this blog seems to be getting overloaded or something. i may hafta shut it down soon. how sad. it's been quite a number of years, and it's quite hard to let go.
haha. anyway. i'm using mozilla firefox now. someone d/led it onto my comp, so now i have a choice of 2 browsers. it's quite interesting, actually. it's not necessarily faster than IE or anything, but it's a whole new and interesting experience. the best part is that it blocks popups! yu know, popups--the bane of a netsurfer's existence.
anyway, happy halloween. i think it's such a shame that we don't celebrate it. it's always seemed like such a fun event to me, from reading BSC books and, more recently, harry potter. you get to dress up as anything and prowl the streets like nobody's business. i had this queen of hearts costume once, when i was like 7. it was really cool. too bad i grew out of it.
today it's nasi ayam for buka! woohoo! i could just die of ecstasy.
Saturday, October 30, 2004
i spent all day bumming. watched one vcd of tiga abdul, but i was just falling asleep [no fault of urs, P. Ramlee!], so i decided to succumb. haha.
omg life is just so boring these days! bum around, go out and study, eat, sleep, pray.. can you blame me for seeking samit on a rainy friday morning?
i wore my pumpkin earrings yest. so fun! i was planning to wear them today, but i guess i had this feeling i wldn't be going out today, so naseb baik i wore them yest. else i'd hafta wait till next year to wear them.
omg life is just so boring these days! bum around, go out and study, eat, sleep, pray.. can you blame me for seeking samit on a rainy friday morning?
i wore my pumpkin earrings yest. so fun! i was planning to wear them today, but i guess i had this feeling i wldn't be going out today, so naseb baik i wore them yest. else i'd hafta wait till next year to wear them.
Thursday, October 28, 2004
i'm feeling majorly disillusioned.
anyway, let's get the obvious out of the way. chem pract today. now it's over.
i went to skl at like 8 today. went to the library to do the studying tt i was supposed to do yest. haha. i sat with yaxin and 2 of her friends cos she claimed i "stole" her seat. haha. i was just thinking.. she calls me "police".. which is a connection btwn me and samit! woohoo! anyway. she started browsing thru my phone gallery. and she saw the photo of me and OM, and she showed it to her friend and started talking abt me liking him! mortification beyond belief.. [hey, beyond belief! love tt show. hate jonathan frakes tho.] well. it's not like it's a well-kept secret or anything yah.
i was feeling so down i was desperate for a pick-me-up. so first stop was bus therapy. i sat and waited for 105. and then i started thinking about tommy again. [acherli, i haven't stopped. his smile was like floating thru my brain while i was checking my apparatus and heating my boiling tube.] and i was thinking tt maybe i cld drop by starbucks and get a frappucino from him. that would REALLY be a pick-me-up. but then i chickened out cos i realised he might not be there, and where would that leave me? without a seat in the bus, that's where. haha. so i decided to just settle for seeing my dogs. i took 81 from the interchange and got a 2-second view of one of my dogs. one day i'll acherli get off at that stop and go in and look at my dogs, close up. they're sooooo cute.. always baringing quietly on the floor.. kiut..
taufik is really compelling to watch! he's sooooo endearingly cute...! haha. and i caught the second episode of wade robson [you know, from the days when i was clueless about this hot guy who's so hot he shouldn't be allowed.]. woohoo! he's hot.
anyway, let's get the obvious out of the way. chem pract today. now it's over.
i went to skl at like 8 today. went to the library to do the studying tt i was supposed to do yest. haha. i sat with yaxin and 2 of her friends cos she claimed i "stole" her seat. haha. i was just thinking.. she calls me "police".. which is a connection btwn me and samit! woohoo! anyway. she started browsing thru my phone gallery. and she saw the photo of me and OM, and she showed it to her friend and started talking abt me liking him! mortification beyond belief.. [hey, beyond belief! love tt show. hate jonathan frakes tho.] well. it's not like it's a well-kept secret or anything yah.
i was feeling so down i was desperate for a pick-me-up. so first stop was bus therapy. i sat and waited for 105. and then i started thinking about tommy again. [acherli, i haven't stopped. his smile was like floating thru my brain while i was checking my apparatus and heating my boiling tube.] and i was thinking tt maybe i cld drop by starbucks and get a frappucino from him. that would REALLY be a pick-me-up. but then i chickened out cos i realised he might not be there, and where would that leave me? without a seat in the bus, that's where. haha. so i decided to just settle for seeing my dogs. i took 81 from the interchange and got a 2-second view of one of my dogs. one day i'll acherli get off at that stop and go in and look at my dogs, close up. they're sooooo cute.. always baringing quietly on the floor.. kiut..
taufik is really compelling to watch! he's sooooo endearingly cute...! haha. and i caught the second episode of wade robson [you know, from the days when i was clueless about this hot guy who's so hot he shouldn't be allowed.]. woohoo! he's hot.
Wednesday, October 27, 2004
woohoo yourself! haha. that was a great day i just had.
sure, i diden see samit in the bus, but s'okay.. i took 36 to orchard again.. the beach was soooo empty today.. and so was the skate park.. darn.. cos smalam there was a smattering of skaters.. nice to watch.. haha.
hm. ohyah. i exchanged phones with fana yest, and today we exchanged back, and to my ultimate horror, my phone's inbox was empty!!! that means no more sweet forwards from scaryhots, no more funny msgs from ivan, and sum picture msgs are gone too!!! i was really sad. ask baba and fana kalau tak caya.
okay, what happened today was that BOTH dil and tommy came!!! woohoo! first dil came, with his [apparently ugly] gf. he wasn't working.. just studying, i think, before his movie. thennn.. tommy arrived! we were dying. he went to change, then he went right to work. we wanted gambars of him, so i decided to buy a drink while fana jadi the photographer. [acherli i'd already planned this from yest. i was all prepared to buy a drink, i was just waiting for tommy to arrive.] anyway, there were many false starts cos i diden wanna order from him [malu] or the malay girl [ditto]. so i waited for the [manjen] boss to man the counter. okay, check. so we went there. and i ordered. and guess who was making my drink?!?!?! tommyyyy!!! haha. meanwhile, fana was snapping away. so my drink was ready, and he set it on the surface, and said, "frappucino.." and smiled. SMILED. SMILED. SMILED! wows. i was how dying. i almost couldn't unwrap the straw cos i was trembling from trying to supress a scream. and he's just like so nice, he wrapped a napkin around my drink! and put extra whipped cream!!! yaaargghh! comel! nice! i mean, he knows we like him, but he's still nice to us.. kinda like OM! which is great! well. the drink was great [duh, tengoklah orang yang buat..!] and needless to say, i kept everything--the napkin, the straw, the cup and the cover. and i just realised that "RF" is scribbled in black marker on the cup. his handwriting, people! woohoo! ohyes forgot to mention. during the false starts, baba was singing a made-up ditty that went something like this: "oh tommy.. you're a cutie.. come rub my tummy.." or sum R(A) shit liddat. haha.
okay i'm going to hafta go to sleep in 30 minutes. byes.
sure, i diden see samit in the bus, but s'okay.. i took 36 to orchard again.. the beach was soooo empty today.. and so was the skate park.. darn.. cos smalam there was a smattering of skaters.. nice to watch.. haha.
hm. ohyah. i exchanged phones with fana yest, and today we exchanged back, and to my ultimate horror, my phone's inbox was empty!!! that means no more sweet forwards from scaryhots, no more funny msgs from ivan, and sum picture msgs are gone too!!! i was really sad. ask baba and fana kalau tak caya.
okay, what happened today was that BOTH dil and tommy came!!! woohoo! first dil came, with his [apparently ugly] gf. he wasn't working.. just studying, i think, before his movie. thennn.. tommy arrived! we were dying. he went to change, then he went right to work. we wanted gambars of him, so i decided to buy a drink while fana jadi the photographer. [acherli i'd already planned this from yest. i was all prepared to buy a drink, i was just waiting for tommy to arrive.] anyway, there were many false starts cos i diden wanna order from him [malu] or the malay girl [ditto]. so i waited for the [manjen] boss to man the counter. okay, check. so we went there. and i ordered. and guess who was making my drink?!?!?! tommyyyy!!! haha. meanwhile, fana was snapping away. so my drink was ready, and he set it on the surface, and said, "frappucino.." and smiled. SMILED. SMILED. SMILED! wows. i was how dying. i almost couldn't unwrap the straw cos i was trembling from trying to supress a scream. and he's just like so nice, he wrapped a napkin around my drink! and put extra whipped cream!!! yaaargghh! comel! nice! i mean, he knows we like him, but he's still nice to us.. kinda like OM! which is great! well. the drink was great [duh, tengoklah orang yang buat..!] and needless to say, i kept everything--the napkin, the straw, the cup and the cover. and i just realised that "RF" is scribbled in black marker on the cup. his handwriting, people! woohoo! ohyes forgot to mention. during the false starts, baba was singing a made-up ditty that went something like this: "oh tommy.. you're a cutie.. come rub my tummy.." or sum R(A) shit liddat. haha.
okay i'm going to hafta go to sleep in 30 minutes. byes.
Tuesday, October 26, 2004
haha. that has to be the shortest entry of my lifetime.
i know i hate tvmobile and all, but i just wanna commend it for showing yong tau fools in love.. it's really really cute, touching, and the guy lead [his name is jose] is really cute! he looks malay, and well, he's just cute.
i love wearing my cap. it's so fun. plus it helps throw the scratches on my nose in shadow [i.e. less visible]. haha. and it's just really fun.. like, half the cute lumpurs are wearing them, so it helps me feel closer to them. or whatever. haha. but i can't push it, i guess, by wearing it 3 days in a row. so i won't.
there was this cute guy at starbucks yest. his name is tommy. we were all waiting for him to go for a break so baba cld go buy a frappucino without feeling guilty. haha. anyway, he's short, with sunken eyes and spiky hair, but he's cute! when we were about to leave i realised that he looks like tommy. pickles. so we decided to call him tommy.
one of his coworkers is cute too. he's taller, fairer, and looks slightly less melayu. and no spiky hair. we called him dill [pickles, duh], but he was there today, STUDYING before he started work, and i saw his notes and rupernyer is name is ishmael. nice.. i love those kinda names.. as in muslim names but converted to english.. like.. david [daud].. elias [iylas, i think].. michael [mikhail].. so.. yeah..
one last cute guy. his name is supervisor. hahaha. well, obviously not. he works at both adidas stores in orchard, so i theorized tt he's the area supervisor. he has cool braids! hebat, hebat.
i'm not going to be able to watch maria full of grace after all, cos the earliest today was at 12-ish.. tanak ah. anything after 11 is too late for me. how sad. it's a sundance film festival movie! an actual mature movie! ohwell.
shitty things: rizal/reza, the train home being stalled for a whopping 10384895 years [read: 10 minutes] at city hall yest, freaky cleaner whose j**** i'd like to stick his own penyapu into, etc.
i took the bus to orchard today and it passed east coast and i was THIS close to jumping off and running to the nearest waterline. i could almost taste the breeze [baru habis hujan].. sigh. i swear, if i lived near the beach i'd go there everyday. twice, at least. once in the morning, once in the afternoon [to tan] around.. 2? and once in the evening, around 5ish [if i don't go in the morning]. and maybe at night after dinner. but i remain stuck here in this cement-concrete-glass-and-steel prison.
hehe. i was at lido today as usual rite, and i went to the toilet with fana.. and i heard pat's voice. and we happened to come out of the cubicles at the same time, and she laughed and sed, "norain! i knew i heard your voice!" haha. likewise, pat..
i know i hate tvmobile and all, but i just wanna commend it for showing yong tau fools in love.. it's really really cute, touching, and the guy lead [his name is jose] is really cute! he looks malay, and well, he's just cute.
i love wearing my cap. it's so fun. plus it helps throw the scratches on my nose in shadow [i.e. less visible]. haha. and it's just really fun.. like, half the cute lumpurs are wearing them, so it helps me feel closer to them. or whatever. haha. but i can't push it, i guess, by wearing it 3 days in a row. so i won't.
there was this cute guy at starbucks yest. his name is tommy. we were all waiting for him to go for a break so baba cld go buy a frappucino without feeling guilty. haha. anyway, he's short, with sunken eyes and spiky hair, but he's cute! when we were about to leave i realised that he looks like tommy. pickles. so we decided to call him tommy.
one of his coworkers is cute too. he's taller, fairer, and looks slightly less melayu. and no spiky hair. we called him dill [pickles, duh], but he was there today, STUDYING before he started work, and i saw his notes and rupernyer is name is ishmael. nice.. i love those kinda names.. as in muslim names but converted to english.. like.. david [daud].. elias [iylas, i think].. michael [mikhail].. so.. yeah..
one last cute guy. his name is supervisor. hahaha. well, obviously not. he works at both adidas stores in orchard, so i theorized tt he's the area supervisor. he has cool braids! hebat, hebat.
i'm not going to be able to watch maria full of grace after all, cos the earliest today was at 12-ish.. tanak ah. anything after 11 is too late for me. how sad. it's a sundance film festival movie! an actual mature movie! ohwell.
shitty things: rizal/reza, the train home being stalled for a whopping 10384895 years [read: 10 minutes] at city hall yest, freaky cleaner whose j**** i'd like to stick his own penyapu into, etc.
i took the bus to orchard today and it passed east coast and i was THIS close to jumping off and running to the nearest waterline. i could almost taste the breeze [baru habis hujan].. sigh. i swear, if i lived near the beach i'd go there everyday. twice, at least. once in the morning, once in the afternoon [to tan] around.. 2? and once in the evening, around 5ish [if i don't go in the morning]. and maybe at night after dinner. but i remain stuck here in this cement-concrete-glass-and-steel prison.
hehe. i was at lido today as usual rite, and i went to the toilet with fana.. and i heard pat's voice. and we happened to come out of the cubicles at the same time, and she laughed and sed, "norain! i knew i heard your voice!" haha. likewise, pat..
Sunday, October 24, 2004
my brother has more cds than me. admittedly, i have only 2 cds: nsync's no strings attached and McFly's room on the 3rd floor. he has maroon 5, linkin park, and now sum pug jelly cd and another linkin park. or whatever. and at sec 2, i had ZERO cds! is this an indication tt i am uncool, or that youth is advancing at an alarming rate these days? actually, i'm crapping, so ignore.
anyway there's no morning show for maria full of grace tmr, so i'm going on tuesday instead.. it's NC-16! another movie with which to celebrate my biological maturity.. haha.
ohyes. i've decided that, besides being a burger loyalist, i am also an avid jiwangist. it's quite obvious what that means. and this week's jiwang song is lamunan terhenti.
Entah mengapakah hatiku bergetaran
Bila bertemu lagi oh kekasih lama
Ku cuba selindungkan api keresahan
Namun perasaan ini berapi di dalam
Ku kira engkau sudah melupakan
Kerna itulah engkau nampak tenang
Lainlah aku walau ketika ini
Masih membara ingatanku terhadapmu
Ku singkap kenangan dulu
Sewaktu kasih berputik
Ku genggam erat tanganmu
Kau tunduk sembunyikan wajah
Namun dapat aku meneka hatimu sehati denganku
Lalu kau mendongak berbalas renungan
Dan dengan perlahan tangan kau lepaskan
Kau pun berlalu dalam kepekatan malam
Tinggal aku sorang
Terhenti lamunan bila ku dikejutkan
Engkau dipimpin pergi oleh seseorang
Dalam keterpaksaan kau melangkah kaki
Namun sempat jua kau menoleh ku di sini --Aris
anyway there's no morning show for maria full of grace tmr, so i'm going on tuesday instead.. it's NC-16! another movie with which to celebrate my biological maturity.. haha.
ohyes. i've decided that, besides being a burger loyalist, i am also an avid jiwangist. it's quite obvious what that means. and this week's jiwang song is lamunan terhenti.
Entah mengapakah hatiku bergetaran
Bila bertemu lagi oh kekasih lama
Ku cuba selindungkan api keresahan
Namun perasaan ini berapi di dalam
Ku kira engkau sudah melupakan
Kerna itulah engkau nampak tenang
Lainlah aku walau ketika ini
Masih membara ingatanku terhadapmu
Ku singkap kenangan dulu
Sewaktu kasih berputik
Ku genggam erat tanganmu
Kau tunduk sembunyikan wajah
Namun dapat aku meneka hatimu sehati denganku
Lalu kau mendongak berbalas renungan
Dan dengan perlahan tangan kau lepaskan
Kau pun berlalu dalam kepekatan malam
Tinggal aku sorang
Terhenti lamunan bila ku dikejutkan
Engkau dipimpin pergi oleh seseorang
Dalam keterpaksaan kau melangkah kaki
Namun sempat jua kau menoleh ku di sini --Aris
finally, some peace.
SA's open house was okay, i think it was too early to be really fun or whatever. i did get a nice pencil from hockey, so thanks.. haha.
latte was at WRL again with his gf. haha. we were calling him saper bapak kau, after the words on his tshirt. i diden do much, actually, couldn't even finish a paper, cos i found the latest [and i mean LATEST] issue of US Seventeen, and i was trying to read it as quickly as possible. i swear. it was the nov 04 issue, all clean and untouched. and i was the first! woohoo!
on the 965 to baba's house, there was this really cute baby boy. he had cool brownish hair that was gelled! haha. and a manjen face. i think he's a manjen/mim. and he was SOOOOO cute! with little dumpling cheeks and all.. anyway, after praying, i hung out at baba's house.. and we were reminiscing big-time about burger. [and khairul, but more of burger than anyone else.] it was really sad. the presents, the emails, the chats, the [typed] birthday letters.. we were saying how we knew him way back when he was nothing much, and we liked him anyway.. and here he is, a sports hero of sorts, and batu's all over him, and he goes for her. i wonder if he'll remember the way he was, if we shove all these emails and chat transcripts in his face.
it's been raining alot. i really like that. haha. it's all cold and stuff. cold's better than hot anytime..
ooh i'm going to watch maria full of grace tmr! cannot wait!
SA's open house was okay, i think it was too early to be really fun or whatever. i did get a nice pencil from hockey, so thanks.. haha.
latte was at WRL again with his gf. haha. we were calling him saper bapak kau, after the words on his tshirt. i diden do much, actually, couldn't even finish a paper, cos i found the latest [and i mean LATEST] issue of US Seventeen, and i was trying to read it as quickly as possible. i swear. it was the nov 04 issue, all clean and untouched. and i was the first! woohoo!
on the 965 to baba's house, there was this really cute baby boy. he had cool brownish hair that was gelled! haha. and a manjen face. i think he's a manjen/mim. and he was SOOOOO cute! with little dumpling cheeks and all.. anyway, after praying, i hung out at baba's house.. and we were reminiscing big-time about burger. [and khairul, but more of burger than anyone else.] it was really sad. the presents, the emails, the chats, the [typed] birthday letters.. we were saying how we knew him way back when he was nothing much, and we liked him anyway.. and here he is, a sports hero of sorts, and batu's all over him, and he goes for her. i wonder if he'll remember the way he was, if we shove all these emails and chat transcripts in his face.
it's been raining alot. i really like that. haha. it's all cold and stuff. cold's better than hot anytime..
ooh i'm going to watch maria full of grace tmr! cannot wait!
Friday, October 22, 2004
they just launched a new men's fragrance yest. armani's black code. it's DAMN nice! we took 2 samples each. one was this white strip of paper. one was this card with a picture of the fragrance on it.. anyway, like i said, it's really nice.. but it's not the sort of thing i'd give my brother, it smells too mature.. but great! haha. go get a whiff at the shaw house ground floor [lido].
i went to geylang with my mom and mak just now. i was dying!!! number 1, it was hot. haha. number 2, there were so many clothes i wanted to buy! i got one of those long-sleeved indian-style tops, and my mom sed to mak, "aku tak faham asal dier suker bende2 india ni.." haha. if you only knew, mother of mine.. anyway, i also got a second baju kurung.. i think it looks really sweet.. plus it's so soft and it LOOKS soft cos it's this amazing shade of sky blue. there were about a billion other baju kurungs i was salivating for, but takperlah.. my mom wanted to get me a cute new beg raya.. and it was really nice, but i don't need one so it's ok..
i was waiting for baba at the 92 bus stop.. and i met kaks nydia and shah aziz.. they were wondering why i was wearing a pinafore.. haha. the open house was okay.. i guess the rain put a dampener on things.. and i realise that i hate being treated like i'm a sec 4 kid by ppl younger than me. haha. but i was asking for it, i suppose. there was one guy in particular, who asked, "are you lost?" while we were walking to my locker. haha. cute guy count: 3. haha. sum SAS guy wearing a yellow bag, whom we hope to see again tmr. sum tanned manjen. and this vik/mim/serani guy whom i SWEAR i've seen before.. i think he's sum ACS boy who lives in the east, so i've prolly seen him in the train before. hm. what else. ohyes. we met mus and suff there!!! at 2pm!!!! i do NOT need to say more. haha.
after that we went to far east, where we met LK [lelaki kuning] again! he was at 77th street talking to this RI guy.. hmm? actually i saw his slenger friends with too much hair first.. and their slengerness registered in my mind, but then i had a second look at LK, and it was him!!! woohoo!! he is sooooo cute.. he was wearing a white tshirt this time.. haha. we SO wanted him to see us, and react to the fact tt we were wearing diff uniforms, but i had to buy my cap first. and when i was done, he'd disappeared. we went in search of him, but we got sidetracked at another kedai, where baba got HER cap.. haha. anyway my cap was like 27 bucks, it's black and white with a silver star in the front. baba's was like 16 bucks after discount, it's a nice brown-and-pink von dutch like she's been wanting. when i get more bucks i'll get another one. a colourful one this time.
i was watching a bit of aristocats on disney channel. haha. it's quite cute, i think. and now i'm watching sum odd mtv show called marital blitz. it's a game show in which 4 superstar celebrity couples put their marriage to the ultimate test. at least tt's what the scv digital guide says. but i only know of one of the couples [carmen electra and dave something-or-other. he's hot, btw.]. the rest cam.. tak kenal je.. but well. there's nothing else to watch.
i went to geylang with my mom and mak just now. i was dying!!! number 1, it was hot. haha. number 2, there were so many clothes i wanted to buy! i got one of those long-sleeved indian-style tops, and my mom sed to mak, "aku tak faham asal dier suker bende2 india ni.." haha. if you only knew, mother of mine.. anyway, i also got a second baju kurung.. i think it looks really sweet.. plus it's so soft and it LOOKS soft cos it's this amazing shade of sky blue. there were about a billion other baju kurungs i was salivating for, but takperlah.. my mom wanted to get me a cute new beg raya.. and it was really nice, but i don't need one so it's ok..
i was waiting for baba at the 92 bus stop.. and i met kaks nydia and shah aziz.. they were wondering why i was wearing a pinafore.. haha. the open house was okay.. i guess the rain put a dampener on things.. and i realise that i hate being treated like i'm a sec 4 kid by ppl younger than me. haha. but i was asking for it, i suppose. there was one guy in particular, who asked, "are you lost?" while we were walking to my locker. haha. cute guy count: 3. haha. sum SAS guy wearing a yellow bag, whom we hope to see again tmr. sum tanned manjen. and this vik/mim/serani guy whom i SWEAR i've seen before.. i think he's sum ACS boy who lives in the east, so i've prolly seen him in the train before. hm. what else. ohyes. we met mus and suff there!!! at 2pm!!!! i do NOT need to say more. haha.
after that we went to far east, where we met LK [lelaki kuning] again! he was at 77th street talking to this RI guy.. hmm? actually i saw his slenger friends with too much hair first.. and their slengerness registered in my mind, but then i had a second look at LK, and it was him!!! woohoo!! he is sooooo cute.. he was wearing a white tshirt this time.. haha. we SO wanted him to see us, and react to the fact tt we were wearing diff uniforms, but i had to buy my cap first. and when i was done, he'd disappeared. we went in search of him, but we got sidetracked at another kedai, where baba got HER cap.. haha. anyway my cap was like 27 bucks, it's black and white with a silver star in the front. baba's was like 16 bucks after discount, it's a nice brown-and-pink von dutch like she's been wanting. when i get more bucks i'll get another one. a colourful one this time.
i was watching a bit of aristocats on disney channel. haha. it's quite cute, i think. and now i'm watching sum odd mtv show called marital blitz. it's a game show in which 4 superstar celebrity couples put their marriage to the ultimate test. at least tt's what the scv digital guide says. but i only know of one of the couples [carmen electra and dave something-or-other. he's hot, btw.]. the rest cam.. tak kenal je.. but well. there's nothing else to watch.
Thursday, October 21, 2004
woohoo. i saw mr. northeast cdc today. i was in 359 home and he was walking home.. still cute as ever! haha.
i totally embarrassed myself at lido just now. so i just wanna say to those 3 guys, espesh the manjen dude who sed, "shut the fuck up," sorry if i overreacted [i.e. you weren't talking to me] and sorry if i diden [i.e. you WERE talking to me]. cos it's like ramadhan and i have no right shouting in public places like that.
i caught the wade robson project audition special just now. woohoo. wade rocks. but i've already said that, haven't i? anyway, they showed little kiddy clips of him. he used to have brown curly hair, which was long!!! and such a cute face! even my mom sed so. and they showed his claim to fame in the MJ videos.. and if you've watched MJ specials, wade's one of the kiddy gangsters waiting on the steps.. how cute!!!
ohyes. i think olinda was just great in idol just now. but sorry, i'm just gonna vote taufik anyway. haha. congrats to him for singing one of my favourite songs, but i think it sounds kinda empty without the background vocals and stuff. and congrats also to him and sylvester for dyeing their hair BACK to black! it looks soooo much betta.
i totally embarrassed myself at lido just now. so i just wanna say to those 3 guys, espesh the manjen dude who sed, "shut the fuck up," sorry if i overreacted [i.e. you weren't talking to me] and sorry if i diden [i.e. you WERE talking to me]. cos it's like ramadhan and i have no right shouting in public places like that.
i caught the wade robson project audition special just now. woohoo. wade rocks. but i've already said that, haven't i? anyway, they showed little kiddy clips of him. he used to have brown curly hair, which was long!!! and such a cute face! even my mom sed so. and they showed his claim to fame in the MJ videos.. and if you've watched MJ specials, wade's one of the kiddy gangsters waiting on the steps.. how cute!!!
ohyes. i think olinda was just great in idol just now. but sorry, i'm just gonna vote taufik anyway. haha. congrats to him for singing one of my favourite songs, but i think it sounds kinda empty without the background vocals and stuff. and congrats also to him and sylvester for dyeing their hair BACK to black! it looks soooo much betta.
heyz. i met nadzirah in the train home yest. haha. funn-ay.. the stuff she had to tell me, that is.
went to skl yest. i bet ppl think i'm weird to go to skl for less than an hour in the morning. haha. OM happened to take the bus with me. ironic, in a way. anyway, so i went to photostat papers in the library.. and stupid superman, who was sitting in the computer section, kept staring at me? what did i do, superman? do i look greedy, photocopying 4923827 pages of stuff? well, sorry, but i've run out of TYSes. after that i left skl lah. and azi was like, "why are you leaving now?" haha. i guess it does seem stupid. but whatever.
so i went to lido as usual. guess who came?!?!?! nasi and lauk! woohoo! dah lamer tak jumper man.. haha. really cute, really cute.
oh i did a live announcement of the awards [to baba and fana]. it was quite funny cos they were cheering and booing IN UNISON at the different awards. for example, they totally booed at ALL the awards that samit won! and they were all fidgety when i dragged out the bit about current favourite, and saying stuff like, "it better not be samit.." i have no idea why they hate him so. okay, i do. but i dunno. i'm sure he's really a nice guy despite his dubious habits.
i dunno why i've been so tired these days. what have i been doing? like, even before buka, i'm all sleepy and tired, and all i wanna do [besides eat] is sleep. so yest i slept at 835, rite after i prayed. sorry, CSI: Miami, but sleep comes first sometimes. but when i woke up this morning [or WAS woken up, rather], i was still sleepy. so i'll try 815 tonight. haha.
went to skl yest. i bet ppl think i'm weird to go to skl for less than an hour in the morning. haha. OM happened to take the bus with me. ironic, in a way. anyway, so i went to photostat papers in the library.. and stupid superman, who was sitting in the computer section, kept staring at me? what did i do, superman? do i look greedy, photocopying 4923827 pages of stuff? well, sorry, but i've run out of TYSes. after that i left skl lah. and azi was like, "why are you leaving now?" haha. i guess it does seem stupid. but whatever.
so i went to lido as usual. guess who came?!?!?! nasi and lauk! woohoo! dah lamer tak jumper man.. haha. really cute, really cute.
oh i did a live announcement of the awards [to baba and fana]. it was quite funny cos they were cheering and booing IN UNISON at the different awards. for example, they totally booed at ALL the awards that samit won! and they were all fidgety when i dragged out the bit about current favourite, and saying stuff like, "it better not be samit.." i have no idea why they hate him so. okay, i do. but i dunno. i'm sure he's really a nice guy despite his dubious habits.
i dunno why i've been so tired these days. what have i been doing? like, even before buka, i'm all sleepy and tired, and all i wanna do [besides eat] is sleep. so yest i slept at 835, rite after i prayed. sorry, CSI: Miami, but sleep comes first sometimes. but when i woke up this morning [or WAS woken up, rather], i was still sleepy. so i'll try 815 tonight. haha.
Wednesday, October 20, 2004
it's the 20th! time for the Ain Awards!
Awardees
Most Perfect: Samit
Most Missed: oPhir
Most Charming: BudakMerah
Cutest [Little Boy]: righthandside
Cutest [Model]: Mercury
Nicest-Looking: Armyguy
Nicest: OM [hands-down!]
Current Favourite: In the tough fight between Samit and OM, the eventual winner was declared to be... OM!
Subsidiary Awards
Gatsby Best Hair is awarded to the guy with the best hairstyle. The winner will get a year's supply of hair products from the sponsor, plus he will be this year's face of Gatsby. And the winner is.. Burger!
This year's LTA-SMRT Public Transport Ambassador is the guy who inspires us all to take the train, in a safe and secure manner. He will be awarded a year's free rides on the MRT [not including NEL], as well as go round Singapore promoting MRT safety [including anti-terrorist and anti-suicide measures]. And the winner is.. Queenstown/way guy!
Mr. Northeast CDC will be the face of community-based activities in the Northeast area, which incorporates Pasir Ris, Punggol, and who-knows-where-else. This award goes to.. Arman!
SSC's Sportsboy of the Year Award is quite self-explanatory, and it goes to.. Peter Pan!
Flash 'N' Splash Surfer Dude goes to the guy with the best beach look. He will obviously receive a year's free supply[?] of clothes from this wonderful store, which has produced world-class cute guys such as Matt. He will also be the face of Flash 'N' Splash for the year. And the award goes to.. Nasi!
Topman's Top Man will be given a year's free supply of clothes and will be the face and body of Topman's 2005 line, for his impeccable taste in fashion. And the winner is.. Adam!
Harley Davidson Bad Boy will get not just clothes and a year's modelling contract, but also 2 new motorbikes from the label [one for his gf, presumably], as a compliment for his bad-boy image. And this year's Bad Boy is.. Samit!
Arjun Rampal Mr. Bollywood will be mentored by the actor himself, and get a starring role in a new movie to be released end-2005, to jumpstart his acting career. And the lucky guy is.. Decaf!
Perfect 10 Most Melodious Voice gets to choose between a recording contract and a year's internship as a DJ at abovementioned radio station. And the winner is.. OM!
Finally, this year's honorary award of Bapa Pergerakan is awarded for this guy's ability to snare Fana, which led her indirectly introducing me to viks, which led me to like them in the first place. So, it is with great pleasure that I present this award to Mugant [even though he may not be that cute].
And that's the end of the Awards for this year. Maybe there'll be another next year.
Awardees
Most Perfect: Samit
Most Missed: oPhir
Most Charming: BudakMerah
Cutest [Little Boy]: righthandside
Cutest [Model]: Mercury
Nicest-Looking: Armyguy
Nicest: OM [hands-down!]
Current Favourite: In the tough fight between Samit and OM, the eventual winner was declared to be... OM!
Subsidiary Awards
Gatsby Best Hair is awarded to the guy with the best hairstyle. The winner will get a year's supply of hair products from the sponsor, plus he will be this year's face of Gatsby. And the winner is.. Burger!
This year's LTA-SMRT Public Transport Ambassador is the guy who inspires us all to take the train, in a safe and secure manner. He will be awarded a year's free rides on the MRT [not including NEL], as well as go round Singapore promoting MRT safety [including anti-terrorist and anti-suicide measures]. And the winner is.. Queenstown/way guy!
Mr. Northeast CDC will be the face of community-based activities in the Northeast area, which incorporates Pasir Ris, Punggol, and who-knows-where-else. This award goes to.. Arman!
SSC's Sportsboy of the Year Award is quite self-explanatory, and it goes to.. Peter Pan!
Flash 'N' Splash Surfer Dude goes to the guy with the best beach look. He will obviously receive a year's free supply[?] of clothes from this wonderful store, which has produced world-class cute guys such as Matt. He will also be the face of Flash 'N' Splash for the year. And the award goes to.. Nasi!
Topman's Top Man will be given a year's free supply of clothes and will be the face and body of Topman's 2005 line, for his impeccable taste in fashion. And the winner is.. Adam!
Harley Davidson Bad Boy will get not just clothes and a year's modelling contract, but also 2 new motorbikes from the label [one for his gf, presumably], as a compliment for his bad-boy image. And this year's Bad Boy is.. Samit!
Arjun Rampal Mr. Bollywood will be mentored by the actor himself, and get a starring role in a new movie to be released end-2005, to jumpstart his acting career. And the lucky guy is.. Decaf!
Perfect 10 Most Melodious Voice gets to choose between a recording contract and a year's internship as a DJ at abovementioned radio station. And the winner is.. OM!
Finally, this year's honorary award of Bapa Pergerakan is awarded for this guy's ability to snare Fana, which led her indirectly introducing me to viks, which led me to like them in the first place. So, it is with great pleasure that I present this award to Mugant [even though he may not be that cute].
And that's the end of the Awards for this year. Maybe there'll be another next year.
Tuesday, October 19, 2004
when my mom woke me up today, i felt like i'd been beaten up. so. after eating, i went back to sleep. so much for "i have to go to school tmr, baba!" and wow was i slothful today. seriously. i've only just mandied. and i'm halfway thru the first harry potter. i'm going to try and finish the harry potter series this month. so i don't have to get out of the house and go to the library in search of new reading material.
ohyes. yest baba n i were at lido studying. and the-guy-i-named-one-of-the-Laila-characters-after-who-is-also-named-after-a-malaikat came, with his friends. and they sat down, and then he started taking out money. and i was like, "OMG he's going to eat!" and added indignantly that "i don't think people who don't do simple things like puasa should get awards from Mendaki." he walked away, and a few seconds later baba was like, "ain, kiter telah menyalah-anggapi dier.." okay, fine, so he was going to buy tickets. then he came back, and walked away again with his friend, AND his wallet! this time i was sure he was going to buy food. when they came back, he was empty-handed while his friend was carrying a meal for one. but i was still curiga. they sat down with their backs to us. and we kept glancing at them. his friend unwrapped the food, and.. he started reaching for the fries!!! omg. it was, i have to say, a sad day for all us Muslims.
haha.
ohyes. yest baba n i were at lido studying. and the-guy-i-named-one-of-the-Laila-characters-after-who-is-also-named-after-a-malaikat came, with his friends. and they sat down, and then he started taking out money. and i was like, "OMG he's going to eat!" and added indignantly that "i don't think people who don't do simple things like puasa should get awards from Mendaki." he walked away, and a few seconds later baba was like, "ain, kiter telah menyalah-anggapi dier.." okay, fine, so he was going to buy tickets. then he came back, and walked away again with his friend, AND his wallet! this time i was sure he was going to buy food. when they came back, he was empty-handed while his friend was carrying a meal for one. but i was still curiga. they sat down with their backs to us. and we kept glancing at them. his friend unwrapped the food, and.. he started reaching for the fries!!! omg. it was, i have to say, a sad day for all us Muslims.
haha.
Monday, October 18, 2004
everyone seems to be pressing the pause button on their blogs for now. well, sorry but i can't. besides, the only reason i wld have for doing tt is to sleep early. since i don't, as a rule, study at night. and since as told by ginger is at 930, i won't be sleeping early anyway so what the heck.
my eyes are protesting though.. haha. don't worry, i'll definitely sleep early during the 3 weeks of 'A' levels. sleep, as i once sed, is highly underrated.
just as hari raya is overrated. should i get another baju kebaya to add to my measly wardrobe of 1 baju kurung this year? takyah ah. when will i ever wear it again anyway?
anyway. TRAGEDY OF THE CENTURY: i can't find my rgs pinafore! and i had 3 of them! and one of them was this large-sized one fana donated to me in sec 4, and i made my mom shorten it and everything!!! omg.. i've searched my entire almari [btw, that's the same word in hindi!] and i've found 2 generations of rgs shorts, 2 generations of rgs tshirts, and a pair of cullottes. and there's a cantumed belt in one of my drawers. but NO PINAFORE. what the hell.
my eyes are protesting though.. haha. don't worry, i'll definitely sleep early during the 3 weeks of 'A' levels. sleep, as i once sed, is highly underrated.
just as hari raya is overrated. should i get another baju kebaya to add to my measly wardrobe of 1 baju kurung this year? takyah ah. when will i ever wear it again anyway?
anyway. TRAGEDY OF THE CENTURY: i can't find my rgs pinafore! and i had 3 of them! and one of them was this large-sized one fana donated to me in sec 4, and i made my mom shorten it and everything!!! omg.. i've searched my entire almari [btw, that's the same word in hindi!] and i've found 2 generations of rgs shorts, 2 generations of rgs tshirts, and a pair of cullottes. and there's a cantumed belt in one of my drawers. but NO PINAFORE. what the hell.
does anyone wanna go watch ladder 49 with me? thursday night? i have no idea what it's about, except it stars joaquin phoenix. haha. due to some bizarre stroke of luck/unluck, we won two free tickets to the premiere and i, like the vulture i am, snapped it up. haha. and now i dunno what to do with them.
looks like i won't be watching wimbledon. sedih sey. i love kirsten dunst. and paul bettany is so kiut! haha. okay whatever.
btw i'm looking for this song. i can only find 2 ppl on kazaa who have it. haha. i think sahur time is a great time to find jiwang songs on the radio.
Ku tak tahu mengapa
Tiba-tiba sahaja
Di dalam hati ini sering rindu padamu
Ingin kumeluahkan, tak berdaya
Ku tahu engkau jua
Sangat sayang padaku
Kaupun sering merindu
Bila tidak bertemu
Ternyata kau dan aku
Pendam rasa...
Kau dan aku sudah ditakdirkan bertemu
Dan tiba-tiba kita jatuh cinta
Ini semua sudah suratan Ilahi
Dan kita harus hadapi kenyataan
Biar apapun terjadi
Aku harap engkau tabah
Menerimaku sebagai teman barumu
Semoga kita saling sayang, bahagia...
Janganlah engkau pergi
Semadi di hatiku
Masih menyayangimu, oh sayangku...
Bila sehari tak pandang, aku rindu... --Spring
looks like i won't be watching wimbledon. sedih sey. i love kirsten dunst. and paul bettany is so kiut! haha. okay whatever.
btw i'm looking for this song. i can only find 2 ppl on kazaa who have it. haha. i think sahur time is a great time to find jiwang songs on the radio.
Ku tak tahu mengapa
Tiba-tiba sahaja
Di dalam hati ini sering rindu padamu
Ingin kumeluahkan, tak berdaya
Ku tahu engkau jua
Sangat sayang padaku
Kaupun sering merindu
Bila tidak bertemu
Ternyata kau dan aku
Pendam rasa...
Kau dan aku sudah ditakdirkan bertemu
Dan tiba-tiba kita jatuh cinta
Ini semua sudah suratan Ilahi
Dan kita harus hadapi kenyataan
Biar apapun terjadi
Aku harap engkau tabah
Menerimaku sebagai teman barumu
Semoga kita saling sayang, bahagia...
Janganlah engkau pergi
Semadi di hatiku
Masih menyayangimu, oh sayangku...
Bila sehari tak pandang, aku rindu... --Spring
Saturday, October 16, 2004
i studied at baba's house today.. and got a nice wallet with a window to put a special photo in! haha. anyway she has so much "junk" i suggested she have a garage sale of her stuff. she kan make money and get rid of shitty things at the same time. haha. and man does she hate samit. every time i mentioned his name, she screamed, "ee yucks tanak dengar, tanak dengar..!" sigh. i'm not giving up. samit's prolly a really nice person. way waaay deep inside.
ohyes this was fana's sms reply to my lowdown on yest: "Wow! He's so nice.. Haiz.. I'm so jealous.. Muahahah.. Neway, tt has put him two notch[es] up in my mind.. As in approval.. Heh.. Bagus bagus.. I galakkan the relationship.. (:" well tt's just great, fana.. finally another someone we can all like..
ohyes. i added another album link. but it has like 9 photos so dun bother. haha.
ohyes this was fana's sms reply to my lowdown on yest: "Wow! He's so nice.. Haiz.. I'm so jealous.. Muahahah.. Neway, tt has put him two notch[es] up in my mind.. As in approval.. Heh.. Bagus bagus.. I galakkan the relationship.. (:" well tt's just great, fana.. finally another someone we can all like..
ohyes. i added another album link. but it has like 9 photos so dun bother. haha.
eh i just realised i diden blog yest. quite aneh for me. anyway. yesterday was just so much better than i expected it to be!
i mean, for starters, i woke up with a pseudo-nightmare about the ambik gambar thing, which featured ivan dragging him out onto the porch of a huge mansion. at night. so i was like, "shit, bad omen," and decided to try not to think about it. plus when i left the house it was so friggin hot, the kind of weather i'd tan so great in, and i had this primary school feeling creeping over me. yet another not-good sign.
when i got to bv, it was still hot! so i was determined to take the bus. perfect timing, when i reached the bus stop, the bus came! as i edged closer to the bus, i realised that OM was there too. alone. unaccompanied. i was really dying cos you know, nak tanyer, but other bus stop ppl were in existence.. haha.
tt surau pak cik should not, i repeat, NOT, lecture us rj girls a separate 3 times about the telekongs. thanks.
i really loved the "intertwined lives" game we played with ms wong. it's really really nice! and meaningful.
omg the awards ceremony was SOOOO long! nak mampos. i was like, "omg, i would kill for an aisle seat. next to the fan." panas giler sey. it just dragged on and on and on.. oh yes but some people did look good in blazer, haha. finally as they stood up to sing if we hold on together, us muslims scrambled to the water cooler. wahaha. it was quite funny. an unexpected moment of bonding, taking turns at the water cooler and sharing cookies..
then it was batch foto time. i dun think there were THAT many people.. but i can't be too sure. cos i was busy (1) trying to stay literally cool under challenging conditions, (2) attempting to look as un-slenger as possible for the camera, (3) looking at OM standing in the canteen. well. everyone who wanted to know what happened already know. so no sense in putting it here. haha.
but i'd really like to thank baba for her support. she wished me luck and then when i sed i was giving up, she smsed "takmo! eh pls ah. releks. kalau bynk org pon aper kisah. this is ur laz day u noe. get sya to teman u kalau kau takot but DON'T ever give up. tink happy thots." acherli i forgot to think happy thots, but i did it anyway! thanks ili for being ever-ready. haha.
after tt there was a mad rush trying to do many things at one time. so we decided to pray first. the surau was how empty. surprising. dun tell me it was cos of idol! haha. after tt i went back to skl, where i bukaed a slice of chocolate cake owing to the fact tt i couldn't find an untouched kfc box. so i went off with filza in search of better food. at mac's. haha. i got fries and a large iced tea. woohoo. unhealthy, but permissible under such conditions. then i waited for the class at the 111 bus stop.
instead of simply waiting for the next 111, we took photos and had idol discussions. haha. bes. congrats, singapore, for finally allowing the torture on my ears to cease. and woohoo taufik! haha. we went to lido and caught exorcist: the beginning and sky captain and the world of tomorrow [take note, ili.]. no we did not watch both. bynk maser dan duit aku. and why wld i wanna watch a lame-o crite hantu by the West, anyway? haha. asian horror movies rock, ppl. don't settle for any other. so anyway, we split into 2 camps and watched the respective movies. there was this cute vik in a red tshirt who was watching our movie. heh. ohyes. sky captain was great. jude law=droolsome. gwyneth paltrow=funny! her anguish at wasting film was just soooooo klakar! i could NOT stop laughing. i love how the jokes were so subtle, but hilarious at the same time. as in they're not comedy-type jokes, but still funny. well i quite liked tt movie. and they ended it with "lens cap"!!! wahahaha. inside joke. watch the movie to get it.
finally sya n i cabbed home. woohoo. tt resulted in me getting home just after 12. i must say it's an experience to be walking round orchard in your skl uniform at close-to-midnight. try it!
..and i couldn't stop smiling the whole night..
i mean, for starters, i woke up with a pseudo-nightmare about the ambik gambar thing, which featured ivan dragging him out onto the porch of a huge mansion. at night. so i was like, "shit, bad omen," and decided to try not to think about it. plus when i left the house it was so friggin hot, the kind of weather i'd tan so great in, and i had this primary school feeling creeping over me. yet another not-good sign.
when i got to bv, it was still hot! so i was determined to take the bus. perfect timing, when i reached the bus stop, the bus came! as i edged closer to the bus, i realised that OM was there too. alone. unaccompanied. i was really dying cos you know, nak tanyer, but other bus stop ppl were in existence.. haha.
tt surau pak cik should not, i repeat, NOT, lecture us rj girls a separate 3 times about the telekongs. thanks.
i really loved the "intertwined lives" game we played with ms wong. it's really really nice! and meaningful.
omg the awards ceremony was SOOOO long! nak mampos. i was like, "omg, i would kill for an aisle seat. next to the fan." panas giler sey. it just dragged on and on and on.. oh yes but some people did look good in blazer, haha. finally as they stood up to sing if we hold on together, us muslims scrambled to the water cooler. wahaha. it was quite funny. an unexpected moment of bonding, taking turns at the water cooler and sharing cookies..
then it was batch foto time. i dun think there were THAT many people.. but i can't be too sure. cos i was busy (1) trying to stay literally cool under challenging conditions, (2) attempting to look as un-slenger as possible for the camera, (3) looking at OM standing in the canteen. well. everyone who wanted to know what happened already know. so no sense in putting it here. haha.
but i'd really like to thank baba for her support. she wished me luck and then when i sed i was giving up, she smsed "takmo! eh pls ah. releks. kalau bynk org pon aper kisah. this is ur laz day u noe. get sya to teman u kalau kau takot but DON'T ever give up. tink happy thots." acherli i forgot to think happy thots, but i did it anyway! thanks ili for being ever-ready. haha.
after tt there was a mad rush trying to do many things at one time. so we decided to pray first. the surau was how empty. surprising. dun tell me it was cos of idol! haha. after tt i went back to skl, where i bukaed a slice of chocolate cake owing to the fact tt i couldn't find an untouched kfc box. so i went off with filza in search of better food. at mac's. haha. i got fries and a large iced tea. woohoo. unhealthy, but permissible under such conditions. then i waited for the class at the 111 bus stop.
instead of simply waiting for the next 111, we took photos and had idol discussions. haha. bes. congrats, singapore, for finally allowing the torture on my ears to cease. and woohoo taufik! haha. we went to lido and caught exorcist: the beginning and sky captain and the world of tomorrow [take note, ili.]. no we did not watch both. bynk maser dan duit aku. and why wld i wanna watch a lame-o crite hantu by the West, anyway? haha. asian horror movies rock, ppl. don't settle for any other. so anyway, we split into 2 camps and watched the respective movies. there was this cute vik in a red tshirt who was watching our movie. heh. ohyes. sky captain was great. jude law=droolsome. gwyneth paltrow=funny! her anguish at wasting film was just soooooo klakar! i could NOT stop laughing. i love how the jokes were so subtle, but hilarious at the same time. as in they're not comedy-type jokes, but still funny. well i quite liked tt movie. and they ended it with "lens cap"!!! wahahaha. inside joke. watch the movie to get it.
finally sya n i cabbed home. woohoo. tt resulted in me getting home just after 12. i must say it's an experience to be walking round orchard in your skl uniform at close-to-midnight. try it!
..and i couldn't stop smiling the whole night..
Thursday, October 14, 2004
more studying today. this is getting to be SUCH a drag. i haf lotsa admin stuff to do so i better make this quick.
i had 2 weird dreams last night. one was about burger. the other one was about samit's "bodyguard". the burger dream involved me and one of my friends, i think it was baba, in a hospital looking for him. we didn't know which ward he was in. so we decided to give him a call and get directions from him. he picked up the phone, and directed us to his room. we hadta take 3 different lifts and walk along billions of landings. finally we reached his room. so we went in. it was really a broom closet. and he was there, alone, sleeping on the floor, covered by a blanket all the way up to his chin. so we like, decided not to bother him and started tidying up the room, tiptoeing and stuff so tt we wouldn't wake him.. once we were done, we sat at the end of the room farthest from him, and stared at him. after a while he started stirring, and we noticed, and we both rushed to his side, screaming, "BURGER! BURGER!" eeps.
watched yet another cerita hantu just now. haha. i also tried the new tom yum/yam chicken at kfc. it really tastes like tomyam!!! i like it. but zul the connosieur [how to spell?] diden like it, so it's a matter of preference, maybe.
i can't believe i'm promoting this song to the masses when i really believe that it's too nice to be shared, but i love it sooooo much! she left me, by McFly. really really sad-sounding, great guitar as usual.
she walked in and said she didn't wanna know anymore
before i could ask why she was gone out the door
i didn't know what i did wrong
but now i just can't move on
since she left me
she told me
"don't worry
you'll be okay you don't need me
believe me, you'll be fine.."
then i knew what she meant
and it's not what she said
now i can't believe that she's gone
i tried calling her up on the phone--no one's there
i've left messages after the tone..
really?
yeah man loads
i didn't know what i did wrong
but now i just can't move on--*sigh*
i had 2 weird dreams last night. one was about burger. the other one was about samit's "bodyguard". the burger dream involved me and one of my friends, i think it was baba, in a hospital looking for him. we didn't know which ward he was in. so we decided to give him a call and get directions from him. he picked up the phone, and directed us to his room. we hadta take 3 different lifts and walk along billions of landings. finally we reached his room. so we went in. it was really a broom closet. and he was there, alone, sleeping on the floor, covered by a blanket all the way up to his chin. so we like, decided not to bother him and started tidying up the room, tiptoeing and stuff so tt we wouldn't wake him.. once we were done, we sat at the end of the room farthest from him, and stared at him. after a while he started stirring, and we noticed, and we both rushed to his side, screaming, "BURGER! BURGER!" eeps.
watched yet another cerita hantu just now. haha. i also tried the new tom yum/yam chicken at kfc. it really tastes like tomyam!!! i like it. but zul the connosieur [how to spell?] diden like it, so it's a matter of preference, maybe.
i can't believe i'm promoting this song to the masses when i really believe that it's too nice to be shared, but i love it sooooo much! she left me, by McFly. really really sad-sounding, great guitar as usual.
she walked in and said she didn't wanna know anymore
before i could ask why she was gone out the door
i didn't know what i did wrong
but now i just can't move on
since she left me
she told me
"don't worry
you'll be okay you don't need me
believe me, you'll be fine.."
then i knew what she meant
and it's not what she said
now i can't believe that she's gone
i tried calling her up on the phone--no one's there
i've left messages after the tone..
really?
yeah man loads
i didn't know what i did wrong
but now i just can't move on--*sigh*
Wednesday, October 13, 2004
i'm hungry for some weird reason. and poor. i'm really poor. it's all because of the eating-so-i-can-study thing. sigh. well. takpe. it'll all be over soon. since we hafta puasa. look for me at lido during ramadhan!
nick was at the airport today, with his cj friends. i almost fainted. he's as cute as ever! we were like staring at each other, but i refused to like wave or smile or whatever, cos the past 2 times i've bumped into him, he's never remembered me. so i diden wanna go thru the same embarrassment again. anyway i went home for awhile after lunch, and during that time he waved at fana! cos he finally remembered her from JI. anyway he went up to her and said "hi.. going off already.. can you help me say hi to your friend? i didn't recognise her just now.. [-mumblemumble-, -sticks out tongue-, -mumblemumble-] bye.." woohoo! he remembers me! i'm so happy! too bad i missed his apology.. but takperlah.. i still remember the sji band concert, him tiuping his hair.. it was so cute!!! so we kalled him tiup. now his hair is gelled and he technically tiup it anymore.. but back then, i decided to cultivate the same habit as him, and it's still a habit of mine now, so it's like he's always with me, in a way. haha. corny.
i'm antisocial with my relatives. tt's why i hate hari raya. they like to tell you stupid and obvious things like, "wah gemuknyer ain!", "eh, dah tinggi eh?" and "wah tindik hidung sey.." like, whatever. i SO did not know that! i don't need you to tell me tt i'm fat, thanks very much. i had no idea the secret to a successful relationship was to start out with insults. how would they feel if i replied, "'ah'ah, ain dah gemuk, cik [insert name here] dah tua giler eh?" yaaarghs.
nick was at the airport today, with his cj friends. i almost fainted. he's as cute as ever! we were like staring at each other, but i refused to like wave or smile or whatever, cos the past 2 times i've bumped into him, he's never remembered me. so i diden wanna go thru the same embarrassment again. anyway i went home for awhile after lunch, and during that time he waved at fana! cos he finally remembered her from JI. anyway he went up to her and said "hi.. going off already.. can you help me say hi to your friend? i didn't recognise her just now.. [-mumblemumble-, -sticks out tongue-, -mumblemumble-] bye.." woohoo! he remembers me! i'm so happy! too bad i missed his apology.. but takperlah.. i still remember the sji band concert, him tiuping his hair.. it was so cute!!! so we kalled him tiup. now his hair is gelled and he technically tiup it anymore.. but back then, i decided to cultivate the same habit as him, and it's still a habit of mine now, so it's like he's always with me, in a way. haha. corny.
i'm antisocial with my relatives. tt's why i hate hari raya. they like to tell you stupid and obvious things like, "wah gemuknyer ain!", "eh, dah tinggi eh?" and "wah tindik hidung sey.." like, whatever. i SO did not know that! i don't need you to tell me tt i'm fat, thanks very much. i had no idea the secret to a successful relationship was to start out with insults. how would they feel if i replied, "'ah'ah, ain dah gemuk, cik [insert name here] dah tua giler eh?" yaaarghs.
Tuesday, October 12, 2004
lalala.
no samit this morning. too bad. [i'm watching mtv jams now, jay sean is HOT! he's a vik?!?!? okay ain tear your eyes away from the tv now.] both burger lookalike and shamo were working today. and fana and i were at the counter ordering tea for baba. then fana started to walk away WHILE THE GUY WAS MAKING THE TEA. so i like, called her back, and we were like laughing at her stupidity and i was like, "oh my God!!" and laughing.. and stupid burger lookalike was working in the kitchen and he kept kepoing ah. tiptoeing over the burger racks to see out of the kitchen, and THEN he imitated me!!! omg. kurang asam betol sey. [now it's burhan g. sorry man, you're abit too cengkung for me.]
there are girl guides mint cookies at home!!! sedapnyer... it brings back lovely memories of being hungry in between classes back in rgs, and cramming dee2's guides cookies while hiding behind the locker. haha. how i miss the simple life.
my brother has this new flat hairstyle. urgh. it better not be a sign tt he's transitioning to become a tapered mat. i'll never forgive him.
Every night I pray I'll have you here someday
I'll count the stars tonight and hope with all my might
And when I close my eyes
You'll be right by my side
If I could only have one wish
You'd be the girl whose lips I'd kiss
All my only dreams
And when I close my eyes
You'll be right by my side
If I could have just one request
Stay with me girl I confess
All my only dreams
Every waking hour it seems
I only have you in my dreams
So every night I'll pray I'll have you here one day
I'll count the stars tonight and hope with all my might
And when I close my eyes
You'll be right by my side
If I could have just one request
Stay with me girl I confess
All my only dreams --The Wonders
ah i love sweet songs.
no samit this morning. too bad. [i'm watching mtv jams now, jay sean is HOT! he's a vik?!?!? okay ain tear your eyes away from the tv now.] both burger lookalike and shamo were working today. and fana and i were at the counter ordering tea for baba. then fana started to walk away WHILE THE GUY WAS MAKING THE TEA. so i like, called her back, and we were like laughing at her stupidity and i was like, "oh my God!!" and laughing.. and stupid burger lookalike was working in the kitchen and he kept kepoing ah. tiptoeing over the burger racks to see out of the kitchen, and THEN he imitated me!!! omg. kurang asam betol sey. [now it's burhan g. sorry man, you're abit too cengkung for me.]
there are girl guides mint cookies at home!!! sedapnyer... it brings back lovely memories of being hungry in between classes back in rgs, and cramming dee2's guides cookies while hiding behind the locker. haha. how i miss the simple life.
my brother has this new flat hairstyle. urgh. it better not be a sign tt he's transitioning to become a tapered mat. i'll never forgive him.
Every night I pray I'll have you here someday
I'll count the stars tonight and hope with all my might
And when I close my eyes
You'll be right by my side
If I could only have one wish
You'd be the girl whose lips I'd kiss
All my only dreams
And when I close my eyes
You'll be right by my side
If I could have just one request
Stay with me girl I confess
All my only dreams
Every waking hour it seems
I only have you in my dreams
So every night I'll pray I'll have you here one day
I'll count the stars tonight and hope with all my might
And when I close my eyes
You'll be right by my side
If I could have just one request
Stay with me girl I confess
All my only dreams --The Wonders
ah i love sweet songs.
Monday, October 11, 2004
ohYES how could i forget budakmerah. see i've added him to the list of contenders, and he's a multiple nominee for most charming, cutest [little boy] and nicest. haha. amaciam? [see, i dropped the "z" from the end of that word!]
i went to school today for the sole purpose of handing in the class directory. hai. whatever. but i also brought home the yearbook at long last. haha. OM looks very distinct in it. haha. erm.. ohyah then i took 111 to PS. i reached there at like 935 ah.. haha. the escalators/travellators weren't operating cos it was so darn early! haha. so i took the lift. i thought the counters were closed cos there diden appear to be a soul there! but suddenly this woman appeared. [..ooh, spooky.. haha no i think she was just bending down when i arrived or smthg.] so i bought a ticket from her. then i went to the toilet. when i came out it was 945. okay, so i walked slowly to the stairs.. but there was no usher there yet.. so i just stood there, leaned against the railing, and looked down.. wow it was like empty except for these 4 kids on the ground floor.. all the shops were closed, it was just so cool! okay, now it was 950. so i turned around and stared at the tv screen instead. an eternity later [it was prolly only 5 minutes], the usher appeared. so yah, i went in.. it was empty, since i was obviously the first. a little scary at first but there was some music playing loudly, so no probs. i got the best seat in the house, it was a small theatre and i got the back row, right in the middle. how fun. a few minutes later people started trickling in, one by one. i thought there was a guy once, but on hindsight i realise it was all girls. and EVERYONE was watching alone except these two manjen 20-somethings next to me. there were about 10 of us altogether. really cool. i think i'll make this a weekly thing. i mean, it only costs $6.50.
well anyway it was vanity fair tt i watched. really, REALLY nice. jonathan rhys meyers is really cute! and this other guy, who plays becky sharpe's husband, is hot too.. funny, interesting and colourful story. i dunno what they were going on about the indian overtones and a bollywood dance sequence.. it was really really minimal! clearly they haven't watched a single crite hindustan, the "dance" sequence was like 55 seconds long or smthg. cacats. so. it was a great movie. it has a happy ending, at least, and being 2-and-a-half hours, it's really worth your 7 bucks. there's even a song tt they pseudo-belly-dance too.. the song is arabic, it's really cool. and your heart can't help but go out for becky's husband, he's so genuine and everything.. well. watch it.
i wanna watch maria full of grace [NC-16!], the princess diaries 2: royal engagement and shark tale. in that order. BUT. by the time these movies open, i'm not free! bodoh. well. i'll find a way.
after tt me and baba studied at lido. woohoo. it was really quite fun and productive. dah lamer tak blajar kat saner. banyak eye-candy, which was why we got addicted to the place in the first place. i also found this BEYOND COOL dress from the adidas shop. omg i am so in love with it! but my wallet isn't. sigh. it's blue and white, mid-thigh, with long flared sleeves and a drop-waist blue belt. omg. i really love it! we passed there like a billion times cos we went to pray.. so i was just dying every time. sigh. dress, please wait for me. someday i'll have money to buy you. yah, like when i'm 56, maybe.
samit is all wrong for me. was re-reading his friendster last night. he likes all the hafie/shafa-groups! ee. he's not a people-fan, i love people-watching.. he's hostile and loves expletives. he's so so wrong. sigh. but you can't just STOP liking someone.
we went to popular after studying. i got ivan a present. haha. well acherli, considering its price, it's more of a... token? haha. but i hope he likes it anyhow. i spent 15 minutes kneeling infront of the rack trying to figure out which one he'd like best. haha. then i got one for myself. woohoo. i love shopping. even with 5 dollars to spare.
i went to school today for the sole purpose of handing in the class directory. hai. whatever. but i also brought home the yearbook at long last. haha. OM looks very distinct in it. haha. erm.. ohyah then i took 111 to PS. i reached there at like 935 ah.. haha. the escalators/travellators weren't operating cos it was so darn early! haha. so i took the lift. i thought the counters were closed cos there diden appear to be a soul there! but suddenly this woman appeared. [..ooh, spooky.. haha no i think she was just bending down when i arrived or smthg.] so i bought a ticket from her. then i went to the toilet. when i came out it was 945. okay, so i walked slowly to the stairs.. but there was no usher there yet.. so i just stood there, leaned against the railing, and looked down.. wow it was like empty except for these 4 kids on the ground floor.. all the shops were closed, it was just so cool! okay, now it was 950. so i turned around and stared at the tv screen instead. an eternity later [it was prolly only 5 minutes], the usher appeared. so yah, i went in.. it was empty, since i was obviously the first. a little scary at first but there was some music playing loudly, so no probs. i got the best seat in the house, it was a small theatre and i got the back row, right in the middle. how fun. a few minutes later people started trickling in, one by one. i thought there was a guy once, but on hindsight i realise it was all girls. and EVERYONE was watching alone except these two manjen 20-somethings next to me. there were about 10 of us altogether. really cool. i think i'll make this a weekly thing. i mean, it only costs $6.50.
well anyway it was vanity fair tt i watched. really, REALLY nice. jonathan rhys meyers is really cute! and this other guy, who plays becky sharpe's husband, is hot too.. funny, interesting and colourful story. i dunno what they were going on about the indian overtones and a bollywood dance sequence.. it was really really minimal! clearly they haven't watched a single crite hindustan, the "dance" sequence was like 55 seconds long or smthg. cacats. so. it was a great movie. it has a happy ending, at least, and being 2-and-a-half hours, it's really worth your 7 bucks. there's even a song tt they pseudo-belly-dance too.. the song is arabic, it's really cool. and your heart can't help but go out for becky's husband, he's so genuine and everything.. well. watch it.
i wanna watch maria full of grace [NC-16!], the princess diaries 2: royal engagement and shark tale. in that order. BUT. by the time these movies open, i'm not free! bodoh. well. i'll find a way.
after tt me and baba studied at lido. woohoo. it was really quite fun and productive. dah lamer tak blajar kat saner. banyak eye-candy, which was why we got addicted to the place in the first place. i also found this BEYOND COOL dress from the adidas shop. omg i am so in love with it! but my wallet isn't. sigh. it's blue and white, mid-thigh, with long flared sleeves and a drop-waist blue belt. omg. i really love it! we passed there like a billion times cos we went to pray.. so i was just dying every time. sigh. dress, please wait for me. someday i'll have money to buy you. yah, like when i'm 56, maybe.
samit is all wrong for me. was re-reading his friendster last night. he likes all the hafie/shafa-groups! ee. he's not a people-fan, i love people-watching.. he's hostile and loves expletives. he's so so wrong. sigh. but you can't just STOP liking someone.
we went to popular after studying. i got ivan a present. haha. well acherli, considering its price, it's more of a... token? haha. but i hope he likes it anyhow. i spent 15 minutes kneeling infront of the rack trying to figure out which one he'd like best. haha. then i got one for myself. woohoo. i love shopping. even with 5 dollars to spare.
Sunday, October 10, 2004
i've decided tt i'm too lazy to have a separate page for the ain awards, espesh since my adobe photoshop is gone. so i have to menumpang on this blog. okay, here we go.
the ain awards 2004
the ain awards 2004 is an annual event that honours the many guys ain takes notice of in her daily life. the awards started out as a one-time thing during an mcq paper a year ago. this year, ain decided to have a second one as she has met more guys since then, and would like to honour and recognise them accordingly. the awards does not appreciate critics labelling it superficial, dumb, or any other related adjectives that convey the same meaning, as the very essence of the awards is in its superficiality and merepekness. therefore, it is with this that i, ain, introduce this year's contenders and nominees. the main and subsidiary awards will be announced on the 20th of this month [october], following tradition.
contenders [in no particular order]
1. samit
2. decaf
3. latte
4. makhluk-yang-boleh-mati
5. kurus-esh
6. peter pan
7. OM
8. righthandside
9. Queenstown/way guy
10. army guy
11. lauk
12. nasi
13. burger
14. scaryhots
15. mercury
16. adam
17. arman
18. ex-fren
19. oPhir
20. adik non-fren
21. budakmerah
nominees
most perfect: awarded on the combined merits of looks and presentation of self, incorporating any unique traits
samit
peter pan
OM
nasi
mercury
most missed
burger
adam
oPhir
most charming
OM
adam
budakmerah
cutest [little boy]: cute in a little-boy manner
makhluk-yang-boleh-mati
righthandside
decaf
adik non-fren
budakmerah
cutest [model]: possesses model-worthy looks
samit
latte
peter pan
nasi
mercury
nicest-looking: sometimes the way a person smiles, or the sheer size and depth of his eyes, makes you believe tt he's a true-blue nice guy
army guy
lauk
adam
nicest: has nothing to do with looks, this award considers the person inside
kurus-esh
OM
righthandside
scaryhots
budakmerah
that's it. there'll also be more than 10 subsidiary awards given out such as Gatsby Best Hair, LTA-SMRT Public Transport Ambassador, Mr. Northeast CDC and more! so. stay tuned.
the ain awards 2004
the ain awards 2004 is an annual event that honours the many guys ain takes notice of in her daily life. the awards started out as a one-time thing during an mcq paper a year ago. this year, ain decided to have a second one as she has met more guys since then, and would like to honour and recognise them accordingly. the awards does not appreciate critics labelling it superficial, dumb, or any other related adjectives that convey the same meaning, as the very essence of the awards is in its superficiality and merepekness. therefore, it is with this that i, ain, introduce this year's contenders and nominees. the main and subsidiary awards will be announced on the 20th of this month [october], following tradition.
contenders [in no particular order]
1. samit
2. decaf
3. latte
4. makhluk-yang-boleh-mati
5. kurus-esh
6. peter pan
7. OM
8. righthandside
9. Queenstown/way guy
10. army guy
11. lauk
12. nasi
13. burger
14. scaryhots
15. mercury
16. adam
17. arman
18. ex-fren
19. oPhir
20. adik non-fren
21. budakmerah
nominees
most perfect: awarded on the combined merits of looks and presentation of self, incorporating any unique traits
samit
peter pan
OM
nasi
mercury
most missed
burger
adam
oPhir
most charming
OM
adam
budakmerah
cutest [little boy]: cute in a little-boy manner
makhluk-yang-boleh-mati
righthandside
decaf
adik non-fren
budakmerah
cutest [model]: possesses model-worthy looks
samit
latte
peter pan
nasi
mercury
nicest-looking: sometimes the way a person smiles, or the sheer size and depth of his eyes, makes you believe tt he's a true-blue nice guy
army guy
lauk
adam
nicest: has nothing to do with looks, this award considers the person inside
kurus-esh
OM
righthandside
scaryhots
budakmerah
that's it. there'll also be more than 10 subsidiary awards given out such as Gatsby Best Hair, LTA-SMRT Public Transport Ambassador, Mr. Northeast CDC and more! so. stay tuned.
I remember the days
Of just keeping time
Of hanging around
In sleepy towns forever.
Back roads empty for miles.
Well, you can't have a dream
And cut it to fit
But when I saw you, I knew
We'd go together
Like a wink and a smile.
Leave your old Jalopy
By the railroad track
We'll get a hip double dip
Tip-toppy two-seat Pontiac
So you can rev her up
Don't go slow
It's only green lights and all rights
Let's go together
With a wink and a smile
Give me a wink and a smile
We go together like a wink and a smile
Now my heart is music
Such a simple song
Sing it again, the notes never end
This is where I belong
Just the sound of your voice
The light in your eyes
We're so far away from yesterday
Together with a wink and a smile
We go together like a wink and a smile. --Harry Connick Jr.
aaah.. i just watched sleepless in seattle AGAIN. haha. i just love that song, it's so happy and positive and cute..
Of just keeping time
Of hanging around
In sleepy towns forever.
Back roads empty for miles.
Well, you can't have a dream
And cut it to fit
But when I saw you, I knew
We'd go together
Like a wink and a smile.
Leave your old Jalopy
By the railroad track
We'll get a hip double dip
Tip-toppy two-seat Pontiac
So you can rev her up
Don't go slow
It's only green lights and all rights
Let's go together
With a wink and a smile
Give me a wink and a smile
We go together like a wink and a smile
Now my heart is music
Such a simple song
Sing it again, the notes never end
This is where I belong
Just the sound of your voice
The light in your eyes
We're so far away from yesterday
Together with a wink and a smile
We go together like a wink and a smile. --Harry Connick Jr.
aaah.. i just watched sleepless in seattle AGAIN. haha. i just love that song, it's so happy and positive and cute..
Saturday, October 09, 2004
oops. yah, unmentionable piece of shit is UPS! haha. but i think i'll just leave it as UPS.
studied at wrl today. diden get much done by way of studying, acherli. cos there was this manjen guy who sat next to us and kept on talking! to us AND his fren. and it would be okay if he were just another friendly guy, but NOOOO! he was just another friendly CRAPPY guy! and he proclaimed it himself! sigh. anyway we had lunch at cavana, it's a really nice place with nice food and great service but apparently that also translates to *ouch* prices. we had 7-11 cheesecake after that, and finally, i tore out 2 pages from a magazine.
ohyes. we saw fariq at causeway point. eee. what a horrible thing to happen.
i'm watching you've got mail now. i love it!!! tom hanks, meg ryan and nora ephron make the greatest romantic comedies. it's really nice.. and do you realise, 2 of the songs from sleepless in seattle are in this movie.. wow the soundtrack just rocks.. the movie rocks, it's all just so nice and tear-inducing.. and meg ryan is so cute! haha.
i think i'll watch a movie on monday. a morning movie. vanity fair would be nice. cool. should be fun.
studied at wrl today. diden get much done by way of studying, acherli. cos there was this manjen guy who sat next to us and kept on talking! to us AND his fren. and it would be okay if he were just another friendly guy, but NOOOO! he was just another friendly CRAPPY guy! and he proclaimed it himself! sigh. anyway we had lunch at cavana, it's a really nice place with nice food and great service but apparently that also translates to *ouch* prices. we had 7-11 cheesecake after that, and finally, i tore out 2 pages from a magazine.
ohyes. we saw fariq at causeway point. eee. what a horrible thing to happen.
i'm watching you've got mail now. i love it!!! tom hanks, meg ryan and nora ephron make the greatest romantic comedies. it's really nice.. and do you realise, 2 of the songs from sleepless in seattle are in this movie.. wow the soundtrack just rocks.. the movie rocks, it's all just so nice and tear-inducing.. and meg ryan is so cute! haha.
i think i'll watch a movie on monday. a morning movie. vanity fair would be nice. cool. should be fun.
Friday, October 08, 2004
panas giler nak mampos sey. okay, here i go..
1. unmentionable piece of shit (UMS) is stubbornly hanging onto a much-coveted position in idol!!! but. taufik's not out, so that's really sustaining me at the moment. kalau both taufik and leandra belah, THEN i'll boycott idol and send UMS hate mail. btw, taufik looked REALLY GOOD tonight!
2. school was pretty fruitful [i made a copy of the 02 maths prelims plus solutions, there was double chem, i carried out CT rep duties, etc] except for the fact tt OM was nowhere to be found. i wanted to test my new toy on him! darn.
3. as usual, gi airport after school. funny incidents are a given when i'm with baba. haha.
4. the ain awards is well under way with 2 new main award categories, more than 15 new contenders, and many new subsidiary awards! excitingnyer!
5. okay i'm supposed to stop typing an overabundance of the letters X and Z. this means no "thx", "itz", "ttz", "rox", etc. so if i slip up, please inform me. oh shit this means no "plz" either!
1. unmentionable piece of shit (UMS) is stubbornly hanging onto a much-coveted position in idol!!! but. taufik's not out, so that's really sustaining me at the moment. kalau both taufik and leandra belah, THEN i'll boycott idol and send UMS hate mail. btw, taufik looked REALLY GOOD tonight!
2. school was pretty fruitful [i made a copy of the 02 maths prelims plus solutions, there was double chem, i carried out CT rep duties, etc] except for the fact tt OM was nowhere to be found. i wanted to test my new toy on him! darn.
3. as usual, gi airport after school. funny incidents are a given when i'm with baba. haha.
4. the ain awards is well under way with 2 new main award categories, more than 15 new contenders, and many new subsidiary awards! excitingnyer!
5. okay i'm supposed to stop typing an overabundance of the letters X and Z. this means no "thx", "itz", "ttz", "rox", etc. so if i slip up, please inform me. oh shit this means no "plz" either!
Thursday, October 07, 2004
my brother has started to play she will be loved. good on you, zul! also, his class photo is one of the most amusing things i've ever seen. in the photo, he's the guy with the most visible hair. in fact, he has more visible hair than the girls. and he's the only one with stylishly mussed hair. his best friend ahmad has a spiky derivative hairdo. anyway. itz just funny. seriously. he looks really pai compared to his classmates. on the other side of the ring, i look amazingly golden and shiny in MY class photo. hey tt sounds like an ornament. you know, golden and shiny? haha.
itz really cool how some people are so inherently cool that they can wear or do the most slenger, most embarrassing, most uncool things, and they don't look bad at all.
went to study at the airport today. uneventful larh.. but i got this cool toy from BK that proclaims "i love you! i love you!" upon being dropped or punched. ironic, no?
you know wat, there's yet ANOTHER person who thinks ivan is cute/hot. the derrick-me-ivan photo is on my msn profile, and people chatting to me keep commenting tt "that guy is cute/hot". itz.. unnerving. haha. plus, one of them is a guy. well. not tt i disagree, or anything. itz just.. klakar cos i know him, i guess. haha. well, whatever.
idol was quite great. i admit tt maia can sort-of sing. but jerry sucks, obviously. everyone and his brother believes he should just get the hell out of there. but look at him smiling. argh. i wanna throw a tomato right *SMACK* in his face. i think everyone else was pretty good. go, taufik! ohyah olinda looks EXACTLY like she did when she was a kid! it's so cute!
last year, during promos, i held the first-ever ain awards. i think during econs or chem paper or smthg. haha. i didn't expect to have another one. but i was rereading tt entry and i thought it'd be cool to have another one. plus there are new contenders this year! and i could have new subsidiary awards.. so if anyone has any ideas for contenders, do tell. it'll be on the 20th. woohoo.
itz really cool how some people are so inherently cool that they can wear or do the most slenger, most embarrassing, most uncool things, and they don't look bad at all.
went to study at the airport today. uneventful larh.. but i got this cool toy from BK that proclaims "i love you! i love you!" upon being dropped or punched. ironic, no?
you know wat, there's yet ANOTHER person who thinks ivan is cute/hot. the derrick-me-ivan photo is on my msn profile, and people chatting to me keep commenting tt "that guy is cute/hot". itz.. unnerving. haha. plus, one of them is a guy. well. not tt i disagree, or anything. itz just.. klakar cos i know him, i guess. haha. well, whatever.
idol was quite great. i admit tt maia can sort-of sing. but jerry sucks, obviously. everyone and his brother believes he should just get the hell out of there. but look at him smiling. argh. i wanna throw a tomato right *SMACK* in his face. i think everyone else was pretty good. go, taufik! ohyah olinda looks EXACTLY like she did when she was a kid! it's so cute!
last year, during promos, i held the first-ever ain awards. i think during econs or chem paper or smthg. haha. i didn't expect to have another one. but i was rereading tt entry and i thought it'd be cool to have another one. plus there are new contenders this year! and i could have new subsidiary awards.. so if anyone has any ideas for contenders, do tell. it'll be on the 20th. woohoo.
Wednesday, October 06, 2004
i saw samit this morning! heh. the bus was so late tt it was full! so i ter-langgared him with my bag. couldn't be avoided. i was wearing one of the monster-huge bags today. haha. i felt really bad. i mean, who likes to hurt a crush? haha. tt sounds so off.
anywayz. so i was studying at the airport today with baba. sum idiot toot guy took our table so we hadta sit at the other end. sudahlah. pas tu nak tgk2 kiter. whatever. well so i was just doing my work, not bothering anyone else. there were 2 mat karats [mats karat?] waiting for the lift infront. they were moving quite energetically as i cld see out of the corner of my eye. so i just glanced up from my tys. and they were like, looking at us and smiling and stuff. now, let me just reiterate tt they are mat karats. so i was like, whatever, and went back to my work, keeping in mind not to look up until they got into the lift. i was doing quite well for awhile, but then the situation started to strike me as funny [oh God help i have just sneezed ten times!] so i started laughing. and laughing and laughing and laughing. i couldn't stop. even chanting my calming mantra diden really help this time. it seemed so ridiculously funny then. sigh. i wish i'd held back the laughter. cos i realised tt THEY WEREN'T GETTING INTO THE LIFT! after a few minutes, they sat down and i thought they were just gonna sit there and never leave and i was seriously worrying about personal bladder control. i refused to look at them. but. a few more minutes later, one of them came up to us and gave me this card with a name and number scribbled on the back. he sed smthg like, "here's a plane ticket for you.." or sum shit. eeps! he was prolly like 55 larh! okay no, but he looked really old, like maybe older than my sister, and he was all skinny and tattooed. eeeeeuuuuuwwww. itz always the mat karats. anyway, tt situation was all the more.. striking, for want of a better word, cos the 3 of us were just discussing the other day, what we wld do if by some off-chance, an icky guy asked for our [individual] numbers. we considered spouting in foreign languages unlikely to be understood, or just spouting gibberish, to be the best response. haha. so i kan't believe it acherli happened. a different version, but it happened anyway. yeeeuuurrrghhh. the worst part is that they STILL diden leave after tt! they stayed at the lift landing, watched and signalled repeatedly! but i eksyened pekak, buter, and takleh-lift-my-head. kesiannyer aku.....
anywayz. so i was studying at the airport today with baba. sum idiot toot guy took our table so we hadta sit at the other end. sudahlah. pas tu nak tgk2 kiter. whatever. well so i was just doing my work, not bothering anyone else. there were 2 mat karats [mats karat?] waiting for the lift infront. they were moving quite energetically as i cld see out of the corner of my eye. so i just glanced up from my tys. and they were like, looking at us and smiling and stuff. now, let me just reiterate tt they are mat karats. so i was like, whatever, and went back to my work, keeping in mind not to look up until they got into the lift. i was doing quite well for awhile, but then the situation started to strike me as funny [oh God help i have just sneezed ten times!] so i started laughing. and laughing and laughing and laughing. i couldn't stop. even chanting my calming mantra diden really help this time. it seemed so ridiculously funny then. sigh. i wish i'd held back the laughter. cos i realised tt THEY WEREN'T GETTING INTO THE LIFT! after a few minutes, they sat down and i thought they were just gonna sit there and never leave and i was seriously worrying about personal bladder control. i refused to look at them. but. a few more minutes later, one of them came up to us and gave me this card with a name and number scribbled on the back. he sed smthg like, "here's a plane ticket for you.." or sum shit. eeps! he was prolly like 55 larh! okay no, but he looked really old, like maybe older than my sister, and he was all skinny and tattooed. eeeeeuuuuuwwww. itz always the mat karats. anyway, tt situation was all the more.. striking, for want of a better word, cos the 3 of us were just discussing the other day, what we wld do if by some off-chance, an icky guy asked for our [individual] numbers. we considered spouting in foreign languages unlikely to be understood, or just spouting gibberish, to be the best response. haha. so i kan't believe it acherli happened. a different version, but it happened anyway. yeeeuuurrrghhh. the worst part is that they STILL diden leave after tt! they stayed at the lift landing, watched and signalled repeatedly! but i eksyened pekak, buter, and takleh-lift-my-head. kesiannyer aku.....
Tuesday, October 05, 2004
OH. MY. GOD. but i'll save it for later. i'll get the generalities [?] out of the way first.
i have passed all 3 + 1 subjects. ha. congrats to me. but seriously. gp was kinda disappointing. how i miss my now-impossibly-high paper 1 score for my descriptive essays in sec 4. help, mrs chew! haha.
i forgot what else happened today. so. i'll just say what i was oh-my-God-ing about. it seems i discovered samit's true identity long before yesterday. but i diden realise it then. or i diden want to, whatever. okay. long story. complicated, too. [tt was a warning, btw.]
okay, see, i signed up at wholivesnearyou.com rite.. you know, where you get to meet people who live in your neighbourhood. itz like a friendster for people in the same neighbourhood. okay so.. i signed up for a few reasons. #1: takder kerje and i sign up for everything anyway. #2: i wanted to see who else lives in the same block as me. #3: i wanted to find samit. well. so one day i was browsing thru the people in my neighbourhood. and there was this guy. cam cute ah. so i read his profile. but like waddehell he was SOOOOOO antisocial! in his profile! so i was like, no it kan't be samit.. and i like, compared the photos. as in, the photo on the profile and the one in my fone. [okay, so it wasn't "long before" yesterday. but it was at least a month! right?] i compared them for like 15 minutes. and i concluded it wasn't him. i juz couldn't believe tt samit could be so antisocial and.. mean-sounding. [plus he looked a bit icky in tt foto.]
today being the day after yesterday, i realised tt since i now know his name, i cld use friendster to locate him. well. i found him. there were 4 hits. but it was easy to pick him out. it was the exact same photo he used in wholivesnearyou.com. and once again, his profile was mean and hostile. [there were also generous photos in a wide range of settings.] and it turns out tt samit is just another party boy who loves to drink and loves ONLY hot girls and manages to get good grades at the same time. [he is also a pasir ris native. haha.] so. itz kinda sad. cos #1: i'm not hot. haha. #2: i seem to remember thinking he was a nice quiet baik guy. evidently i was wrong. grossly wrong. [and #3: i'm not a pasir ris native.]
now i know why fana refuses to believe tt mugant is what lyn's brother sed he is. but at least mugant is not universally handsome. sigh.
i have passed all 3 + 1 subjects. ha. congrats to me. but seriously. gp was kinda disappointing. how i miss my now-impossibly-high paper 1 score for my descriptive essays in sec 4. help, mrs chew! haha.
i forgot what else happened today. so. i'll just say what i was oh-my-God-ing about. it seems i discovered samit's true identity long before yesterday. but i diden realise it then. or i diden want to, whatever. okay. long story. complicated, too. [tt was a warning, btw.]
okay, see, i signed up at wholivesnearyou.com rite.. you know, where you get to meet people who live in your neighbourhood. itz like a friendster for people in the same neighbourhood. okay so.. i signed up for a few reasons. #1: takder kerje and i sign up for everything anyway. #2: i wanted to see who else lives in the same block as me. #3: i wanted to find samit. well. so one day i was browsing thru the people in my neighbourhood. and there was this guy. cam cute ah. so i read his profile. but like waddehell he was SOOOOOO antisocial! in his profile! so i was like, no it kan't be samit.. and i like, compared the photos. as in, the photo on the profile and the one in my fone. [okay, so it wasn't "long before" yesterday. but it was at least a month! right?] i compared them for like 15 minutes. and i concluded it wasn't him. i juz couldn't believe tt samit could be so antisocial and.. mean-sounding. [plus he looked a bit icky in tt foto.]
today being the day after yesterday, i realised tt since i now know his name, i cld use friendster to locate him. well. i found him. there were 4 hits. but it was easy to pick him out. it was the exact same photo he used in wholivesnearyou.com. and once again, his profile was mean and hostile. [there were also generous photos in a wide range of settings.] and it turns out tt samit is just another party boy who loves to drink and loves ONLY hot girls and manages to get good grades at the same time. [he is also a pasir ris native. haha.] so. itz kinda sad. cos #1: i'm not hot. haha. #2: i seem to remember thinking he was a nice quiet baik guy. evidently i was wrong. grossly wrong. [and #3: i'm not a pasir ris native.]
now i know why fana refuses to believe tt mugant is what lyn's brother sed he is. but at least mugant is not universally handsome. sigh.
Monday, October 04, 2004
*STOP THE PRESSES*
samit's identity has been revealed!!! yeah! thanks, fate. okay, see, what happened was i was in the train just now like, stoning. then after it left bugis, this face popped out at me and it was dee2!!! so. i faked a scream. [but i was really shocked sebenarnye.] well, anyway.. she came and talked to me.. and then she introed her fren to me. he, btw, is going to taiwan soon. haha. which totally reminded me of what shafa sed about the army guys going overseas and being given condoms and lubricants by the commander or whatever they call the top guy. so, we talked. hez really nice and friendly. so i decided to ask him about samit. cos hez also indian, and in j3. haha. and i found out samit's real name! [which is not at all close to the name i gave him, so no worries.] and like, he was in arts, and all the girls liked him [damn! but then again. duh!] and he masuked police after ns, which means tt his going to the airport at 830 and going home at 1630 involves him being part of the airport police. woohoo! way to go, samit! hez neighbours with the bodyguard guy and was normally driven to skl by the bodyguard's mom. so. i'd just like to thank dee2 and her fren--i think his name's jes or jas or smthg similar--for being so nice about my stupid questions. he was the one who spotted me somemore, and mentioned to dee2 tt i looked like i came from rgs. or smthg. haha. we were like talking about the hockey guys for awhile. [cos he was in hockey.] it was nice to hear him mention OM's name. i dunno why. and when i told him about the hockey/rugby/all other sports table, he was like, hm i always thot ac was bad, but maybe rj is worse. haha. well whatever. samit rocks!
i also went out with shafa today. first we went to visit maly. i diden know dengue fever was tt serious, i thot amir's parents were fine the way he was talking abt them. itz really skary. poor maly. i'll pray for her. oh her brother izzudin/izuddin/izzuddin/however yu spell it is sooooooooooo cute! dun get me wrong, peeps, hez like, sum single-digit age. and hez white with round cheeks and is sooooo active, and as maly put it, "serba-bulat". cute. speaking of cute, there was a cute male nurse/orderly/scrub-man/sum hospital worker larh who like, made comments about us. warh. too bad i only got a fleeting glance of him.
shafa n i wanted to catch a movie but like, bad times. as in, bad movie times. so we just had dinner at LJS. i had an $8.40 meal. shafa balked. haha. now i semi-regret it. but it was soooo nice! it was the shrimp+fish+chicken meal, and i added nasi for good measure. haha. i love nasi. i couldn't live without it. IT. not HIM.
shafa doesn't like bev. sigh. sedih. bev rocks! what a great voice. and cute face.
ohyes, finally, the least exciting and least important tidbit. got back all of chem today. congrats, chem department. haha. i did well by my standards. mcq pulled me down. ohwellz. therez always next time. i got an "excellent" remark for one of the paper 3 questions. i think i'll take a photo of tt. itz so morale-boosting! oh and i discovered 3 ECFs in my paper 2. which they gave me full marks for anyway. SO NICE! i would have marked me wrong. or given a maximum mark of 1 for correct method. yu know, like physics. thanks so much, God. and chem department.
okayokay last one. i got quite an interesting mark for econs essays. rupernyer my Lorenz curve wasn't a stupid idea! congrats for once ain. okay bye.
samit's identity has been revealed!!! yeah! thanks, fate. okay, see, what happened was i was in the train just now like, stoning. then after it left bugis, this face popped out at me and it was dee2!!! so. i faked a scream. [but i was really shocked sebenarnye.] well, anyway.. she came and talked to me.. and then she introed her fren to me. he, btw, is going to taiwan soon. haha. which totally reminded me of what shafa sed about the army guys going overseas and being given condoms and lubricants by the commander or whatever they call the top guy. so, we talked. hez really nice and friendly. so i decided to ask him about samit. cos hez also indian, and in j3. haha. and i found out samit's real name! [which is not at all close to the name i gave him, so no worries.] and like, he was in arts, and all the girls liked him [damn! but then again. duh!] and he masuked police after ns, which means tt his going to the airport at 830 and going home at 1630 involves him being part of the airport police. woohoo! way to go, samit! hez neighbours with the bodyguard guy and was normally driven to skl by the bodyguard's mom. so. i'd just like to thank dee2 and her fren--i think his name's jes or jas or smthg similar--for being so nice about my stupid questions. he was the one who spotted me somemore, and mentioned to dee2 tt i looked like i came from rgs. or smthg. haha. we were like talking about the hockey guys for awhile. [cos he was in hockey.] it was nice to hear him mention OM's name. i dunno why. and when i told him about the hockey/rugby/all other sports table, he was like, hm i always thot ac was bad, but maybe rj is worse. haha. well whatever. samit rocks!
i also went out with shafa today. first we went to visit maly. i diden know dengue fever was tt serious, i thot amir's parents were fine the way he was talking abt them. itz really skary. poor maly. i'll pray for her. oh her brother izzudin/izuddin/izzuddin/however yu spell it is sooooooooooo cute! dun get me wrong, peeps, hez like, sum single-digit age. and hez white with round cheeks and is sooooo active, and as maly put it, "serba-bulat". cute. speaking of cute, there was a cute male nurse/orderly/scrub-man/sum hospital worker larh who like, made comments about us. warh. too bad i only got a fleeting glance of him.
shafa n i wanted to catch a movie but like, bad times. as in, bad movie times. so we just had dinner at LJS. i had an $8.40 meal. shafa balked. haha. now i semi-regret it. but it was soooo nice! it was the shrimp+fish+chicken meal, and i added nasi for good measure. haha. i love nasi. i couldn't live without it. IT. not HIM.
shafa doesn't like bev. sigh. sedih. bev rocks! what a great voice. and cute face.
ohyes, finally, the least exciting and least important tidbit. got back all of chem today. congrats, chem department. haha. i did well by my standards. mcq pulled me down. ohwellz. therez always next time. i got an "excellent" remark for one of the paper 3 questions. i think i'll take a photo of tt. itz so morale-boosting! oh and i discovered 3 ECFs in my paper 2. which they gave me full marks for anyway. SO NICE! i would have marked me wrong. or given a maximum mark of 1 for correct method. yu know, like physics. thanks so much, God. and chem department.
okayokay last one. i got quite an interesting mark for econs essays. rupernyer my Lorenz curve wasn't a stupid idea! congrats for once ain. okay bye.
Sunday, October 03, 2004
i juz got home from the dance thingy. it was quite cool half the time. the other half involved incompetent dancers onstage and mats and minahs bisinging. there was this security guard who looked about 19, and baba sed he looked like haizad, haha. kesian dier we were laughing at him openly. ohyah and i was wearing my baju punjabi top, and baba happened to be wearing a cheongsam top, and sya was wearing tudung so it was like the union of 3 cultures. or whatever. well we thought it was pretty cool anyway. and ivan diden come, he msged "ack i forgot all about it and i have plans for later!" ack? who says "ack" besides people in archie comics! haha. so i was laughing. lots.
there was this cute boy in the train, primary school-age, with his manjen fren and his dad. i think baru balek tgk soccer kat national stadium. anyway it was so cute, he had the most gelled hair i've ever seen on a boy that age! it seriously resembled a wave colliding with the breakwater. haha. i took a pic, but he happened to be lifting his arms, too bad.
there was this cute boy in the train, primary school-age, with his manjen fren and his dad. i think baru balek tgk soccer kat national stadium. anyway it was so cute, he had the most gelled hair i've ever seen on a boy that age! it seriously resembled a wave colliding with the breakwater. haha. i took a pic, but he happened to be lifting his arms, too bad.
Saturday, October 02, 2004
been listening to chaka khan's ain't nobody and it reminds me of beverly's great voice. sigh.
went to wrl today. okay, first we attempted to go to nick's let's just play thingy. but we couldn't find the friggin open space! so. kirim salam.
so like i said, we went to the library. guess who was rite at the front? [besides aisyah.] latte! and his gf! haha. tt was about the only interesting thing tt day. ohwellz. i got some work done, and spent the other 75% of the time checking out magazines. woohoo. i love magazines. i found another one with McFly but it was $8.45. kayernyer akuuuu...
one of the seventeen magazines i took was the prom issue, so there were billions of prom ads and accessories and stuff. wowz.. oh and interestingly enuff, i found this cool mag about like, bollywood celebs. besnyer!!!
went to wrl today. okay, first we attempted to go to nick's let's just play thingy. but we couldn't find the friggin open space! so. kirim salam.
so like i said, we went to the library. guess who was rite at the front? [besides aisyah.] latte! and his gf! haha. tt was about the only interesting thing tt day. ohwellz. i got some work done, and spent the other 75% of the time checking out magazines. woohoo. i love magazines. i found another one with McFly but it was $8.45. kayernyer akuuuu...
one of the seventeen magazines i took was the prom issue, so there were billions of prom ads and accessories and stuff. wowz.. oh and interestingly enuff, i found this cool mag about like, bollywood celebs. besnyer!!!
Friday, October 01, 2004
slenger.
ttz about the only way i kan describe how the idol results turned out. yaaargh. beverly rocks! can jerry's churchmates stop being biased and vote for those who CAN sing? and all the lusty guys voting for maia, PLEASE do yourselves a favour and visit the neighbourhood prostitute instead of wasting 50 cents on a shitty singapore idol.
well. christopher got in, at least. and taufik. yayz.
omg my brother's making such a racket on his guitar, i wanna cry!!!!!!!!!!
i'm watching barbershop again. haha. i don't suppose barbershop 2: back in business will be screened in local cinemas? anyway michael ealy, who plays ricky, is really cute. hez one of the 12 hottest guys on women.com. haha.
ttz about the only way i kan describe how the idol results turned out. yaaargh. beverly rocks! can jerry's churchmates stop being biased and vote for those who CAN sing? and all the lusty guys voting for maia, PLEASE do yourselves a favour and visit the neighbourhood prostitute instead of wasting 50 cents on a shitty singapore idol.
well. christopher got in, at least. and taufik. yayz.
omg my brother's making such a racket on his guitar, i wanna cry!!!!!!!!!!
i'm watching barbershop again. haha. i don't suppose barbershop 2: back in business will be screened in local cinemas? anyway michael ealy, who plays ricky, is really cute. hez one of the 12 hottest guys on women.com. haha.
happy children's day!
haha. itz been a really boring one for me. except for this horrible dream-nightmare hybrid i had about this guy and an alternative double-decker bus. haha. anyway i found another cool kids' webbie today, nick.com. itz completely different from the nicksplat webbie. i think nicksplat is for like, asia and nz and all those countries, and nick is for the US. whatever. i joined it anyway. you get to accumulate points, and exchange those points for e-trading cards of the nicktoons. itz really cool. i got 4 all grown up trading cards for 300 points. funnn.. and while we're on the topic of kids' websites, i got my 3rd everythinggirl charm today. woohoo!
i realise i've been surfing one too many kiddie websites these days. but hey. we diden haf such innovations when we were kids, think of it as living up what we would have otherwise missed. sounds like opp cost. see? i haven't forgotten EVERYTHING it means to be 18.
i hadta sacrifice the O.C. last night cos i was SO BLOODY SLEEPY. i have no idea why. but anyway i'm starting to get irritated with them. espesh marissa. it's turning into sum soap opera-ish thing now, and i only watch it for the eye candy. but takper, i'll be back to watching it next week.
is it just me, or was everyone kinda sucky on idol last night? what a waste. oh and baba and i both believe tt maia chose her own song last night. heLLO! her parents can't speak english! how the hell would they know tt song then? what-eVVER. well. at any rate, i'm voting for chrissypoo!!! haha. and i have one more vote, i'm not sure what to do with it.
haha. itz been a really boring one for me. except for this horrible dream-nightmare hybrid i had about this guy and an alternative double-decker bus. haha. anyway i found another cool kids' webbie today, nick.com. itz completely different from the nicksplat webbie. i think nicksplat is for like, asia and nz and all those countries, and nick is for the US. whatever. i joined it anyway. you get to accumulate points, and exchange those points for e-trading cards of the nicktoons. itz really cool. i got 4 all grown up trading cards for 300 points. funnn.. and while we're on the topic of kids' websites, i got my 3rd everythinggirl charm today. woohoo!
i realise i've been surfing one too many kiddie websites these days. but hey. we diden haf such innovations when we were kids, think of it as living up what we would have otherwise missed. sounds like opp cost. see? i haven't forgotten EVERYTHING it means to be 18.
i hadta sacrifice the O.C. last night cos i was SO BLOODY SLEEPY. i have no idea why. but anyway i'm starting to get irritated with them. espesh marissa. it's turning into sum soap opera-ish thing now, and i only watch it for the eye candy. but takper, i'll be back to watching it next week.
is it just me, or was everyone kinda sucky on idol last night? what a waste. oh and baba and i both believe tt maia chose her own song last night. heLLO! her parents can't speak english! how the hell would they know tt song then? what-eVVER. well. at any rate, i'm voting for chrissypoo!!! haha. and i have one more vote, i'm not sure what to do with it.
Bye bye Studio 1!
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