yoghurt stall! i almost died of kempunan-ness, longing and ecstasy. and i found atikk in the library, so we went back downstairs and got one each. unfortunately, the forum kan ramai orang, so yeah, everyone saw us purchasing food. ohWELLS. sorry. it was my last day, so enjoying it while it lasted. kalau nak tunggu si baba berlunch ngan aku, sampai lain tahun pon aku tak makan sey.
i gots to be on my way to school soon. which means i gots to siap soon. malas sey. can't wait for tmr. i can just relek2 at home. doing nothing. as always. the only time i do anything productive is in the train, and like i said yesterday, i can't exactly take the train back and forth from boon lay for like 8 hours straight, can i?
ohWELLs. i'll be seeing freakazoid in a couple of hours. TAK interested man!
Monday, October 17, 2005
i woke up late again this morning. pasal smalam i went to geylang with nan, shima, shasha, her husband and 2 of their friends. we didn't get home tt late lah, about 1 in the morning, but somehow i couldn't wake up for sahur anyway. i had a great time, btw. we saw like a billion cute guys. like this tall blonde one wearing a cool sleeveless tshirt and just looking very hot, at one of the 24-hr coffeeshops. his friend's car was parked right next to us, so we got to see them drive off. oh and this smouldering vik-looking guy sitting about 5 metres directly infront of me, and we exchanged stares. haha. AND ahmad latiff, who's also bleached blonde, and has the greatest calves ever bestowed upon man.
ah and on the way to skl there was this cute talldarkhandsome vik in the train in a red shirt and who smells really enticingly of adzfar/clinique happy. hahaha. it took me back to days of tarian at odd hours of the night, seeing OM after training, etc. very fun days, those were.
ah and on the way to skl there was this cute talldarkhandsome vik in the train in a red shirt and who smells really enticingly of adzfar/clinique happy. hahaha. it took me back to days of tarian at odd hours of the night, seeing OM after training, etc. very fun days, those were.
Saturday, October 15, 2005
wah smalam lepas buker tros tido sey. camna tak gemok? and then i cldn't even wake up for sahur, and i vaguely remember answering a call from hannan in the middle of the night [?], although i don't really rem what was exchanged. haha.
and then today i went to geylang in the afternoon with my mom and mak. [btw, they're 2 different people. one's my mom. the other's my aunt. ANYWAYS.] we met syida and her parents in the bus. and we all spent the journey catching up. i was a tad jealous to hear that her [cute arab] boyfriend was bukaing at her house tonight. but owells. takder orang nak aku.
geylang was fine. i got 2 new bajus. should be enough i suppose. but neither of them are skl-wearable. so. yeah. takkan nak pakai aku nyer sky-blue one tak abis2, nanti mubs ingat aku dier nyer baju soulmate. there was this REALLY NICE lace one i would have killed for, except it cost $250 and well, some human lives are worth less than that. i wanted to get a black one!!! so that during jalan raya, i have 70% more chances of finding a baju kurung soulmate!!! tapi takder yg caught my fancy so yeah. and then we went to the pasar, and i actually saw a cute guy who was there with his parents. naturally, he was looking at me too, since people like me ARE a rare sight in pasar geylang. i was thanking God that i was wearing three-quarters and my nonslip slippers. hahaha. yeah anyway he was cute, and i'd bet my 2 new bajus that he's really nice too. since he was at the pasar and all. ohwells.
next time if i'm feeling up to it i shall attempt to follow my mom to the pasar again and look for cute guys. hahaha.
and then balek aku tido lagi, bukaed, watched confessions of a teenage drama queen, and we went to loyang point where i rented.. erm, i can't rem what i rented. there was a cute guy at sheng siong. but i think he was with his wife. ohWELL. ohYAH i rented you got served, X-Men 1.5 and one more i can't rem. so nampaknyer i'll be ponning wed again to habiskan the dvds. hahahaha.
okay i'm gonna start now, bye.
and then today i went to geylang in the afternoon with my mom and mak. [btw, they're 2 different people. one's my mom. the other's my aunt. ANYWAYS.] we met syida and her parents in the bus. and we all spent the journey catching up. i was a tad jealous to hear that her [cute arab] boyfriend was bukaing at her house tonight. but owells. takder orang nak aku.
geylang was fine. i got 2 new bajus. should be enough i suppose. but neither of them are skl-wearable. so. yeah. takkan nak pakai aku nyer sky-blue one tak abis2, nanti mubs ingat aku dier nyer baju soulmate. there was this REALLY NICE lace one i would have killed for, except it cost $250 and well, some human lives are worth less than that. i wanted to get a black one!!! so that during jalan raya, i have 70% more chances of finding a baju kurung soulmate!!! tapi takder yg caught my fancy so yeah. and then we went to the pasar, and i actually saw a cute guy who was there with his parents. naturally, he was looking at me too, since people like me ARE a rare sight in pasar geylang. i was thanking God that i was wearing three-quarters and my nonslip slippers. hahaha. yeah anyway he was cute, and i'd bet my 2 new bajus that he's really nice too. since he was at the pasar and all. ohwells.
next time if i'm feeling up to it i shall attempt to follow my mom to the pasar again and look for cute guys. hahaha.
and then balek aku tido lagi, bukaed, watched confessions of a teenage drama queen, and we went to loyang point where i rented.. erm, i can't rem what i rented. there was a cute guy at sheng siong. but i think he was with his wife. ohWELL. ohYAH i rented you got served, X-Men 1.5 and one more i can't rem. so nampaknyer i'll be ponning wed again to habiskan the dvds. hahahaha.
okay i'm gonna start now, bye.
Friday, October 14, 2005
amy thinks "pura-pura" is "tortoise" in malay!!!
me: jgn pura-pura tak tahulah amy..
her: i'm not a tortoise!
me: [insert drawing which loosely translates to "tortoise=kura-kura"]
so. back to my less retarded friends. i actually went home after chem lect yest, cos of a number of stupid reasons. takpe i didn't regret it, but i had no bottoms to wear so i had to settle for my brown skirt. then i ended up looking too hot-date-y, so i rabaked down the outfit with my rabak blue slippers. haha.
well the meeting was okay. i think. after that we went to mac's to buka puasa, and that was fun too, cos i finally saw the supposed taufik-lookalike. you know which taufik i mean. haha.
then we went home. well, SOME of us went home. we met claudine [from yesteryear rgs days] in the bus, and i had a nice time talking to her. she's so nice! yups. and there was a cute blonde mat in the train sitting next to zahdan. WOULD have taken a photo, tapi cam malu and stuff. haha. God knows why though, since he was sleeping and it was the perfect opportunity. ohwells.
who else did i see in the train??? this bapak who goes to the downtown east swimming pool with his adorable son to teach him swimming!!! aku cam nak cakap hi, but i'm sure he doesn't rem me and all. i don't even know why i remember him, since the last time i went there was at least 3 months back. oh i know why. pasal 1, his son is REALLY adorable. all tanned and round and earnest and just very cute. and 2, i'd always wondered, dekni tak kerje ke? whenever i saw them cos it was like the middle of a weekday afternoon. well. now we know that he DOES have a day job. or whatever. haha.
yes well anyway, gots to go do my prelab.
me: jgn pura-pura tak tahulah amy..
her: i'm not a tortoise!
me: [insert drawing which loosely translates to "tortoise=kura-kura"]
so. back to my less retarded friends. i actually went home after chem lect yest, cos of a number of stupid reasons. takpe i didn't regret it, but i had no bottoms to wear so i had to settle for my brown skirt. then i ended up looking too hot-date-y, so i rabaked down the outfit with my rabak blue slippers. haha.
well the meeting was okay. i think. after that we went to mac's to buka puasa, and that was fun too, cos i finally saw the supposed taufik-lookalike. you know which taufik i mean. haha.
then we went home. well, SOME of us went home. we met claudine [from yesteryear rgs days] in the bus, and i had a nice time talking to her. she's so nice! yups. and there was a cute blonde mat in the train sitting next to zahdan. WOULD have taken a photo, tapi cam malu and stuff. haha. God knows why though, since he was sleeping and it was the perfect opportunity. ohwells.
who else did i see in the train??? this bapak who goes to the downtown east swimming pool with his adorable son to teach him swimming!!! aku cam nak cakap hi, but i'm sure he doesn't rem me and all. i don't even know why i remember him, since the last time i went there was at least 3 months back. oh i know why. pasal 1, his son is REALLY adorable. all tanned and round and earnest and just very cute. and 2, i'd always wondered, dekni tak kerje ke? whenever i saw them cos it was like the middle of a weekday afternoon. well. now we know that he DOES have a day job. or whatever. haha.
yes well anyway, gots to go do my prelab.
Thursday, October 13, 2005
heyyy.. i had a lovely chem lab today. cumer si dol NAT tak puas hati with her equations. when i'd given up long ago. anyways. once again, the solutions MATCHED my earrings!!! it was this Fe-SCN complex. really nice. normally it's blood-red, but for this experiment it was less intense, more orangey. i took 2 photos, they were SO pretty!!!
boringboring smalam. cos i skipped lect and stayed home. loner guy, amek kau obat.
so when my friend invited me to join him at geylang [the bazaar, people], i jumped at the invitation. haha. met him at the food court, and we walked around while he complained that there aren't enough guy stalls. haha. thankfully, it wasn't mendak or anything, cos i found out that he knows a certain dear friend of ours. haha.
mannn wall-to-wall mats!!! except without walls! hahaha. very very fun and cuci mata.. except it was painfully hot and i was sweating just SITTING STILL. tak glamer sey. and all the human jams.. eew. hm i was looking for hari raya cards but i didn't really see any. sampul duit ader ah. tu buat ape sey. hahaha. LIKE i have money to give out.
didn't see anyone i knew, but HEY, i suppose it's better than seeing loner guy holding hands with some girl.
so when my friend invited me to join him at geylang [the bazaar, people], i jumped at the invitation. haha. met him at the food court, and we walked around while he complained that there aren't enough guy stalls. haha. thankfully, it wasn't mendak or anything, cos i found out that he knows a certain dear friend of ours. haha.
mannn wall-to-wall mats!!! except without walls! hahaha. very very fun and cuci mata.. except it was painfully hot and i was sweating just SITTING STILL. tak glamer sey. and all the human jams.. eew. hm i was looking for hari raya cards but i didn't really see any. sampul duit ader ah. tu buat ape sey. hahaha. LIKE i have money to give out.
didn't see anyone i knew, but HEY, i suppose it's better than seeing loner guy holding hands with some girl.
Wednesday, October 12, 2005
i just got this email from some guy.
Hola, me llamo Jose, y soy de Gandia una ciudad en la costa del Mar Mediterraneo en Espa�a.
Me gustaria poder conocerte un poco, si quieres puedes agregarme o enviarme algun mail
y estamos en contacto.
Un saludo. [insert email address here]
i went to babelfish, and it translates loosely as follows:
Hello, I am Jose, and I am of Gandia, a city in the coast of the Mediterranean Sea in Spain. Gustaria me to be able conocerte a little, if you want you can add to me or send algun to me mail and we are in contact with the enemy.
so i was like, huh?!?!?! it was sent from my msn public profile, which doesn't state ANYWHERE that i am spanish-speaking. besides, he's OLD! i went to his msn profile and he's like friggin' 32!!! aper ni?!?!
needless to say, i haven't replied.
Hola, me llamo Jose, y soy de Gandia una ciudad en la costa del Mar Mediterraneo en Espa�a.
Me gustaria poder conocerte un poco, si quieres puedes agregarme o enviarme algun mail
y estamos en contacto.
Un saludo. [insert email address here]
i went to babelfish, and it translates loosely as follows:
Hello, I am Jose, and I am of Gandia, a city in the coast of the Mediterranean Sea in Spain. Gustaria me to be able conocerte a little, if you want you can add to me or send algun to me mail and we are in contact with the enemy.
so i was like, huh?!?!?! it was sent from my msn public profile, which doesn't state ANYWHERE that i am spanish-speaking. besides, he's OLD! i went to his msn profile and he's like friggin' 32!!! aper ni?!?!
needless to say, i haven't replied.
day started off frumpy, but ended great.
i regretfully skipped islam lec so that i could have a couple more hours of sleep. frantically did chem tutorial in the train, and a little bit more at the benches outside islam tutorial. lepas tu ader uninvited guest. pe je. takpe. pasta sat practically next to me, so THAT was good. anyway, the rest of school zoomed by, and amy and i soon found ourselves praying asar at the surau.
then kiter jalan2 at far east, where i showed them gerard [yay!] and i also bumped into aishah and dian. funny how they still look the same, yet different. well we ended up eating at jason's, where there was yet another uninvited guest. so the invited guest tak dtg. sebok je sey. i was there first, boy!
so dah makanmakanmakan, it was back to the surau. there was a cute bapak on the overhead bridge, but in the 15-20 minutes i was praying, he sprouted a moustache! unflattering one, at that, so i decided to relegate him to shah. but you know who's cute? halim's friend is CUTE!!! then back to far east for ice-cream. yums. then it was shopping, shopping and more shopping!!! plus a crazy neoprint-taking session. i wonder if anyone else has ever used the half-half curtain technique before. hehe. anyways, i got me a sweet-looking green skirt [hold back the insults, now] and a really nice and deceptively-simple halterneck top from shibuya. i'm sooooo excited, they're both so prettypretty!!!
well by tt time it was getting late, so we decided to split. and i got one last look at that handsome guy that is halim's friend. hahahaha.
so dalam train, aku tido2 pasal penat. and while on the escalator down, i noticed this guy from the back, who seemed kinda cute. later while walking to the int, i realised tt it was CBG rupernyer. i was debating whether to say hi or not. but when he stopped and stood right in the middle of the int, i decided to just waddehellkan ah. so i waved and said hi. and he said hi back! ah he's just very nice. and it was the perfect end to a lovely day.
i regretfully skipped islam lec so that i could have a couple more hours of sleep. frantically did chem tutorial in the train, and a little bit more at the benches outside islam tutorial. lepas tu ader uninvited guest. pe je. takpe. pasta sat practically next to me, so THAT was good. anyway, the rest of school zoomed by, and amy and i soon found ourselves praying asar at the surau.
then kiter jalan2 at far east, where i showed them gerard [yay!] and i also bumped into aishah and dian. funny how they still look the same, yet different. well we ended up eating at jason's, where there was yet another uninvited guest. so the invited guest tak dtg. sebok je sey. i was there first, boy!
so dah makanmakanmakan, it was back to the surau. there was a cute bapak on the overhead bridge, but in the 15-20 minutes i was praying, he sprouted a moustache! unflattering one, at that, so i decided to relegate him to shah. but you know who's cute? halim's friend is CUTE!!! then back to far east for ice-cream. yums. then it was shopping, shopping and more shopping!!! plus a crazy neoprint-taking session. i wonder if anyone else has ever used the half-half curtain technique before. hehe. anyways, i got me a sweet-looking green skirt [hold back the insults, now] and a really nice and deceptively-simple halterneck top from shibuya. i'm sooooo excited, they're both so prettypretty!!!
well by tt time it was getting late, so we decided to split. and i got one last look at that handsome guy that is halim's friend. hahahaha.
so dalam train, aku tido2 pasal penat. and while on the escalator down, i noticed this guy from the back, who seemed kinda cute. later while walking to the int, i realised tt it was CBG rupernyer. i was debating whether to say hi or not. but when he stopped and stood right in the middle of the int, i decided to just waddehellkan ah. so i waved and said hi. and he said hi back! ah he's just very nice. and it was the perfect end to a lovely day.
Monday, October 10, 2005
back in RJ i ADORED the library, and now in uni, the library and i are good mates once again. check out the view. all blue sky and floaty white clouds. loves it. don't get the wrong idea, though. not that i get much studying done, but it's just a pleasant feeling, being in the library, whether i'm alone or with my giler pals e.g. amy-"bapak"-lia.
speaking of whom, BR has the nicest voice known to man!!! really. i was like totally cairing. in fact, as i said to shah, i quickly plugged in my earphones, kalau tak, terkencing jugak aku kat lt tu.
ahahaha. oh yeah calculus test was okay. i mean, at least i didn't spend the entire hour sitting there staring at my paper. wahaha.
well. it's the 10th. time for the pre-awards show. names of contenders are subject to change, and all votes are accepted, although not necessarily considered. :)
the ain awards
contenders:
1. loner guy
2. PKII
3. BR
4. mubs
5. laptop-packer/family man
6. sir tingles
7. pasta
8. double decaf
9. bapak
10. sialssss [kawan siolsss]
11. prince
12. kashbir
13. mamat
14. CBG
15. indra mac's
16. baik german guy
17. ex-con
18. bun
19. WS security guard
20. abang engine
21. abang science
22. cute sideburns
23. cute stripes
24. tommy starbucks
25. hilman
nominees
most perfect
loner guy
laptop-packer/family man
sir tingles
kashbir
abang science
most missed
kashbir
ex-con
bun
cute sideburns
most charming
mubs [but only cos nat said so!]
prince
indra mac's
bun
abang engine
cutest [little boy]
PKII
BR
mamat
tommy starbucks
cutest [model]
laptop-packer/family man
sir tingles
kashbir
CBG
cute sideburns
nicest-looking
mubs
laptop-packer/family man
baik german guy
abang science
cute stripes
hilman
nicest
BR
laptop-packer/family man
bapak
CBG
abang engine
abang science
hilman
yups. that's the lineup for the ain awards 2005. exciting nak mampos kan? btw i do realise that si laptop-packer/family man seems to be nominated like all the time, but i swear it's not cos i like him or anything. he just happens to fit the criteria, that's all. i'm not saying he's gonna win everything, you'll just have to tune in to find out. and for ain awards virgins, just cos some of them aren't nominated at all, doesn't mean they won't win anything. there's always the subsidiary awards, which, to me, are more exciting than the main ones. plus they keep changing every year. and then there's the much-coveted [cam real je] current favourite award. sooooooo.. don't forget to come back!!!
the ain awards
contenders:
1. loner guy
2. PKII
3. BR
4. mubs
5. laptop-packer/family man
6. sir tingles
7. pasta
8. double decaf
9. bapak
10. sialssss [kawan siolsss]
11. prince
12. kashbir
13. mamat
14. CBG
15. indra mac's
16. baik german guy
17. ex-con
18. bun
19. WS security guard
20. abang engine
21. abang science
22. cute sideburns
23. cute stripes
24. tommy starbucks
25. hilman
nominees
most perfect
loner guy
laptop-packer/family man
sir tingles
kashbir
abang science
most missed
kashbir
ex-con
bun
cute sideburns
most charming
mubs [but only cos nat said so!]
prince
indra mac's
bun
abang engine
cutest [little boy]
PKII
BR
mamat
tommy starbucks
cutest [model]
laptop-packer/family man
sir tingles
kashbir
CBG
cute sideburns
nicest-looking
mubs
laptop-packer/family man
baik german guy
abang science
cute stripes
hilman
nicest
BR
laptop-packer/family man
bapak
CBG
abang engine
abang science
hilman
yups. that's the lineup for the ain awards 2005. exciting nak mampos kan? btw i do realise that si laptop-packer/family man seems to be nominated like all the time, but i swear it's not cos i like him or anything. he just happens to fit the criteria, that's all. i'm not saying he's gonna win everything, you'll just have to tune in to find out. and for ain awards virgins, just cos some of them aren't nominated at all, doesn't mean they won't win anything. there's always the subsidiary awards, which, to me, are more exciting than the main ones. plus they keep changing every year. and then there's the much-coveted [cam real je] current favourite award. sooooooo.. don't forget to come back!!!
Saturday, October 08, 2005
i actually had a really great day!!! haha.
well at first i was just lazing around at home as usual.. kalau fan wants to go out he'll usually msg me at like 4, so i had plenty of time. so i finished up the english concept paper, mandied, and went out [to the living room] to spend some quality time with the tv. haha. there was this really interesting murder-hantu-mystery thing showing on starmovies.
anyway, unsurprisingly, fan msged me at like 350. so i dropped by white sands [where the cute botak security guard was working today!!!], and visited shasha and nan and everyone else for awhile. oh i totally miss working there. then i met fan at lavender. we went to beach road, where there's a whole level of kedais i never knew existed! and there was this shop with a range of puma green-guy-type jackets i was just salivating over. i am SO gonna go back there.
predictably, we bukaed at beach road also. the mutton chop's great, tapi cam sikit sgt. oh but the mats!!! beribu gilers!!! i was having loads of fun checking them out. albeit discreetly.
then we went home. as in, my home. and i dropped by swensen's again, where i got a free strawberry cone! yums. free stuff always tastes twice as nice. anyway then we hung out kat bawah blok, with my laptop.
i dunno why it felt like such a nice day, but it does. maybe this weekend, things seemed less complicated. of course, NOW i won't get to see him for the next couple of weekends. but we'll see how that goes.
[okay, to macam, spoil the mood, si diatch just smsed me to tell me loner guy's attached. booooooooo.]
well at first i was just lazing around at home as usual.. kalau fan wants to go out he'll usually msg me at like 4, so i had plenty of time. so i finished up the english concept paper, mandied, and went out [to the living room] to spend some quality time with the tv. haha. there was this really interesting murder-hantu-mystery thing showing on starmovies.
anyway, unsurprisingly, fan msged me at like 350. so i dropped by white sands [where the cute botak security guard was working today!!!], and visited shasha and nan and everyone else for awhile. oh i totally miss working there. then i met fan at lavender. we went to beach road, where there's a whole level of kedais i never knew existed! and there was this shop with a range of puma green-guy-type jackets i was just salivating over. i am SO gonna go back there.
predictably, we bukaed at beach road also. the mutton chop's great, tapi cam sikit sgt. oh but the mats!!! beribu gilers!!! i was having loads of fun checking them out. albeit discreetly.
then we went home. as in, my home. and i dropped by swensen's again, where i got a free strawberry cone! yums. free stuff always tastes twice as nice. anyway then we hung out kat bawah blok, with my laptop.
i dunno why it felt like such a nice day, but it does. maybe this weekend, things seemed less complicated. of course, NOW i won't get to see him for the next couple of weekends. but we'll see how that goes.
[okay, to macam, spoil the mood, si diatch just smsed me to tell me loner guy's attached. booooooooo.]
hahaha. okay why am i laughing to myself? cos i just read through the ain awards transcripts of the past 2 years. i'm so glad i remembered in time, now i can have a third award ceremony this year!!!
the ain awards is held yearly, and they basically honour the guys that walk in and out of my life. the awards are traditionally given out on 20 october, but shortlisting and selection starts anytime before, so if anyone has any ideas for guys to honour, just tell me yea?
i'm SO excited. we have a whole new crop of nominees to work with!!!
the ain awards is held yearly, and they basically honour the guys that walk in and out of my life. the awards are traditionally given out on 20 october, but shortlisting and selection starts anytime before, so if anyone has any ideas for guys to honour, just tell me yea?
i'm SO excited. we have a whole new crop of nominees to work with!!!
Friday, October 07, 2005
what do you call a mat who's always late? [no, not "baba's boyfriend/soulmate"!]
you call him..
matlamBat!!!
okay sorry i'm finally getting down to doing my week-overdue PBM work, so i'm exponentially more giler than usual now. mannn.. tak betul sey aku. but then i came up with that joke in the middle of typing "matlamat", so i burst into laughter. haha.
for anyone who's reading this and IS pissed with my complete lack of responsibility regarding PBM work, be informed that it's my secret desire to get kicked out for abovementioned undependability. and maybe then i'll be able to get back to fixing my own screwed-up life.
you call him..
matlamBat!!!
okay sorry i'm finally getting down to doing my week-overdue PBM work, so i'm exponentially more giler than usual now. mannn.. tak betul sey aku. but then i came up with that joke in the middle of typing "matlamat", so i burst into laughter. haha.
for anyone who's reading this and IS pissed with my complete lack of responsibility regarding PBM work, be informed that it's my secret desire to get kicked out for abovementioned undependability. and maybe then i'll be able to get back to fixing my own screwed-up life.
okay i'm sorry but i HAD to blog, even though it's like 3 minutes till my GEM meeting.
anyway. i had 2 nightmares last night. okay, actually, more, but these two really kinda stuck with me.
first, i was out with my friends, e.g. amy, baba, etc. and then i received this sms from fan. it went like this: "i meet you at [insert place and time here] k? loner guy loner guy loner guy..." no, i'm serious, the sms actually said tt. so i was getting all freaked out, cos i knew tt somehow he'd found out tt i liked loner guy, and he was prolly gonna like, dump me because of that. ANYWAY it was just damn stupid and i spent the rest of the dream freaking out. "how did he find out? HOW?"
the second one was about ex-con. i was in a restaurant/chalet/library with my sister, and he came and just butted in, and started flirting with me. and he tried to make out with me, right in front of my sister!!! dier giler!!!
okay stupid dreams. i'm dead.
anyway. i had 2 nightmares last night. okay, actually, more, but these two really kinda stuck with me.
first, i was out with my friends, e.g. amy, baba, etc. and then i received this sms from fan. it went like this: "i meet you at [insert place and time here] k? loner guy loner guy loner guy..." no, i'm serious, the sms actually said tt. so i was getting all freaked out, cos i knew tt somehow he'd found out tt i liked loner guy, and he was prolly gonna like, dump me because of that. ANYWAY it was just damn stupid and i spent the rest of the dream freaking out. "how did he find out? HOW?"
the second one was about ex-con. i was in a restaurant/chalet/library with my sister, and he came and just butted in, and started flirting with me. and he tried to make out with me, right in front of my sister!!! dier giler!!!
okay stupid dreams. i'm dead.
Thursday, October 06, 2005
so was the makan berdamai a BLAST or what?!?!?! haha. for starters, BERIBU cute guys. all those viks and other exotic guys. and the food was great--nasi, ayam masak lemak, and paru2s. oh well there were sayurs but i didn't take notice. aku makan berlambak sak. and then there were the sweet stuffs which i just took, including the half-eaten donut thingy. hahaha. i was halfway through biting my kuih bakar when i saw the unattended donut, so i put down the kuih bakar and attacked the donut instead. afterwards i went back to the kuih bakar. haha. and i also togoked like 3 cups of air. gelojoh sak. tak malu aku, dahlah we were surrounded by guys.
anyway FUNNY INCIDENT. i accidentally knocked over atikk's drink while gelojohly eating. it spilled all over my skirt, and some onto the tikar. so what did i do? i sat there, staring at the mess, looked around, saw my 3 makan-mates [atikk, di, hanom] doing the same thing, and i exclaimed, "react, people!!!" we were quite terpegun at first, cos my skirt didn't seem to be absorbing the water at first. atikk reacted quickest, she found half a packet of pocket tissues. OBVIOUSLY, tak cukup, so she was like, "i don't care ain, i'm just gonna wipe it with your skirt!!!" and proceeded to do just that. finally, after taking a 89204204-year-long walk, atikk found fadzli, who had a packet of serviettes, and we used tt to mop up the mess. i ended up looking like aku terkencing, which is actually not hard to believe, considering i comment, "nak terkencing!" about 5 times a day. on average.
anyway, we ended the lovely makan session with a couple of sparklers and a purple lighter. it was SO fun, as u can see from the pictures below. i spelled out "[insert loner guy's name here] loves ain!!!" 3 separate times. it was SO fun.
anyway FUNNY INCIDENT. i accidentally knocked over atikk's drink while gelojohly eating. it spilled all over my skirt, and some onto the tikar. so what did i do? i sat there, staring at the mess, looked around, saw my 3 makan-mates [atikk, di, hanom] doing the same thing, and i exclaimed, "react, people!!!" we were quite terpegun at first, cos my skirt didn't seem to be absorbing the water at first. atikk reacted quickest, she found half a packet of pocket tissues. OBVIOUSLY, tak cukup, so she was like, "i don't care ain, i'm just gonna wipe it with your skirt!!!" and proceeded to do just that. finally, after taking a 89204204-year-long walk, atikk found fadzli, who had a packet of serviettes, and we used tt to mop up the mess. i ended up looking like aku terkencing, which is actually not hard to believe, considering i comment, "nak terkencing!" about 5 times a day. on average.
anyway, we ended the lovely makan session with a couple of sparklers and a purple lighter. it was SO fun, as u can see from the pictures below. i spelled out "[insert loner guy's name here] loves ain!!!" 3 separate times. it was SO fun.
i went to school early today JUST to glimpse loner guy at lecture. i could have come later, at like 2 or even 5. anyway. he looked good today, as always. he always looks good. anyway, we happened to be going the same way as him, cos i was going to the lab to hand in my report. so we were like "following" him. apparently dier toleh at us. anyway, instead of turning right at the lift, he just kept on walking!!! so aku sed angrily, "aper kau jalan straight? bodoh nyer loner guy. LOSAAAAAAAAAAAAR!!!" in the end dier patah balek sak.
then later shah and i were waiting for the lift at the 4th level, and the lift got there, and then the other guy who was waiting stepped in, PAS TU THEY CLOSED THE FUCKING DOORS ON US!!! bodoh. geram aku.
then later shah and i were waiting for the lift at the 4th level, and the lift got there, and then the other guy who was waiting stepped in, PAS TU THEY CLOSED THE FUCKING DOORS ON US!!! bodoh. geram aku.
Wednesday, October 05, 2005
i don't know why, but i never have much to blog about these days. ANYWAY. i went home straight after CM1111 lec today, with nat. we passed by this passably-cute guy on a pretty cobalt blue bike and wearing a helmet with FLOWER decals. haha. he was getting impatient, and after a while he started tooting the horn. haha. we thought he was giving loner guy a lift home or something, but noooo..
it had to be fate, it just had to be. nat and i ter-missed the first 95 pasal aku malas nak lari. so we were just there at the bus stop, and loner guy comes walking with mamat and his friend. sighhhh. u know what, his missing teeth are SO cute somehow! anyway, they sat right at the back and we heard them talking about like chem lab or whatever. and they were right behind us while walking to the mrt, SEKALI they detoured to the toilet!!! bodoh. we were contemplating whether or not to wait, but the next train was relatively empty so i just jumped into it. then as it moved off, i saw him just getting off the escalator. BODOH.
so. when i reached pasir ris, *I* made a detour to the toilet. then i lengah2ed a while, and started walking very slowly to the interchange. i was like 2 metres away from the interchange and giving up, pasal batang hidung dier pon takder. then suddenly he was infront of me. unfortunately, he doesn't take my bus. but at least he lives on the same side of pasir ris as me [he took 3]! yay.
so yes, tt was me stalking loner guy.
it had to be fate, it just had to be. nat and i ter-missed the first 95 pasal aku malas nak lari. so we were just there at the bus stop, and loner guy comes walking with mamat and his friend. sighhhh. u know what, his missing teeth are SO cute somehow! anyway, they sat right at the back and we heard them talking about like chem lab or whatever. and they were right behind us while walking to the mrt, SEKALI they detoured to the toilet!!! bodoh. we were contemplating whether or not to wait, but the next train was relatively empty so i just jumped into it. then as it moved off, i saw him just getting off the escalator. BODOH.
so. when i reached pasir ris, *I* made a detour to the toilet. then i lengah2ed a while, and started walking very slowly to the interchange. i was like 2 metres away from the interchange and giving up, pasal batang hidung dier pon takder. then suddenly he was infront of me. unfortunately, he doesn't take my bus. but at least he lives on the same side of pasir ris as me [he took 3]! yay.
so yes, tt was me stalking loner guy.
Tuesday, October 04, 2005
i'm so sleepy, i could cry. i don't even know why i'm so tired. i mean, i slept at like 1230 je what. i normally sleep later than that, with no problems. so anyway, i have totally no mood for skl today. dahlah kena model baju kurung. i dunno what fit of craziness seized me and made me volunteer, anyway. but it's been done so i just gotta grit my teeth and do it. oh God and i still have to cut out the teeny cookie fliers, when all i wanna do is plop my head on the table and sleep. even if loner guy decided to catwalk up and down in front of me 32949203 times, i'd just go to sleep.
i'm sick of feeling so tired. i think i'd rather have my sedentary lifestyle back, than an active one where i'm in 8392802 friggin projects. but i can't bring myself to quit. it's not that they need me so terribly or anything, cos i've never really contributed that much, but how do i go about quitting? cos i SO want to.
anyway, in the likely case that i won't be able to blog anymore today, selamat berpuasa.
i'm sick of feeling so tired. i think i'd rather have my sedentary lifestyle back, than an active one where i'm in 8392802 friggin projects. but i can't bring myself to quit. it's not that they need me so terribly or anything, cos i've never really contributed that much, but how do i go about quitting? cos i SO want to.
anyway, in the likely case that i won't be able to blog anymore today, selamat berpuasa.
Monday, October 03, 2005
oooh i just got home from bugis, and guess who i saw being driven up to my block?!?! this cute regular customer from swensen's! the tall and handsome serani guy, who always comes in with his colleague and the daughter [the colleague's, not his]. oh he's SO handsome, SO hot! i almost died right there, thinking about the possibility of him living so near me. ahhhh.
i haven't been online practically ALL weekend. so i'm getting my blogging fix now. in the science lib, during CM1111 lecture time. haha.
anyway, i thought yesterday's weather was THE most beautiful. all clear blue skies and perfect sun [i.e. it was sunny giler, but not the kind where u sweat], and a nice, non-cold but refreshing breeze. i thought i was in perth, so niceeeee. so i was glad to be outdoors. haha. i hung out at starbucks PS with fan, where i met tzing [yay!] working there, and i enjoyed the beeyootiful weather, then we went to watch corpse bride, which is so cute, and a little sad. then we went back to pasir ris, hung out some more, and i went to meet nan. buat malu though. everyone kept asking, "kau dari maner?" like i was some kinda freak show. i dress like that all the time what. why is it that *I*'m the only one who gets the flak? well anyway, hannan was like totally nice and non-judgemental, haha, so i was really glad.
saturday was the 3J meeting. i love the red roof. it's so nice and friendly. ooh and we saw adzfar and rudy. ah my juniors are so adorable. after tt kiter gi makan and hang out at raimah's. and i let atikk listen to my new favourite song. i'm confident by the look on her face that night that it's her new favourite song too. ooh and baba and atikk gave a combined syarahan on the topic of "syurga di bawah telapak kaki abang". haha. HTBT [had to be there, and you weren't]!!! hahahaha. sorry aku giler. but it was hilarious. anyway then i went home, siap2, and sempat receive a photo of abang engine, before zooming out of the house again. met sheikh at his workplace, walked to bugis, and we watched the 40-year-old virgin, which is really quite funny and a great movie after all. haha. even though it was initially an urggghhh choice. yup. so anyway, by the time we got to chinablack, dah full house. so aku cam malas. and hanom was at devil's bar, but we cldn't get in cos sheikh's only 19. so we just sat outside hilton and waited for hanom to come out. and then the 3 of us basically sat around orchard till about 6-ish. haha. betulnyer takde kerje. dahlah aku pakai heels. sakit giler bodoh. and all for naught.
anyway, i thought yesterday's weather was THE most beautiful. all clear blue skies and perfect sun [i.e. it was sunny giler, but not the kind where u sweat], and a nice, non-cold but refreshing breeze. i thought i was in perth, so niceeeee. so i was glad to be outdoors. haha. i hung out at starbucks PS with fan, where i met tzing [yay!] working there, and i enjoyed the beeyootiful weather, then we went to watch corpse bride, which is so cute, and a little sad. then we went back to pasir ris, hung out some more, and i went to meet nan. buat malu though. everyone kept asking, "kau dari maner?" like i was some kinda freak show. i dress like that all the time what. why is it that *I*'m the only one who gets the flak? well anyway, hannan was like totally nice and non-judgemental, haha, so i was really glad.
saturday was the 3J meeting. i love the red roof. it's so nice and friendly. ooh and we saw adzfar and rudy. ah my juniors are so adorable. after tt kiter gi makan and hang out at raimah's. and i let atikk listen to my new favourite song. i'm confident by the look on her face that night that it's her new favourite song too. ooh and baba and atikk gave a combined syarahan on the topic of "syurga di bawah telapak kaki abang". haha. HTBT [had to be there, and you weren't]!!! hahahaha. sorry aku giler. but it was hilarious. anyway then i went home, siap2, and sempat receive a photo of abang engine, before zooming out of the house again. met sheikh at his workplace, walked to bugis, and we watched the 40-year-old virgin, which is really quite funny and a great movie after all. haha. even though it was initially an urggghhh choice. yup. so anyway, by the time we got to chinablack, dah full house. so aku cam malas. and hanom was at devil's bar, but we cldn't get in cos sheikh's only 19. so we just sat outside hilton and waited for hanom to come out. and then the 3 of us basically sat around orchard till about 6-ish. haha. betulnyer takde kerje. dahlah aku pakai heels. sakit giler bodoh. and all for naught.
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