whooo i'm full. had quite alot to eat today. i had fish n chips with a double helping of fries [cos i asked for no coleslaw], and one-and-a-half scoops of ice-cream. and after the movie i had a large ILT and fries. giler sey. i was practically vomitting on the way to somerset mrt. haha.
work was okay, boring ah.. but guess who had lunch there, after his results? one of gembir's friends! haha. i was SOOOOOO tempted to ask him, "hi, aren't u one of the siglap guys who used to study at the airport?" but i kept my mouth shut. he looks better now. and he was wearing baju rumah, which i thought was interesting cos i've always wondered if u cld wear baju rumah to collect ur O-level results, since u do tt for A-levels.
actually it was prolly the slackest day of work in my whole entire life. i spent half-an-hour queueing at the bank! it was so cool. the best half-hour i've ever spent at work. haha. then i helped deposit the weekend's takings and a few hundred bucks into abg rahim's car loan a/c. tt was fun.
more suaning today. it was almost unbearable, cos stella was asking, "siapa buat fountain?" and joseph said, "ah si deni punyer boyfriend ah.." cos i was just standing there. and stella asked, "siapa?" and joseph replied, "helmi lah, who else?" and stella started smiling and she turned to me and asked, "oh helmi awak punya boyfriend ah?" and i turned red and i denied everything, but joseph was totally perpetuating tt grossly inaccurate rumour! i'm completely mortified. and after work, we were eating, and more suaning. mostly from joseph. oh God. giler sey.
but anyway i sengaje walked past him just now, and i sed bye, and he said bye back! haha. okay whatever. slenger sey aku.
ohyah lemony snicket's series of unfortunate events is really good. jennifer coolidge has a mostly non-speaking role in it, she's really funny as usual.. and the girl acting as violet is soooooo pretty! or maybe she's not pretty, she's just nice to look at. whatever it is, i've started copying her hairstyle. haha. kinda sad tt so many ppl in the movie had to die, though. and to me, the ending is a non-ending, and i hate non-endings. but whatever. jude law rocks!
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Monday, February 28, 2005
Sunday, February 27, 2005
there was a whole load of leftover food today. a whole plate of potatoes, another plate of fries, a whole hawaiian pizza, and half a pot of rice. so, naturally, i went crazy. jessica was like, "you hungry ah?" when i was shovelling fry after fry into my mouth. haha. and there were 2 small pizzas which abg rahim bought from next door.
cute adam sandler guy was working, and shahan was working too. cute adam sandler guy has no bike of his own. so he just has a license. which is still cool by me. not tt he cares. haha.
i was just about to proclaim tt there wasn't a CCD today. but there was this tall malay guy at table 2 with his gf/fiancee/wife. haha. kak nores agrees with me. yeah he looks baik and all, so a plus there. haha. but tt was really early in my shift, so i guess i forgot.
the ns guys were boring. no cute ones, and none i knew personally. a few rj ones, though. and amanda soon and her bf, i suppose.
anyway. went out with shafa before work, just for lunch at jason's and abit of walking ard. went to lido as usual. and finally met tommy, at the ground floor. he looks the same, but somehow less cute. i dunno. i almost didn't recognise him, cos i was gonna write him off as a non-cute guy. but then i realised it was him and i waved, and we chatted for a coupla minutes. he asked me where we were going, twice. haha. well i still find him cute ah.. but i guess i stopped liking him tt day he was so rude on the phone. haha. and plus, he was smoking just now. well, at least he was alone. when i sed hi to him, i was looking behind him to see if he was with his gf or smthg. we can never be too sure. anyway he was nice as usual, and normal, so thank God for tt. and he also didn't blow any smoke into my face, so thank God for tt too. haha.
liyana says tt helmi claims he doesn't like biatch receptionist. but u know, he cld be lying to throw off suspicion. so. i'm not celebrating yet. haha celebrating sey. anyway after telling shafa more shit about him, she thinks i shd stop liking him too. tragic, but i can't just stop like that.
cute adam sandler guy was working, and shahan was working too. cute adam sandler guy has no bike of his own. so he just has a license. which is still cool by me. not tt he cares. haha.
i was just about to proclaim tt there wasn't a CCD today. but there was this tall malay guy at table 2 with his gf/fiancee/wife. haha. kak nores agrees with me. yeah he looks baik and all, so a plus there. haha. but tt was really early in my shift, so i guess i forgot.
the ns guys were boring. no cute ones, and none i knew personally. a few rj ones, though. and amanda soon and her bf, i suppose.
anyway. went out with shafa before work, just for lunch at jason's and abit of walking ard. went to lido as usual. and finally met tommy, at the ground floor. he looks the same, but somehow less cute. i dunno. i almost didn't recognise him, cos i was gonna write him off as a non-cute guy. but then i realised it was him and i waved, and we chatted for a coupla minutes. he asked me where we were going, twice. haha. well i still find him cute ah.. but i guess i stopped liking him tt day he was so rude on the phone. haha. and plus, he was smoking just now. well, at least he was alone. when i sed hi to him, i was looking behind him to see if he was with his gf or smthg. we can never be too sure. anyway he was nice as usual, and normal, so thank God for tt. and he also didn't blow any smoke into my face, so thank God for tt too. haha.
liyana says tt helmi claims he doesn't like biatch receptionist. but u know, he cld be lying to throw off suspicion. so. i'm not celebrating yet. haha celebrating sey. anyway after telling shafa more shit about him, she thinks i shd stop liking him too. tragic, but i can't just stop like that.
Saturday, February 26, 2005
some invisible being is hacking at my head with an axe. sakit.
anyway. sort-of just got home frm fun outing. with adeline, rach, tzing, lyn, gillian, yaxin, vania. dinner at swensen's--i had chicken baked rice, a blueberry super soda, AND fries. i was like totally committing suicide, espesh with my "old-man's cough", as lyn calls it. but the soda was great! haha afterwards we walked to wheelock place, and in the middle of it we just stood there and watched sylvester and taufik performing 2 songs each. it was cool. the taufik part only, of cos. haha. he did superstition and one last. perfect. haha. then we went to the O cafe or whatever it's called. they had to chase us out at around 11. and here i am now. haha.
yup. had fun. and yaxin now likes her new manager or smthg, ali. eee. he's not cute. he looks old, and he's not cute. haha.
ohyeah. almost forgot. i suppose i blocked this part out cos it was slightly unpleasant. i dropped by my workplace so tt i cld tell wan ing tt i can't work monday night. but she was in the ladies, so i waited outside the fountain for an amazingly long time. i was tempted to go talk to ex-con, who was doing fountain, and i was ABOUT to take the few steps towards him, but then biatch receptionist decides to go say bye to him at the exact same moment! i was majorly turned off. she clearly likes him too. yucks. bergembiralah korang berdua. and then joseph said to me, loudly, "oh, datang nak tgk lelaki ah.. pakai ketat2 eh.." God. i just know he heard joseph. and no i wasn't wearing "ketat2". it was just a normal tshirt. well. whatever eh. anyway wan ing said i'm not working monday night so tt means i get to watch lemony snicket's series of unfortunate events! something to look forward to at last.
anyway. sort-of just got home frm fun outing. with adeline, rach, tzing, lyn, gillian, yaxin, vania. dinner at swensen's--i had chicken baked rice, a blueberry super soda, AND fries. i was like totally committing suicide, espesh with my "old-man's cough", as lyn calls it. but the soda was great! haha afterwards we walked to wheelock place, and in the middle of it we just stood there and watched sylvester and taufik performing 2 songs each. it was cool. the taufik part only, of cos. haha. he did superstition and one last. perfect. haha. then we went to the O cafe or whatever it's called. they had to chase us out at around 11. and here i am now. haha.
yup. had fun. and yaxin now likes her new manager or smthg, ali. eee. he's not cute. he looks old, and he's not cute. haha.
ohyeah. almost forgot. i suppose i blocked this part out cos it was slightly unpleasant. i dropped by my workplace so tt i cld tell wan ing tt i can't work monday night. but she was in the ladies, so i waited outside the fountain for an amazingly long time. i was tempted to go talk to ex-con, who was doing fountain, and i was ABOUT to take the few steps towards him, but then biatch receptionist decides to go say bye to him at the exact same moment! i was majorly turned off. she clearly likes him too. yucks. bergembiralah korang berdua. and then joseph said to me, loudly, "oh, datang nak tgk lelaki ah.. pakai ketat2 eh.." God. i just know he heard joseph. and no i wasn't wearing "ketat2". it was just a normal tshirt. well. whatever eh. anyway wan ing said i'm not working monday night so tt means i get to watch lemony snicket's series of unfortunate events! something to look forward to at last.
Friday, February 25, 2005
today was like one of those days where everything goes wrong. ex-con wasn't working, for a start. and i was still sick. my nose was just like meleleh-ing like crazy. and i had to go and blow it like every 2 minutes. business was slow, which, in my case, was a good thing ah. and while rushing the closing so i cld eat, i dropped the bowl of thousand island dressing on the kitchen floor. i wanted to cry and scream and curse at the same time. i settled for just screaming and cursing. so i had to simbah air and sweep it all into the drain. and some dressing landed on my jeans and my brother's vans shoes. then i was retrieving my bag from the storeroom, and i knocked over the promo sign. wow. it was just one thing after another, and i was just dying.
besides tt, i also got suaned loads, by kak nores, joseph and liyana alternately.
and there were 3 very strong contenders for today's CCD. how ironic tt on the slowest day, the most number of cute guys walk in. the first was this short-ish malay guy.. tanned and just generally handsome. with a gf. second was this tall and fair guy wearing a beanie and a pissed-with-the-world expression. his entire family looks indian but speaks malay, so i'm assuming they're pakistani or smthg of the like. his name is haikel, and he had chic rice and split [butt/scc/van]. but he was really rude to his extremely cute brothers, so i'm not sure whether he shd be the CCD. and last but definitely not least was this REALLY tall eurasian-looking guy. plays basketball. he had a cheesy beef burger. and left in a hurry. i opened the door for him and he said "thank you"! he's really really really handsome. like crazy-hot-handsome. so. i award today's CCD to him. haha. actually they were all in the restaurant at the same time, although they came in the order mentioned above. so maybe they can all be today's CCD.
and i'm so glad i'm off tmr.
besides tt, i also got suaned loads, by kak nores, joseph and liyana alternately.
and there were 3 very strong contenders for today's CCD. how ironic tt on the slowest day, the most number of cute guys walk in. the first was this short-ish malay guy.. tanned and just generally handsome. with a gf. second was this tall and fair guy wearing a beanie and a pissed-with-the-world expression. his entire family looks indian but speaks malay, so i'm assuming they're pakistani or smthg of the like. his name is haikel, and he had chic rice and split [butt/scc/van]. but he was really rude to his extremely cute brothers, so i'm not sure whether he shd be the CCD. and last but definitely not least was this REALLY tall eurasian-looking guy. plays basketball. he had a cheesy beef burger. and left in a hurry. i opened the door for him and he said "thank you"! he's really really really handsome. like crazy-hot-handsome. so. i award today's CCD to him. haha. actually they were all in the restaurant at the same time, although they came in the order mentioned above. so maybe they can all be today's CCD.
and i'm so glad i'm off tmr.
Thursday, February 24, 2005
well. he knows i like him. i know tt much. anyway. whatever. kak nores says he takes advantage of tt fact. well. i don't care lah. at least he's not weird towards me. oh God this is turning into another Solid situation all over again. and i'm powerless to stop it.
i was giggling alot today. even though i was sick, coughing up phlegm every other minute, and unable to speak without a really uncomfortable feeling in my throat, i giggled loads. like some immature schoolgirl. every stupid thing he did was cute. like trying to scoop out mint jelly to go with the sirloin steak. or asking, "kau dah soda table ni?" and standing on it when i nodded yes. when i wasn't giggling over some stupid non-cute thing he did, i was asking myself why i like him. but i never found an answer to tt.
u know, i've always wondered if you could just walk out of/away from a restaurant without paying. turns out you can, when he's working at alfresco and u'e sitting there. there were these 2 girls who shared a hawaiian pizza. they sat there for like hours. then suddenly they disappeared, while he was having a drink in the storeroom or smthg, at around 10. it was crazy. as in they just left without paying. suddenly the table was devoid of people, but the computer showed they still hadn't settled their bill. fuck those 2 girls man. [but he was surprisingly unbothered abt it all. i would've been practically crying, i think.]
i helped him out alot today. i started out cleaning the baby chairs. and i was helping him with the cny decorations. bee lian assigned us both. and she also made me cover alfresco when he went off to smoke. it's like she knows too. hm.
anyway. i had 3 really nice customers today. 3 ladies.. and it was one of their birthdays, so they ordered a split and fries and the free firehouse happy birthday. and i was being really friendly and helpful and everything. it's really fun to interact with customers if they're being candid with you. so i was the same with them, they're around 23 gitu ah.. and they kept on chatting to me, and later they tipped me.. tak bynk ah, a few cents, but i was beginning to think tt tipping was a non-fashion with malays. apparently one of them nak apply for a job here, so i might see them again soon..
hm. CCD niari goes, by default, to this NS guy who came in with his parents and sister for ice-cream. he's indian-muslim, i think, but he talks malay like, well, a malay. haha. he had the gold rush "tanak butterscotch". he's tall and dark and with good features, glasses and well he just looks.. segak.. liyana claims tt "tapak kaki aku lagi lawar!" which is why i added the "by default" bit. haha.
coffee bean next door is closing down to give way to a ya kun kaya toast. eee. goodbye, hot arab manager guy. i never found out ur name. and hello to even more white [read: untanned] manjens.
ex-con's not working tmr, cos he has a sepak takraw tournament, i think. shit sia. i'll be listless and crabby again, i predict. biler aku kerja, dier tak kerja. bila aku off, dier kerja. sheesh. tak meant to be ah. see he knows i like him, but he eksyen like nothing happened. so. i don't have a chance in hell with him. it's okay. dah biaser ah.
i was giggling alot today. even though i was sick, coughing up phlegm every other minute, and unable to speak without a really uncomfortable feeling in my throat, i giggled loads. like some immature schoolgirl. every stupid thing he did was cute. like trying to scoop out mint jelly to go with the sirloin steak. or asking, "kau dah soda table ni?" and standing on it when i nodded yes. when i wasn't giggling over some stupid non-cute thing he did, i was asking myself why i like him. but i never found an answer to tt.
u know, i've always wondered if you could just walk out of/away from a restaurant without paying. turns out you can, when he's working at alfresco and u'e sitting there. there were these 2 girls who shared a hawaiian pizza. they sat there for like hours. then suddenly they disappeared, while he was having a drink in the storeroom or smthg, at around 10. it was crazy. as in they just left without paying. suddenly the table was devoid of people, but the computer showed they still hadn't settled their bill. fuck those 2 girls man. [but he was surprisingly unbothered abt it all. i would've been practically crying, i think.]
i helped him out alot today. i started out cleaning the baby chairs. and i was helping him with the cny decorations. bee lian assigned us both. and she also made me cover alfresco when he went off to smoke. it's like she knows too. hm.
anyway. i had 3 really nice customers today. 3 ladies.. and it was one of their birthdays, so they ordered a split and fries and the free firehouse happy birthday. and i was being really friendly and helpful and everything. it's really fun to interact with customers if they're being candid with you. so i was the same with them, they're around 23 gitu ah.. and they kept on chatting to me, and later they tipped me.. tak bynk ah, a few cents, but i was beginning to think tt tipping was a non-fashion with malays. apparently one of them nak apply for a job here, so i might see them again soon..
hm. CCD niari goes, by default, to this NS guy who came in with his parents and sister for ice-cream. he's indian-muslim, i think, but he talks malay like, well, a malay. haha. he had the gold rush "tanak butterscotch". he's tall and dark and with good features, glasses and well he just looks.. segak.. liyana claims tt "tapak kaki aku lagi lawar!" which is why i added the "by default" bit. haha.
coffee bean next door is closing down to give way to a ya kun kaya toast. eee. goodbye, hot arab manager guy. i never found out ur name. and hello to even more white [read: untanned] manjens.
ex-con's not working tmr, cos he has a sepak takraw tournament, i think. shit sia. i'll be listless and crabby again, i predict. biler aku kerja, dier tak kerja. bila aku off, dier kerja. sheesh. tak meant to be ah. see he knows i like him, but he eksyen like nothing happened. so. i don't have a chance in hell with him. it's okay. dah biaser ah.
Wednesday, February 23, 2005
hm. forgot to mention this cute couple. the girl's like fair and pretty, and she was just wearing this plain black top with a flowy white skirt and flat sandals. but she looked so good! wow. to be tt pretty. anyway. the guy left his ciggies behind, and i was clearing the table and i saw the box and lighter, and i chased after them and i was like, "excuse me! did u leave your rokok behind?" haha. anyway he was really appreciative and everything. haha. cool.
well. i'm gonna mandi and catch up with my xbox. and maybe i'll go to work early today so i can sit next to cute new guy again. cute new guy who smokes, unfortunately. and is also one year younger than me. but whatever.
well. i'm gonna mandi and catch up with my xbox. and maybe i'll go to work early today so i can sit next to cute new guy again. cute new guy who smokes, unfortunately. and is also one year younger than me. but whatever.
i just got home!!! haha. we were spring-cleaning cos there's a spot check tmr morning. or shd i say, later this morning. so abg rahim drove us home. oh and update on the ex-con situation: abg rahim and wan ing now know i like him, so yeah, my prediction tt the whole restaurant will know is going to prove quite accurate within the week. how embarrassing.
today's CCD was this really hot vik. before he came in, he was pacing up and down the sidewalk kat sebelah luar, and i was seriously worried about his mental state. turns out he was waiting for his girl friend. girlfriend or girl friend, i cldn't make up my mind. she DID feed him her crayfish pasta, but other than tt, they appeared quite platonic. anyway. he's tall, slim and handsome. really nice to look at. and they were quite nice and she was pretty unbitchy, so even cooler. ohyah they were sitting in alfresco, which i was doing today, and smoking. eurgh. but whatever.
hm. there's this new canadian pizza guy, who looks like a cute adam sandler. and he looks really nice too. haha. oh and coffee bean was playing jiwang malay songs again, at like 9-plus, so now i'm in a jiwang mood. haha. cya!
today's CCD was this really hot vik. before he came in, he was pacing up and down the sidewalk kat sebelah luar, and i was seriously worried about his mental state. turns out he was waiting for his girl friend. girlfriend or girl friend, i cldn't make up my mind. she DID feed him her crayfish pasta, but other than tt, they appeared quite platonic. anyway. he's tall, slim and handsome. really nice to look at. and they were quite nice and she was pretty unbitchy, so even cooler. ohyah they were sitting in alfresco, which i was doing today, and smoking. eurgh. but whatever.
hm. there's this new canadian pizza guy, who looks like a cute adam sandler. and he looks really nice too. haha. oh and coffee bean was playing jiwang malay songs again, at like 9-plus, so now i'm in a jiwang mood. haha. cya!
Tuesday, February 22, 2005
guess who called me this time? haha. no it wasn't tommy. no it wasn't ex-con again. it was his friend! omg. it was quite cool, actually. cos he sounded almost exactly like ex-con, and plus he acted as if i was supposed to know how to reach him.
anyway it was like this. he borrowed my fone after work to call his friend. then i reached home and his friend called me, hoping to reach him. let's call him unknown guy for simplicity.
unknown guy: "hello boleh cakap dgn [ex-con]?"
me: "um, dier takder.."
unknown guy: "dier takder? ni saper ah?"
me: "um, kawan dier.." [i know, what an extremely stupid thing to say! but what else cld i say? "adik dier"? or what i really wanted to say, "gf dier"? haha. it was the best possible thing to say. anyway.]
unknown guy: "oh.. abeh camna nak call dier ah?"
me: "call hp dier ah.."
unknown guy explains tt ex-con's hp battery is running low so he can't answer his phone. finally i tell him to call his house, cos he shd be home already, so the conversation ends. haha.
yeah anyway work was okay. the new guy is cute. kak nores thinks so too. oh and there was this shouting match between ah fat and wan ing. horribly scary. i had curry chicken and rice and some roast potatoes, which i couldn't taste for all the tartar sauce i'd coated them in. haha. nothing really eventful abt work or anything. ohyeah. kenny quit. so i'm having another 6-day work week next week. takper more chances to work with him. insya-Allah. anyway whatever man si kenny. he didn't even last a month, i think. and tt's not counting all the days he never showed up. dunno why he even bothered applying.
today's CCD was, without a doubt, tt cute arab-indian guy who looks like a cuter bayu. he's all fair with lebat gravity-defying hair, and pierced ear[s]. his mom's the arab one, and she's SO nice. i love her already. good start to the whole mother-and-daughter-in-law relationship. cedebah. apparently his abang, who's 20-plus, is even cuter, if tt's possible. anyway i kept plying him with water, i was afraid they'd suspect something so after my third [or fourth] round i hung back. haha. anyway apparently they're regulars, so can't wait to see him again.
anyway it was like this. he borrowed my fone after work to call his friend. then i reached home and his friend called me, hoping to reach him. let's call him unknown guy for simplicity.
unknown guy: "hello boleh cakap dgn [ex-con]?"
me: "um, dier takder.."
unknown guy: "dier takder? ni saper ah?"
me: "um, kawan dier.." [i know, what an extremely stupid thing to say! but what else cld i say? "adik dier"? or what i really wanted to say, "gf dier"? haha. it was the best possible thing to say. anyway.]
unknown guy: "oh.. abeh camna nak call dier ah?"
me: "call hp dier ah.."
unknown guy explains tt ex-con's hp battery is running low so he can't answer his phone. finally i tell him to call his house, cos he shd be home already, so the conversation ends. haha.
yeah anyway work was okay. the new guy is cute. kak nores thinks so too. oh and there was this shouting match between ah fat and wan ing. horribly scary. i had curry chicken and rice and some roast potatoes, which i couldn't taste for all the tartar sauce i'd coated them in. haha. nothing really eventful abt work or anything. ohyeah. kenny quit. so i'm having another 6-day work week next week. takper more chances to work with him. insya-Allah. anyway whatever man si kenny. he didn't even last a month, i think. and tt's not counting all the days he never showed up. dunno why he even bothered applying.
today's CCD was, without a doubt, tt cute arab-indian guy who looks like a cuter bayu. he's all fair with lebat gravity-defying hair, and pierced ear[s]. his mom's the arab one, and she's SO nice. i love her already. good start to the whole mother-and-daughter-in-law relationship. cedebah. apparently his abang, who's 20-plus, is even cuter, if tt's possible. anyway i kept plying him with water, i was afraid they'd suspect something so after my third [or fourth] round i hung back. haha. anyway apparently they're regulars, so can't wait to see him again.
Monday, February 21, 2005
hey. just checking in. got back from tanning/swimming around 3.. there was this manjen guy who kept staring at me, and finally he came and started talking to me! eurgh. it was just horrible. i tried to be as unrevolted as possible, but frankly, i was. haha. well finally he left. whew. he was freaking 28! in my opinion, anyone older than my sister is considered old. hey at least i'm more flexible than baba. anyway, i hate tt can-i-get-to-know-you line. it sounds better in malay [boleh berkenalan?]. haha. okay whatever. sheesh. it was my first time there alone and he just had to foul it up for me.
but other than tt, i had a nice time. i mean, water, sunshine, some clouds and a book. it doesn't get any better than tt.
my hair smells of chlorine [cos i don't shampoo it after swimming]. i didn't think tt was possible. takper i'll just apply gobs of l'oreal hair goo on it. haha.
but other than tt, i had a nice time. i mean, water, sunshine, some clouds and a book. it doesn't get any better than tt.
my hair smells of chlorine [cos i don't shampoo it after swimming]. i didn't think tt was possible. takper i'll just apply gobs of l'oreal hair goo on it. haha.
unwinding to songs from rasuk now. i had a really bad day at work ah. nothing specific, i think, just a whole load of things lumped together.
liyana decided to tell ex-con tt i got him a present, for some inexplicable reason. so there went my "it's from liyana-and-me" line. i really dunno why she told him. she said tt he was all moody and stuff, and he complained tt he didn't get any birthday presents, so maybe tt's why she told him. STILL. and she also sed tt he looked happier when she told him. but i dunno. i wasn't in a great mood either--combination of nerves and god-knows-what--so i just delayed giving him the present. i didn't even talk to him, actually. but after a while my fear tt he would leave without me giving it to him preceded, and i said, "eh, skejap.." and he turned and he was like, "apa?" and i had to rummage ard in my apron for the longest time, cos there were too many things inside. buat malu je. finally i extracted it. btw, i put the box inside a hmv plastic bag. haha. i didn't wanna give it to him with just the box, i mean, where's the element of surprise? anyway. he took it, and he was like, "aper ah?" eleh. eksyen tak tahu. so i didn't reply. and i was also torn between watching him take it out and getting back to refilling the ice water. haha. well, he took it out, and he was like, "eh ape ni?" um, duh? "present eh?" basically i didn't know what to say in reply, so i didn't. and by then i was thinking of bolting, so i actually made to walk out of the fountain, but dunno why i did a double-take and went back to my original spot. then he said, "eh aku tak mintak tau, aku main2 je.. thanks eh.." referring to the other day when he asked for my zippo. and finally, being able to say something, i sed, "takper ah.." haha. wow. eloquent, ain.
and when i went out to deal with some alfresco stuff, he was sitting with liyana and kak nores and liyana was examining the box, and well, i guess it's pretty much common knowledge ard there tt i like him. i'm glad he liked it and all. but i dunno, i don't feel great or anything. maybe from the other stuff liyana managed to tell me about him, which i'm not surprised about, but i can't say i'm joyful about either. anyway whatever. it's been done.
i met quite a few ppl i knew. in chronological order, xiaoyun [with her bf, i served them like twice and even then we didn't recognise each other until finally she called me over and waved to me.], ai mei [with HER bf and what i assume to be the rest of his family] and abg ram [with HIS family. his daughters are so cute and his wife is the spitting image of kak adila's sister. haha.].
but it was STILL a shitty day at work, one of my worst, i would say. i'm not gonna lie and say it had nothing to do with ex-con, but it was also, in large part, due to the fact tt the fucker kenny didn't show up. again. without notification or explanation. again. so i was the only non-white-shirt doing service, and i was fucking tired from serving food and getting other ppl's ice water and cokes and whathaveyous. ohyah not to mention clearing tables. and the poor auntie was swamped, she was alone too.. i've never seen a sunday this busy, yesterday wasn't as busy as this, i'm sure.
and plus i lost my earring. the S one. during CLOSING! wtf sial. oh and i was walking home when i realised i ter-bawak-balik zi xiang's card. bagus. luckily he's not working tmr. i think. oh and i was so sad, mr sunny left today, and i wanted to cry when he shook my hand, back in the kitchen. and auntie was sad also, she stood in the doorway and watched him go. he's SO, SO, SO nice, and he's always smiling and laughing and he never scolds people, and you know, you just like working for him.. and now he's gone. like auntie said, all the nice people are leaving and the shitty ones are gonna stay forever.
food-wise, i didn't do too bad. and curry chicken and rice again, plus over-fried fries and apple crumble. mm the apple crumble is quite nice after all. but the caramelized apples bau semacam. ooh i served 2 banana crumbles today, i'm really proud of myself. this whole table of ns guys had a total of 4 crumbles. giler.
no CCD today lah. none of the guys merited a second look. haha. and i was too busy to even look out into WS. so yeah.
liyana decided to tell ex-con tt i got him a present, for some inexplicable reason. so there went my "it's from liyana-and-me" line. i really dunno why she told him. she said tt he was all moody and stuff, and he complained tt he didn't get any birthday presents, so maybe tt's why she told him. STILL. and she also sed tt he looked happier when she told him. but i dunno. i wasn't in a great mood either--combination of nerves and god-knows-what--so i just delayed giving him the present. i didn't even talk to him, actually. but after a while my fear tt he would leave without me giving it to him preceded, and i said, "eh, skejap.." and he turned and he was like, "apa?" and i had to rummage ard in my apron for the longest time, cos there were too many things inside. buat malu je. finally i extracted it. btw, i put the box inside a hmv plastic bag. haha. i didn't wanna give it to him with just the box, i mean, where's the element of surprise? anyway. he took it, and he was like, "aper ah?" eleh. eksyen tak tahu. so i didn't reply. and i was also torn between watching him take it out and getting back to refilling the ice water. haha. well, he took it out, and he was like, "eh ape ni?" um, duh? "present eh?" basically i didn't know what to say in reply, so i didn't. and by then i was thinking of bolting, so i actually made to walk out of the fountain, but dunno why i did a double-take and went back to my original spot. then he said, "eh aku tak mintak tau, aku main2 je.. thanks eh.." referring to the other day when he asked for my zippo. and finally, being able to say something, i sed, "takper ah.." haha. wow. eloquent, ain.
and when i went out to deal with some alfresco stuff, he was sitting with liyana and kak nores and liyana was examining the box, and well, i guess it's pretty much common knowledge ard there tt i like him. i'm glad he liked it and all. but i dunno, i don't feel great or anything. maybe from the other stuff liyana managed to tell me about him, which i'm not surprised about, but i can't say i'm joyful about either. anyway whatever. it's been done.
i met quite a few ppl i knew. in chronological order, xiaoyun [with her bf, i served them like twice and even then we didn't recognise each other until finally she called me over and waved to me.], ai mei [with HER bf and what i assume to be the rest of his family] and abg ram [with HIS family. his daughters are so cute and his wife is the spitting image of kak adila's sister. haha.].
but it was STILL a shitty day at work, one of my worst, i would say. i'm not gonna lie and say it had nothing to do with ex-con, but it was also, in large part, due to the fact tt the fucker kenny didn't show up. again. without notification or explanation. again. so i was the only non-white-shirt doing service, and i was fucking tired from serving food and getting other ppl's ice water and cokes and whathaveyous. ohyah not to mention clearing tables. and the poor auntie was swamped, she was alone too.. i've never seen a sunday this busy, yesterday wasn't as busy as this, i'm sure.
and plus i lost my earring. the S one. during CLOSING! wtf sial. oh and i was walking home when i realised i ter-bawak-balik zi xiang's card. bagus. luckily he's not working tmr. i think. oh and i was so sad, mr sunny left today, and i wanted to cry when he shook my hand, back in the kitchen. and auntie was sad also, she stood in the doorway and watched him go. he's SO, SO, SO nice, and he's always smiling and laughing and he never scolds people, and you know, you just like working for him.. and now he's gone. like auntie said, all the nice people are leaving and the shitty ones are gonna stay forever.
food-wise, i didn't do too bad. and curry chicken and rice again, plus over-fried fries and apple crumble. mm the apple crumble is quite nice after all. but the caramelized apples bau semacam. ooh i served 2 banana crumbles today, i'm really proud of myself. this whole table of ns guys had a total of 4 crumbles. giler.
no CCD today lah. none of the guys merited a second look. haha. and i was too busy to even look out into WS. so yeah.
Sunday, February 20, 2005
more swimming today. i'm looking like a beach bum of sorts. it's quite cool actually. haha! there were some mats next-door, i.e. wild wild wet. haha. cute. cute and poser. argh i'm so addicted to tt place, watch me go back on monday!
anyway i was supposed to be working with ex-con tmr but i found out tt he switched shifts to the morning one. and i was almost begging liyana to switch with me. tapi tak jadi ah. if it's meant to be, then it'll happen, no? and it's better this way, at least i can give him his present and he can scram and i won't have to think about it cos he won't be around.
yes. his present. i finally bought the black one, cos shafa says it's "classic". and the fat red one was just too annoying. the nice uncle helped me fill the lighter fluid and everything, and he even peeled off the price tag for me! ha. i bet he thinks the name i told him to engrave is tt of my bf. i only wish u were right, uncle.. i dunno what to say and how to give it to him tmr. i'm quite scared, actually. ohwell. i'll just grit my teeth and do it, like i've done all the other embarrassing tasks in my life.
ate at magic wok for the third day in a row. abg rahim's right, the belacan fried rice is quite nice. short on ayam, though. and one of the girls working there looks painfully familiar.. i was thinking it might be suria.. i'll ask my mom..
oh. today's CCD. this biggish serani/vik guy with a waaay deep voice and wearing an army cap for some weird reason. he had the cheesy beef burger. sigh. but he's not universally cute ah. today was boring.. no ns customers at all.. i mean, they were around ah, they just didn't come in. darn.
plans for tmr have been cancelled, so a chance for me to wake up late, catch up with my xbox, catch up with my books, and catch up with my food knowledge notes. haha. but i bet only 2 of the above things will happen.
the burn on my thumb has hardened. and it's this disgusting shade of red-brown. eurgh. but at least my thumb is almost fully functional now.
and tt's all the news for today.
anyway i was supposed to be working with ex-con tmr but i found out tt he switched shifts to the morning one. and i was almost begging liyana to switch with me. tapi tak jadi ah. if it's meant to be, then it'll happen, no? and it's better this way, at least i can give him his present and he can scram and i won't have to think about it cos he won't be around.
yes. his present. i finally bought the black one, cos shafa says it's "classic". and the fat red one was just too annoying. the nice uncle helped me fill the lighter fluid and everything, and he even peeled off the price tag for me! ha. i bet he thinks the name i told him to engrave is tt of my bf. i only wish u were right, uncle.. i dunno what to say and how to give it to him tmr. i'm quite scared, actually. ohwell. i'll just grit my teeth and do it, like i've done all the other embarrassing tasks in my life.
ate at magic wok for the third day in a row. abg rahim's right, the belacan fried rice is quite nice. short on ayam, though. and one of the girls working there looks painfully familiar.. i was thinking it might be suria.. i'll ask my mom..
oh. today's CCD. this biggish serani/vik guy with a waaay deep voice and wearing an army cap for some weird reason. he had the cheesy beef burger. sigh. but he's not universally cute ah. today was boring.. no ns customers at all.. i mean, they were around ah, they just didn't come in. darn.
plans for tmr have been cancelled, so a chance for me to wake up late, catch up with my xbox, catch up with my books, and catch up with my food knowledge notes. haha. but i bet only 2 of the above things will happen.
the burn on my thumb has hardened. and it's this disgusting shade of red-brown. eurgh. but at least my thumb is almost fully functional now.
and tt's all the news for today.
Friday, February 18, 2005
it's ex-con's birthday tmr. so i'm gonna get him, erm, the lighter. not mine, i love it too much, but another one ah. but the WS shop doesn't have the red one in the slimmer size. so i'll get the black or the olive green ah.. although i have a feeling he likes red--his boxers, his clothes.. well whatever. i could just go to any 77th street and get the red one, but like, the WS shop has free engraving. heh. argh he's so gonna know i like him, even though i'm gonna say it's from me and liyana.. ah mampos ah. he could be going out with tt bi-atch receptionist any day now, so i better give it to him as soon as i can.
today i sed to him, "ajak gi swimming tanak.." cos he always comes early cos he gets bored at home.. and he was like, "malu ah, kena tunjuk badan.." haha. cute! and i was like, "eleh.. eksyen!" kill me now! sometimes i think i shd just quit and find work somewhere else. but like, the idea of a steady monthly paycheck is keeping me anchored there.
swimming was great, less ppl ard today, i think.. and wild wild wet was opened, so there were all these crazy mats with tanned skin and yellow hair shouting/singing loudly, "everything is gonna be alright!" cute. posers are cute.
and the rest of the day i spent lepaking at coffee bean alfresco with liyana. i swear. we just sat there for like 2++ hours, talking and eating ice-cream and whatever crap la. and i did my setting test. and we filled sya in on some of the ppl working there. and we suaned liyana and they suaned me alternately. shit, i hope the new guy is cute so tt we can suan sya abt him. haha.
well tmr he won't be around, so expect some listless action from me at work. apparently whenever he's around, i perk up. and i get all smiley and grinny.. but u can hardly blame me, can you?
today i sed to him, "ajak gi swimming tanak.." cos he always comes early cos he gets bored at home.. and he was like, "malu ah, kena tunjuk badan.." haha. cute! and i was like, "eleh.. eksyen!" kill me now! sometimes i think i shd just quit and find work somewhere else. but like, the idea of a steady monthly paycheck is keeping me anchored there.
swimming was great, less ppl ard today, i think.. and wild wild wet was opened, so there were all these crazy mats with tanned skin and yellow hair shouting/singing loudly, "everything is gonna be alright!" cute. posers are cute.
and the rest of the day i spent lepaking at coffee bean alfresco with liyana. i swear. we just sat there for like 2++ hours, talking and eating ice-cream and whatever crap la. and i did my setting test. and we filled sya in on some of the ppl working there. and we suaned liyana and they suaned me alternately. shit, i hope the new guy is cute so tt we can suan sya abt him. haha.
well tmr he won't be around, so expect some listless action from me at work. apparently whenever he's around, i perk up. and i get all smiley and grinny.. but u can hardly blame me, can you?
i'm cacated now. haha. sorry. tt's kinda at the forefront of my mind. but more later.
went out with the PsMS. it was great fun, except it definitely wasn't quantity time. haha. so i hope we go out again, soon. i got shafa's birthday present, which i personally love lots, and am abit regretful to be giving it to her, but it's okay, i'll get one for myself soon. met dee2 and jelly.. i like, screamed when i saw dee2 cos i thought she was sum manjen gep fren of ili's and sya's. haha. hm i also bought the purple zippo lighter i've been wanting for like 32 bucks. mahal giler siak. kat WS it's only 23 bucks, but they don't have the purple one. i think the girl thought i was buying it for my bf, which i wish were true, and which COULD have been true, but once again, more later. ate at magic wok, despite sya's and my first horrible experience there. they are totally generous with the ice water, and the guy i presume to be the owner is really friendly, so i'll definitely go back sometime. and of cos, i got the usual glimpse of gerard. dropped by lido, as is my normal routine, but he wasn't working. chuckie was, for anyone who's interested.
ANYWAY. me and ex-con were hanging out before work, and i showed off my lighter to him ah. and he was all bemused tt i bought it when i don't even smoke, and he kept telling me to give it to him. my heart was screaming, "of course dear, i bought it for you!" but thankfully my mouth calmly said, "cantik muka kau, aku nak kasi kau!" haha. then later i was lighting the tealights pasal i was working alfresco, and it was bloody hard sial! i tried like billions of times, it was like one tealight lighted for every 10 tries. i'm not exaggerating [sp?]. so when i was finally done, i went back in, to give him back his lighter [yes, i tried using mine, but i just couldn't light the bloody tealights with it!], and i glanced down at my hand ah. it was all black from the soot, and there were ugly red welts on my thumb! and then i realised my thumb was throbbing, and i showed it to one of the supervisors, and she was really appalled and she sed i burnt myself. wow. tt's just great. whatever disgusting thing tt's on my thumb hasn't burst yet, but the slightest bit of pressure sends it throbbing and makes me wanna scream. i looked really cacat delivering food and stuff with one red-and-black thumb sticking out. [and when i got home i found out tt i had to use my other thumb-and-finger set to take out my contacts. imagine if my thumb burst while taking them out, i'd have pus and blood all over my contacts! eew.] and ex-con LAUGHED when he found out what happened! arsehole. and he was like, "tulah, tanak kasi aku kau nyer lighter, jadi ginilah.." sigh. don't bait me, ex-con, please don't..
alfresco was really slack. for the first couple of hours or so, takder org. then i had one guy. after tt guy left, a couple. then a family of 5. then 4 more sets of ppl. then dahlah. quite slack. quite fun. the time went by quite quickly for me. tapi kesian liyana, she was doing service alone inside. well. takper. tmr we're both off, so she can rest and *I* can let my poor thumb recover. i think i'll self-exempt me from delivering firehouse happy birthdays for the next 3 days or so.
niari nyer CCD? ooh this cute guy, maybe 16-18, with his gf.. [why are they never single?] he wears glasses, kinda short, he looks like jay sean and he has the cutest smile. they had one chocolate craving. wow. cute.
and speaking of cute, let's talk about ex-con. he was all cute and slidey today.. and he made me a strawberry malted milkshake, which, btw, rocks.. maybe i'll get it again sometime.. and he helped me make sum coffee shit, and basically, he was really nice today ah.. and funny.. like we were joking about this weirdo who apparently was waiting for someone in swensen's.. argh shit he's cute! [ex-con, not the weirdo.] and i invited him to come swimming with me and liyana tmr, and he expressed mild interest, but i don't think it's gonna happen ah. darn.
went out with the PsMS. it was great fun, except it definitely wasn't quantity time. haha. so i hope we go out again, soon. i got shafa's birthday present, which i personally love lots, and am abit regretful to be giving it to her, but it's okay, i'll get one for myself soon. met dee2 and jelly.. i like, screamed when i saw dee2 cos i thought she was sum manjen gep fren of ili's and sya's. haha. hm i also bought the purple zippo lighter i've been wanting for like 32 bucks. mahal giler siak. kat WS it's only 23 bucks, but they don't have the purple one. i think the girl thought i was buying it for my bf, which i wish were true, and which COULD have been true, but once again, more later. ate at magic wok, despite sya's and my first horrible experience there. they are totally generous with the ice water, and the guy i presume to be the owner is really friendly, so i'll definitely go back sometime. and of cos, i got the usual glimpse of gerard. dropped by lido, as is my normal routine, but he wasn't working. chuckie was, for anyone who's interested.
ANYWAY. me and ex-con were hanging out before work, and i showed off my lighter to him ah. and he was all bemused tt i bought it when i don't even smoke, and he kept telling me to give it to him. my heart was screaming, "of course dear, i bought it for you!" but thankfully my mouth calmly said, "cantik muka kau, aku nak kasi kau!" haha. then later i was lighting the tealights pasal i was working alfresco, and it was bloody hard sial! i tried like billions of times, it was like one tealight lighted for every 10 tries. i'm not exaggerating [sp?]. so when i was finally done, i went back in, to give him back his lighter [yes, i tried using mine, but i just couldn't light the bloody tealights with it!], and i glanced down at my hand ah. it was all black from the soot, and there were ugly red welts on my thumb! and then i realised my thumb was throbbing, and i showed it to one of the supervisors, and she was really appalled and she sed i burnt myself. wow. tt's just great. whatever disgusting thing tt's on my thumb hasn't burst yet, but the slightest bit of pressure sends it throbbing and makes me wanna scream. i looked really cacat delivering food and stuff with one red-and-black thumb sticking out. [and when i got home i found out tt i had to use my other thumb-and-finger set to take out my contacts. imagine if my thumb burst while taking them out, i'd have pus and blood all over my contacts! eew.] and ex-con LAUGHED when he found out what happened! arsehole. and he was like, "tulah, tanak kasi aku kau nyer lighter, jadi ginilah.." sigh. don't bait me, ex-con, please don't..
alfresco was really slack. for the first couple of hours or so, takder org. then i had one guy. after tt guy left, a couple. then a family of 5. then 4 more sets of ppl. then dahlah. quite slack. quite fun. the time went by quite quickly for me. tapi kesian liyana, she was doing service alone inside. well. takper. tmr we're both off, so she can rest and *I* can let my poor thumb recover. i think i'll self-exempt me from delivering firehouse happy birthdays for the next 3 days or so.
niari nyer CCD? ooh this cute guy, maybe 16-18, with his gf.. [why are they never single?] he wears glasses, kinda short, he looks like jay sean and he has the cutest smile. they had one chocolate craving. wow. cute.
and speaking of cute, let's talk about ex-con. he was all cute and slidey today.. and he made me a strawberry malted milkshake, which, btw, rocks.. maybe i'll get it again sometime.. and he helped me make sum coffee shit, and basically, he was really nice today ah.. and funny.. like we were joking about this weirdo who apparently was waiting for someone in swensen's.. argh shit he's cute! [ex-con, not the weirdo.] and i invited him to come swimming with me and liyana tmr, and he expressed mild interest, but i don't think it's gonna happen ah. darn.
Thursday, February 17, 2005
i felt really wrong-footed during [and after] work today. it was really weird. crazy vibes coming from practically everyone, especially jingwen. okay, it was like this. we were having briefing rite, and then joseph turned to me and asked, "takder brownies lagi eh?" and i was like, "actually i wanted to bring the rest, tapi malas ah.." anyway tt turned the conversation topic to my brownies [haha, sounds like my goodies], and then joseph and jingwen started talking loudly to each other about how great my brownies were, and how azhar ate alot, and they just went on and on abt tt! erm, the thing is, he didn't have ANY at all. i remember, cos i offered them to him twice, and both times he declined. so. what was THAT about? and then after work, we were walking together, and jingwen was threatening azhar, "i tell them ah!" and i was REALLY wondering what it was. and i kept hearing my name being mentioned, but whenever i turned around, they'd be looking at me, but not talking to me. wassup with that?
and there was the existing problem, of course. ex-con. nothing wrong with him, obviously. i was really happy he was there, and not just cos i like him. he also sings and dances to the songs being played, so when he's around, i'm not the only one, and therefore i look less stupid, by association. haha. ANYWAY. now kak nores knows i like him! God it's so freakin' embarrassing. i have no idea how she knows, cos liyana claims she didn't tell her. okay, takper, kalau dah tahu tu takper ah, maybe i can accept it. but then i was walking past kak nores and jessica, and kak nores shouted his name like 2048595 times! i was genuinely mortified. now jessica knows lah! shit man. it's only a matter of time before he finds out. great. just great. tt makes a grand total of 5 people at work who know i like him. and they're so bloody un-subtle about it! if i so much as talk to him, diana will go, "ewah.." and i, of course, will blush. thank God for this temporary camouflage of sunburn. but STILL. he's not deaf. or dumb [in all senses of the word]. he'll figure it out. and then i can never face him again. for now, we're like, okay friends ah.. we share food and stuff liddat.. but once he finds out i'm dead.
oh haha just now wan ing was asking me about work preferences for next week, and i was like, "anything ah, ma'am.." and she was like, "good girl.." haha.. well as long as i'm free i guess i shd just let them put me whenever ah.. although i was sorely tempted to say, "can put me same shift as ex-con?"
no CCD again today. there weren't any serious candidates. oh wait! there was one seriously handsome nak mampos guy. he's also a father. haha. he has a little girl who's about 2. and he's tall, and serani-looking with nice wavy brown hair. he was ordering ice-cream ah, so i didn't get to serve him, or see tt much of him. but wow. he was seriously good-looking. even joseph said so. haha.
and there was the existing problem, of course. ex-con. nothing wrong with him, obviously. i was really happy he was there, and not just cos i like him. he also sings and dances to the songs being played, so when he's around, i'm not the only one, and therefore i look less stupid, by association. haha. ANYWAY. now kak nores knows i like him! God it's so freakin' embarrassing. i have no idea how she knows, cos liyana claims she didn't tell her. okay, takper, kalau dah tahu tu takper ah, maybe i can accept it. but then i was walking past kak nores and jessica, and kak nores shouted his name like 2048595 times! i was genuinely mortified. now jessica knows lah! shit man. it's only a matter of time before he finds out. great. just great. tt makes a grand total of 5 people at work who know i like him. and they're so bloody un-subtle about it! if i so much as talk to him, diana will go, "ewah.." and i, of course, will blush. thank God for this temporary camouflage of sunburn. but STILL. he's not deaf. or dumb [in all senses of the word]. he'll figure it out. and then i can never face him again. for now, we're like, okay friends ah.. we share food and stuff liddat.. but once he finds out i'm dead.
oh haha just now wan ing was asking me about work preferences for next week, and i was like, "anything ah, ma'am.." and she was like, "good girl.." haha.. well as long as i'm free i guess i shd just let them put me whenever ah.. although i was sorely tempted to say, "can put me same shift as ex-con?"
no CCD again today. there weren't any serious candidates. oh wait! there was one seriously handsome nak mampos guy. he's also a father. haha. he has a little girl who's about 2. and he's tall, and serani-looking with nice wavy brown hair. he was ordering ice-cream ah, so i didn't get to serve him, or see tt much of him. but wow. he was seriously good-looking. even joseph said so. haha.
Tuesday, February 15, 2005
almost forgot.
happy birthday raihan. and ashrof. oh and munz.
anyway on to life. i am SERIOUSLY burnt! my cheeks are all pink, and it's not cos i'm embarrassed. [although i was, for a stretch, just now. more later.] it's crazy. i was slathering on the aloe vera gel like billions of times at work tadi. so i think i better stay out of the sun, at least till friday. haha.
oh and to kill last night's euphoria, ex-con did NOT turn up for work today. i went in to punch my card and i saw tt there was a cancellation under today's slot for him. so yeah, i kinda knew he wasn't gonna turn up b4 abg rahim came out and told us. i was REALLY disappointed. u shd have seen my face. [and remember to look past the pinkness.] and i tried to soothe the pain by using his micros. haha. and THEN liyana had to rub it in, LOUDLY, in front of azhar! again! omg. he SO knows. i just know it. even though he feigns deaf indifference. i KNOW he knows. and then she actually TOLD diana! i was mortified. tt's when i started blushing. i think i prolly looked like a lobster about to explode then. well, needless to say, i got suaned loads by the 2 of them. and if he turns up for work tmr, i'm gonna get suaned even more. and then he'll realise, through liyana's subtlety, tt i like him. shit man.
work itself was fine. a surprisingly large number of ppl felt the compelling need to fill in the feedback form. i saw at least 5 tables doing it. why arh? and no CCD, i was too disappointed [therefore listless]. i didn't even have the energy to look out into the main building to spot cute lumpurs.
there hasn't been any curry chicken rice for like beribu days! so i've been consigned to eating waffles, ice-cream, fries, and one prawn dipper. haha. it's all fine and dandy, but it's not rice, is it?
happy birthday raihan. and ashrof. oh and munz.
anyway on to life. i am SERIOUSLY burnt! my cheeks are all pink, and it's not cos i'm embarrassed. [although i was, for a stretch, just now. more later.] it's crazy. i was slathering on the aloe vera gel like billions of times at work tadi. so i think i better stay out of the sun, at least till friday. haha.
oh and to kill last night's euphoria, ex-con did NOT turn up for work today. i went in to punch my card and i saw tt there was a cancellation under today's slot for him. so yeah, i kinda knew he wasn't gonna turn up b4 abg rahim came out and told us. i was REALLY disappointed. u shd have seen my face. [and remember to look past the pinkness.] and i tried to soothe the pain by using his micros. haha. and THEN liyana had to rub it in, LOUDLY, in front of azhar! again! omg. he SO knows. i just know it. even though he feigns deaf indifference. i KNOW he knows. and then she actually TOLD diana! i was mortified. tt's when i started blushing. i think i prolly looked like a lobster about to explode then. well, needless to say, i got suaned loads by the 2 of them. and if he turns up for work tmr, i'm gonna get suaned even more. and then he'll realise, through liyana's subtlety, tt i like him. shit man.
work itself was fine. a surprisingly large number of ppl felt the compelling need to fill in the feedback form. i saw at least 5 tables doing it. why arh? and no CCD, i was too disappointed [therefore listless]. i didn't even have the energy to look out into the main building to spot cute lumpurs.
there hasn't been any curry chicken rice for like beribu days! so i've been consigned to eating waffles, ice-cream, fries, and one prawn dipper. haha. it's all fine and dandy, but it's not rice, is it?
just got home from a very successful tanning session. i am so dark now! it's amazing! the sun was extremely unforgiving today, and there were no clouds obscuring it.. and the spot in the pool tt was directly under the sun was actually warm. i felt like i was being cooked. and i think my face got burned cos it kinda smarts. haha. but it was fun. even though there were no cute guys. there were only 2 other malays, this REALLY brown guy who still thinks he's not dark enough, and another guy who plugged in his radio, so i got to enjoy non-mandopop songs. wow anyway this is the most satisfying tanning session in my whole tanning history! i mean, we spent like more than 2 hours there, from 11-145.. which means we got the killer noon sun. hebattt.. and definitely worth my dollar. i have to go back. maybe tmr! but i still don't really wanna go alone.. well, i'll think abt it.
God. i just got home from work. can you believe it? but more about tt later.
guess who just called? i was coming out of my room into the study, and i heard my phone ringing and it was this unknown number, so i answered, "hello?" and the guy at the other end sed, "eh, ain, kau kat maner?" and for a few deadly seconds i thought it was some stalker. for the next few less-fatal seconds i thought it was some friend i was supposed to meet and i forgot or smthg. but i replied anyway, tt i was at home. anyway it was ex-con, and he was asking about our pay. cos apparently he hasn't gotten his yet. kesian dier.. anyway, it was a few seconds of bliss as i talked work technicalities with him. then he was like, "ah oklah, bye.." and tt was it. actually, he never identified himself throughout the entire phone call. i just knew it was him. i wonder if he realised tt.
anyway, tt's definitely put a smile on my face after tt hard night at work i just had. see, valentine's day kan, so there were loads of ppl. thing is, it was just a LOT of people to be dealing with. like, i've never seen a crowd this big, and i've worked lots of weekends. and today's a monday. i know it's vday and all, but still. the queue stretched to coffee bean, as it did last year, apparently. i never knew singaporeans were such a romantic bunch. and on more than one occasion today, i was heard to be screaming, "balik lah! gi makan kat rumah saner!" it was tt friggin tiring. i didn't even get a chance to review candidates for today's CCD or anything. but wow the [gag me] true love set meals were selling like hotcakes. gimmicks, gimmicks.
and getting into the spirit of vday, i got a box of betty crocker's brownie mix and made brownies for my colleagues. [or more accurately, i had the noble intention of making brownies for my colleagues, but my mom got impatient while waiting for me to finish playing the urbz so she started it herself, and i got merajuk, so i left her to finish it all. i ended up just cutting it into teeny pieces and arranging them in a tupperware.] and i was worrying about how they'd go over, but they were quite a hit ah. i think joseph ate the most. followed by sunny. haha. and kak nores' bf had a piece. and i gave the rest to the nice dishwashing auntie. ooh and we had fries again, and abg rahim made waffles for us. i had mine with raspberry topping. sedap gilerr..
ohyah i was supposed to say what else was so tiring about today. WELL. this vik family came in at 1020!!! last order is at 1015!!! and they had 3 lamb chops, one FCM and a split or smthg. i wanted to kick them out! literally! and there was one couple tt was there from like, i dunno, 9? and they left at almost the same time as the vik family. which was, btw, past 11!!! i wanted to scream and cry and everything. sialan sey. don't they KNOW how hard they're making life for us? in the end liyana and i caught the last 21 at midnight. penat nak mampos sey. but HE called, and cheered me up!
guess who just called? i was coming out of my room into the study, and i heard my phone ringing and it was this unknown number, so i answered, "hello?" and the guy at the other end sed, "eh, ain, kau kat maner?" and for a few deadly seconds i thought it was some stalker. for the next few less-fatal seconds i thought it was some friend i was supposed to meet and i forgot or smthg. but i replied anyway, tt i was at home. anyway it was ex-con, and he was asking about our pay. cos apparently he hasn't gotten his yet. kesian dier.. anyway, it was a few seconds of bliss as i talked work technicalities with him. then he was like, "ah oklah, bye.." and tt was it. actually, he never identified himself throughout the entire phone call. i just knew it was him. i wonder if he realised tt.
anyway, tt's definitely put a smile on my face after tt hard night at work i just had. see, valentine's day kan, so there were loads of ppl. thing is, it was just a LOT of people to be dealing with. like, i've never seen a crowd this big, and i've worked lots of weekends. and today's a monday. i know it's vday and all, but still. the queue stretched to coffee bean, as it did last year, apparently. i never knew singaporeans were such a romantic bunch. and on more than one occasion today, i was heard to be screaming, "balik lah! gi makan kat rumah saner!" it was tt friggin tiring. i didn't even get a chance to review candidates for today's CCD or anything. but wow the [gag me] true love set meals were selling like hotcakes. gimmicks, gimmicks.
and getting into the spirit of vday, i got a box of betty crocker's brownie mix and made brownies for my colleagues. [or more accurately, i had the noble intention of making brownies for my colleagues, but my mom got impatient while waiting for me to finish playing the urbz so she started it herself, and i got merajuk, so i left her to finish it all. i ended up just cutting it into teeny pieces and arranging them in a tupperware.] and i was worrying about how they'd go over, but they were quite a hit ah. i think joseph ate the most. followed by sunny. haha. and kak nores' bf had a piece. and i gave the rest to the nice dishwashing auntie. ooh and we had fries again, and abg rahim made waffles for us. i had mine with raspberry topping. sedap gilerr..
ohyah i was supposed to say what else was so tiring about today. WELL. this vik family came in at 1020!!! last order is at 1015!!! and they had 3 lamb chops, one FCM and a split or smthg. i wanted to kick them out! literally! and there was one couple tt was there from like, i dunno, 9? and they left at almost the same time as the vik family. which was, btw, past 11!!! i wanted to scream and cry and everything. sialan sey. don't they KNOW how hard they're making life for us? in the end liyana and i caught the last 21 at midnight. penat nak mampos sey. but HE called, and cheered me up!
Monday, February 14, 2005
woo!! happy valentine's day to all. especially those without significant others.
haha. i sound so pro-vday now. cos this morning i got up early and everything and took the bus to the airport, so tt i cld see samit on this special, special day. and i did! and he even looked up as i walked past him, when previously he'd been engaged in some article in the today paper. haha. i sat right behind him, and i spent the ride dying of crush-ness or whatever you call it. now i can actually say "i spent valentine's day with samit!" so i'm gonna say it now: i spent valentine's day with samit! [yah, for like 10 minutes.] he looked especially good today, or maybe i just haven't seen him in awhile [slightly more than a month], all clean-shaven and smart and sideburns and stuff. haha.
i also had breakfast with baba at bk. and i got to see his sec 3 photo. cute! he looks DAMN baik there, so i forgive myself for thinking he was baik from the beginning. and the great thing is tt baba now supports him wholeheartedly. only problem is, she's now against ex-con. she claims tt smoking is worse than drinking, and at least samit doesn't smoke. macam2. i'll have to wait to see fana before i can get her opinion on this.
ohyah baba also gave me one of those funky soft-toy flowers, tt fana was using to point at salwar khamees, 2 years ago. and we started using ours in ntuc tadi to point at chocolates and brownie mixes. it IS quite fun. haha.
haha. i sound so pro-vday now. cos this morning i got up early and everything and took the bus to the airport, so tt i cld see samit on this special, special day. and i did! and he even looked up as i walked past him, when previously he'd been engaged in some article in the today paper. haha. i sat right behind him, and i spent the ride dying of crush-ness or whatever you call it. now i can actually say "i spent valentine's day with samit!" so i'm gonna say it now: i spent valentine's day with samit! [yah, for like 10 minutes.] he looked especially good today, or maybe i just haven't seen him in awhile [slightly more than a month], all clean-shaven and smart and sideburns and stuff. haha.
i also had breakfast with baba at bk. and i got to see his sec 3 photo. cute! he looks DAMN baik there, so i forgive myself for thinking he was baik from the beginning. and the great thing is tt baba now supports him wholeheartedly. only problem is, she's now against ex-con. she claims tt smoking is worse than drinking, and at least samit doesn't smoke. macam2. i'll have to wait to see fana before i can get her opinion on this.
ohyah baba also gave me one of those funky soft-toy flowers, tt fana was using to point at salwar khamees, 2 years ago. and we started using ours in ntuc tadi to point at chocolates and brownie mixes. it IS quite fun. haha.
Sunday, February 13, 2005
ohyah i forgot. there were these 2 really pretty girls, who came in with their mom. they HAVE to be serani or smthg, they're so beautiful! the younger one is prettier, she's all fair and clear-skinned, with big eyes and cute hair tied in a ponytail-tak-jadi, with a really nice glittery scrunchie. and she was wearing this nice wide-neck top in salmon pink, with a brown bow near the neckline, and a not-too-short not-too-long skirt. i think they were going CNYing.. wow.. to look like her..
today was boring! but most of the pizza guys were in, including the cutest one. haha. and as far as ns guys go, no one interesting ah.. just 2 guys from rj.. and there wasn't a CCD today either. BUT. there were 5 very cute little kids. 3 are chindian. their dad is really dashing. [haha. has tt word been used since 1980?] so i guess they got it from him. they're all fair with great eyes. one has big eyes. the boy has lentiked eyes. and the baby is just universally cute. anyway the other 2 were malay, buying a birthday cake for ashraf or whatever the little boy's name is. argh i love kids man. haha. as long as they're cute and friendly, that is.
i had to do moe today, ALONE. but it wasn't too bad cos there wasn't much trash. and the nice cleaner man helped me throw away like 90% of my stuff. i mean, isn't tt really nice of him? oh yah and the bodoh security guard kept lingering around the trash area. ape je.
i had to do moe today, ALONE. but it wasn't too bad cos there wasn't much trash. and the nice cleaner man helped me throw away like 90% of my stuff. i mean, isn't tt really nice of him? oh yah and the bodoh security guard kept lingering around the trash area. ape je.
every time i work the 5-11, i promise myself i'll go right to sleep when i get home. but it never happens. there's either something to watch on tv, or i just wanna go online. sheesh. as a result, i've been having weird 3-4pm naps on the armchair. apeeee je.
okay today's CCD was yet another father. i sure know how to pick them, right? he's a vik, and really handsome, in the style of frappe. yeah, and a nice guy too. luckily his wife is nice as well.
oh and today they were like playing really cool songs at WS.. like baby boy, wonderful, and the kicker--1, 2 step.. so, being me, i was like singing along, and dancing at the fountain ah. and then this STUPID minimat in a plaid cap like, came by, and couldn't stop laughing/smiling at me! setan. and he even lingered, cos his sister/much-taller-gf was buying ice-cream to go. so he was there for like 10 minutes, watching me dance and laughing/smiling [i wasn't sure which] at me. okay, on hindsight, he's not a minimat, he's just like, short, and maybe about 14..
hm i also saw lisa, yanti, sya & amir, and [my favourite!] the cute & clumsy guy-who-kicks-railings, with his parents. at table 21! tt's like the lucky table or smthg. fyi, he had chic pas and FCM sun. plus some garlic pita. haha. and i refilled his water twice. and kak nores thinks he's cute too.
but even so, she must be partially blind cos there was this non-cute guy at table 23, and she like, kept staring at him! he's so annoying. he's a serial starer. i was keying in sum orders and he was just like, looking at me from head to vans-clad toe. tembak. his gf was right there, too!
but somehow today was considerably more fun than yest. maybe the whole vday thing they had going on, plus the cool clubbing songs playing in the main building. they actually dimmed the lighting and put tealights at every table inside. i was having lotsa fun blowing them out during closing.
okay today's CCD was yet another father. i sure know how to pick them, right? he's a vik, and really handsome, in the style of frappe. yeah, and a nice guy too. luckily his wife is nice as well.
oh and today they were like playing really cool songs at WS.. like baby boy, wonderful, and the kicker--1, 2 step.. so, being me, i was like singing along, and dancing at the fountain ah. and then this STUPID minimat in a plaid cap like, came by, and couldn't stop laughing/smiling at me! setan. and he even lingered, cos his sister/much-taller-gf was buying ice-cream to go. so he was there for like 10 minutes, watching me dance and laughing/smiling [i wasn't sure which] at me. okay, on hindsight, he's not a minimat, he's just like, short, and maybe about 14..
hm i also saw lisa, yanti, sya & amir, and [my favourite!] the cute & clumsy guy-who-kicks-railings, with his parents. at table 21! tt's like the lucky table or smthg. fyi, he had chic pas and FCM sun. plus some garlic pita. haha. and i refilled his water twice. and kak nores thinks he's cute too.
but even so, she must be partially blind cos there was this non-cute guy at table 23, and she like, kept staring at him! he's so annoying. he's a serial starer. i was keying in sum orders and he was just like, looking at me from head to vans-clad toe. tembak. his gf was right there, too!
but somehow today was considerably more fun than yest. maybe the whole vday thing they had going on, plus the cool clubbing songs playing in the main building. they actually dimmed the lighting and put tealights at every table inside. i was having lotsa fun blowing them out during closing.
Saturday, February 12, 2005
my brother's playing the urbz now, cos my dad just modified the xbox. so tt means i'm 70 bucks up! haha. excellent. i'll play it later, maybe.. or maybe i'll just watch him play the whole day. malas ah. oh and he named his sim Benji Madden. haha.
went swimming/tanning for like an hour just now. at downtown east. it was fun! i thought the lifeguards were cute, and there were some mats who were tanning, and it's all just really nice and open.. next time i'll have to go, for longer..
but wow. i'm in such a good mood now! now i know how to cheer myself up. just go swimming.
went swimming/tanning for like an hour just now. at downtown east. it was fun! i thought the lifeguards were cute, and there were some mats who were tanning, and it's all just really nice and open.. next time i'll have to go, for longer..
but wow. i'm in such a good mood now! now i know how to cheer myself up. just go swimming.
yuck. i just logged into friendster and i was like, why is it all pink? and when i saw the disgusting hearts, i realised it's a vday thing. ugh. i just can't run away from it, can i? so i guess i'll just have to embrace it live with it.
oh and i thought i saw scaryhots going up the escalator just now, and i practically had a heart attack, right there in the fountain. haha. i still dunno if it was him. but if it wasn't him, it was a friggin' hot guy who looks like him. he was all white-long-sleeved-shirted and black-trousered. really hot.
oh and i thought i saw scaryhots going up the escalator just now, and i practically had a heart attack, right there in the fountain. haha. i still dunno if it was him. but if it wasn't him, it was a friggin' hot guy who looks like him. he was all white-long-sleeved-shirted and black-trousered. really hot.
si liyana ni mcm tak pernah rest gitu. tmr we're going swimming. haha. well she'll be swimming anyway. *I*'ll be tanning as usual.
Cute Customer of the Day [CCD] was this guy at table 52. he's shit hot man! he's also a father. haha. he was really nice. i was like, "fish and chips?" and he sed, "that's mine.." really chirpily. and i was like, "enjoy your meal.." [SOP] and he replied, "thank you!" in the same chirpy tone. with a killer smile to boot. his wife was apparently a bi-atch, like really unfriendly and suker stare-stare. maybe she feels insecure. i wouldn't blame her. a hot AND friendly husband could cause a few problems. haha.
anyway running a close second for today's CCD title was this vik/mim guy, who was with his gf [who's nice and pretty so she gets my approval], and who's basically talldarkhandsome. and naik motor. haha.
i really miss ex-con! i've been using his micros every day. but NOT on purpose, i swear! like once i took daphne's card and then liyana switched with me. and another time i took jessica's card or smthg and liyana took it from me and switched it herself, at the cashier. and today it was the first card in the pile so of cos i just took it lah.. haha. i love seeing his name on the screen, or on the order chits, or on the receipts.. it's like he'll always be with me, even when he isn't. ok whatever corny shit. haha.
Cute Customer of the Day [CCD] was this guy at table 52. he's shit hot man! he's also a father. haha. he was really nice. i was like, "fish and chips?" and he sed, "that's mine.." really chirpily. and i was like, "enjoy your meal.." [SOP] and he replied, "thank you!" in the same chirpy tone. with a killer smile to boot. his wife was apparently a bi-atch, like really unfriendly and suker stare-stare. maybe she feels insecure. i wouldn't blame her. a hot AND friendly husband could cause a few problems. haha.
anyway running a close second for today's CCD title was this vik/mim guy, who was with his gf [who's nice and pretty so she gets my approval], and who's basically talldarkhandsome. and naik motor. haha.
i really miss ex-con! i've been using his micros every day. but NOT on purpose, i swear! like once i took daphne's card and then liyana switched with me. and another time i took jessica's card or smthg and liyana took it from me and switched it herself, at the cashier. and today it was the first card in the pile so of cos i just took it lah.. haha. i love seeing his name on the screen, or on the order chits, or on the receipts.. it's like he'll always be with me, even when he isn't. ok whatever corny shit. haha.
Friday, February 11, 2005
Close your eyes, make a wish
And blow out the candlelight
For tonight is just your night
We're gonna celebrate, all through the night
Pour the wine, light the fire
Girl your wish is my command
I submit to your demands
I will do anything, girl you need only ask
(Chorus)
I'll make love to you
Like you want me to
And I'll hold you tight
Baby all through the night
I'll make love to you
When you want me to
And I will not let go
Till you tell me to
Girl relax, let's go slow
I ain't got nowhere to go
I'm just gon' concentrate on you
Girl are you ready, it's gon' be a long night
Throw your clothes on the floor
I'm gonna take my clothes off too
I've made plans to be with you
Girl whatever you ask me, you know I can do
(Chorus)
Baby tonight is your night
And I will do you right
Just make a wish on your night
Anything that you ask
I will give you the love of your life, your life, your life
(Chorus) x2
And blow out the candlelight
For tonight is just your night
We're gonna celebrate, all through the night
Pour the wine, light the fire
Girl your wish is my command
I submit to your demands
I will do anything, girl you need only ask
(Chorus)
I'll make love to you
Like you want me to
And I'll hold you tight
Baby all through the night
I'll make love to you
When you want me to
And I will not let go
Till you tell me to
Girl relax, let's go slow
I ain't got nowhere to go
I'm just gon' concentrate on you
Girl are you ready, it's gon' be a long night
Throw your clothes on the floor
I'm gonna take my clothes off too
I've made plans to be with you
Girl whatever you ask me, you know I can do
(Chorus)
Baby tonight is your night
And I will do you right
Just make a wish on your night
Anything that you ask
I will give you the love of your life, your life, your life
(Chorus) x2
ok cd review. haha. i haven't finished listening actually, only halfway. but there's one tt samples the tune from tell laura i love her, which is one of those songs i don't know whether to love or hate, cos it's nice but it's SO sad.. anyway yeah it's nice. alah whatever ah, i love what i've listened to so far. the only shitty thing is, it's copy-controlled, so i can't convert it to wma, i.e. i can't listen to the songs on my mp3 player. ohwell.
i had the coolest time today. went for lunch with sya, josh and shaun/shawn/sean [take ur pick]. he's cute, which was a surprise to both sya and me. i mean, all those innuendos abt him and josh last year, i expected sum.. well, someone who looked less appealing ah. haha. anyway it was the coolest thing, i was wearing white and sya was wearing black, and josh was wearing white, and shaun was wearing black! haha. and at swensen's, sya sat next to shaun and i sat next to josh! so i suppose it looked quite funny. oh and the man at the next table kept looking at us, it was quite amusingly annoying.
there was a cute guy at swensen's. his name is farhan. he was working the alfresco at first, but then it got too hot so no one wld sit outside so he came inside and refilled our ice water and i could hardly believe our luck! haha. i was considering writing some sort of a "you're-cute" message to him thru the feedback form--it's possible, technically--but i decided not to ah. yah he's cute. tall, jeans sitting at exactly the right spot, dark, handsome in a vik way, and his teeth are senget, which is so cute! haha.
we went to hmv, where i thought i wouldn't buy anything, but i found this 3-for-$20 rack, and the too phat cd was sitting discreetly on it! so i just HAD to buy it. unfortunately the other cds were quite shitty so i cldn't make use of the deal, and i spent 10 more bucks. there's this cd compilation called "popcorn", which is chock-full of all the shittiest songs ever composed. a sampling: the ketchup song, macarena. sheesh. i also listened to destiny fulfilled, which has only 10 songs, so tak worth it ah, besides, all of them are slow songs except for the 2 they already released. oh and triplenoize's latest. it's REALLY cool. i am SO getting it.
hm then work was kinda shitty today, just cos i was unusually tired. like my legs were just lenguh and my tray arm was crying in pain. so abg rahim was really nice and let me top up the chilli and stuff. haha. oh and speaking of work, i AM working on vday. 5-11 plak tu. diana says it'll be crowded. shit man. and even better, ex-con ISN'T working! but i have a few shifts with him next week ah. so i can't wait. haha.
there was a cute guy at swensen's. his name is farhan. he was working the alfresco at first, but then it got too hot so no one wld sit outside so he came inside and refilled our ice water and i could hardly believe our luck! haha. i was considering writing some sort of a "you're-cute" message to him thru the feedback form--it's possible, technically--but i decided not to ah. yah he's cute. tall, jeans sitting at exactly the right spot, dark, handsome in a vik way, and his teeth are senget, which is so cute! haha.
we went to hmv, where i thought i wouldn't buy anything, but i found this 3-for-$20 rack, and the too phat cd was sitting discreetly on it! so i just HAD to buy it. unfortunately the other cds were quite shitty so i cldn't make use of the deal, and i spent 10 more bucks. there's this cd compilation called "popcorn", which is chock-full of all the shittiest songs ever composed. a sampling: the ketchup song, macarena. sheesh. i also listened to destiny fulfilled, which has only 10 songs, so tak worth it ah, besides, all of them are slow songs except for the 2 they already released. oh and triplenoize's latest. it's REALLY cool. i am SO getting it.
hm then work was kinda shitty today, just cos i was unusually tired. like my legs were just lenguh and my tray arm was crying in pain. so abg rahim was really nice and let me top up the chilli and stuff. haha. oh and speaking of work, i AM working on vday. 5-11 plak tu. diana says it'll be crowded. shit man. and even better, ex-con ISN'T working! but i have a few shifts with him next week ah. so i can't wait. haha.
Thursday, February 10, 2005
i got my first paycheck today! omg. but the bank's closed tmr, so i'll have to wait at least 2 more days to buy the urbz. omg i SO cannot wait.
work was quite boring today. white sands was lengang, like yest.. and liyana's ex was working again.. he kept walking past, so annoying. he even stepped in once, i'm not sure why. ANYway, practically all the customers were manjens. the only cute guy was sitting at table 53 with his gf. and he wasn't a unanimous-cute guy, so maybe he doesn't count. all the mats were like, outside WS smoking. so not much of a chance to mat-watch. and dunno why but liyana and i were damn tired. it wasn't even really busy or anything. what a mystery.
oh and we had pizza after work, abg rahim bought from next door. seriously, some of the pizza guys are cute. but whateverlah.
okay okay things to buy!!! gaji was $300. 70 for the urbz, 100 for my mom, maybe 20 for assorted birthday presents, and 50 for my own normal expenses for the rest of this month? and maybe 15 for this month's mat-watching. omg tt leaves me with 45 bucks je. shit! and kak nores wants to go tunnel again soon i think. which i DEFINITELY wanna go for, if she asks me. so basically, i'll be broke AGAIN by the end of the month. ok whatever. i'll just stay home and play with my new xbox game, which i WILL own by then. heh. can't wait!
work was quite boring today. white sands was lengang, like yest.. and liyana's ex was working again.. he kept walking past, so annoying. he even stepped in once, i'm not sure why. ANYway, practically all the customers were manjens. the only cute guy was sitting at table 53 with his gf. and he wasn't a unanimous-cute guy, so maybe he doesn't count. all the mats were like, outside WS smoking. so not much of a chance to mat-watch. and dunno why but liyana and i were damn tired. it wasn't even really busy or anything. what a mystery.
oh and we had pizza after work, abg rahim bought from next door. seriously, some of the pizza guys are cute. but whateverlah.
okay okay things to buy!!! gaji was $300. 70 for the urbz, 100 for my mom, maybe 20 for assorted birthday presents, and 50 for my own normal expenses for the rest of this month? and maybe 15 for this month's mat-watching. omg tt leaves me with 45 bucks je. shit! and kak nores wants to go tunnel again soon i think. which i DEFINITELY wanna go for, if she asks me. so basically, i'll be broke AGAIN by the end of the month. ok whatever. i'll just stay home and play with my new xbox game, which i WILL own by then. heh. can't wait!
Wednesday, February 09, 2005
went to the beach this morning with liyana. [pasir ris beach.] it was cool, all windy and sunny and stuff. and wow you couldn't see the grass for all the tents! you know, all these malay families with their tents and barbecues; hammocks and hanging laundry. like i said to liyana, i felt deprived cos my family's never done anything like tt. i mean, sure, we went to changi beach for picnics and stuff but never these camping stuffs.. and there were lots of mats, of cos, and cute little boys splashing around in the water sampai tempias kat aku. [and if ure wondering why i didn't mention cute little girls, it's cos i didn't see any.]
oh and i spent a large part of last night chatting to ash. [thanks to nadia's pestering.] he's incredibly nice! and so cute! oh God. kill me now. and i even told him he's cute, in a carefully-constructed passing remark. haha.
ok, well, i'm going to work in like less than 5 hours. and no ex-con. how am i gonna get thru the day? there better be some cute customers, tt's all i can say. haha. ohyah thanks to liyana, i've made friends with the cook who looks like andee. haha. he also looks like mr. bean. funn-ay.
oh and i spent a large part of last night chatting to ash. [thanks to nadia's pestering.] he's incredibly nice! and so cute! oh God. kill me now. and i even told him he's cute, in a carefully-constructed passing remark. haha.
ok, well, i'm going to work in like less than 5 hours. and no ex-con. how am i gonna get thru the day? there better be some cute customers, tt's all i can say. haha. ohyah thanks to liyana, i've made friends with the cook who looks like andee. haha. he also looks like mr. bean. funn-ay.
Tuesday, February 08, 2005
i'm so drained. in all aspects possible.
met liyana at tampines, and we jalan2ed round orchard. all over. first we ate at jon's salon. i also pointed out gerard to her, and she thinks he's not bad. ha so there. and we were spotting lots of random hot viks. bes.. there was one vik with blue contacts and a cap eating practically beside us. lawar..
anyway then we roamed far east. then we went to lido. tommy wasn't working but chuckie was. dunno if he saw me. then we walked to the heeren. then we walked to somerset mrt, and from there we walked to ps. haha. takder kerje walk here walk there. finally we took a train back to pasir ris.
and we got our hongbaos from swensen's.. and bought fries which we didn't finish, and got free ILTs.. abg rahim sed he shd have called me in to work today. i was THIS close to agreeing. i mean, another chance to work with ex-con! sigh. it just wasn't meant to be, i suppose. but now i have to endure one week without seeing him, smelling him, or "insulting" him. don't know if i can last tt long.
anyway it wasn't so much the walking as the talking. i didn't know tt they all thought i was aloof dsb [they with the exception of anggi and liyana, prolly], although i can't say i was surprised. and the really sad part is that i just CAN'T seem to friendly-fy myself! it's so easy to talk to liyana, but i struggle to find something to say with any of the rest. how completely annoying. a little help?!?!?!?
met liyana at tampines, and we jalan2ed round orchard. all over. first we ate at jon's salon. i also pointed out gerard to her, and she thinks he's not bad. ha so there. and we were spotting lots of random hot viks. bes.. there was one vik with blue contacts and a cap eating practically beside us. lawar..
anyway then we roamed far east. then we went to lido. tommy wasn't working but chuckie was. dunno if he saw me. then we walked to the heeren. then we walked to somerset mrt, and from there we walked to ps. haha. takder kerje walk here walk there. finally we took a train back to pasir ris.
and we got our hongbaos from swensen's.. and bought fries which we didn't finish, and got free ILTs.. abg rahim sed he shd have called me in to work today. i was THIS close to agreeing. i mean, another chance to work with ex-con! sigh. it just wasn't meant to be, i suppose. but now i have to endure one week without seeing him, smelling him, or "insulting" him. don't know if i can last tt long.
anyway it wasn't so much the walking as the talking. i didn't know tt they all thought i was aloof dsb [they with the exception of anggi and liyana, prolly], although i can't say i was surprised. and the really sad part is that i just CAN'T seem to friendly-fy myself! it's so easy to talk to liyana, but i struggle to find something to say with any of the rest. how completely annoying. a little help?!?!?!?
ha. just got home from rj. the dikir WAS not bad. haha. dani is so cute. and there was this one guy we were insulting like crazy, for being kaku and for looking at his friend throughout the performance and stuff. basically unprofessional behaviour ah. skali rupernyer dier cute sey. haha. i forgot his name, it starts with an A, but i call him Ash [no relation to the pokemon dude]. haha.
after tt we hung out at j8. actually, we just hung out at LJS. nice of them not to chase us out since we sat there without ordering for almost an hour. guess who was there, among the jumble of minimats and mats-who-are-younger-than-me-but-cute-nevertheless-so-just-let-me-check-them-out? haha. burger's brother, saiful. he was so cute, he was laughing while covering his face with his cup, his phone and his hand in turns. he's in RI, cool sey. and we also saw non-fren's brother, who saw us gawking at him. mampos. let's hope he doesn't complain to big bro. haha.
well better wrap this up. i'm leaving after zuhur. i took 53 home, of cos, and there was this cute ite bishan guy. arab-looking. i took a photo! haha. k cya.
after tt we hung out at j8. actually, we just hung out at LJS. nice of them not to chase us out since we sat there without ordering for almost an hour. guess who was there, among the jumble of minimats and mats-who-are-younger-than-me-but-cute-nevertheless-so-just-let-me-check-them-out? haha. burger's brother, saiful. he was so cute, he was laughing while covering his face with his cup, his phone and his hand in turns. he's in RI, cool sey. and we also saw non-fren's brother, who saw us gawking at him. mampos. let's hope he doesn't complain to big bro. haha.
well better wrap this up. i'm leaving after zuhur. i took 53 home, of cos, and there was this cute ite bishan guy. arab-looking. i took a photo! haha. k cya.
wow i am SO tired. and i have to wake up in less than 5 hours. bagus. closing was delayed like crazy by this stupid couple who finished eating at like 11!!! hi, the 24-hr swensen's is at crown prince, not white sands..
liyana and i kept giggling today cos her ex [a.k.a. the cute security guard] kept walking past. ooh and ex-con was working, so add to tt more giggles.. he also bisinged at me for coming in late.. AND he said bye. haha okay whatever. tmr he's working, so kalau aku bersemangat, i can walk past. haha.
liyana and i kept giggling today cos her ex [a.k.a. the cute security guard] kept walking past. ooh and ex-con was working, so add to tt more giggles.. he also bisinged at me for coming in late.. AND he said bye. haha okay whatever. tmr he's working, so kalau aku bersemangat, i can walk past. haha.
Monday, February 07, 2005
[Intro - Lil' Jon]
Usher...
Lil' Jon...
Ludacris...
[Usher {with Lil' Jon}]
Yeah, man
Once again, it's on {It's on}
You know we had to do it again, right?
[Lil' Jon]
We had to do it again, boy
Want you to sing to these ladies, man
[Usher (with vocalizing)]
(Ohh-oh-oh-ohh)
A'ight, so I'm up first? A'ight, lemme have it...
(Ohh-oh-oh-ohh)
Let's do it...
[1st Verse - Usher]
Baby, how ya doin'?
Hope that 'cha fine, wanna know what you got in mind,
And I'm,
Got me fiendin' like Jodeci, girl, I can't leave you alone,
Take a shot of this here Petrone' and it's gon' be on,
V.I.P. done got way too crowded,
I'm about to end up callin' it a night,
You should holla at 'cha girl, tell her you shake it and seized,
Pull off, beep-beep, shotgun in the GT with me
She said, "Ohhh-ohhh, I'm ready to ride, yeah,"
"'Cause once you get inside, you can't change your mind,"
"Don't mean to sound invasion, but you gotta promise, baby, ohh..."
[Chorus - Usher]
Tell me again (Tell me again, my baby),
That we'll be Lovers and Friends (Ohh, I gotta know, baby, aw yeah)
Tell me again (Make sho' you right, ohh, before we leave),
That we'll be Lovers and Friends (Ohh, it's a good look, baby)...
[2nd Verse - Ludacris]
Sometime wanna be your lover,
Sometime wanna be your friend,
Sometime wanna hug ya,
Hold hands, slow-dance while the record spins,
Opened up your heart 'cause you said I made you feel so comfortable,
Used to play back then, now you all grown-up like Rudy Huxtable,
I could be your buck, you could beat me up,
Play-fight in the dark, then we both make up,
I'd do anything just to feel your butt,
Why you got me so messed up?
I don't know, but you gotta stop trippin',
Be a good girl now, turn around, and get these whippings,
You know you like it like that,
You don't have to fight back,
Here's a pillow - bite...that,
And I'll be settin' separate plays,
So on all these separate days,
Your legs can go they separate...ways...
[Chorus - Usher]
Tell me again (Tell me again, my baby),
That we'll be Lovers and Friends (Ohh, it's a good look, baby)
Tell me again (Tell me over-and-over-and-over again),
That we'll be Lovers and Friends (Make sho' you right, before you choose)...
[3rd Verse - Lil' Jon]
I's been know you fo' a long time (shawty),
But fuckin' never crossed my mind (shawty),
But tonight, I seen sumthin' in ya (shawty),
That made me wanna get wit 'cha (shawty),
But you ain't been nuttin' but a friend to me (shawty),
And a nigga never ever dreamed to be (shawty),
Up in here, kissin', huggin', squeezin', touchin' (shawty),
Up in the bathtub, rub-a-dubbin' (shawty),
Are you sure you wanna go this route? (shawty),
Let a nigga know before I pull it out (shawty),
I would never ever cross the line (shawty),
Shawty, let me hit ya to me one mo' time...one mo' time...
[Chorus - Usher]
Tell me again (Tell me again, my baby),
That we'll be Lovers and Friends (Ohh, it's a good look, baby)
Tell me again (Make sho' you right, ohh, before we leave),
That we'll be Lovers and Friends (Tell me over-and-over-and-over again)...
[Outro - Usher]
Oh-oh-hoo
Oh-oh-hoo
Oh-oh-hoo-ohhhh-yeaaah...
[Ludacris {with Lil' Jon}]
Please tell your Lovers and Friends,
That Usher, Jon, and Luda had to do it again {Hey!! (Hey!!)}
Please tell your Lovers and Friends,
That Usher, Jon, and Luda had to do it again, that's right {Hey!! (Hey!!)}
Please tell your Lovers and Friends,
That Usher, Jon, and Luda had to do it again {Hey!! (Hey!!)}...
great song. all slow and groovy..
Usher...
Lil' Jon...
Ludacris...
[Usher {with Lil' Jon}]
Yeah, man
Once again, it's on {It's on}
You know we had to do it again, right?
[Lil' Jon]
We had to do it again, boy
Want you to sing to these ladies, man
[Usher (with vocalizing)]
(Ohh-oh-oh-ohh)
A'ight, so I'm up first? A'ight, lemme have it...
(Ohh-oh-oh-ohh)
Let's do it...
[1st Verse - Usher]
Baby, how ya doin'?
Hope that 'cha fine, wanna know what you got in mind,
And I'm,
Got me fiendin' like Jodeci, girl, I can't leave you alone,
Take a shot of this here Petrone' and it's gon' be on,
V.I.P. done got way too crowded,
I'm about to end up callin' it a night,
You should holla at 'cha girl, tell her you shake it and seized,
Pull off, beep-beep, shotgun in the GT with me
She said, "Ohhh-ohhh, I'm ready to ride, yeah,"
"'Cause once you get inside, you can't change your mind,"
"Don't mean to sound invasion, but you gotta promise, baby, ohh..."
[Chorus - Usher]
Tell me again (Tell me again, my baby),
That we'll be Lovers and Friends (Ohh, I gotta know, baby, aw yeah)
Tell me again (Make sho' you right, ohh, before we leave),
That we'll be Lovers and Friends (Ohh, it's a good look, baby)...
[2nd Verse - Ludacris]
Sometime wanna be your lover,
Sometime wanna be your friend,
Sometime wanna hug ya,
Hold hands, slow-dance while the record spins,
Opened up your heart 'cause you said I made you feel so comfortable,
Used to play back then, now you all grown-up like Rudy Huxtable,
I could be your buck, you could beat me up,
Play-fight in the dark, then we both make up,
I'd do anything just to feel your butt,
Why you got me so messed up?
I don't know, but you gotta stop trippin',
Be a good girl now, turn around, and get these whippings,
You know you like it like that,
You don't have to fight back,
Here's a pillow - bite...that,
And I'll be settin' separate plays,
So on all these separate days,
Your legs can go they separate...ways...
[Chorus - Usher]
Tell me again (Tell me again, my baby),
That we'll be Lovers and Friends (Ohh, it's a good look, baby)
Tell me again (Tell me over-and-over-and-over again),
That we'll be Lovers and Friends (Make sho' you right, before you choose)...
[3rd Verse - Lil' Jon]
I's been know you fo' a long time (shawty),
But fuckin' never crossed my mind (shawty),
But tonight, I seen sumthin' in ya (shawty),
That made me wanna get wit 'cha (shawty),
But you ain't been nuttin' but a friend to me (shawty),
And a nigga never ever dreamed to be (shawty),
Up in here, kissin', huggin', squeezin', touchin' (shawty),
Up in the bathtub, rub-a-dubbin' (shawty),
Are you sure you wanna go this route? (shawty),
Let a nigga know before I pull it out (shawty),
I would never ever cross the line (shawty),
Shawty, let me hit ya to me one mo' time...one mo' time...
[Chorus - Usher]
Tell me again (Tell me again, my baby),
That we'll be Lovers and Friends (Ohh, it's a good look, baby)
Tell me again (Make sho' you right, ohh, before we leave),
That we'll be Lovers and Friends (Tell me over-and-over-and-over again)...
[Outro - Usher]
Oh-oh-hoo
Oh-oh-hoo
Oh-oh-hoo-ohhhh-yeaaah...
[Ludacris {with Lil' Jon}]
Please tell your Lovers and Friends,
That Usher, Jon, and Luda had to do it again {Hey!! (Hey!!)}
Please tell your Lovers and Friends,
That Usher, Jon, and Luda had to do it again, that's right {Hey!! (Hey!!)}
Please tell your Lovers and Friends,
That Usher, Jon, and Luda had to do it again {Hey!! (Hey!!)}...
great song. all slow and groovy..
i have a new hp! haha. okay, it's not new new, but it is technically new.. it's the t630, which is only a step up from my current phone. and honestly, i can't see any difference in the two except for the outward appearance. and the t610 has much friendlier lines and stuff. but whatever. a new phone's a new phone. haha.
a bout of insomnia decided to attack just now while i was trying to sleep, so here i am now.
had a last-minute 5-11 today. hm i met nonis and hanis.. party of 10.. and they ate so much, like $200+ worth! hebat.. and cute customer of the day was this malay guy wearing a silver chain.. he was also with his gf.. haha. i've yet to see a cute customer who happens to be single. besides OM, of cos.
tuesday's gonna be a big day. haha. going to watch the apparently-great dk.. and then i'm going out with liyana.. can't wait to show her gerard.. haha she'll prolly be blind to his cuteness too. but it won't hurt..
i think this week is my 4th week working, or so.. which means.. payday's coming up soon! omg i'm practically salivating just thinking about it.. and i'll prolly be saying hello and goodbye to the money in the same day. haha.
had a last-minute 5-11 today. hm i met nonis and hanis.. party of 10.. and they ate so much, like $200+ worth! hebat.. and cute customer of the day was this malay guy wearing a silver chain.. he was also with his gf.. haha. i've yet to see a cute customer who happens to be single. besides OM, of cos.
tuesday's gonna be a big day. haha. going to watch the apparently-great dk.. and then i'm going out with liyana.. can't wait to show her gerard.. haha she'll prolly be blind to his cuteness too. but it won't hurt..
i think this week is my 4th week working, or so.. which means.. payday's coming up soon! omg i'm practically salivating just thinking about it.. and i'll prolly be saying hello and goodbye to the money in the same day. haha.
Saturday, February 05, 2005
i'm SOOOOOOOOOOO sleepy! asal eh?
anyway carlsberg guy changed his hairstyle.. it used to be ungelled and stuff, but today it was spikyish.. and he looks even better.. although i didn't dare go too close to him or anything. haha.
today was fun cos we did a variation of mat-watching.. haha. but it wasn't a success ah, cos the original aim wasn't fulfilled. anyway i'm just crapping now, so time to go to sleep.
anyway carlsberg guy changed his hairstyle.. it used to be ungelled and stuff, but today it was spikyish.. and he looks even better.. although i didn't dare go too close to him or anything. haha.
today was fun cos we did a variation of mat-watching.. haha. but it wasn't a success ah, cos the original aim wasn't fulfilled. anyway i'm just crapping now, so time to go to sleep.
Friday, February 04, 2005
went to rj today to watch tarian. it looks cool. there are 15 of them altogether. wow. it's another payung dance, unfortunately. haha. but seems fun. i miss tarian and angklung so much..
and i STILL didn't see first official cute j1 2005. wonder where he disappears to all the time. haha. "all the time" sey. macamlah aku ni slalu kat sana.
ANYWAY. my dad got a pair of free tickets to constantine!!! i've been wanting to watch it! but it's on monday night, so my brother gets them [i'm working tt night]. how incredibly unfair. i've never yet been able to enjoy one of my dad's free tickets.
and now i have to stay up for the next 3 hours so i can listen to urban essentials. haha.
and i STILL didn't see first official cute j1 2005. wonder where he disappears to all the time. haha. "all the time" sey. macamlah aku ni slalu kat sana.
ANYWAY. my dad got a pair of free tickets to constantine!!! i've been wanting to watch it! but it's on monday night, so my brother gets them [i'm working tt night]. how incredibly unfair. i've never yet been able to enjoy one of my dad's free tickets.
and now i have to stay up for the next 3 hours so i can listen to urban essentials. haha.
i did the stupidest thing today. and i mean, it was the stupidest, dumbest thing i've ever done in my entire life. and for anyone who knows me, tt means something. i'm not gonna recount it, cos it's really too dumb to recontemplate. but i am gonna say tt it involved carlsberg guy. and i'm also never gonna go to the toilet until CNY is over. haha.
so today i went for lunch at the t2 swensen's with anggi and liyana. it was fun, but i really chose the wrong dish. it was totally un-pedas, and i couldn't finish it and everything. again. eurgh. one month ago i would never be able to NOT finish anything non-sayur. anyway i'm glad i don't work at the airport swensen's, it's all manual there, so they're less flexible about special requests in your orders. leceh ah.
niari takder cute customer of the day. but of cos, there was ex-con [i've changed it from george]. hehe. he is too hot man. and he smells great ALL the time! i wonder how much perfume he puts on everyday. and i got to sit next to him during briefing and stuff. heh. oh wow he just rocks. and everytime we disturb each other, i have to like, dig up all my self-restraint to keep from smiling/grinning/laughing crazily. ooh and i got to walk to the int with him, cos he takes the bus home. aaaah hot! the only problem is, i never know what to say to him, so i end up asking inane things like which ite he was frm, whether his piercing hurt, stuff like tt. i am SUCH a loser.
and i won't be working with him the whole of next week, cos he's going KL! how annoying sial! hopefully the week after ah..
so today i went for lunch at the t2 swensen's with anggi and liyana. it was fun, but i really chose the wrong dish. it was totally un-pedas, and i couldn't finish it and everything. again. eurgh. one month ago i would never be able to NOT finish anything non-sayur. anyway i'm glad i don't work at the airport swensen's, it's all manual there, so they're less flexible about special requests in your orders. leceh ah.
niari takder cute customer of the day. but of cos, there was ex-con [i've changed it from george]. hehe. he is too hot man. and he smells great ALL the time! i wonder how much perfume he puts on everyday. and i got to sit next to him during briefing and stuff. heh. oh wow he just rocks. and everytime we disturb each other, i have to like, dig up all my self-restraint to keep from smiling/grinning/laughing crazily. ooh and i got to walk to the int with him, cos he takes the bus home. aaaah hot! the only problem is, i never know what to say to him, so i end up asking inane things like which ite he was frm, whether his piercing hurt, stuff like tt. i am SUCH a loser.
and i won't be working with him the whole of next week, cos he's going KL! how annoying sial! hopefully the week after ah..
Thursday, February 03, 2005
stared some more at carlsberg guy today. this time he had smthg from old chang kee, AND an ice-cream cone frm mac's a few hours later. oh wow he's too cute, SOMETHING has to be done about this!
and cute customer of the day goes, unquestionably, to the malay guy in the green-and-white striped polo shirt. he was eating with his gf at the alfresco area, so i didn't get much contact with him. but thanks to azhar nyer kemalasan, Cute Stripes had to keep coming in, first for 2 bowls of tartar sauce, and another time for ice-cream spoons. and i was only too happy to oblige. haha. i know he has a gf and all, but my job is to be helpful right? haha. wow seriously he was fair [shafa'll like tt!] with those mat glasses, neat hair, and irresistible mat voice. and you know, he talked in malay and stuff. wow shit he rocks. and his gf is an aimee, cool sey. so i totally approve. haha. if i can't have him, at least it's not a manjen who gets him yeah?
and cute customer of the day goes, unquestionably, to the malay guy in the green-and-white striped polo shirt. he was eating with his gf at the alfresco area, so i didn't get much contact with him. but thanks to azhar nyer kemalasan, Cute Stripes had to keep coming in, first for 2 bowls of tartar sauce, and another time for ice-cream spoons. and i was only too happy to oblige. haha. i know he has a gf and all, but my job is to be helpful right? haha. wow seriously he was fair [shafa'll like tt!] with those mat glasses, neat hair, and irresistible mat voice. and you know, he talked in malay and stuff. wow shit he rocks. and his gf is an aimee, cool sey. so i totally approve. haha. if i can't have him, at least it's not a manjen who gets him yeah?
Wednesday, February 02, 2005
woohoo i can't wait, tomorrow i get to see samit in all his sec 3 glory! oh God i think i can start fainting now..
oh and carlsberg guy was back today.. i walked past him once to "go to the toilet", but he didn't even glance at me! maybe if i got him a range of stuff from old chang kee he'd like me? cos he's always eating from old chang kee.. hm. well if i'm gonna do tt, i better work up the nerve before CNY, cos he'll be gone by then, i'm sure.
anyway a little bit of free advertising here. haha. couples, get the v-day set meal for $65, for 2! you get a love nest salad [i know, corny much? but i didn't come up with it!], your choice of any 2 main courses/pasta, a sparkling water each, and round off with a cute little heart-shaped ice-cream cake. and there's a free pair of boy/girl cups and sum spa discount, while stocks last. the v-day menu is available on 12-14 feb. oh God please don't let me be working on the 14th..
oh and carlsberg guy was back today.. i walked past him once to "go to the toilet", but he didn't even glance at me! maybe if i got him a range of stuff from old chang kee he'd like me? cos he's always eating from old chang kee.. hm. well if i'm gonna do tt, i better work up the nerve before CNY, cos he'll be gone by then, i'm sure.
anyway a little bit of free advertising here. haha. couples, get the v-day set meal for $65, for 2! you get a love nest salad [i know, corny much? but i didn't come up with it!], your choice of any 2 main courses/pasta, a sparkling water each, and round off with a cute little heart-shaped ice-cream cake. and there's a free pair of boy/girl cups and sum spa discount, while stocks last. the v-day menu is available on 12-14 feb. oh God please don't let me be working on the 14th..
Bye bye Studio 1!
In 2018, I was heading to Zumba class when I saw "The Brass Barre" printed on the directory of the same building. Immediately in...
