actual blogging on my head; my heart will be temporarily suspended due to technicalities. blogging should resume by the end of the month.

-Perfect- You're the perfect girlfriend. Which
means you're rare or that you cheated :P You're
the kind of chick that can hang out with your
boyfriend's friends and be silly. You don't
care about presents or about going to fancy
placed. Hell, just hang out. You're just happy
being around your boyfriend.


What Kind of Girlfriend Are You?
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hahahahaha

dependent


Which Personality Disorder Do You Have?
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Blue Eyes


What Color Eyes Should You Have?
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Christian


What Moulin Rouge Character Are You?
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You come from the Future. Your soul came from a
different time, far in the future. You're just
a little bit a head of everyone else and you're
constantly wondering what lies ahead.


Where Did Your Soul Originate?
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Attached At the Hip - you and your locker are very
needy of each other. Your locker is your crutch
and your friend. Go hug it today!


How Dependent on your school locker are you?
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How Much Freshman Do You Have In You? HIGH SCHOOL STEREOTYPE QUIZ (for girls, with images!)
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whatever.

1950's Chevy Bel Air is the classic car you should
be Sportin'


What Classic Car Should You be Sportin'?
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Raver Bear


Which Dysfunctional Care Bear Are You?
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YOU EAT PEOPLE!!!


what's YOUR deepest secret?
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Your Heart is Red


What Color is Your Heart?
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You're the loving smile,the one that is entirely
devoted to others,especially that one
person.You really can't get them out of your
head,but then,you don't really want to.


What Kind of Smile are You?
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cuddle and a kiss on the forehead - you like to be
close to your special someone and feel warm,
comfortable, and needed


What Sign of Affection Are You?
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yeah! quiz spree!

You have a surprise kiss! Your partner is always
pleasantly pleased to have you jump outta no
where to dote them with a fun peck on the cheek
or more passionate embrace. super markets and
work places are your favorite places to attack
your loved one with all your love =p


What kind of kiss are you?
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yeah the great news is that i finally passed my pft!!! i'm so happy. thank you God, for your grace. i have a cool blow-by-blow account, but first..
i was talking on the fone with fana.. so i could just watch the ac ppl walking past without feeling stupid.. saw shamima.. and a sandwich of the cute ac vik-with-cool-cropped-at-the-sides-hair-and-adam-sportsbag, a lim and hichael, who looks as if he cut his hair. haiz. haiz. den my fren came ah.. and other normal ppl.. and sluardalam also.. then frappe came!!!!!! so i started singing to fana, "oh rahmat allah, kau telah tiba.." and stupid shit liddat. den of course i purposely sat kat depan [anyway itz easier for me and my big bag].. so like, my fren sat perpendicular to me and his fren sat beside me. and then fana, once again, asked who it was sitting next to me cos his voice was nice. haha. den frappe was like, listening to his earfones and he shared it with sluardalam.. they were like, kwite happy-looking, but im not sure why. wow. i mean like, frappe is just too good-looking to be walking around in public! anyway my fren sed hi to me, of cos.. and he, as well as other ppl around me, seemed amused by my half of the conversation. maybe i talk louder than others, but hey. do you know that you reveal your true self when you're talking on the fone to a fren? so yah. meet the real ain, everyone. den.. reached skl and i was still dying over frappe. i thot he was going to the canteen, so i was launching into this i-love-frappe-hez-so-hot expose... den i realised he was behind me! yikes. haha. we walked about 100m together. so farn! hehe. he was going to his locker, btw. 6th from the right, kat bawah. [hey syurga, stop signing in and out!]
oohyah and we took about a thousand pics of frappe cos he happened to be sitting at the bamboo garden in full view of the world.
anyway we were going for pe then mellie sed, "no pe today." so i was like, "are you lying cos i'm gonna punch u if you are." and she was like, "really.. pft retest will be rescheduled.." or smthg liddat. so i screamed. in happiness of cos. the entire gym looked at me. ha. so i got ready to go home, and i was all ready when i met ili who told me that retest was still happening. so i was like, waddeshit. and i diden wanna go, so i looked around for a second opinion. so i found denise and asked her, and she confirmed it. so i was just so pissed off ah. and i was seriously considering not going ah. but i thot, hey, i'm given a chance to pass before the hols, might as well give it a shot. so i got changed and went to specs gall. fortunately mun yuk and gill were just walking towards me so i diden haf to look stupid running around looking for them. we transited through the indoor gym to go for shuttle run. and i saw.... a few of our classmates.. sum random guys.. and LATTE!!! he was rite in the middle of the place, barefoot, tshirt out, hair unkempt, with his shoes sitting beside him. i diden know whether to smile or cry. i mean, i diden wanna embarrass myself infront of... a hot coffee. anyway. adamz class was playing bball on the same court as our shuttle run. i had fun watching him. my time improved too--11.9 instead of 12.0.. den.. situps were oklah. duh. i never had a problem with them, thankfully. and gillian passed. then it was sbj. and thatz when the guys came back in from their shuttle run. and i saw latte walking in holding his shoes. u mean he ran barefoot? he looked kwite alone for once. then i was really skared about having to pass sbj, with latte in the house! but i passed. thank you, God. and then while the rest were jumping, i watched latte do his situps. he was totally breaking the hands-in-contact-with-your-ears rule. summore hez so lanky and stuff rite.. so i was kwite amused ah. and i was just watching him do his situps, and smirking. cos i was really amused.. and glad to have him around. the boys finished first.. and so latte left.. i wonder about the whole barefoot thing, but to each his own. i passed the rest too.. so.. yah. the atmosphere was really different this time. it was quiet.. peaceful.. kinda carefree.. and i guess thatz why i generally performed betta.
ohyah forgot to mention, there was this weird moment where i was exiting the lt with sya and met my fren and his classmates who included toot classmate and alot of gerls. and my fren smiled at us ah, and i smiled back, and he was like, "this is the richest girl on earth." i was like, HUH? sorry, wrong number, i kinda didn't catch you there.

itz funny. when i see some things on tv, i feel like i can smell them. there was a clip of peach-coloured roses.. and i somehow imagined i could smell their sweet scent..
anyway.
the day was.. weird. it was ok with plenty of horrible bits. it left me numb eventually. i had an ok time, colouring my beautiful 2 pages of bubblegum kids during bio lec.. and cooling away in ts 5.. and doing sum of chem tutorial and maths tutorial at the bench depression.. and there was this weird peristiwa where mocha was like, walking across the lt and i was sitting down watching him and so i was like fainting.. skali i opened my eyes and saw latte, walking past me!!! aargh. i really embarrass myself sumtimes. yah den there were horrible parts.. like the hothothothotHOT day. and the absence of frappe cos of the common test. and stupid cup of coffee n his gf parading ard infront of me. and others. and there was this baaaad empty feeling in me. again. it felt so so so tragic. den yahlah. but i had a nice calming time at the airport. and maybe i'll go back sumtime.

took the bus today.. sat RITE behind frappe. i wanted to die. haha. he smells really good.. seriously! haha. he smells of sum nice soap or powder or smthg.. sighh.. den.. he really does look good ah.. he has a great profile, and nice hair, and stuff.
and i shd go, b4 i melt now..

I wish....
You happiness on a cloudy day.
Blue skies to chase your cares away.
A breath of fresh air when you are feeling down.
Anything to get rid of that frown.
A sprinkle of rain,
And a life free of pain.
I wish you warmth from the rays of the sun
And a lifetime of joy and fun.
Just keep your eyes to the sky.
And know I am always nearby. stolen from some forward

wat a shitty day. plus, i switched on my comp, i stress again, MY comp, only to discover that my sister totally changed it! i wanted to cry. no, really. i wanted to cry. wat a shit. my really nice rhd wallpaper was gone, and replaced instead by this stupid baby who has nothing to do with me or my comp at all. and there are these really irritating baby sounds being played when alerts pop up. fucking annoying sia. i did not come home to meet a strange baby-obsessed comp larh, please. gimme a break. no one modifies my brother's comp, which, i must state, makes much more noise than mine does, so don't come and modify MY computer! since itz mine and all.. itz not that hard to understand. i mean, my dad uses my comp too, but he doesn't violate my rights by changing the wallpaper and adding fucking irritating sounds. whatever man. and all the fonts and sum icons have changed. i want my carebears, if you don't mind. go and put your babies on your laptop larh. and stop bothering my comp. i feel violated. this is the last straw. next time, i complain. i've been shutting up all my life, so nowz the time to make some noise. people in bad moods are not to be trifled with. people in perpetually horrible moods should not even be looked at in the eye.
anyway, just wanted to add smthg. smthg less angry and angsty. was in ghim moh mac's and found a new person.. he cracks me up the way sluardalam does.. haha. will look out for him.