Hm. I survived pe.. N i had like, 2 helpgs of iced lemon tea. Whee! Oh n yest durg tarian spy n lauk were admirg our pro-ness.. Hehe. And tryg to dance too. I find tt so cute. Happy t fren was also tryg to dance our tarian in additn to his. Hehe. Nasi was totally uninterested. Takpe.. N rempah diden bring his scent so he had to use mine. Hehe. Hez hot. No arguments there. Oh n i still wanna work in d sound room. Oklah bye now.

Been a bz life. Sunday i was at airport w fana and WE SAW THE JAPAN SOCCER TEAM! Therez this cute botak guy. N yest i met fadhly in d train home. He has sideburns! N a chain! N hez going 4 ns tmr i think. Same as isky! I haf a new ghim moh crush to replace d lost ones. He looks un-manjen. Heh. N he caught me starg at him. Haha.

darlinkss!!!
the day started out extremely shittily, letz not discuss it. thanks soooo much sya, for accompanying me to the doctor.. yes and thanks to the doctor too. haha. the moment i got into the auditorium, omar was like, "ain yu're sooper late!" haha. well, at least it was a friendly face, or i prolly wouldn't have gone in at all. as everyone knows, we got last, with 26 points. takperlah, i know they tried their best and it wasn't a fair comp. we went to anatolia after that, the guys were devouring one dish after another. it was also nizam's and jau's first time trying out cinnamon buns. hehe. klakar. then hana came, and we watched scooby doo 2: monsters unleashed. i like daphne. what cool clothes, in my favourite colour summore! haha. and later we were at b1 of ps, and this guy was like staring at me, and i realised it was hichael!!! woohoo!!! the genuine, actual hichael! i seriously died. then i was like, "hana, turn now! now! the guy in blue polo shirt and khakis!" and she saw him! woohoo! another hichael-bandwagon-jumper.. haha. i got my purple eyeliner, so fun.. haha. and we went to heeren and i found a nice new bag to buy. wahaha. and we were also checking out clothes for mikhail. hahahaha. whee!
i was in 81 home and this guy got in, he had latte hair, but the bantalish part was dyed blonde!!! wahahaha. hilarious. cute, too. oh n of cos the 81 passed the pet shop, and i caught a glimpse of my chowchow [let's kall it gabe], he was sleeping. kiut!!!

cool. the title of aforementioned movie is a reference to a quote from Francis Bacon, who wrote abt crocodiles, which shed tears when they devour their prey. hence, crocodile tears! wow.
okay this movie is too psychological for me. time to sleep.
nadia thinks OM is cute in a mat kinda way. haha. ttz an interesting view, which i kan't validate objectively, though.

hi. i'm watching this cool jude law movie on star movies. haha. ohyah itz called the wisdom of crocodiles. altho i haf no idea what crocs haf to do with vampires.
neway. took bus to skl to reduce exposure to people. but there was this lumpur who sat behind me all the way, making me feel soopa stupid. ohwellz. best actor is not only best director but best stuntman!!! there was a lull during drama and so rudy put on the westlife cd and jau stood on the table and jiwanged, and rudy ran around with a mike serenading the other two, while best stuntman [also bests actor and director] tried to do skateboard stunts. haha. it was hilarious.
tarian was useless, i dunno why we bother. i also dunno why we think we kan join the comp with such HIGH levels of energy.
i am so brown, i need white clothes to show off!
i was looking and looking for OM, and i cldn't seem to find him, and i juz happened to think of him and then we were just walking and then i heard his name! and i knew he wasn't there, so i thot i was juz hallucinating, then i wondered if it was also another guy's name, cos there were other guys about, and then suddenly we stopped. then i turned and there he was. he was there all the while. wow. with caf. i suppose caf really doesn't stay in the east.
rempah. haha. we met him on the way home. he's weird. i really think hez weird. but more about that in another blog.
forgot to mention, wednesday at jon's salon this ri/rj guy walked past with his rgs sister and mother, and then he looked at me and smiled and waved! haha. no idea who he is.. but i smiled back.. haha cool.
my butt really hurts, itz seriously unbearable. help.
i have new solid graffiti on my script. whee!
update on bomba: sideburns gone, rems steps relatively well, dances well. heh. i'm kwite lucky, i realise. and so is shaf, with her sbf/mdp.
so i'll see yu all tmr.

Wad a FUCKING PISSIFYING day. Some days it juz doesn't pay to get up.

i know you, i walked with you once upon a dream.. i know you, the gleam in your eyes is so familiar a gleam.. and i know it's true, that visions are seldom what they seem.. but if i know you, i know what you'll do--you'll love me at once, the way you did once upon a dream.. --from sleeping beauty

wow. what a day. yah went to t2 for breakfast, sat there till like 1130.. maths paper was not too bad, i think. of cos i diden know the formula for volume of solid of revolution so i kinda got stuck there. horrible. and penat2 i learned the y-squared and whatever graphs, but it diden come out.. and it was even hotter today! i was positively dying.
then we went to far east.. met shafa.. i wasn't really surprised, seeing as jon's salon is her central perk.. haha.. hm.. ohyah sponge and fluid are related rite, ttz so cute!! we kept on checking out earrings and shoes and clothes until i finally realised it was 620.. haha.. den had dinner at fish n co.. [argh ronel, jasmine's brother, is cute!] and then dropped by orchard again, where they had this bottle of johnson&johnson's bedtime lotion, for free trial. i took 2 helpings.. now i smell divine!!! haha.
dear sun, pls stay out tmr. thanks.
somehow there's not much to say tonight. ohwell. takpe. the less the better. ohyah. i know! OM rocks. hez juz incredibly handsome and cute. haha. juz now sya n i had a little debate on whether OM is happier than happy T fren. opinions? all are welcome. haha. [as long as they're in favour of OM.]
dahlah. there's much to do tmr. bye.

Haha i'm tryg to decide whether to get a second breakfast or not.. There was a really cute st pat's guy in 53. He had rangga hair n brown eyes! Woh. N pillarish build. I had another righthandside dream. Kan't rem wat tho. D t2 bk is too open n bright for my taste. Well. Cya.

some people are just SO weird. give me the fictional mikhail any day.
watching my siblings play bubble bobble on playstation. i was so totally reminded of playing playstation during class chalet! that was the ultimate fun man! oh and the laptop is acherli on my lap. i think i'm gonna get roasted lap after this. haha.
i'm bored. tmr is maths. i dunno what to do till then. it involves going to the t2 bk and relaxing on the armchairs, but i dunno how that'll be. wake up at 8? wake up at 9? i dunno. maybe juz a simple wake up at 7.. then i need to decide what book to bring. cos i kan't just relax there and stare into space, can i?
today was really kwite nice after all. bk was sooooo empty.. and OM looked incredibly good today, espesh when he was playing hula hoops. hehe. ooh and espesh ESPESH when he changed shirt!!! wahlau.. i was dying. i swear. yu shd have seen me melt next to the vending machine.
yah the only glitch was prolly the econs test. it was so hot and muggy! i tied my hair up highhigh, bunned it, and drove the cekak right into my head to avoid stupid fringe annoying my face. and rolled up my sleeves and stuck my skirt high up. sorry, but i was sweating, it was tt hot! and i guess the good thing abt it being a hard paper [for me] was that i diden have lotsa free time during the paper to stress abt how badly i was doing. haha. how off. after checking my mcq twice, i retied my hair, and then time was up. darn. should have tried to sneak a look at OM. but then again, he was HOW FAR AWAY. unlike stupid [juz kidding] happy T fren, who was like, a metre or so away. i think sya iz eternally grateful to the gerl who diden turn up. haha. [this laptop is starting to roast my lap.]
i walked into the lt expecting the worst, but they were doing the wedding scene! i walked in juz as laila was walking away, and i looked up and saw best actor sitting up there watching it, and offering his suggestions. i seriously died. apparently the guys were pretty serious about the rehearsal.. i'm so touched, seriously! wow. and they told me tt he demoed alot of roles for them.. wow. looks like best actor is best director too. i think if i had my way, i'd make him president. haha. he really is great.. after the guys left, we fooled around alot.. i mean, how many times can you do makcik and bimbo scenes rite? we did the confrontation scene twice.. and aisyah makes a great firdaus.. she did it so well, yu'd never know she had trouble as rita.. yah it was fun.. hope to get the godmats next time.
okay i'll just relate my horrible nightmare now. there was this forest, and there was this big hill in the forest.. and i was at the foot of the hill with righthandside. we were sitting on this huge log. then i turned and saw batu at the top of the hill. burger was there too. she put her arms around him from behind and hugged him tightly. and i got all disgusted or smthg and i squealed to righthandside, "righthandside, look! make her stop!" and he was like, "aiyah juz forget it lah.. dun bother with her.." so i turned back to him ah. i could hear their voices, i could hear them talking, even though they were right at the top and we were right at the bottom and it was a big hill. then she moved to stand infront of him and they hugged, and they swayed from side to side, then they rolled down the hill! i could see her grinning. anyway then i just threw all caution to the wind and grabbed righthandside's arm and screamed for him to make it stop. and all he could do was try to calm me down. oh what a nightmare.
that shd be it. byebye.

pita bread is my new favourite food! woohoo!

today was really kwite a nice day, considering.
woke up fine, got dressed fine, saw fariq.. heheh.. tak sempat senyum tho.. cos dee2 came in too with kitfei so i was talking to them.. haha. i kan't believe tt annoying ac guy is in her jr class.
only burger was at the bus stop, talking to sum man.. i thot he was gonna miss the bus.. yah and basically, NO ONE was there! bo-ring.
chem was not too bad. i was complaining about the distinct lack of ionic equilibria. haha. there was a grand total of 3 qns, 2 of them in mcq. as usual i diden get to finish the paper, but i did most of it so i'm fine. did mcq for 10 mins [stopped at qn 9], then decided to move on, and went back to mcq in the last 10 mins. mostly my ass was hurting. yu know what? i think itz from sitting for 12 hrs at bk. sheesh.
i diden see too many people.. hm. whytee.. alot of siam.. and i mean ALOT. spy.. non-fren.. green fren.. sluardalam.. bomba.. sum righthandside and sum rempah.. ohyah and sum air [like i kare!]. and not forgetting OM, WHOM FILZA STOLE FROM ME DURING THE CHEM TEST!!!
went to airport after skl. nice. it was devoid of studying ppl. hehe. seriously. i dun think my butt can stand another 4 hrs of hard plastic bk seat! mebbe i shd go to the t2 one tmr..
i want purple eyeliner. remind me to get.
oh. and solid has nice music taste!

[in a marah tone] hei OM!
[OM turns]
[lying thru teeth] OM, i dun like you!
--
OM, are you listening, i don't like you!

an alternative:
[isky starts walking away]
[in the same marah tone as above] hey isky!
[isky turns]
isky, i like you.
--
isky, are yu listening? i like you! [run away for dear life]

i was supposed to add a disclaimer: me not going to do vol of solid of revolution DOES NOT mean itz not gonna come out, it juz means i've given up on it.
well anyway i'm watching romeo now. and i cld juz die, hez too hot! he has the sexiest voice on the planet, he juz looks soooooooooo good, and he raps and skates and plays bball, and bikes, and EVERYTHING! so yah. my new favourite celebrity. romeo.

woke up at 6, decided not to, and woke up again at ten.. haha. then i lazed around till 11-plus.. until fana saved the day by msging me to meet at the airport.. haha. so i got there ard 230.. and did lotsa chem mcqs.. haha.. and sum structured.. saw ziwei.. but no one else interesting ah..
my mom is on that you-haf-a-bf kick again. waddehell. i have no idea why she thinks up such ridiculousness. what kan i possibly do to convince her of the stark truth?
need to study summore tmr. but where and when? hm. will play it by ear as usual. the mp3 player is screwing up already. i dun geddit. issit juz me?
wat flattering article came out abt julie? 2 ppl haf asked me abt her already.. haha.

ooh i forgot to add. smalam i had this freaky and horrible dream. i was in my balcony [2nd floor], and suddenly dee2's face popped up outside the window. hello! second floor! yah she was with asilah and another gerl. and she was like, "hey ain!" and i sed hey back.. and then she asked, "hey yu with nasi rite?" and i was like -WHAAT?- and she just grinned and sed, "yah i heard it from [someone].. how come yu din tell me?" and then asilah sed, "oh yu're his messenger rite?" and then there was sum weird confused argument, and i woke up as quickly as i cld.

just watched rugrats: all grown up.. tommy is really cute now! haha. chuckie wears braces. phil has gross long hair and wears a cap. haha.
anyway. biaser ah, niari woke up at 6.. but had more time to lounge around.. so i ate second and third helpings of breakie, wrapped the present [only to reach skl later and find out that i get to keep the sweater after all. haha.], etc. i found a new cute mim guy. ac. same age. heh. yah i'm really happy for everyone who gets to stay, most of all, my mortal.. and no i haven't thought of anything nice enuff to give him..
drama was fine.. and now i know why solid was so pissed. aiyah.. so sad. and to think he was so happy smalam. haiz. righthandside was being his normal cute self, he's improving, it shows! tarian was okay. what is WITH bomba's hair? -dies- and rempah. sheesh. tanak masuk tarian cakap jelah. tembak..
shall i be honest? i dun think we'll make it by the thirtieth. itz not just the acting, itz everything else! the props, the tarianS, and everything! this is sad. well, i know we're all trying our best here. [except for exceptions, of course.]
haha. just now OM descended the stairs and i ran figure of 8s around shaf and sya. it was fun, but sya got dizzy and broke formation. sheesh. well OM, i wish you just weren't as lawar. but i guess yu kan't be.
watching happy T fren dance the lenggang step was really hilarious! he looked sooooo cute!!! haha. hm wonder if we cld kick out rempah and take him instead? heh. how adorable tt wld look. him with his cheeks and elastics [or whatever they're called].
wat annoying lumpurs, in the train. hmph. the only reason i was standing there was cos it was bekas yellow guy with big eyes, and the fariq lookalike.. haha. who got off at tanah merah, btw. it cld possibly be his brother, i swear! haha.
was wondering if ms norhuda musa was in any way related to rempah's dad, since both are related to shafia. shaf?
had my deeelish caramel creme pie again! whee! sorry sya, i guess not everyone likes it. but how cldn't they? it rawks! pointed out solid's hse to sya on the way home.. haha. sorry i think i'm annoying everyone with my current solid obsession. juz tell me if yu get irritated. oh and i diden get sesat during the walk home. in fact, itz kinda nice. i shall try it again next time. =D
well this seems really disjointed. maafans. oh hey, kan i choreograph the yus-jau dance? hehe.

i'm gonna chicken out. i just know it. itz juz too skary lar..
too many short entries yest. well. sorry, i was juz feeling stupid, and i was trying to distract myself. anyway i got a ticket, zoomed into the theatre, and zoomed out after it ended. for some reason, there were lotsa kids. apee je. i wldn't bring my kids to watch tt show. tengoklah sum cartoon or whatever. ANYWAY. no couples surrounded me! woohoo! i was acherli flanked by 2 groups of girl friends.. haha. so yah tt was kinda why it went fine. also, random acts of kindness rock. it makes yu feel so good inside! you'll juz be glowing with the knowledge of what yu did.. -sigh- yah i took 518 home cos i cldn't handle the train ride back. it was freezing tho. at the end of the ride, everything i touched seemed to be water. but it wasn't, it was juz.. cold.
ohyah and i really enjoyed the "freeze" thing. haha. it was hilarious. i mean, *moof*? haha. i was seriously roaring with laffter.
solid was really happy today. smiling here, smiling there. twirling and dancing around. singing his cute mat song. and he seriously blossomed at our suggestion! he got all excited and stuff, and i was just dying there to see him so happy. and he acherli joined us for our discussion after that, instead of antisocialising. it was almost unreal. sorry, am i too solid-oriented? haha. he still has tt weird power lar..
anyway we walked to the malay cupboard after tt, and saw OM studying at the batu table. hrm. i juz scratched sum of it off this morning. wonder if they noticed. and maybe i'm paranoid [okay, i probably am], but decaf looked up and nudged him. yargh. well, at least i got to see him.
apparently the heart cushion on my bag is the exact one izzat has. hm. is tt suspicious? i dun even remember who gave it to me. went to heeren, but i dun think the shop was open, half of them were closed!!! apeee je. so i went to the post office, chickened out, and got sum gold paper from popular. but i swear i'll chicken out tmr too! neway. rushed to the padang, thinking i was gonna be late.. i think i managed to catch like the last quarter or the last half of the guys' game. why does NJ wear shorts? cam cacat gitu. it doesn't help tt most of them are short, effectively making them look like sec skl kids. [kids? haha. who do i think i am?] they could juz wear those slacks things in red.. and i din think the game was boring at all, altho i diden always understand it. i kinda thot it ended too soon. haha. ili's coach is really funny: "second strikeout of 2004!" haha.
i din study at all today. sorry, i was really really sleepy! do yu realise that i haven't been able to wake up early for the entire week? that includes tmr and sunday. puh-leeze. you dare to call this a holiday? and if i'm not sleeping, i'm too into white oleander. kan't say i like the storyline, but it juz draws me in. after tt will be animal husbandry, which the reallyreally cool someone like you was based on.
my voice seems a wee bit different. yeah! mebbe i'm getting a sore throat! okay. now, back to my book. i will study tmr. 8 a.m. i promise. but i won't promise not to chicken out.

D movie was reallyreallyreally nice. 2 of d boys r damn cute. And d gerl is cute too! But wad a sad endg.. :'(

Oh good news, there'll only b one couple. On my left. Haha.

Yoyoyo wassup.. Haha. My first time watchg movie alone so i feel kinda weird n stupid.. And i'm gonna be flanked by 2 couples.. Darn.. The perk is tt i get a nice seat in row M. Haha. Well i'll check back in later..

Imagine me and you, I do
I think about you day and night
It's only right
To think about the girl you love
And hold her tight
So happy together
If I should call you up
Invest a dime
And you say you belong to me
And ease my mind
Imagine how the world could be
So very fine
So happy together

{Refrain}
I can't see me loving nobody but you
For all my life
When you're with me
Baby the skies will be blue
For all my life

Me and you
And you and me
No matter how they toss the dice
It had to be
The only one for me is you
And you for me
So happy together--Turtles

ah i'm bored. and pissed with myself. went to study.. but halfway thru i realised that i diden bring my amides!!! arghs. so i had to plow through the REST, which was still alot. i wanted to die. it was juz horrible, and i kept forgetting stuff. i tell yu, it wasn't so bad last year..
and i hate couples. yes i do. there was only one yest. today there were three! and one of them HAD to sit at the next table! and bising2 all the way. sheesh. thank god i had earfones.
there was this guy.. he was the SPITTING IMAGE of my mortal! i was juz dying. but he diden linger, unfortunately.. and no, he wasn't my mortal, prolly a couple of years older, and he was speaking malay so yah. hm i acherli love these viks who r acherli mims. i mean, yu get viks, without the language barrier.
so anyway, tmr is chem and econs.. and i haven't really done shit. darn. and to top it off, i'm like, broke. 12 hrs studying outside with only 5 bucks? i had to break into my earnings to keep alive. okay i'm exaggerating, but not abt the 5 bucks thing.