alamak i'm telling yu, yusri looks like burger!!!

wow. ngantuk. oh therez this interesting friendster-like thingy.. itz kalled naseeb.. itz kwite new, i think.. itz for muslims!!! wow, a way to stay in touch with my roots [been hearing tt alot during the interviews]! and i'm not being sarcastic. so anyway, go and sign up, itz free unless yu want premium membership.. and do add me, sejukkk@hotmail.com..
oh i'm watching the iran-m'sia soccer match now. the iranian guys are HOW LAWARRRRR!!! i'm juz dying. there was one playing juz now, but stupid syamsul or whatever his name was injured him juz now. and i forgot his name, but hez number 20. sapersaper yang tahu, siler enlighten. but anyway. the rest of them are lawar too!!! they were filming the bench people, and they were juz a line of lawar people who look NOTHING like bayu. har. [hehe sorry. itz juz tt i saw him juz now. ohyah and i shouted "bayu!" and he turned ard. eeps. same thing happened with thin fren too, yest or smthg. tak paham.] alamak eh. my dad keeps hopping channels!!! please. juz let me watch the match. btw i dunno why they keep track of offsides. does it matter at all in scoring? once again, saper saper, plz enlighten. ooh my number 20 is back. oooh. namer dier A. Borhani. or R. Borhani. sorry buter.
well sorry enuff about soccer from my point of view. post-laila party, anyone who was involved in the production is invited!!! 10 may at aranda country club, bbq in the afternoon.. vcd screening, photos, and a surprise for the j1s!!! heh. so yah. i'm a par-tayy haiwan!!!
[hey the iranian players asyik jatuh-jatuh je!!! stop jumping ard!!!]
[oooh. another one. A. Alizadeh. number 18.]
okay. interviews. really cool after all. i mean at first i was juz dying, my butt was screaming, but of cos tak didengari. and it was juz how hot. and well [ooh H. Kabi got a great far corner goal!!!!] each interview lasted an average of like 20 mins. eeps. kalau dalam aircon takper jugak. anyway. at first i thot the creative qns were kinda merepek, but it gave me a chance to really stare at them without unnerving them, and itz kwite interesting and, if i may say it, entertaining, to see them try to dig themselves out of the hole they create when they describe the gambars in detail. cute. very cute. my favourite is still shafia's goldfish thing. cool. hm. interview stats. shafia was the first interviewee; shamiah was the last. when shamiah was like 2cm from the door, nizam stood up and started cheering.. haha. we, of cos, joined in, once she left fully. [ooh A. Alizadeh juz fed the ball really well! but sum guy messed it up and headed it over the bar.] erm. nadia was the only girl who picked the totally angular gambar. and rudy was the only guy who picked the sphere-included gambar. thenn.. haha hafiz spoke at like 2 decibels. some people were totally falling asleep. and, we ended the interviews officially at like 5.57 pm or smthg. whee! [ooh A. Alizadeh headed in the best-fed goal!!! look at him smile!!!] ohyah i'm still kinda ticked about the whole skiving thing. and therez really no other word for it. itz skiving. completely unreasonable skiving. ohyah. therefore we ended up looking like [wow madanchi is cute too!] simon, paula and randy. since everybody knows who simon n paula are, randy was obviously sya. haha. ohyah. i thot it was kwite nice of sya to still go, since i've always thot tt PRO is along the same level as QM while treasurer is abt the same level of secretary. well ttz juz what i think. [alamak my Borhani is leaving!!! juz cos he screwed up sum ball handling.]
adoi. eh, you know what. i'm beginning to think tt someone is cute. but i'm not talking abt redboy, dun worry. btw his new haircut is cute!! haha. [ohmigawd the guy called yusri looked like burger for one very skary moment there!!!!]
ohyah. let me juz add this for the interviews. whatever perceptions we have of the exco candidates, most of them change radically when we interview them. IF we're around for the interviews, of course. so yah.
should i stay to give more commentaries? alah takyah ah. okay nitez.

Memandangkan i wun haf time to blog tonite (or tmr nite for tt matter), i juz wanted to say tt dr chan was being a fuckshit juz now. Oh i saw tilani juz now! Heh. N i screwed up my essay sia. Har. Oh haha redboy keeps passg by n lookg in. Cute. Oh whatever i'll go n change now.

i wasn't gonna blog, then i went thru the gallery of my fone-taken fotos. there's the one of fariq. head shot, too. and itz juz funny how quickly things can change huh? and of cos, there'll always be tt photo of sya n her idiot to remind me of tt fact. then there r the photos of righthandside, reminding me how cute 17-year-olds can be. and of cos, the photos of ALL the cute guys i've ever taken. haha.
well. had a lazy day today. i feel like one of those snakes my mom's always accusing me of being. well bye.

haha i juz remembered my wahlieu. and therefore i'm laughing infront of the comp.
ohyah. shafa's latest joke:
me: shafa, stop trying to pull a straight face!
her: so, do you want me to pull a curly face?

yoyoyo.
watched the ac-rj hockey match. 3-0!!! wow. i juz lurved ashraf's goal, it was juz soooooooo cool! haha. kesian. i thot shah was really kwite good.. maybe shengrong's juz too good for them, i dunno. haha. it was fun, we [sya n me] met asilah, amal sara, yazid, and fazly.
went for lunch at ritchie riche with shafa also.. after tt we went for dessert plak, kat DQ!!! like i'm not fat enuff!!! the 0.6kg i lost is juz zooming back as i type. then we went to the toilet, where we met baba, then we met filza downstairs [i lurve her roxy top], and then we trained to bedok, where we unsuccessfully tried to cab and ended up 38-ing to tj..
where we met sooooooo many people, including the tj soccer capt a.k.a. bapak!!! interestingly enuff, his name is tt of sya's own bapak.. so i guess we kan change tt to "sya's bapak" instead. wahaha. and even more news! he has a twin!!! wahlau! which means another bapak on the block! wahaha. hidayah was juaraing, and tarianing.. wow shez sooooo cool!!! what a lovely voice!!! i'm proud to call her my pri skl fren, haha. met ashedah too.. and.. saper lagi.. well alot of people.. oh and original FGM was juz sooo adorable!!! heh. and i'm sorry, but i cldn't really enjoy it cos number 1, i needed to pee [for the 4th time], and number 2, they plagiarised the [extremely cool and well-executed] taunting scene from leta sangatkah seorang penari?. hahah. lots of other reasons also, sebenarnye.
after tt we hung around for awhile, me ogling solid, sya admiring certain ppl quietly, shafa being shafa.. then we went for MORE FOOD at bk!!! so yah now i'm juz full to bursting.
and shafa's idea of the spoof entry is cool, but i'll save tt for a time when i feel more up to it lar..
ooh before i forget, solid rox!

what. a. HORRIBLE. day.
yes i sed day. the morning was bad enuff. i HONESTLY thot it cldn't get any worse. really. then i had to trip and fall RIGHT OUTSIDE SCHOOL, and skin my knee again rite? waddehell. i guess God realised i've been having too nice a life or smthg. it was juz horrible. dahlah. whatz the point of talking about horrible stuff. then i'll b reminded of it if i decide to read my entries again.
yest's match was cool! [wow tt was a quick switch. amazing what a good sleep does to ur emotional well-being.] nyjc won, 2-1. he still looks great. even with bad hair. even though now i know he's another of those terrible bad boys ili hypothesises i like. haha. he played well.. but acherli they're not tt great, i'm not surprised they diden get thru. after tt baba n i went to eat at jon's salon, so yea tt craving is satisfied. haha. then we went into sponge. there's this really nice pair of vans shoes.. white.. the insole is colourful graffiti.. i lurve it. but of cos, at 119 bucks, i guess i'll have to wait awhile. i think i'll let my brother wear it to skl if i get it.. heh. hez been wanting skater shoes tt are wearable to skl. of cos, HIS skater shoes are wearable to my skl but not his. well. plz wait awhile, dear brother. since yu were nice enuff to lend me yur discman, i'll repay the kind deed.
the hockey match was nice too. i was standing sesatly with the saints.. haha. and cheering REALLY loudly for rj. i juz wanna thank the saints for not killing me. that was 1-0. kesian irwan. it was a deflect-deflect-deflect-masok goal. i thot he was pretty good. and the next day ashraf thanked me for coming down!!! wow. i diden even know he saw me there. or kared. how nice. ooh and i met ashedah, shez in tpjc hockey, shez the goalie!!! cool. ohyah and the farhan guy is really cute.. haha. albeit an almost spitting image of omar.
okay i decided to finish sya's 10 things you didn't know about laila

6. The role of Fairy GodMat was written for a guy who isn't even in rj.
7. Behind-the-scenes stuff tt will not be featured in the vcd include spoofs of the confrontation scene by yus and aisyah, jau standing on the table jiwanging, rudy lip-syncing to westlife, and ALL THE BOYS trying to do skateboard stunts.
8. During the auditions, one guy's interpretation of Mikhail moved one of the scriptwriters to tears.
9. Laila would have been Kisah Cinta Sejati, written by Ain and Ili Hazwani, if not for circumstances beyond our control.
10. Rita would have been Wati, but it apparently diden sound bitchy enough.

How stupid wld it look if i went up to jon's salon now and had lunch alone? I really wanna eat, n i really wanna eat there.. Or i cld possibly juz starve till i get home later. But i'm still going to watch! I dun kare! Kampung fried rice, i miss u!

I don't care if Monday's blue
Tuesday's grey and Wednesday too
Thursday I don't care about you
It's Friday I'm in love

Monday you can fall apart
Tuesday Wednesday break my heart
Thursday doesn't even start
It's Friday I'm in love

Saturday wait
And Sunday always comes too late
But Friday never hesitate

I don't care if Monday's black
Tuesday Wednesday heart attack
Thursday never looking back
It's Friday I'm in love

Monday you can hold your head
Tuesday Wednesday stay in bed
Or Thursday watch the walls instead
It's Friday I'm in love

Saturday wait
And Sunday always comes too late
But Friday never hesitate

Dressed up up to the eyes
It's a wonderful surprise
To see your shoes and your spirits rise
Throwing out on the frown
And just smiling at the sound
And as sleek as a shriek
Spinning round and round
Always take a big fright
It's such a gorgeous sight
To see you eat in the middle of the night
You can never get enough,
Enough of this stuff
It's Friday
I'm in love

15:09
not bad huh?
well, gtg. itz too blardee hot, and kazaa is screwing up big time sial.
oh a brighter note, there was a cute "relative of hichael" in number 3, and the st. pat's guy was skateboarding when i got home. heh.
dahlah bye.
oh btw rempah rox!

kiter dah transfer the photos!!! trying to figure out how to get the wallpaper to show. and i juz realised tt i lost ALL the movies i ever dled!!! what the fuck! now i have to like, go n buy or dl again. amazingly, to kill a mockingbird is intact. now, tell me, why would i give half a shit about that movie? sheesh.
on another note, it was a really exciting match. my throat is halfway to the sore house. i was sitting next to the iskhandar guy.. and his friends were infront of me.. and i juz kept screaming and screaming, and they kept turning to look at me. lyn also. and there was one point i yelled "relek sua!" during a lull. aaarggh. memalukan. adil's adiks, amelia and the cute liddle boy were there too. cool sey. what a cute liddle boy! i still rem seeing him at mac's.. and smiling at him even tho he diden have a clue who i was. adzfar's parents came too.. how nice n supportive! there was this lamlam-type councillor who was leading the jj cheering. eeeeww. lauk was there, and nasi.. whee!
did i miss out anything? ohYAH! there's this excellent soccer hero in jj. number 23, aptly. [although i'm sure HE won't cheat on his wife n 2 kids.] his name is andrew. a vik. very cute. tall. dark.
i still kan't get solid's smile out of my head.
ohyah. the score. we're through to the next round [unlike laz year!]!!! and it seemed to be 0-0, but there was one point in the second half where i SWEAR the ball was in the corner of jj's goal. so it coulda been 1-0. haha.
dahlah. ngantok ah. i'm gonna sleep now. more match support coming up in 2 days. personal match support, i mean. sorry kiter tak minat squash.

'My heart skipped a beat.' now i know what tt means. Neway i forgot to mentn d cool 5 dollar note d bk guy gave me. D entire white part w yusof ishak's face was obscured in tamil writg. D guy was like, 'oh my God!' n den he started laughing, so i d?d too. For the record, he changed d note for me. I still say itz a love note frm OM to me. Heh.

juz caught yet another "here's-a-new-way-to-be-white" ad. whatever. whatz so great about looking sickly and ghostly? apeee je. hm i juz sed the same thing twice.
anyway. i'm here to fill in the GLARING BLANKS from sya's entry. hahaha. but letz start from the beginning.
the sun was unbearably hot, as itz been this past week. i wanted to tan on the lounger, but it was so hot, even the pool water was hot, and i juz stayed in the same spot for like the one and a half hour i was there. haha. and the menthol shower gel and lotion helped coolify things..
then i stupidly got off at red house, so i stupidly decided to walk to holland v. got some lunch and had to walk to skl pulak! my bag was killing me. i met kwee yong on the overhead bridge, haha. reached skl more than an hour late, but there really wasn't much for me to do yet.. so.. i kinda forgot what i did. ohyah we continued the tech from the day before, and then we did a tech with actors, then we had dinner. in between the techs i was sitting with the primary skl art club in lt2 painting my nails. haha.
ili joined us too.. and there was sum squabbling over the song playlist with hadri and hafiz and jau and hana.. hahah. then we got changed and chilled and put on makeup. my eyeliner went really well with the pinky makeup, but i checked the fotos and i look swollen!!!! disgusting!!!! help!!!
sya keeps suaning me about solid. i'll be trying to accomodate his wishes somehow, and then she'll make sum shrewd comment on it. therefore i think he knows.
i skived off for awhile to talk to shafa, who came into lt2.. and then fana called so i abandoned all duties and rushed to welcome her [and fariq, i admit]. den duty called, loudly, so yah i went into the lt.. met alot of ppl, since i was hanging round the door. nydia came in with farah, who gave us a box of ferrero rocher, how nice.. and non-fren came in alone like 2 minutes later. he looked good, i must admit. like really good. ok i better shut up now. i saw the sji guys, they were sitting right next to my family.. and the rgs gerls.. abg ram came alone, haiyah.. i thot he'd bring his entire family.. but nice to have his support.. and i feel bad for screwing up the dance. and baba and fazli or however yu spell his name. sara aliya amal came in late.. they were extremely supportive though..
it went extremely well. besides the fact that THEY WEREN'T SPEAKING LOUDLY ENUFF. ppl at the back were getting seriously bored. but there were nice surprises. the GodMats were adorably cute. everyone laughed at haikel, for reasons un-understandable to me. like, he only had to come out for people to start laughing. and yashira was really fierce.. and aisyah was bitchy!!! i could hear the murmurs from the crowd. and i lurve jau and shamiah's cute anak manja scenes.. nizam and i were roaring with laughter, juz like during the techs. iylia was lovable as mikhail, i'm pretty sure everyone wanted mikh to end up with laila. and of cos, yus. she looked soooo pretty. and i was really afraid she wouldn't smile during the last dance, but people were like laughing during the last dance so i guess it made them both smile too. i screwed up the tarian, and i cldn't smile properly, but it was fun anyway. and yes i absolutely loved the wardrobe malfunction. and nadia played really well!!! i knew she cld do it.. itz really something to hear words u penned down for someone who means alot to you, being conveyed beautifully to 200-odd people. really. thanks so much, azi, for lending ur sweet voice to my words. and to filza, for composing a more-than-perfect accompaniment for the words. and to nadia, for playing it.
during the curtain call i mentioned tt i was skared i wld cry to rempah, and he gave me a pat on the back!!! how sweet! afterwards i talked to fana, and embarrassed myself infront of fariq, and then i talked to baba, and then to adil, n i thanked nydia for coming, and took photos.. with my GodMats, and with best actor.. haha.
yeah then i talked to filza's dad, and then me shafa sya went for a post-production dinner at bk. the guys [ivan n the j1s and izzat] were there too. we stayed till they offed the aircon, and even the radio.. haha. but it was fun catching up with shafa, kan't wait to see her for gema.. cabbed home with adzfar and hafiz. me n sya were talking crap, and yu shoulda seen her when rempah left!!! she waved and gushed and everything!!! shez crazy, i tell yu. it was worse than me with solid. ohyah speaking of solid, we told shafa about him, and she put this whole sexual spin on things.. shitlar. now i kan't think of/look at him without thinking abt what she sed. arrrgghh.
yes people, we shd make laila: songs from the play, laila: the play and behind the scenes, with a special interview with the scriptwriters, and other cool laila merchandise. sponsors, anyone? contact me plz.
i'm really glad nizam moved me from the sound room to the top. tt way i got to watch our masterpiece. and only while watching it last night did i realise how much it was meant for him. him who did not watch it. him. and azi's singing almost made me cry. haiz. filza, you would have been proud of them. i know it was. things we hadn't thought possible 2 months ago somehow became a reality. and tt means tt my dreams came true after all! i still remember writing kisah cinta sejati, with all my dreams of how it would turn out. and that happened last night!! albeit with a different script. everything else was the same. and the other difference is tt it was for him, not burger. but they're both the same kinda guy? stuck with manjen mambangs. well. letz not think abt tt.
i had a great time doing laila. thanks for making it a great time, everyone.
i watched into the mirror today. it iz the best horror movie i've watched. cos itz based on a real, solid [heh] plot. unlike the flimsy curtains most horror movies are. niceee.. and i'm full frm the sinful swensen's sundae and the meal..
oklah i guess i shd go now. need to do hw.

i am so tired. and it looks like no one else is online. so i shd juz save this madness for tmr.
summary: went swimming. tech without actors. full run without costumes. dinner/makeup madness. meeting fariq and not knowing what to say. pre-performance technical madness. lovely drama, not smooth but no one seemed to care. and best of all, no CRYING! embarrassing myself with fariq afterwards. post-production dinner with the guys and shafa. being high and silly in the cab.
and here i am. also notes for the next [detailed] entry. non-fren looked good, so did the original FGM. non-fren looked really good, and i think sya's crush on rempah is growing. and mine on solid. erms. ohyah. need to talk to fana ASAP. hope it'll be on monday then.
i checked out the photos, and i look DAMN ugly! why diden anyone have the courtesy to tell me?!?!?! argh. now therez really no point in printing the photos. since i look so fugly. blargly. haha. tt reminds me of butoh. hahahaha.
nitez. or shd i say morning.

I'm hungry. Today's the day my dreams r supposed to come true. Fariq's watching! Wow. I diden think it possible.

Haha. Yest filza was enchanted by solid's voice n muker kesian again. N i wasn't! Heh. I turned things ard yest n made him get me stuff. Ha! (Acherli tt was cos i was juz bz w rempah.) Wow yest's 5-dish lunch! I'm still reelg frm it. Oh n d feather guy. Hottt! U noe wad? Solid luks damn gd in all tt. Hai. Ok. I'm gonna slp in d lib durg bio break. No one kan stop me!

I made this really cool interceptn durg frisbee! Haha. Neway, yest righthandside was a 10 on d cute scales. Fyi. N jus was an 8. D cartoon was so offly funny! Hm. Wad else. Stupid irresponsible shits r ruing d laila xperience sial. Yet i still kan't marah them. I juz fume afterward or smthg stupid liddat. I'm not hurtg frm 20 min run yet. Wonder when. Oklah. Bye. Wish us luck.

Wad m i doing, i'm juz wastg time b4 pe. Sheesh. In d wrongest place to waste time. Fariq! Where r yu?

juz wanted to drop a line here before my jack n jill supper. today was a blast. the evening wasn't so great but it tapered off to a passable end.
haha. i was JUST about to leave mac's after almost finishing my lunch, skali my ghim moh crush walked in! so of cos i cldn't leave then! so waited till 3-plus for azi to finish skl. the match was terrible, sa outnumbered us 3 to 1. and we lost 2-0. and the annoying jj mats behind me were HOW ANNOYING. and dearest, darlingest rempah got injured. haiz. kesianznye. i practically tuned out after tt. haha. then.. then! the match ended, whistlewhistle, whatever lar.. and i stood up and looked round, as is my custom to do. and there he was, rite at the far end! fariq! with like, his vik fren from fun-o-rama i think. and he looked at me and smiled and waved [again!]!!!! wow. so i waved back, of cos. then i juz HAD to tell azi abt him, so she turned to look at him, and he n his frens were like looking. alamak. i bet i'm known to them as "the gerl who likes fariq". alah. takper. he seems to have a number of vik frens. aha. there was also this uber-hot dyed-blonde vik, perfect cultivated goatee and dalam lingkungan usia 25-30, according to azi. sheesh azi. inaccurate much? haha.
also discovered tt kooi fei has billions of erm.. people also. haha. we were totally giggling over the whole BFG-OM thing. and yah, i'm juz curious to know how azi knows, and why shez keeping it such a big secret. i mean, isn't it like the other way round? juz a thot.
haiz solid. is there anything more i kan say about you? all yu have to do it ask and yu will get. and righthandside. btw, righthandside IS one word.
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kenyangnye... i've been eating non-stop since i woke up this morning.. had another too-early-night as usual.. had billions of weird dreams, but none of those horrible solid dreams, thankfully. wow. if we cld control our dreams.. i'd go wild.. and if our dreams meant something, i wonder what mine would mean. that i'd love to see siam rolling down the hill as i sit on a log with righthandside? that wei acherli asked me and fana to go n watch him play bball? that HE is really gonna masuk meminang in the rgs malay room? that i'm gonna be performing a dance with OM sumday?
ok. merepekism. kan't find my nmr notes. hope itz in skl.. starting tmr i'll be kwite swamped with laila stuff. so i guess i oughta finish my hw tonight or smthg. but yu know i juz can't bring myself to do tt. and i juz realised tt wednesday afternoon there's chem! argh. and i gotta pick up costume stuff! aiyah. pon again, if it comes to tt. i'm being so ponny this week. annoying sia.
why are they showing the prince of egypt [again]? issit cos itz easter weekend? but doesn't moses have like nothing to do with easter? ttz passover rite? apeee je si channel 5.
next next wednesday i'm NOT going to eat chapati. i'm gonna drag filza to watch the match. ha. so there.

omigosh! guess what? i'm watching a wrinkle in time! itz so beautiful and colourful! complete with a cute guy too. and the pegasus[es].. wow..

strangely, i'm not sleepy. haven't been since the middle of chem lec. mebbe my body's just used to it, after like, 3 days of late nights. i kan't believe the late nights are not even due to merayauing. but i HAVE lost my short-term memory. i can't remember, for the life of me, what happened on monday. besides going for econs lec and OM not being there as usual la. oh and an encounter with the ever-hot rempah. i think. then kya hu wa?
tuesday was tech again, with costumes. great costumes, guys. i lurve my GodMats' costumes. yes MY GodMats. my idea wat.. to have a mat as the "godmother", i mean. yah and solid has this amazing physical power over me. dahlah. will not elaborate. it makes people like sya puke and people like shaf laugh. [hehe tt rhymes.] so i guess itz not meant for the general public.
yest we went to order costumes and then we went to ritchie riche.. heh. where raven was waiting.. he also covered the cost of hana's drink. haha. well. filza n i will tell her this hari raya, dun worry. and basically, all the people there are full of crap except for the boss, whom we met on saturday. met suff n mus n 2 other sa ppl.. and hazrulnizam n his sister at tm.. and my loyang junior at spotlight.
ohyah juz remembered. went to jj on monday! saw this cute j1 soccer vik. haha. and i lurve ahmad's hoodie, but it kinda won't fit most people, so haha yah.
and speaking of jj, i also met fariq on the train on tues. he sat next to me, then when we reached bv, i got up, and turned to him, and he smiled at me and WAVED! i was juz dying. no doubt bout tt. hope to see him again soon, in better circumstances. i always feel like talking to him, but i'm juz too skared to. one day larh.
juz now was tarian. rempah told me all bout soccer next week. soccer season starts, nak katekan, next week. i really wanna watch. i mean reallyreallyreally. and filza suddenly asked, "ain, why do u want to pon econs lec to watch?" and yah. she hits at the right spots all the time. i don't get how she does it. i still rem, when i dropped bio, it was cos i finally felt ready after talking to her. wow.
yu know, after all the stuff tt rangga sed, esp the initial asking thingy, i really thot it would last longer than this. i diden think problems could crop up so fast. itz been like a month. max. so yah basically i dun get it. and it seems to bother her so much. and now it doesn't seem like itz gonna get better. but we kan always pray, i guess.
i think bayu is SO COOL for having the religion i'm learning about now! but ttz about it. haha. sorry sya n nadia, i dun agree with yu guys. juz like yu dun agree about solid. argh i mentioned him again!

_{i don't get it. when you talk to me itz like i'm the only one in the world. and somehow i feel so special. and then i start to blush. and i get flustered. and my judgement goes even more haywire than usual. the way you speak, the way you look, the way your eyes go here and stay there.. i just don't get how you do it! but you do.. and then i get all confused. and itz very hard to think logically. and the stuff you say! itz like exactly what i need to hear, without knowing it till i acherli hear it!}

okay time for bed yah?

haha i'm watching 40 days 40 nights.. kwite cute.. josh hartnett's character reminds me of jau, abit.. so funny..
went to komala's just now.. played are re are and jaane dil mein thanks to munz's one dollar. haha. next time muz go again. i'll bring 2 one-dollar coins.. and i kan play 4 songs! yay.. but we ate too much.. haha.. i'm still full now, so i kan't get to sleep. kan't do hw either cos i left it in the locker. tmr my bag'll be heavy. heavy AND big. darn. what a combi.
i spent so much time waiting to get out of the house, i watched charlie's angels: full throttle again. haha. takder kerje. with the stupid assignment 19 looming above me somemore.
isn't it funny? that the feringhees make such a big deal out of not having sex, while we're here in singapore saying tt we're not having enough. and there's also been no dispute on the difficulty of not having sex. they made a movie out of the difficulty of having sex!!! it muz form a huge part of their lives, for that to happen..
ooh my ass still hurts. help. i kan't lean back, itz too horrible..
was juz wondering what else to give my mortal. i found this actual cake of soap at levelone for him.. itz about 20-plus bucks, itz a cake of soap in the form of a slice of chocolate cake. itz cute, and it smells like chocolate and everything.. and i mean, although he kan't eat it, he kan like, use it after training.. rite? but i have no money yet.. so i need to get smthg else in the meantime..
laila. a story for the true romantic, written by a hopeless romantic.

Little surfer, little one
Made my heart come all undone.
Do you love me?
Do you surfer girl?
My little surfer girl.

I have watched you on the shore
Standing by the ocean's roar.
Do you love me?
Do you surfer girl?

We could ride the surf together
While our love would grow.
In my woody, I would take you
Everywhere I go.

So I say from me to you
I will make your dreams come true.
Do you love me?
Do you surfer girl?
My little surfer girl.
Little one.
Little one.

Yang mana satu
Idaman kalbu
Tidak tertahan
Menanggung rindu
Mungkinkah jauh
Berbatu-batu
Atau di balik
Awan yang biru

Kalaulah aku
Jadi temanmu
Masak-memasak
Serah padaku

Kalaulah aku
Jadi suami
Kain baju
Aku cuci

Hai tukang masak
Aku tak sudi
Hai tukang cuci
Menyakitkan hati
Aku mencari
Biar berpadan
Asal di hati
Dapat berkenan

Inilah dia
Yang dicari-carinya
Misai tebal
Ular sawa

Ini orangnya
Idaman dara
Lawa tiada
Manis ada

Oh sungguh susah
Cari pasangan
Tak mau yang gagah
Kurus pun bukan
Hati dah bosan
Tidak berkenan
Sebab perangai
Tidak siuman

Biarlah setan
Ataupun hantu
Cukup bulan
Makan batu

Biarlah hantu
Atau jembalang
Balik kampung
Tanam kacang

haha i'm watching labu & labi now, to research the song tt rudy is supposed to sing. funny. dah lamer tak tgk cerite p ramlee.
went for costume research with hana tadie.. the blond vik working at sponge is really lawar. i wanted to steal him away and make him act in our play. acherli alot of ppl were really lawar. including the cook at ritchie riche who asked hana out. haha. i told her she shd have kept him in reserve. oh n ritchie riche is really very nice, wish i'd discovered it earlier, since itz been ard since at least 1994..
i kept on wishing we had a thousand bucks.. i would have really gone to town, getting GodMat outfits. you kan seriously get a complete GodMat outfit at 77th street.. shirts, tshirts, visors, silver accessories, baggy jeans, bags, and even the boxers.. arrrgghh. ohyah speaking of "arrrgghh", the stussy OM figurine dah takder!!! i think sumone bought them up!!! they haf other figurines, but no more OM!!! -sad-
haha. tadie while waiting for hana, i saw bomba in the bus. i cld see his coloured contacts from outside. wahaha.

I had such a terrible dream this morng! It was btwn 8 n 845. Neway, it was abt solid. It was juz horribly real. N now i juz kan't get it out of my mind. Watched a really cool olsen twins movie tadi. Haha dahlah bye.

got this from baba's blog. the first part i dun agree with, but the second part is so apt.

i really didn't know what to say,
you came to talk to me
but i chose to walk away..

though we may not be the way we used to be,
the feelings still stand strong everyday.

ohyah and i met kwee yong!!! she was going home, of cos.. haha.

hey darlinks. if yu dunno yet, the drama survived!!! we officially haf a drama at 7pm on the 17th of this month. tix go at 6 bux. lt 1, rjc. buybuybuy!!! get from me at 98734192.. before wed.
haha. juz a fruitless attempt to get ppl to come and watch.
neway, yah. i was being really piss-prone today. so were most other ppl, i think. yah. den.. ermm.. ohyah sya n i were experimenting with the skateboard, itz kwite fun but i was mostly afraid of falling. i'll try to do the jump thing next time. problem is, the skateboard is kwite the guy magnet.. haha. we just put it there at the foyer and all these j1 guys started coming to try it out. it was kwite cool acherli, considering itz such an old and buruk board.
hm. i juz lurve the sound room! itz sooooo cool! i juz love pressing the buttons, adjusting the volume, this and that.. wow.. i seriously feel like one of those knob-adjusting people in a studio during song recordings. haha.
tarian was okay, cramped giler tho. and rudy forgot to dance! haha. klakar. and the final tarian was cool but the stupid guys were snickering away.
i think the godmats r doing so much better. but like, solid pisses me off sumtimes. and we got lotsa laffter from adzfar n fairuz during their scenes, so it shd be a good thing rite?
speaking of rempah, he was being so unbelievably rempahy today! like, smiling here, smiling there.. stare here, stare there. itz horrible. everytime i look at him and he looks back i feel like i got caught doing smthg i wasn't supposed to do. haha. apeee je. merepekism. well he seriously wants to dance. itz funny. thenn.. hmm..
sya n i were practising tarian in the sound room. how hilarious. it was like a half-metre by one metre space..
there was a millipede fight in the lt tadi. stupid boys. and stupid jus was chasing me with the stupid millipede. which totally reminded me of my dad.
i think nasi knows. or mebbe i'm juz being paranoid. itz just tt i kept seeing him and he kept seeing me today. before pe, i saw him a total of 3 separate times. as in, during the ten mins before pe. then after pe, i saw him again.. then before gp i saw him AGAIN. so yah. juz a thot. hm. sya mentioned lauk juz now. i'm not sure y.
i'm stressing over their costumes. itz a stressful job. shit lar. naseb baik we chose it to be a modern play. wat if it were set in victorian times etc? haf fun getting costumes, man..
2 ahmads are supposed to lend me extremely crucial stuff. they better come thru.
i'm so sleepy!!! tanak bangon sey besok!!!
yu know what, making rempah my in-house happy fren was such a great idea.. except i shd have juz done it earlier. now "happy fren" seems like a "happy t fren"-only concept. whenever i want to say happy fren i say happy T fren. well. juz a thot. once again, he has a cute way of sneezing. he bends all the way into an L. sho cute!
and speaking of cute, i thot i'd immortalise the whole "i-thot-bfg-was-cute" thing here: BFG was wearing glasses on thursday and was looked really cute!!! i almost got swayed, then i saw tt my hero OM was next to him. hah. too late, BFG! hehe.
ohyah. my hero, OM. he was in skl so late today! with burger. haha. and juz now siam walked past, and i was trying to cover sya's eyes but i ended up slapping her face. haha, and to make matters worse, siam saw me doing it! hilarious. but still. itz sad how frens can... well.. forget their friendship. after like 4 yrs. even tho it was juz an acquaintance.. i mean.. it shd mean smthg, rite? we all chatted and went out and all.. and itz juz sad lah.
new nickname! bayu, for nadia's latest crush. ahahaha.
wad an exciting end to the day tadie! it felt like a police chase or smthg. us being the criminals, of cos. or cowardly police running away from the criminals, if yu prefer.
did i forget any cool details? i ran like 5 or so rounds juz now. fun. i was listening to my mp3s.. so yah it was extremely bearable. and very good for my skin colour. jon chen was like, "did yu change race?" and started laughing. apeee je. the laughing part, i mean. well i'm his tanning idol. haha.
righthandside was extra cute today! i was making him throw away his stuff, and i had to like, beat him with my umbrella.. and he was also playing with it.. i haf a picture!!! haha.
ok dahlah. buang ruang je. hahha. it rhymes!