hey. i hate firdaus. i was reading my mails and he sent one with the subj line: shockingly romantic.. so i diden read much into it.. and i got the shock of my life!! it was sum flash thingy with sum romantic song and lyrics across the screen and then halfway into the song, this picture of sum hantu pops out at me! with an accompanying scream! and 2 seconds after the scream, i screamed. yeah. it was a really freaky picture, and i kan't wait to scream at him when i see him online next time.
anyway im gonna go now. bye.

forgot to mention, baba thinks cliff looks lyke khairularifin!!! NO! but then again, *I* think shane west looks like marie in a walk to remember and now--once and again.

i haf accomplished chopsticking my hair up. ain't that great? but i need 2 chopsticks arh. still. i think it's pretty cool.. and im proud of myself. yeah now i dun haf to die of heat all the time.. and i kan get my hair UP even when it's wet. anyway i had a nice day today. dyed my hair but can't really see the difference, so as long as i know, im happy. and as long as the-powers-that-be don't, im even more happy! haha. well. bye now.

Girlfriend -- Alicia Keys
Yeah yeah what
Uhuh uh yeah yeah what
2000
Your girlfriend
Alicia Keys
Uh huh
JD wha' wha'
Come on

Alicia:
Maybe silly for me to feel this way about you and her
Cuz I know she's been such a good friend
I know she has helped you through

Talkin late on the phone
Every night you've been callin'
Private moments alone
could your heart soon be fallin
And I know she's a friend
But I can't shake the feeling
That I could be losing your heart

I think I'm jealous of your girlfriend
Although she's just a girl that is your friend
I think I'm jealous of your girlfriend
She shares a special part of you

Ohohoohoh
You said thats she's one who helped you see
How deep your in love with me
And intentions were not to get in between
But I see possibilities

And you say that you feel
I'm the best thing in your life
And I know it's real I see it in your eyes
There's no reason for me, to even feel this way
I know you just enjoy her company

I think I'm jealous of your girlfriend
Although she's just a girl that is your friend
I think I'm jealous of your girlfriend
She shares a special part of you

I think I'm jealous of your girlfriend
Although (you say) she's just a girl that is your friend
I think I'm jealous of your girlfriend
She shares a special part of you

Ohohohoh
JD:
You say you're jealous but you can't tell me why
(x7)

Alicia:
It's enough to make a nigga go crazy

oh-oh
I think I'm jealous of your girlfriend
Although she's just a girl that is your friend
I think I'm jealous of your girlfriend
She shares a special part of you

heylo. i just had the most wonderful dream of all time. how i wish it was reality. well. gonna go write it out now.

okay i haf both songs on my wishlist.. haha..
u noe what's the best thing to drink while on the comp [or looking at any kind of screen, for that matter]? a strawberry shake.. haha.. im in pure bliss now..

okay, YESTERDAY i went jalan raye with my pri skl frens.. i was expecting--and hoping--for like, more people.. but anyway it was just syikin, huda, hidayah, shedah and me.. but it was nice arh.. even though it's been 3 years and all.. and nadiah has seriously slimmed down.. hidayah and i were damn shocked.. but at least she's happy.. shedah is going tampines with syikin, hidayah is going temasek with shabbir, imran ayub, and dunno who else.. and huda isn't going anywhere.. but she says she needs it.. k, well, i hafta go now..bye

i wanna d/l all i want for christmas by mariah carey.. and i found the song i've been looking for.. it's called the look of love.. and i dunno who sang it, but i duwan the diana krall version. anyway, im gonna pray now so i'll brb.

im wearing a tiara now! yay!

hi. today i met the best viknesh in the world. hehe, ok, i diden MEET him, but.. we were in close contact. wahaha. anyway, nolah i was waiting for 53 to go home and then i noticed from across the road this guy, racing up the overhead bridge to catch the 53 that was still waiting at the traffic light.. and in my heart, i was like,"jia2 you1.. come on, you can do it.." and he acherli made it.. he's tall and he was wearing a nice black tshirt [i think] and nice cargo pants.. and shoes.. and he was holding his specs.. and when he sat down, i was sitting at the fana seat.. he kept turning back, i had no idea why, and i dreaded him getting off, but he never did. anyway then he put on his specs to watch the harveytoons. so cute. haha. i just kept staring at him. it was fun. anyway he finally moved to sit in the middle fana seat, one away from me. i was totally dying inside. haha. then i had to get down. he was really... a good boy kinda guy. haha. so i had lotsa fun.

Lagu Tiga Kupang
Lagu tiga kupang
Saku penuh padi
Enam ekor burung
Masuk dalam kuali

Bila sudah masak
Burung nyanyi saja
Tentu sedap makan
Beri pada raja

( korus )
Raja dalam rumah
Buat kira-kira
Suri dalam dapur
Makan roti gula hey !

Dayang tepi kolam
Mahu jemur tepung
Datang burung hitam
Pagut batang hidung
Hidung... hidung... hidung

( ulang dari mula hingga akhir )

yesterday was the greatest day of my life. yes, another one of those.. haha.. anyway, i kind of saw it as a delayed birthday celebration of mine.. which was a total blast, so i discounted the happenings on the actual birthday..
actually, like most great days of my life, it started out shitty. i set my alarm for 6.30 and it did wake me up, but my willpower did not hold and i went back to sleep. luckily i was awakened at 7.15 by my mom's and brother's voices.. yah and i was ready in like, 33 minutes.. isn't that cool? im still proud of that achievement. not that i looked excellent or anything. anyway, yah i got a seat, and started getting irritated with the driver, who probably doesn't know you can exceed 1km/h on any road. and who also can't judge when people wanna board the bus or not. anyway, no matter. i also started hoping for people.. then when the bus stopped at the marie bus stop, i was just checking out the people.. who were totally unimpressive.. and when the bus moved on, i realised that li di was in the bus!!! i absolutely, positively died. he was wearing red berms and a big white tshirt with pictures on the front and a grey converse backpack and his glasses. i couldn't stop looking at him and i was trying REALLY hard not to smile. dunno if he saw me, but he did glance around the bus a thousand times. sigh. how wonderful a start to my day. i mean, it was like, 8-plus am, hello? who sees their crushes at such an ungodly hour?
me, apparently.
anyway, the performance was fine, with quite a number of screwups, but i enjoyed myself alot.. the seniors are really impressive, i must say.. and the tea itself sucked, but the kuihs were really nice.. the entire program was really amusing.. all the old people having fun and.. yarh.. it was really fun. there was sum minister whom i couldn't identify, of course--who sang the RI skl song into the mike with like, not a care about how loud he was.. it was really funny.. and.. i mean, it was quite evident how proud he was, so it was even funnier then.. and i haf to say the best part, of course, was kamie's cousin hafiz.. he's a year younger.. and he's really nice, and he was sooooooooo enthu, even tho he's not from ri or anything.. he took pictures all the time, and like, for the scavenger hunt, he took off his samping [kain songket was one of the items] with so much gusto he fell off the chair backwards. ouch. but how endearingly cute. and he is cute too.. like, really good-looking. baba and i were absolutely dying. haha.
so you can see how crazy i thot i was being when baba and i left early, at 4.15..
we walked to bugis, then we took the train to bishan.. and we went to music junction, where there were about a thousand movie vcds at like, really affordable prices.. so im gonna get all my girlie movies and romantic movies from cd shops from now on. then we left music junction. next door to it was a cheena cd shop, so we diden think of going in. but then i saw this sign on the window that said: my sassy girl $3. so i died, and baba died, and i went to check it out, and the woman said the korean sale would start at 6. it was 5.38. so baba and i went to sit down at gv first.. we were like, sooper tired. even then my feet were threatening to crumble. then at 5.50 we went back to the shop and there was already a queue at the counter but it wasn't moving since it wasn't 6 yet. so baba and i grabbed a my sassy girl vcd each, and then browsed through the other stuff in the shop to kill time. and there were english movie vcds too.. i mean, the only difference was they had chinese subtitles.. so we just looked around, maybe there'd be smthg we liked. then baba said,"alah tapi takder bring it on.." just as i reached for a bring it on vcd that was inconspicuously situated on one of the shelves. it was disguised by like, a chinese title, and un-eye-catching pictures. but i found it anyway. we died again, and took one of those each. and we joined the queue.. it was really tiring. the other customers would testify that we were the only malay people there, and that we were the noisiest people there too. but at least we had fun. im not sure what time we got out of the shop, but i boarded 53 at 6.49... so maybe we queued for around half an hour. ohyeah as we were leaving j8 we saw keli! as in, ikan keli.. so we trailed her out of the place. haha.
anyway when i got home i was like, spent. totally spent. so i zonked out in the hall and watched bring it on, which was, as always, excellent. then i watched my sassy girl which made me cry many many times. THEN i went to sleep. it was great. my favourite part was when he listed the 10 rules to dating her. it was sooooooo sweet. what a great story.

i watched the parent trap for the millionth time just now. it is such a great movie. ok, it's not GREAT, but it's one of my all-time favourite movies.. it's really nice, with a happy ending, beautiful clothes, lovely cast and.. a *great* soundtrack.. so yeah. i enjoyed it alot.. and maybe tonight i can watch serendipity.. but most probably not.. anyway.. bye.
ohyes, in case you're wondering, im not having a WONDERFUL birthday, but it's not shitty. it's just like any other day. and dian msged me to say happy bdae from her gang or sum shit liddat. i need to change my number.

ok i just went on an online brader expedition. so i have collected lovely pics and sum nuggets of info.. _{pantai's name--an unfortunacy--is weeping. his cute fren's name is chiam. his adorable fren's name is william. his 100% perfect except for height fren's name is zhao ming.}
if i haf anymore, i'll add them..
and the only reason i put all this here is because there's sum stupid shit problem with the script on BOTH opendiary pages.

School Posted To RAFFLES JUNIOR COLLEGE
Course Posted To SCIENCE / 0704S
wow. you know what i hate about being supposedly smart? people expect too much from you. now everyone will expect me to get into the papers for excellent 'o' level results, and stay in RJ, and get more excellent results in the 'a' levels, be coveted by universities worldwide, and finally get sum boring high-class job like a doctor or lawyer. PUH-LEEZE. gimme a break, huh? there's a thing called gut feeling, and mine tells me that i won't do as well for the 'o' levels. so if these people would just stop congratulating me and expecting so much of me, i'd be really thankful. i don't like to disappoint myself. so please, please understand that. understand that i don't want people telling me,"oh ain, you're so smart! you're gonna be featured in the papers.."--"don't worry, you'll get 6 points for 'o's.."--"yah you're clever, sure get into rj.." like, STOP IT! how would you feel if i DIDN'T? would be a great shock for you, wouldn't it? would be an even bigger disappointment for me, so why don't all of you do me a favour and *SHUT UP*!

tiramisu
250 gm philadephia cream cheese

100 gm castor sugar

50 gm butter/margarine

250 gm nescafe syrup( 15 gm nescafe+ 100 gm hot water

+ 100gm sugar)

500 gm whipped topping cream (sweet)

1 no chocholate sponge cake (cut 3 layers)

(or biscuit crumbs mix well with margarine until become a dough)



method;

1.beat cheese with margarine,sugar and 1/2 amount of nescafe syrup until creamy,add in whipping cream.

2.chilled in the freezer for a few minutes to firm the mixture.

3.meanwhile,put in the first layer of sponge cake in a cake mould and wet the sponge with nescafe syrup

4.take out cheese mixture and spoon half in the mould and cover with second layer of sponge cake and follow with the 1/2 mixture.

5.cover with third layer of sponge cake and sprinkle with nescafe syrup.

6.chilled in the freezer overnight.

7.serve with piped whipping cream on top.

well, it's official.. im in rj.. for the first three months.. it feels like a dream. im not trying to be dramatic here, it's true.. it feels like a dream. u noe, cos i never really studied [except for chem] and.. yarh.. it's.. cool.. but it's sad to know it won't last long, just 3 months...

yesterday was seriously cool. we even saw danial from klik.. sho cute.. he was wearing samping AND capals! hehe. but no songkok. khalil was at home with 3 non-muslim frens.. and when we were at sara's, ASHRAF came home! woohoo! he was wearing a jersey and jeans i think with his hair all spiked up.. shoo cute.. hehehe. and he's taller than anyone now.. i had no idea he shot up so fast.. yah and the last house was faezah's, which is on the 19th floor and her windows haf no grilles!!! and one of them has a great view of the city skyline including suntec city.. and the other window has a view of vs' field!!! it's soooo cool.. and her block faces the block where allahyarham imran commited suicide.. freaky, eh? but i cld learn to live there.. it's such a cool house.. except it has 2 cats..
but today was even cooler. cos.. when my brother came home, i looked out the door and saw a whole group of rayaing lumpurs walking towards the stairs.. so i like, tercegated myself there and stared at them arh.. they were really cute.. the first one was REALLY cute, and he was wearing a samping too.. and he was like,"hey, boleh raya?" he asked ME! woohoo! anyway as my brother was there, i had to say,"hotak kau ah!" heheeh.. but it was fun. cute lumpurs, in the comfort of your own home! what more could one ask for?

hey. i got another of those "hey how you doin" msges from raihan. i knew it wasn't frm him, but i just replied anyway.. haha.. i really wonder who it is who sends them..
im really pissed cos my favourite game in the entire world is spoilt. how do i live now?
i just watched the sweetest movie ever--emma. it rocks, and everyone should watch it!

hellooooo... i think im too sim-fied now, cos i spent the whole of last night like, thinking and dreaming in sim terms. maybe not dreaming, but i sure couldn't establish a difference between the real world and my dreams. so anyway, i guess i haf to get off it for awhile, or at least confine my simming and sim-shopping to like, a few hours a day only instead of like, 6 hours straight without a break, then dinner and 2 more hours sim-shopping.
well, im gonna go play sum games, maybe. ONLINE games. though i dunno where to source for them. bye.