Baby, baby, baby
From the day I saw you
I really really want to catch your eye
There�s something special �bout you
I must really like you
Cause not a lotta guys are worth my time
Ooo baby, baby, baby
It�s gettin kind of crazy
Cause you are takin over my mind
And it feels like oooooo
But you don�t know my name
And I swear it feels like ooooo ooooo ooooo ooooo
You don�t know my name
(round and round and round we go, will you ever know)

Oh baby baby baby
I see us on our first date
You�re doin everything that makes me smile
And when we had our first kiss
It happened on a Thursday
Ooooo it set my soul on fire
Ooo baby baby baby
I can�t wait for the first time
My imagination�s runnin wild
It feels like ooooo
You don�t know my name
And I swear it baby, it feels like oooo ooooo ooooo ooooo
You don�t know my name
(round and round and round we go, will you ever know)

�I�m sayin, he don�t even know what he�s doin� to me
Got me feelin� all crazy inside
I�m feelin like�
Owww! Ooooo Oooooo
Doin more than I�ve ever done for anyone�s attention
Take notice of what�s in front of you
Cause did I mention you�re �bout to miss a good thing
And you�ll never know how good it feels to have all of my affection
And you�ll never get a chance to experience my lovin�
Cause my lovin� feels like ooooooo
You don�t know my name
(round and round and round we go, will you ever know
And I swear it feels like oooo ooooo ooooo ooooo
You don�t know my name
(round and round and round we go, will you ever know)
ohhh

Will you ever know it, no no no no no
Will you ever know it?
�I�m gonna have to just go ahead and call this boy.
Hello? Can I speak to --- to Michael?
Oh hey, how you doin?
Uh, I feel kinda silly doin� this,
But um, this is the waitress from the coffee house on 39th and Lennox
You know, the one with the braids?
Yeah, well I see you on Wednesdays all the time
You come in every Wednesday on your lunch break, I think
And you always order the special, with the hot chocolate
And my manager be tripping and stuff
Talking bout we gotta use water
But I always use some milk and cream for you
Cause I think you�re kinda sweet.
Anyway you always got on some fly blue suit
�n your cufflinks are shining all bright
So, whatchu do? Oh, word? Yeah, that�s interesting
Look man, I mean I don�t wanna waste your time but
I know girls don�t usually do this,
But I was wondering if maybe we could get together
Outside the restaurant one day
Cause I do look a lot different outside my work clothes
I mean we could just go across the street to the park right here
Wait, hold up, my cell phone�s breakin up, hold up
Can you hear me now? Yeah
So, what day did you say?
Oh yeah, Thursday�s perfect, man�.�

And it feels like oooo
You don�t know my name
(round and round and round we go, will you ever know)
Baby Baby I swear it�s like oooooo
You don�t know my name, no no no
(round and round and round we go, will you ever know)
And it feels like oooo
You don�t know my name
(round and round and round we go, will you ever know)
And I swear on my mother and father it feels like
Oooo ooo oooo ooo ooo ooo
Oooo ooo oooo ooo ooo ooo
Oooo ooo oooo ooo ooo ooo
You don�t know my name
(round and round and round we go, will you ever know?) --ooo Alicia Keys rocks man..

lapar ah. but therez nth i feel like eating.
anyway studying today was quite okay, i finished my organic revision tutorials, all of them, and marked them too! haha. then.. oh jeremy came and talked for a few minutes.. and we went swimming in the morning [as in, me and BABA], it was really fun, tapi cuma sempat swim for 1 hr ah.. sayang.. but how fun! i swear i'm more tanned now. haha. even though it was only one hr.
FINALLY the mcfly cd is out! i can't wait to scrape up enuff money to buy it. and just now i almost went nuts in popular cos i found a mag with them on the cover!!! but it was like $6.90!!! banyak duit aku.. nak makan pon takder duit seyy. so. yah. we'll hafta scrape up money for tt too. hm.
saw quite alot of rj ppl today.. there was tt guy frm 3c.. and celene's bf.. and tt cute j1 guy.. who came to like, bacer suratkhabar.
lapar ah. i'll go scavenge for food in a minute. and wow i'm racking up the mcdonald's points like a pro!!! haha. k, i'm out.

hahha. i'm watching friends now. the girl acting as erica is really cute!!! shez also the girl who was the hot chick's best friend, april. shez soooo cute!!! wow.

yoyoyoz..
it was a nice day today. if yu overlook the fact tt i hadta wake up at 8. no, 745. man i hate waking up early. but i'll be doing tt for the next week ah.. i'm watching monsoon wedding again. it definitely rates as one of my all-time favourite movies. itz not draggy and looooong like certain hindi movies which will will remain unnamed. haha.
anyway. i woke up. then we went for breakfast at mac's. then we hung around for like 15 minutes at the top floor. i got a cute pair of earrings!!! they're colourful concentric hearts. is there such a thing? and they're abit senget, not perfect hearts. haha. stella paid for them, it was so nice of her. and then we watched the movie, face. it wasn't bad since both my brother and i closed my eyes whenever the threatening music came on, and then afterwards we asked, "aper? aper?" anyway it was equal parts hantu and murder mystery so it was okaylah. after tt my brother went off to the army open hse, and my mom kept looking at his friends.. protective, much? yah. the rest of us went jalan2ing. lego clikits has a whole new range of stuffs! therez a kit for a bag, one for this pink purse, and a couple for skl stuff like pencil cases, rulers etc. i wanna get all of those!!! espesh the stationery kit!!! imagine using a nice pink flowery ruler for maths 'a' levels! funn.. but no, i diden get any toys this time. haha. oooh and winx club has this amazing range of merchandise!!! they have really cool bags and even shoes for little kids.. and wow the bags are really nice.. but no, i din get any bags either. i did get a pair of indigo-wash jeans and a purple top from bossini. there were sum nice jeans at giordano, but they were amazingly low rise, and the waistbands like, were gaping at my so-called waist cos of my uniquely huge ass. i almost got a nice pair of butterfly sandals frm bata but they were like 48 bucks, after discount! takyah ah. so thatz all i got.
u noe my mom says "fuck"? hahah. i swear. she said it to me like twice today. in an actual conversation. she was talking about how there are many malay guys who "fuck around". i thot i heard her wrongly the first time. but really, i din!!! haha. anyway, i told her about wanting my belly button pierced, and she was like, you have to ask ur dad about tt. TANAK AH! haha.
shit man. u kan't start studying again if yu lose ur momentum. okay. takper. start again.

i spent all day bumming around at home. hey, i deserve it, been studying all week! there was tt cool hindi movie this afternoon, tehzeeb. it was about a mother-daughter relationship. and arjun rampal is so hot! hahaha. now i'm watching eddie's million dollar cookoff. hahah. itz pretty cool, and eddie and his 2 brothers are so cute! plus itz all about food, itz like eating without getting fat. okay ttz dumb. and right after this is the guru. another of those NC-16 movies i missed out on. so. here i come!
itz like we're running out of time. i wish it would go more slowly. and more quickly at the same time.

initiate sms exchange.
10:03pm ivan: i think haizad imram is so hot!
me: Yeah me too.. But tt was kinda abrupt.. Well, too bad hez out..
10:08pm ivan: heh because i just saw him on 8days and i thought you'd think so too. yea keep muggin.
end sms exchange.
hahahaha. ivan, you r so merepek!

heyya.
that sounds happy. i'm not really, acherli. anyway today there was a cute guy in the morning.. wearing a nice crisp white shirt and jeans. manjen. he looks like a cute renji. note: i sed CUTE renji. haha.
nothing much happened larh. i'm really sick of studying already. baru 2 days in a row. dah nak give up. but really. itz so annoyingly tiring. and i've even lost my appetite. i get home, stuff in a few grains of rice, and stone infront of the tv. and the laptop/comp, of cos. haha. well. memandangkan my current weight, i'd say ttz a good thing. haha. so studies, do your thing.
now i rem what happened today. i got suaned, ttz wat. today was one of the worst! no, no, it wasn't sum ex-RI loser. it was those 2 idiots, baba n fana. they derive an evil pleasure out of making fun of OM. i will never forget tt hari raya joke. eeeyer. tak klakar sey. okay, meybe itz ABIT funny. but itz not TT funny. well. fana sed tt they can only stop if i stop liking him, which, according to her, is not gonna happen. haha. whatever. these days he seems like fresh news all over. dunno y. last night i couldn't sleep and i read the obs diary. hahaha. it was.. funny in an off way. after reading 3 pages i decided i shd just save it for this december. then it'll be exactly 1 year since i last wrote it. but i managed to glean sum info frm the first 3 pages: he smiled at me on the first day. haha. wow. i forgot about tt. doesn't tt juz show how nice he is? ok. i'll stop. promise. i'll stop now.
watching hannibal now! i wasn't 16 then. and i only cheated my way thru 1 movie: monsoon wedding. which i've watched 3 more times since. hahaha. oh tmrz the guru. i tried to watch tt too, in SEC FOUR. i said "tried". so. yah. i'll watch it this time.
the ikea catalog came today. i've GOT to stop thinking about furniture and houses and soundtracks! hahaha.
i listened to the diary of alicia keys like 5 times today. merepek. as in me. not her. itz really really nice. everything's nice! i kan't wait to buy mcfly though. anyone finds it, plz tell me!

bayu, move aside. there's a new hot iranian/persian/whatever guy in town! haha. no, i dunno his name. no, i dunno where he goes to skl. i'm not even sure if he goes to skl in singapore. hahaha. i was at the airport this morning, and then he came! with his family. hez tall, at least. and his head is proportionate to his body, at least. he has completely black hair, really dark eyes, was wearing all black, and basically, he looks smoulderingly good. haha. no idea how old he is, though. maybe 18-21. haha.
i lost my ring. itz a silly and painful story. so i'm not gonna relate it. for those who know the origins of the ring, ure prolly thinking, "padan muker!" well. i dunno. maybe. but it did mean alot to me. because it gave the world a very useful illusion. and it was a perfect fit, too! and it was just nice, discreet, constant accessory i could wear even in skl. and i used to fiddle with it, or take it off and look at it, and everything. i was really sad just now, i almost cried. but now i'm a little better. i think it'll take me a while, but i'll get over it. i will.

top ten most annoying things when i'm studying alone
1. couples who PDA
2. noise. [btw, therez a distinction btwn noise and music. but ttz a subjective concept, of course.]
3. idiot strangers staring
4. needing to go to the toilet but my mp3 player hasn't finished playing yet
5. being sleepy
6. being bored

oh, forget it. i can't think of the rest. itz just that i was bothered by numbers 1 and 3 just now. this couple was sitting at the next table, and the girl kept on staring at me!!! boyfriend dier tak pasal, dier yang melebih. whatever. it was really annoying me. shez sum tpjc girl, i think. am i so interesting tt she has to keep looking at me? in between PDA-ing with her bf, tt is. eee. so, i left as soon as i could.

awww... haizad tak masok... look at him, so cute!!! sedih sey..
but congrats to christopher! heheh.

haha. i saw joy at the airport yest. in fact, she sat next to me. hahah. but i diden tegur her. we weren't exactly best friends, even though she sat next to me in class. ANYWAY. we were having lunch, at one of the outside tables, and the guy from the bus walked past! and he saw me! and he smiled at me! woohoo! haha. k whatever. i blahed at 830, cos of this stupid guy who resembles this other stupid guy, who was still studying there. we kalled him sharp, and baba was like, "he sounds like a tv!" anyway, so i just HAD to watch the vcd when i got home, so i turned it on at around 9-plus. i was juz watching it alone at first, then my dad and brother came and joined me! i guess gangs of new york is sum kinda guy movie. anyway, it was HOW bloody long! we finished watching at 12.. but itz really nice, abit the violent, but really really nice.. and it has some history bits in it and stuff, really cool. and irish accents are damn cool sey! except leo's accent was abit off. anyway, it was nice overall, daniel day-lewis is so hateable there!!! espesh when he literally knifed the poor barber in the back!!! sedih.
today was.. ohyah gp paper. oklah. i finished it like 12 minutes early, for paper 1, and i was so skared, cos that never happens. so. i wrote to myself on the qn paper. haha. bored. after tt me n munz went to the weights room. wow. i muz be really unfit, cos i was totally dying after the 20 min run. and all pink. or red. or whatever. and there were all these physics idiots who have lockers in the sports block. doofus was annoyingly kepo. sheesh. stop looking down and go for ur physics paper la.. tembak.. yah anyway nice day larh.. train was empty and all, and there were these cute little gmss minimats spraying their hair purple. cute sey.
speaking of younger guys, arman reappeared! on monday morning, i think. or was it tuesday morning? well whatever, he reappeared on 359. hez even thinner now! but still looks good.
u noe wad, haizad's performance was sadly uninspiring. i diden even understand the first few lines he sang, and i love that song, really. christopher michael was great though. all sincere and cute. well. we'll see, yah?
oh the little AIDS-stricken boy they're showing on tv, hez really really adorable!!! hehehe. how old is he? 4 rite? i like the long hair and all, he looks so cheerful.

Omg! Ok, not really. But still. The hottest vik in my estate was in 53! Hez talldarkhandsome w gd music taste n smells gd too! Wow. He has a funky watch n an ornamental ring on his left fourth finger. Oh n there was this burger lookalike w his dad, tapi dier dah blah. Haha.

do u know tt we kan vote 500 times for a single contestant on idol? tak ku tahu!!! i shoulda sent in 500 smses for david then. dammit. maybe then he'd have gotten in. hahaha. of cos, in a month's time i'd be kicked out of the house lah, for phone bills in excess of $250 bucks. hahah. but what's a few hundred bucks for a chance to see david on tv again? hahah. kidding! i wouldn't even do tt for OM. hm. or maybe i would.
today got cute guy at the airport. one of those unconventionally cute ones. hez from tpjc, a sprinter, apparently. built like a rugger though. hahahah. yah. baba liked this siglap guy whom she claims looks like burger, espesh -brace yurselves- the hair!!! ee. her memory's getting worse as the days go by. hahah.
teachers' day celebs were oklah.. i mean, it was kwite funny to watch ppl doing the routine. great songs, boring routine. and the concert was kinda dry. the malay econs teacher is very cute!!! haha. the new guy pe teacher is damn.. funny. i think. but it seems like hez trying too hard, yah? and of cos, being up in the gallery, bynk orang bo chap yg cute!!! woohoo! like nadia's latest crush. and KC. and sum acquaintance of sya's fugly who sorta resembles my fugly, but is cute anyway. i'm complicated la. and i had [literally] a bird's [birds'?] eye view of my last noted flavour, LAUK! woohoo. AAAAANNNDDD. we went reluctantly into the library so tt munz cld check her email, and who was sitting at the first table infront?!?!?! all that brown hair.. wowz.. needless to say, i din really wanna leave. oh and for some reason, the sight of one girl and one guy, both wearing rings on the left fourth finger and reading newspapers next to each other, cracked sya up. =P anyway after tt we went to mac's and talked for EONS. too bad takder ruddy. haven't seen him in awhile.
suddenly macam bynk haizad fans. dulu maser david takder satu pon! tembak.. anyway since nurie was looking for david pics last time, i thot i'd put one [of the 4 i now haf] here. itz from 8 days. and one haizad one from cleo. click for larger version.

wow. chem pract was just.. wow. the QA was the most interesting, most previously unencountered thing i've ever come across. well. i hope i diden do too badly. i mean, i managed to do a bit of everything. even though my burette was dripping [it had nothing to do with the clip. it was dripping even after the teacher adjusted it.], and i was bored, and i diden use a dropper for 2 out of 3 parts in the kinetics until i saw julian using one. bodoh. why else would they provide 3 droppers rite? anyway. yah. it was nice, all in all. i haven't had an actual pract in 2 years. itz really nice to do again. i guess the best part was tt there was NO heating of solids! [and therefore no ruining of test tubes. haha.]
i juz watched the last part of mulan. i've never watched it before, and itz really funny! i love mushu. hez so cute. and itz even a little sad, at the end. wow. nice.

check out the autograph daniel ong penned for me yest! haha. me and baba went to terminal 2 first to get his autograph at the opening of mcdonald's there. it was kwite cool acherli. there were so many performers, presumably from like, area secondary skls. alot of tarianers, kompang boys, chinese dance.. lotsa things.. and there was this adorable little girl in a javanese outfit. anyway. we were just standing there, looking for daniel ah. then this guy in a perfect 10 tshirt walked past. and i was like, "eh, that's vernon a. tt means daniel ong will be wearing a perfect 10 tshirt too." and baba was like, "are you sure? how do u know? he looks malay to me. maybe hez just wearing tt for fun." and i was like, "he looks serani to me.. he is lah!" and then suddenly baba froze and said in a stilted voice, "ain, dier kat blakang, dier kat blakang!" and there he was, talking on his hp.. and so i asked baba to go ask him for his autograph. but she got skared, and chickened out. and asked ME to get the autograph! so there we were, scrambling around for a fresh page on her notebook and a pen, in case he diden have one.. and i took a couple of tentative steps towards him, then tak jadi, then i just gritted my teeth and went up to him.
me: "hi, sorry, can i have ur autograph?"
him: "sure!" [takes the book and starts to write, using his own pen which he was already holding anyway] "what's your name?"
me: "um.. sahibah.."
him: "S-A.."
me: "H-I-B-A-H."
him: "okay.. so.. you're here to chill huh?"
me: "uh.. yah.. and study also.."
him: "study?" [surprised]
me: "yarh.. 'A' levels this year.."
him: "oh!"
and he says some other things which i really diden hear cos hez so tall and cute, and his voice is so cute.. and his goatee is even cooler..! anyway he finally finishes writing, so i say thanks and walk as sedately as possible back to baba. and we walk quickly away before going all-out crazy about 200m away. haha. buat malu seh. we were obviously there juz to see him, cos we walked away right after getting his autograph.. haha.
there was also this cute guy who looked like fir, but botak and slightly cuter, and [unfortunately] wearing gold jewelry. we also met lisa, who couldn't remember us at first, but finally caught on. E.N.E.R.G.Y. was due to touch down tt day, so we had to put up with loads of fans, a huge number of whom were decked out in pink. there was one gross crescent girl with multicoloured hair [courtesy of hair mascara], in her UNIFORM, wearing disgusting makeup! and the screams! mann.. it was both annoying and funny.
anyway, what i've realised is tt i'm either really socially brave or really socially shameless. haha. and i've become more personally brave over the years. i mean, i managed to ask OM for his photo twice, didn't i? but in sec 2, i had to get baba to ask burger for me. haha. well. whatever. not tt this braveness/shamelessness helps in the long run.

Dikeheningan malam,
Termenung ku berseorang
Tak lena mata dipejam
Terdengar suara terngiang
Suara merdu yg disayang
Bagai kau didepan mata
Ku capai tapi tak kena
Sukarnya memendam rasa
Ingin ku luahkan kata

Chorus

Bila rindu,
Terkenang mu sayang, terasa sayu,
Syahdunya jiwa ku bila malam makin kelam,
Jauh terbang diri ku melayang,
Aku rindu,
Sentuhan mu, ku rasa sayu,
Inginkan jiwa mu selubungi jiwa ini,
Bawa ku dalam pelangi,
Melepasi batas diri ini.

Jauh angan ku lena
Kurasa kita bersama
Kau bawa daku kesana
Ke alam kisah yang lama
Kenangan didalam jiwa
Bila tersedar semula
Disisiku kau tiada
Sukarnya ku pendam rasa
Inginku luahkan semua

Chorus

Bridge

Spoken words

Sesungguhnya kita mestilah
Wujudkan sefahaman dan hormat menghormati
Ikhlas kasih
Sabar insyAllah kita akan
Bertemu semula
Aura yang memecah semesta
Menyampaikan pesan kesunyian dikala sendirian
Kesepian menyelubungi hari-hariku
Disajikan dalam doa-doa rindu
Yang menanti kau datang dan pergi
Seperti mimpi-mimpiku fantasiku
Bukan dongeng lagi yang sayup kedengaran
Disisi cuping di setiap corong
Lorong yang lohong
Benar ku tak bohong
Bila hati menyanyi --Ruffedge's Bila Rindu

wow. ngantok. but hockey finals at half past one! haha.
i almost started crying juz now cos i thot i lost my design notes. with chem pract this monday, i really can't afford to do stupid things liddat. but i finally found it. thank God. it finally hits me how unorganised i am. i am like anti-Monica [Geller]. haha.
baba n i were at the airport studying today. and there was this butt-ugly guy with his friends. and he was so gross that baba started laughing. which set ME off. so we both hadta change seats so we wouldn't hafta look at him. it was juz horrible. the laughing, i mean. i was almost collapsing with pain. hahaha. oh and my study buddy was there again! alone again, and looking really cute in a tshirt n smart berms.
a mac's outlet is opening tmr at changi airport t2!!! haha. finally, somewhere other than bk to eat at. of cos, i'll still faithfully have breakfast at bk.

my peeps! guess who's in next week's idol? [besides christopher, of cos] haizad imram!!! the hot guy from this year's cleo most eligible bachelors!!! i kan't believe it!!! he got most suave bachelor 2004. i remember voting for him, haha. anyway. yes. i'll be voting for him again. and so should everyone else. k? and christopher also. cos both baba n i love him. ooh. kan't wait for nx wk.

so yes, i caught the 2 hockey semis this morning. haha. disappointing, though. germany lost to netherlands 3-2, and spain lost to australia 6-3. the spanish guys are really quite hot! number 15 [victor sojo] reminds me of OM. and therez one guy who reminds me of xfren. anyway. i was totally dying even during the 1st half! so during the 2nd half i made coffee. then i sipped it. and i was like, "itz bitter!" and i realised tt i forgot to add sugar. cos itz not a 3-in-1. well. i forgive myself since it was my first time making my own coffee. anyway. it did help a little in keeping me awake. although i dunno if it was juz the placebo effect. haha. after tt all i had to do was change positions every 5 minutes. it finally all ended at 330, so i acherli went to bed. [and woke up one hour later.]
i thot i'd be sleeping on any flat surface today becos of tt, but i didn't! i diden sleep during the bio break at all. and yah i diden even feel sleepy, except in the morning when i was waiting for 359. so i thot mebbe the one hour of sleep managed to zombie-fy me. which is why i din haf to sleep. i din even sleep in the train! amazing. i was juz going thru the day in a pseudo-dreamlike state. but. the zombie gave way for a while during chem lect. haha. it was juz so blardee long! he overshot by 5-10 mins! and he never stopped talking. so yah.
ohyah. hichael IS in ocs. isky confirmed it. woohoo! i dunno wat's so woohoo, acherli. but yah. so's frappe, apparently. and speaking of isky, i spent like 15 mins talking on the fone outside the library to fana. about how she shd go for the ocs thingy with him. but at press time, she still hasn't told him. sheesh.
ohyah. the locker perpetrator. he was caught on sunday, apparently, but on tuesday morning there was a new wave of trashed lockers at lt 2.5. and green paint was sprayed on the wall outside the smelly boys toilet. and on all of anan's locker. kesian. hehe. so i'm pretty sure he [the thief] has a good fren who climbed the gate at like 11pm or smthg and trashed everything. i think the efforts to catch these idiots have been pretty weak tho. i mean, they shd have gotten a guard after the second one lah! k whatever.
i had this horrible nightmare about suaner on sunday or monday or smthg. i think we were in sum 2-storey house. i was upstairs studying with sum girl. and he was downstairs studying alone. and dunno why i went downstairs to pick a fight with him. and he was just sitting there, looking up at me. and he looked a little skared. so i felt sorry for him and decided not to bising� at him. and since i had to say smthg, i was like, "can i borrow your laptop?" and he smiled and sed, "yah, sure!" and he helped me set it up and everything. but once i had it on i had no idea what to do. so i sat there staring at the screen. and his fone rang, and he answered it, and he was supposed to go to the library to meet his fren, so he asked me along and so i went along. anyway it was juz this whole mess of things! culminating in me liking him. ew ew ew!!! ew to the power of infinity!
yu know what, david de cruz sucks! his singing is phenomenally horrible!!! but wow is he hot! baba sez he looks like OM from certain angles. and i say he reminds me of samit. so. if he looks like both guys, itz pretty clear why i like him rite? so. yes. i will be setia and still vote for him. the other david is cute now!!! hez no longer beng-y, and hez so earnest itz really adorable! he reminds me of budak merah, acherli. ah. there we go. so i'd vote for him if the other david diden exist. oh and benjamin has the cutest smile! rite? to think i hated him when he was in echoboys.

ngantok sey. i'm sitting here waiting for hockey semifinals to start and whatz showing? waterpolo! and guess what the [male] commentator juz sed as this water-polo-er[?] with a hot bod walked past. "he's got a strong body, hasn't he?" ee. plz. stick to women.
mediacorp is so incompetent. if they finally switch to the hockey semis and itz already half-an-hour into the game, i might scream. i did NOT stay up to watch waterpolo. so. plz comply with your earlier promise.
eh lapar ah. should i eat pringles? but itz noisy. my mom will wake up. i know. i'll eat a nice cadbury mini-roll. nice and quiet.
this is turning into sum mono-chat session. haha. well. i'm turning nuts, so everyone can witness this now lah. i'll be staying up till 4, if my eyes can hold up, and then i might as well not go back to sleep since i haf to sahur. merepek eh? i think i'll sleep during my bio break tmr. haha. okay set. i'm really gonna turn off the laptop now. okay.

alahai. 3 days' worth of blogging to do. malas sey. and i only have half an hour. okay. let's start.
monday. watched the stepford wives as planned. thanks for going with me, filza. kalau tak i'd have gone home, since i was sick and all. at the snack counter this idiot came up behind me and tapped me on the shoulder. and i turned, recognised her, and screamed. aper je aku. haha. it was nadzi, btw. anyway the movie was kwite cool. great interiors and all. and interesting storyline, no? for the uninitiated, itz about this couple, married with kids, who moves to the town of stepford to rebuild their relationships with each other. the women of stepford all seem so perfect; they live to do housework, they do claire-o-bics [housework-themed aerobics] in heels--basically, they are a male chauvinist's version of the perfect wife. thing is, the husbands are all uber-nerds. so. yes. rupernyer the wives are all robotically-enhanced to become a stepford wife, when before, they were high-flying, successful women in their own right. and nicole kidman is now in danger of being turned into a stepford wife herself. malas nak letak the ending.
yest. i went home right after school, since i was still sick. and getting sicker, it seemed. so. yah. i took sum ubat, and ended up dropping off infront of the second half of the japan-australia women's hockey match. sheesh. after tt i went to sleep, but right then my dad called me ON MY HANDPHONE [cos i ignored the home fone] to angkat the kain baju. cos my mom was afraid it wld rain. waddehell. i stomped into the kitchen, angkated the 2 galahs of clothes, and stomped back to bed. thing was, i was too energised from tt little burst of activity to go back to tt comfortable snooze level ah. so i had to toss and turn first. i bet it diden even rain ah. anyway i ended up waking up the next morning. ahahaha.
pada hari ini i was having a bad day, or so i thot. i went home right after skl cos baba cld only reach bishan at 5. plus i was still sick. so. yes. but. juz as 53 reached pasir ris, it started to rain. heavily. so. yes. i got wet. cos even tho i had a payung, it was lecak and all. ok. takpe. i had a nice shower with one of lux's new spa shower creams. [lovely. itz EXTRA creamy! it looked like i was wearing a white all-over suit! gotta try it! i have extra samples if anyone wants.] so. nice and clean rite. i thot maybe i'd give baba a buffer zone of one hour. haha. so i left the hse at 445. then i walked to the bus stop. because of the extreme lecaks, i wet my sandals. ttz when i "realised" i was having a bad day. ok. takper. i was early enough to witness me missing the bus. ok. takpe. the bus came. i boarded it. my typical ain eyes immediately noticed a cute vik sitting at the seat RIGHT BEHIND the driver. i looked at him. and my eyes terbeliaked! why? cos it was samit!!! yes! it was! i wanted to die. or cry. or smthg. but i had to keep walking rite? i couldn't just stand there looking at him, cos he already saw me looking at him, and besides, itz a really stupid place to stand. so i made my way to a seat at the back of the bus. and i took this foto of him. i can't believe the first foto i've ever taken of samit, the first person i ever wanted to take a fone foto of, is a back view of him that is smaller than my pinky nail. but. itz better than nothing. after taking tt pathetic foto, i decided to ascertain his identity. shoes: orange, blue and white nike sneakers. [doesn't tally--he was wearing water shoes when i saw him last. but they were orange and grey. aha! a colour match!] clothes: black tee with the words "soundbox" in white on the back, just under the collar. jeans frayed at the bottom. [well. no basis for comparison. hez always been in skl uni those other times.] hair: cool gelled hairstyle on short hair. [yep.] and finally, bag: the blue-and-yellow rectangular nike sling bag. [PERFECT MATCH!] so yes. it was samit. and hez alive. samit, the guy adorning my bio stuff in the month of august. [and would have adorned other stuff in subsequent months if he hadn't just up-and-disappeared!] he got off at the pasir ris mrt bus stop. but if yu're all kicking me for not taking his foto as he got off, let me juz say tt he got off frm the entrance. sigh. and waited at that bus stop. so. maybe he lives in sengkang or sum shit. and he wanted to take 88 or whatever bus tt lalus there. and he did turn as my bus passed him, so yes. i managed to visually confirm tt it was him.
on hindsight [i.e. baba and fana's insights], maybe i shoulda gone back to the front of the bus. according to fana, on the pretext of taking a 53 pamphlet. according to baba, to ask the driver, "excuse me, did u see me tap my card?" hahaha.
anyway ttz him down there, circled in red. itz the best i cld do. do u think he works at the airport or smthg? hm. ohyah. speaking of hot viks, therez a photo of david de cruz [and i only think hez hot cos he reminds me of samit, in the first place] in today's life section, and this week's 8 days. fyi.

OMG OMG OMG! World, samit is alive! Yes, i'm talkg abt samit, � most perfect vik to grace � planet! I want to scream and dance now!!! But since i kan't.. Neway, i was juz boardg 53 frm my hse to bishan, n dere was this hot vik in d bus, n itz him! Omg i kan't blive juz 10 mins ago i was lamentg how this was such a bad day. Details later. Thx, God.

guess what i'm doing now. i'm watching blue crush on my digital cable mosaic!!! the effective picture is slightly smaller than the palm of my hand. but the sound is perfect so.. yah. since i dun subscribe to cinemax [or HBO, for tt matter], i guess i kan't complain.
i'm back from watching lysistrata with munz ili sya and amir. it was really nice. very funny. the lead is extremely pretty. so is smriti. she has great hair. oh and there was this weird thing. during the part when each of the chorus ppl had their partners, one of them had his arm round his partner!!! like, on her butt! and i was sooooo curious, i looked at the other couples and they were totally keeping their hands to themselves. so i looked to see where the other hands of this particular couple were, and their free hands were holding hands! so they were holding hands AND hugging. eeps. okay maybe i'm making too big a deal out of this, but it just looked really shocking to me. oh and the leader of the chorus came down the stairs throwing the flowers rite, and they landed on me and amir. and i was CONVINCED that someone sitting on top hated me and was throwing rubbish down at me. rupernyer flowers seh. haha. after tt we went to mac's for dinner, and amir was just so pissed at ruddy for being corny! aper sey. give him a break la.. oh and lauk was there too. and they were taking a group foto, but amir was like, "eh why is he smiling like that?" and yah, sure enuff, he had this odd teeth-baring smile on his face. haha. klakar sey. so i laughed.
there was this cute vik i saw at buona vista. but he went to the other end of the station so i was juz accepting the fact tt i'd never see him again. then i was in 359 reading my book. skali he came walking past and sat in the back. woohoo!!! hez cute. tapi cam tua ah. he looks to be abt 24 or smthg. he might even be married. haha. anyway. yah. hez really nice to look at. and he alighted at the stop before me. aha! close proximity of living quarters! haha.
yest we were studying at bishan [me baba fana]. i think jeremy's brother was there. i mean, he looks like him, and hez cacat. so yeah. might be him. had fun. and i saw wei twice. hez still cute but hez really skinny. and screw was there too, i think. he has a gf tho. haiz. ooh and buffer zone. haha. other than tt, takder org. oh except for this vik sitting at the next table. he was tutoring this guy in F maths. ah. brains! unfortunately, his jeans were low-riding and his tshirt wasn't long enuff. i was an innocent girl, juz looking up from my work. i thot it was his sluardalam. but it wasn't EVEN his sluardalam!!!! yipes!!!!!!
i think i'm getting frm bad to worse. during civics yest morning, nadia msged me and sed "OM is in the library." so after civics i sed bye to munz [and chem] and went to the library. i am such a shite. and during gp, i put my blank application qn on the desk and drew a pattern on my hand under the desk. haha. konon takder kerje gitu.
did i mention tt david jarrod de cruz will be on this week's idol? everybody must watch it and vote for him k? hez not being cocky, ttz just the way he sings. hez juz trying to perform the best he can. itz not his fault he's hot. so yes. vote for him. skip studying juz for one night and vote for him. [if i say it often enuff people might acherli do it.]
it looks like only filza's going to watch the movie with me. k takper. i dun mind going alone. cos if i haf to keep waiting for someone to watch with me, i may never watch it.
ooh i was watching nz vs india hockey juz now. haha. takder kerje, once again. so sad, i only got to see one goal, and tt was by nz. the number 2 guy in nz is cute. monish patel or whatever his name is. haha. okay whatever bye.

ginny: glad to know you that had fun, i'm sorry that firdaus pissed you off by not going at the very last minute. and he wasn't fabricating some story about him and his missing ez-link. yup.
ginny: oh, all that has been said has no relations to him at all but just my personal statement. yup.
ginny: *glad to know that you has fun. (sorry for the error)
marinah: eeek?! is that erm.. nvm anyway LINK ME u ungrateful woman. heh heh heh. u better kiss my ass for 2 weeks following u to Hideout.. i tink i failed my Urban test! haha.. see ya soon princess!
shafa: ginny, i don't need you apologising for him, really. i mean, that just makes him out to be pathetic innit? but nonetheless, thanks for the effort. i had a spanking great time.
shafa: haha actually, you made me miss sex and the city so we're even now. btw, you idiot, you didn't tell me your add, how am i to link you? psycho..
kamie: yes! i always knew alan smith is hot. hehehe. anyway... that guy came over to ur house on friday and he came over AGAIN on saturday?? man, has he no life? ahaks. that was a rhetorical qn.
ginny: well, i just don't like seeing my boyfriend being malign you see. not saying anything here so please do take whatever i say with a pinch of salt.
shafa: pinch of salt or not, i really don't see the point of this. the bottom line is, i'm averse to promise-breakers. that's all there is to say really.
mar: alright. i see the monster. she's prob jealous and insecure that u're contacting him or wtever u noe? aww let's all cry for her. ok that was mean. :P
ginny: i told firdaus i'll not care but i'm sorry, defensive nature acting up. it's good knowing someone is crying for me. how sweet. thanks for reducing me to a monster. how lovely too.
ginny: this is getting nowhere, i'm off. i was here to make peace but well, looks like it's not working and i wonder why. the bitch will take her leave.

the above is a recently-concluded sandiwara that took place right on shafa's tagboard. i hope she doesn't mind me putting it here, cos itz so... dramatic that i really think it shd be immortalised. plus i wanna share it with others. i took the liberty of arranging it in direct chronological order, for easy reading.
it's quite self-explanatory, obviously. so i just have a couple of things to add.
1. check out the apology for the "grammatical error". then look at the original purported "error". looks like SOMEONE needs gp remedial. [no offense, shafia.]
2. could we TRY any harder to please?
3. and while we're at it, sarcasm doesn't really work when you've lost. good luck next time.

ooooooh! both david AND christopher are in top 30!!! excellent! now i can vote for them both!!! i really thot they were gonna kick david out for being "cocky". but. heh. they muz haf realised how many female viewers they were gonna lose if they did tt. hahaha. ooh and leandra is in too! i lurve her. she is so amazingly cool. and real. wow.
my brother just got a new guitar today. wow. i guess tt means hez serious about it. well. he's really improving, acherli. i mean, sumtimes he plays such NOISY stuff. but the other time he acherli played something un-loud, it sounded REALLY nice. yeah. so. congrats to him, i suppose. he might be even cooler than i think.
haha. wade was great. as usual. he rawks. hez got the best moves on the planet.

i ALMOST went to school this morning. but i gritted my teeth and got off at ghim moh and walked to mac's. hahaha. i din do much, sebenarnye. juz sum maths qns. haha. then when i was walking to skl i met thea, leaving skl. and she was like, "did yu juz come?" haha.
argh. itz always like this these days. i'll have lots of things to say thruout the course of the day, but somewhere in between then and reaching home, they all slip out. itz so annoying.
okay. i studied at the airport just now. haha. i was sitting at the 111 bus stop. and then xfren came walking past. and i sed hello, and asked him where he was going [home]. and he was like, "you? bishan ah?" ohman. looks like he was one of the suaners too?! anyway, i was like, "no, airport." and he inquired how i was getting there. and so i told him. and he asked me how long it took. anyway yah. and later in the bus i realised i coulda gone on the train with him! haha. i would have jumped at tt chance one year ago. so funny.
anyway. the airport. really nice. it was so empty. at one point it was juz me and a family of indian men. [yes, men, not guys.] so they asked me to take a photo for them. haha. so i did. and one of them was like, "you frm RI ah?" well. presumably he has a relation there or smthg. and then this cute vik came and joined them. but by that time, they'd decided to take their own fotos and not bother me. sheesh. what a waste. this was a poser vik though. he made his entrance announcing, "i'm all wet lah! look at my pants!" or smthg equally loud. and he kept his shades on his head and pulled them down for photos. sudahlah. aku tau kau cute. but still.
once again, i diden do much. i dunno how to increase the speed of my studying, seriously. i mean, i juz stare at thermody, think "physics", and switch off. so. yah. i also saw nuha. i think it was her. small. short hair. but berasmaradana-ing. in MY line of vision. ew.
okay tmr i'm granting myself a break. woohoo! i kan come home and watch a vcd, then therez idol, then wade robson, then an early night due to no O.C. due to olympics. haha.
omg i cld juz kill myself now, juz to kill this feeling of hunger! why aren't they back yet with my food? oh speaking of food, i juz realised tt i'll be broke with all this studying. i haf to study away from home for obvious reasons, but then i'll have to buy food [to keep alive, of cos. not because i like eating or anything. really.], so if i haf to buy food for all 3 meals, i'll juz die of bankruptcy! and there go my chalet dreams.. so.. saper-saper nak sponsor, siler..
speaking of appeals, i'm watching stepford wives this monday, so if anyone wants to watch with me, i'd really appreciate it. but, you know, studying's important too. haha.

Xfren juz unknowgly reminded me of y i used to haf such a big crush on him. Haha. Hm i guess i coulda taken d train w him. But. Letz not push our luck, yes? Haha. Today haresh was readg sum txtbk. Makes a nice change frm sleepg, i must say. Haha. Ok my turn to slp. B4 i die of studyg at d airport.

okay, i got this off AskMen.com...
A native of Brisbane, Australia, Wade Jeremy William Robson was born on September 17th, 1982. He showed an affinity for dancing before he was even out of diapers, memorizing the moves to Michael Jackson's "Thriller" at the age of 3.

Two years later, Robson won a Jackson dance/look-alike contest, getting passes to meet the legend following a concert. He impressed the King of Pop by showing off moves dancers 10 years his senior couldn't pull off.
hez also a songwriter and a producer, and has his own music company, WaJeRo Entertainment, Inc. [he also has a "serious" girlfriend.] duncha juz love him?

adakah ini satu game buatmu?
haha. it juz spilled out of my mouth juz now, while nadia was doing her *dubdub* thing. her: "*dubdub* *dubdub*. eh salah. *dubdubDUB* *dubdubDUB*." me: "what's tt?" her: "itz yur heart skipping a beat."
ohyah. which reminds me of what i told nadia yest: "someday you'll all realise how handsome he is. and THEN you'll come crawling back to me, asking me to forgive you guys for being so blind all this while." haha. it was acherli in response to her saying tt her latest [admitted] crush is handsomer than OM.
anyway. chem test. not bad. i mean, at least i had sum stuff to write. haha. largely owing to the fact tt itz only 4 qns, and only 1 of them was on transition metals. heh. speaking of which, i took an entire study session today understanding TM! how? i am so gonna fail.
oh i borrowed a cool bk from the library! haha. i'm so excited to read it! it'll take quite some time tho. i also borrowed the five people you meet in heaven from the skl library. i've been looking for it for some time.. i'm at the third person now. can't wait to see what'll happen next.
oh and when i got home just now, i finished the second cd of a cinderella story. for the uninitiated, itz a new movie, opening here in sept, starring hilary duff and chad michael murray. itz basically like itz title says, and itz set in these times, with internet and sms and all. itz the whole popular guy-skanky girl thing. [not tt shez skanky. itz juz what people in that crowd think of normal people rite?] therez not much of eye candy here, but itz a kind of feel-good movie, where the girl teaches the guy a few lessons about life.
oooh. wade robson fans, episode 24 is on this thurs, at 9. in fact, anyone with mtv should catch it. then you'll all realise how hot he is. and how right i am. so yes. i mean, just look up there, hez hot rite? and talented. apparently hez been dancing in music videos since the age of 5. and apparently hez 19 now. but i'm gonna check tt again. and hez choreographed for *Nsync and britney and all! like wow. he's handsome. he's talented. he's funny. what more could yu ask for?

haha. i was at white sands juz now. ns guys galore! haha. i dunno y, i love seeing ns guys. like i sed before, i love the whole ns thingy. as long as i dun have to go for it. yah so i was just checking out all these ppl. yu know, there might be cute viks etc.
juz now we got a lift home frm nadia's dad. we went through an extremely scenic route. orchard, then city hall area, then on to the ecp, and of cos marine parade before reaching eunos. haha. nice. i finally got to see gluttons' square.. itz less remarkable than i expected. but yah. it seems cool. ivan provided bits of useful info juz now. satisfying info, i would say. haha.
i did like, 3 qns of s8 after school. THATZ ALL. i am so pathetic. seriously. i'd expect to have finished half the qns or smthg. sigh. but well. i did lots in the library juz now. finished s7 including the ENTIRE assignment! woohoo! and finished s6 ass. and then i had "nothing" to do [nb: therez always something to do when yur prelims are a whisper away.], so i was thinking of going for gp. then this idiot OM decides to come in, so of cos i abandoned all noble gp intentions and stayed. i dun even get the point of that. itz not like he was sitting anywhere in sight or anything.
anyway, we got nice tables for prom. should be fun. that is, if it isn't cancelled. yah. and the menu seems quite cool. therez fried chicken, at any rate. haha. and sambal prawns, or smthg. and sum curry or soup or other. wow. i'm gonna bring a camera, oodles of taxi money, and slippers. hahaha. for comfort, obviously.
ohyah. during econs. i was writing the postcard. and scrambling for milo cereal. anyway. then munz and gill turned to me and asked, "who's samit?" and i glanced over and realised they were asking in reference to the 2 huge "samit"s written on the cover of my evolution notes. hahahha. klakar giler. what was even more klakar was the schedule on the inside cover. it was titled "in 2004" or something. which, i might remind all, is this year. and the first line says "now-feb: dating OM." the second line: "feb-april: date impostor". and all the way to oct 2005, i think. the last entry is smthg like: "oct 05/nov 08: date olive-green guy". it was really really funny, and i seriously couldn't stop laughing. it was all so organised and stuff, and i mean, comparing all those meticulously-made plans to my current state, is even funnier! fyi, olive-green guy is this j4 or j5 vik who came to kala last year. nurie, sya and i were dying over him. haha. okay.. letz see.. what else is in the notes. ohyes. lotz of obsessing over latte, and 3 lists! on the same page! different dates, apparently. one of the lists ranks OM as the 8th. even more haha rite? another list is divided into three categories. the "honorary" lists sluardalam only. and under "patron" it sez jerome. haha. munz and gill were like, really shocked. they were like, "patron?!?!?!" i mean, itz a list, for crying out loud. why get so detailed as to put "patron"? haha. yah. anyway. i guess if yu read juz a couple of my bio stuff and compare them with, say, maths stuff dating from the same period, you'd know i was gonna drop bio sooner or later. it was pretty obvious. the samit drawings on my bio practs. the endless lists. and song lyrics. and nonsense written in fluorescent pink pen. yah. haha once again.
ili finally found out about burger and batu today. she wouldn't stop being angry. well. i guess there's really nothing we kan do about it. people change. i suppose. i just diden believe tt he could change. not that way. well. at least they're not going for grad nite together yes?
it looks like i'm forgoing catwoman for studies and the stepford wives. sigh. how sad. takper. stepford wives looks more colourful. and itz the first time i can see faith hill act! how exciting. haha. so anyone nak join, do inform. nx week. trimbanban.
hmm did i miss out anything? no. i dun think so. k bye then.

haha. okay. so i din manage to stay awake. i dunno how these football fans or whoever do it. i was totally dying after only 5 minutes. even a try frm new zealand couldn't keep me awake for long. then they even cut to an advertisement in the 12th minute. like, hello? that did it. i went right to bed. i'm not sure why i was so tired and sleepy. i mean, all i did was stay home and rot. so like, really. itz a mystery. haha. maybe itz also the fact tt dan carter wasn't playing. he wasn't even virtually around! [hez injured, kesian..] and even carlos spencer wasn't around AT ALL. so there goes the good-looks draw of rugby. haha. but i caught the entire first half, plus some of the second half, today. how disappointing. in the first half, the springboks managed to score 3 tries against the blacks' 1 try! itz really sad. but wow tuitupou is amazing. he juz shoves the boks aside like they're nothing but air. and hez not even tt large or anything. anyway like i was saying--disappointing. final score: 40-26 to the boks. ohyah. i think the south african scoring format is the most user-friendly. whenever the ref blows the whistle, awards a penalty or whatever, this little rectangular box pops up stating the grounds of the penalty. really cool. so idiots like me dun go around wondering whatz happening.
well i'm juz waiting here. plz hurry up.

i juz realised how glitchy tt seemed. let me explain. i watched monsters inc late last night and just now. haha. on disney channel. cos they showed it twice. and so of cos i watched it twice.
i'll be staying up till 2 a.m. tonight. no, make tt 4 a.m. cos of the stupid trinations rugby match ttz been delayed. still. no loss, i think i'll be able to do some maths in between or smthg.
ohyes. guess what else miss brilliant has pulled off today? haha. i blog-hopped all the way to happy T fren's blog, where he kindly provided photos of orangs. the most important being OM, of course. haha. i have like 4 photos frm obs now i think. haha. thanks, happy T fren!

guess what i'm doing now. i'm watching monsters inc again! i am so weird. but itz really nice. monstropolis seems like such a nice place. so organised. and real. i mean, except for the monsters. itz really cute.

i'm watching monsters inc again!!! it rawks. itz probably my favourite cartoon of all time. so sweet. and cute. and interesting. anyway, if it doesn't count as a cartoon, then itz my fav pixar animation of all time.
anyway. i know i shd be sleeping. but yah. i wanted to write sum stuffs. went to watch "eat a bowl of bonbons", a series of 7 plays, by NTU mass comm. itz really nice. it starts serious, then gets progressively funnier, without ever being lightweight. there was one girl who was juz SO funny, it seemed effortless. she sed things like, "i'm like a time bomb, ticking away! tick-tick-tick-tick!" and "i'm going to burst soon! pieces of me, flying out my office window.." anyway, maybe it doesn't seem funny here, but yu gotta watch it to love it. it was at alliance francais, or whatever. itz kwite cool. the building, i mean. munz and i were exploring it, and it looks so un-singapore-like. oh another reason it was cool is cos there wasn't anyone we knew there. so yeah, nice experience, according to munz. haha. afterwards we went to the outdoor mac's and had supper, then we went home. yea. it was great!

[on sheets of poster board]
Mark: With any luck by next year
Mark: I'll be going out with one of these girls.
[pictures of beautiful supermodels]
Mark: But for now, let me say
Mark: Without hope or agenda
Mark: Just because it's Christmas
Mark: (And at Christmas you tell the truth)
Mark: To me, you are perfect
Mark: And my wasted heart will love you
Mark: Until you look like this
[picture of mummy]
Mark: Merry Christmas
_{from Love Actually}

heyya. guess who i juz watched love actually with? hahah. no one cld ever guess.. MY DAD! haha. he juz happened to be sitting there when i put on the vcd. so we juz watched it. well, he was laughing, so i suppose he enjoyed it too. anyway itz really nice, but whatever happened to sarah and karl's love story? or did i unknowingly fall asleep? so sad. cos it was my favourite. and when she was like, "give me one second" and went to the stairs and cheered silently, it was just sooooo cool! and cute! and funny! yah. and the liddle boy is sooooo cute! haha. not to mention his gf. anyway it was nice but maybe i'd have enjoyed it more if i weren't so sleepy. which, btw, is a mystery cos i din really do anything strenuous today. yah.
i just watched dismissed on mtv. merepek eh. but i still watch it. well, i mean the guys are always cute! one of them was really hot but he was being such a jerk. he never let up on the insults. they weren't even caustic comments, they were insults. he started insulting his rival, then he insulted the girl too. and he openly admitted to cheating on all his gfs. like, hello, is tt supposed to make the girl choose you? what. a. waste.
wow rachel stevens has gone solo. say goodbye to her cute-girl image perpetuated by s club 7. embrace the new, sultry-looking rachel stevens with lotsa eyeshadow and 60s image in her new single. quite interesting, but now i feel she doesn't look tt pretty anymore. must be the makeup.

omg omg omg i love McFly and now i've found one of their webbies, i have billions of fotos to d/l! and isn't harry juz divine? hez sooooooooo cute! hez the drummer, and he was born on 23 december 1985. ttz like, 3 days after me, one year before me! anyway. yeah. hez cute. and so are the rest, acherli. except for tom, haha. but he started the band so i kan't complain.

sigh. alot of horrible things today.
the 53 bus driver was going so fast i left nail marks in my palm. like. really. i kept having visions of the bus hitting pedestrians; the bus hitting a car; the front of the bus crumpling into the back.. well yah i wasn't having the greatest time on my journey home.
i went to study at bishan with baba. but not before she told me the news. i can't believe you crossed over! i really can't. don't you realise that at least 3 separate people care for you? why are you no longer the person you really were, the person tt we thought you were pretending to be, but you weren't, because that was really you? when did you stop being him? when did you start becoming this stranger? it's not even like we like you any less for being a stranger, it's just that you consider us strangers too. please. i really hope we're wrong about you now too.
studying's not been going tt well. hope it'll be better tmr.
Went out with the guys
And before my eyes
There was this girl
And she looked so fine
And blew my mind
And I wished that she was mine
And I said "Hey wait up cos I'm off to speak to her.."
And my friends said

You'll never get her
You're never gonna get that girl
But I didn't care
You'll never get her
You're never gonna get that girl
Cos I loved her long blonde hair
You'll never get her
You're never gonna get that girl
And love was in the air
And she looked at me
You'll never get her
You're never gonna get that girl
And the rest was history
You'll never get her
You're never gonna get that
Dude you're being silly cos you're never gonna get that girl
And you're never gonna get that girl

We spoke for hours
She took off my trousers
Spent the day laughing in the sun
And we had fun
And my friends they all looked stunned
Yeah yeah

Dude she's amazing and I can't believe you got that girl
My friends said

She's amazing
Can't believe you got that girl
She gave me more street cred
She's amazing
Can't believe you got that girl
I dug the books she read
She's amazing
Can't believe you got that girl
How could I forget
That she rocks my world
She's amazing
Can't believe you got that girl
More than any other girl
She's amazing
Can't believe you got that
Dude she's amazing and I can't believe you got that girl
Can't believe you got that girl

She looked incredible
Just turned 17
I guess my friends were right
She's out of my league
What am I to do?
She's too good to be true

But 3 days later
Went round to see her
But she was with another guy
And I said fine
But I never asked her why
And since then loneliness has been a friend of mine
And my friends said

Such a pity I can't believe you lost that girl
I let her slip away
Such a pity I can't believe you lost that girl
They tell me every day
Such a pity I can't believe you lost that girl
But it will be ok
Cos she rocks my world
Such a pity I can't believe you lost that girl
More than any other girl
Such a pity I can't believe you lost that
Yeah
Dude it's such a pity and I'm sorry that you lost that girl
And I'm sorry that you lost that girl --McFly rocks!

ohwow! usher's in the faculty too! this is set to be my new favourite movie! haha.

heyhey!
i was studying at the airport this morning, and guess who i saw? ammar!!! haha. he looks the same as always, of course. too bad he diden see me. i was too malas to get up, plus he was with what seemed like his entire family.
i juz realised tt yu kan take 36 to orchard frm the airport. which means tt yu kan take 36 from orchard TO the airport. so i kan take 111 and change to 36 at orchard! ah finally a painless way to get to the airport frm skl. although my butt WAS aching like siao.
anywayz, house of flying daggers was really nice and promising at first. i love zhang ziyi!!! but i got really pissed towards the end cos i was rooting for andy lau [duh], and plus, zhang ziyi kept dying and waking up. apeee je. plus i dun think they focused enuff on the group itself. but of course, bottomline is tt itz better than crouching tiger. hell, tt took me 2 years to remember itz correct title.
speaking of movies, they're showing the faculty now. itz totally rekindling my love for josh hartnett!!! time to bring my josh dogtag out of mothballs! ooh and elijah wood is soooo cute!!! hehe.
anyway since i took the train home i thot maybe i'd go to the library. itz like, practically on the way home and all. so i sat there and had an apple crumble, which was horrible. it was just that: apple embedded in a lame excuse for crumbly uncooked flour. i swear. i could SMELL the flour. eee. but i was so hungry i juz finished it anyway. oh then i was doing international trade, and i looked up and saw this group of guys. and suddenly one of them smiled at me. and i was like, "waddehell? wat is this mat smiling at me for?" then i realised he was fikri. haha. so i smiled and waved back. one of his friends looks EXACTLY like sheikh haikel! i swear. hahaha. oh and i borrowed down with love! it seems pretty nice so far, but i have to finish the other book first. my bed is now laden with 5 books, and i really dun feel like returning ANY of them! sigh. someday when i'm rich i'll buy a library.

WO! singapore idol was really nice. i am in love with David Jarrod de Cruz! he's sooooooooo hot! plus he sorta reminds me of Samit. and anyone who looks like Samit has to be hot!!! and tt Christopher Michael guy is cute too! haha. anyway some of them are soooooooo funny! but that eyebrow-plucker really pisses me off man. hez so bloody self-absorbed, kan someone plz kick his ass for me? puh-leeze. i'm sure stripping will help in any way. espesh when nobody wants to watch you strip. how. annoying.
tomorrow marks the start of feverish studying. how skary. plz don't let me back out of this.

i went out for lunch with my sister, kumara, and my brother. i was still stuffed 2 hrs later. wow. oh there's a cool mini cooper outside the hello store. itz really really cute, cos i think therez this motion-activated speaker, tt plays a revving-up engine sound every time you go near it. nice.
we spent like almost 2 hrs in the pool! so. i'm definitely darker now. i think. since i diden use any tanning enhancers today or anything.
had dinner at banquet eastpoint. i was telling them my plans to move to new zealnd and marry dan carter. hehe. then we checked out this fashion. haha. acherli itz not bad larh. so. i'll try to go again next time.
ohyah i'm watching house of flying daggers on tues! kan't wait. this is almost like the time i wanted to watch hero but no one wanted to watch with me. anyway. yeah. so tt gives me about 5 hrs to study on tues. woohoo.
and tomorrow's more resting, plus the debut of singapore idol! now that is definitely what everyone's been waiting for. i still kan't believe that last year, on national day, we were at coffee club doing pw. eeee.
oh i was watching sleepover club juz now, like i sed, during studio D. and there was this beyond hot guy, who suddenly appeared! he was playing soccer, and the ball he kicked hit kenny on the head. and he was like, "are you sure you're okay? how many fingers am i holding up?" really adorable. his name is Jash Fullinfaw. hez a vik, i'm pretty sure, but prolly second-generation cos he speaks total aussie english. hottt!!! anyway in the episode, kenny falls for him, and he likes her too, and their whole budding relationship is putting her friendship with the rest of the sleepover club on the line. the final straw is when she and rosie go to meet the 2 guys [his name is liam, and his friend likes rosie] for a movie. but when the girls find out tt the movie is beethoven's 4th, they "realise" tt boys ARE stupid after all, so they go back to the sleepover club. apeee je, rite? how does a frickin' movie make boys stupid? itz juz diff tastes, ttz all. now *I* wouldn't let someone like Jash slip away, in reel life or otherwise.

Nadia told me to dream of OM. So i did. Eeps. It was a total nightmare. Which jolted me awake at d unearthly hr of 9. Sleepover club had a hot vik. Like wow. I am so gonna track him down.

ok friends! a couple of albums are up! woohoo! links on right.

the trinations match today was SO disappointing. 23-18 to the wallabies. sheesh. i was screaming and screaming and all for nothing. PLUS they took out dan carter halfway for some unfathomable reason. and he was doing well too!!! then spencer had to make all the kicks and he fumbled a penalty. yargh. there were some attempts at an all blacks try but they kept losing the ball. how frustrating. and not juz for me, obviously. anyway, the wallabies and all blacks are tied for first, and they each have one match left with the springboks so we'll see how tt goes. i will NOT be free the next 2 saturdays, if anyone wants to know. haha.
anyway i was thinking maybe i'd like to migrate to nz. they have dan carter, and hez only 22 years old! thatz like barely 4 years older than me! just nice to get married and start a beautiful life. woohoo!
i kan't believe i got home from city hall and fell right asleep! without even eating! ttz practically a first for me. and the thing is, i slept for the next 12 hours! and more! i dun understand why no one bothered to wake me up.
and while punching postcards just now, i discovered 2 postcards i was doodling on, prolly during bio lec, cos it dates back to the period of time about one year ago. and how do i know that? well cos one of the postcards is about how to stop liking xfren. itz kwite funny, cos i'm looking at it in retrospect. but i remember it wasn't so funny then. anyway it know it has to be right after nurie's party cos ttz when i got pissed at him, but it was before the awards cos ttz when i decided to stop the whole business of trying to stop liking him. haha. anyway. yah. i'm juz writing this to commemmorate comemmorate [okay, whatever] recognise the day i started liking OM, which was juz about a year ago. so yes, today is the one-year anniversary of me liking OM! haha. and therez this list on the postcard, marked the replacements, and it lists impostor [wow he was first!], OM? [yes with that question mark], Samit, etc, in tt order. and the first two were collectively labelled "new!" yes, with tt exclamation mark. anyway i juz think itz hilarious now, probably cos i dun like half the people on tt list now. but back then, samit was big. haha. not tt i don't still like samit. but he's probably in a better place now. oh God i'm crapping. i haf to stop.
ohyes. i finished my MHC. itz terrific! itz all about like, this whole embezzlement scandal embroiling a pharmaceutical research company. sort of like Michael Crichton, but MHC-style. and itz prolly like, her latest mystery! cos it was published in 2003. cool sia.
i also finished my Sophie Kinsella, which is not a mean feat, memandangkan i woke up at 515 today of my own free will and spent the bulk of the time reading. as a result, i only have one book to last me this long weekend. anyway, itz kalled can you keep a secret?, and itz the nice purple book i wanted to buy at MPH the day sya and i went to buy the beckham book. itz really nice. the last 50 pages or so got me crying till my nose stuffed up. so i'd say yes, itz better than shopaholic, and i definitely wanna buy it now. plus it still sounds like shafa, of course, which also makes me laugh [to myself in the bus! alone! the embarrassment!]. so, you know. a book tt makes you laugh AND cry? a must-read, right? so get it.
i had so much more to say. but as usual, dah luper. so byez.

there was this guy who got on the train at kallang and immediately gave me a weird look. PLUS he was cute. dyed blonde hair, growing out very obviously. tallish, kurus but slightly muscular, cool adidas shirt or smthg, with cool shorts and a cool bag. okay hez cool. race uncertain, maybe a tanned manjen, maybe a light brown mim. so what was he doing giving me a weird look rite? i dunno. maybe hez izwan, he looks abit like what i remember of him. and when he got off at bedok he shot me tt weird look again. so yeah. prolly.
since i unexpectedly took the train home today, i thot maybe i'd go to the library, get some work done. so i did. i borrowed some book, then i went to the cafe and bought a smoothie and sat there for one hour [or two] and did some statistics. kwite fun larh. and therez a nice rack of postcards like, 2 steps away, so i went there and got really cool zhang ziyi postcards!!! woohoo! haha. so i kan start making my notes soon. like saturday. i promise.
ohyah. civics breakfast. uneventful lah. but good effort, i'd say. jireh's so funny!!!! i ate like 4 pieces of kosong prata. crazy. i juz kept eating and eating and eating. haha.
you know what, i love mcfly. they're amazing. their songs are like, so beatles-like. i don't know how songs from different periods of time sound different from the rest, but i know tt you kan always tell. and mcfly's songs sound like they come from like couple of decades ago. really really happyish songs. love them!

"a balanced stomach is a happy tummy. --me!!!
haha. i was eating this *fireball* of a bowl of maggi. it was SO bad tt when i walked into the kitchen after my mom cooked it, i kept coughing and choking. and after eating it, my fingers were tingly and my nose was flowing like the rapids. so i had a nice donut before drinking anything cold. otherwise you'll get stomach cramps.
okay who kares? neway juz now jon chen was really cute!!! like, there was a pebble on the floor just now, before chem, and he put one foot on it and said, "hey, i can twirl!" and proceeded to twirl [kwite gracefully, i hafta admit.]. anyway, after a while he got an audience out of us, so he took off his bag and said, "i kan be graceful, ok!" and twirled on the pebble again. this was the best cos he started singing, "the hills are alive.." i was just DYING. cos 2 seconds later he fell backwards on QT.
i went to bishan with nadia juz now to meet fana. and i bought this super-teeny tshirt for friday. but itz really small!!! and diden they say smthg about no midriff? so like yah. i'll juz borrow smthg of my brother's then. i made this excellent plan for studying these 5 days. friday i'll go to the airport if i'm feeling like it, sat is for reading chem and econs, sunday is the girls' thingy, monday is a rest day [ha.] with reading tt shd incorporate understanding. then tues i'll go to the airport and make notes for econs, and hopefully finish everything from market failure to govt intervention. with any luck, i won't be bored or clueless during econs anymore, and i might acherli get thru the case study test unscathed. ok ttz too ambitious, letz say ALIVE.
ohyes. apparently SOMEBODY also loves "yo momma's so fat" jokes, so i'll juz learn to like them larh. oh yah since fana can now receive mms, i'll send her isky fotos. yeah!
we appeared to talk alot today. but now it doesn't seem like much. why does tt always happen? i don't understand. well ok then. bye.
oohyeah baru teringat. turns out tonight's charmed was supersized!!! cool yar? so i din miss much after all.. it was really really cool, i know itz getting merepek but i love it anyway. chris is my fav addition. but i still miss cole. ohwell. we kan't have everything we want.
I'm your basic average girl
And I'm here to save the world
You can't stop me cos I'm Kim Possible
There is nothing I can't do
Cos when danger calls
Just know that I am on my way
Doesn't matter where or when there's trouble
If you just call my name--Kim Possible
Call me, beep me if you wanna reach me
When you wanna page me, it's okay
I just can't wait until
I hear my cell phone ring
Doesn't matter if it's day or night
Everything is gonna be alright
Whenever you need me baby
Call me, beep me if you wanna reach me
Doesn't matter where, doesn't matter when
I will be there for you till the very end
Danger or trouble, I'm there on the double
You know that you always can call
Kim Possible!
one of my fav cartoons, definitely.

i feel bad for clogging up this blog, all in one day. but i juz had this thing i wrote a couple of months ago.
look out of the window
at the pouring rain
maybe someday we'll be friends again
i thought it'd be like four years ago
why, i'll never know.
and it's like we never talked
we never typed
and we never smiled,
and everything i gave you
and everything you gave me
dissolves into nothingness.
i seem like less than a stranger to you
and i pretend it's the same for me
but inside i'll always remember
sweet words
and crunching popcorn;
sappy love songs
and two girls in green dresses.
maybe it's the wind
maybe it's the rain
maybe someday we'll be friends again.

woohoo!!! i have one of the nicest songs frm monsoon wedding!!!! success!!! haha. itz the song where ayesha dances, the night before the wedding.. shez supposed to dance with varun, but hez all sulky cos hez going to boarding skl, so he bails on her, and she begs aussie "idiot" rahul to dance with her, but HE'S afraid of making a fool of himself, so he refuses. anyway before i relate the entire story of monsoon wedding, i'll stop here. haha.
ooh i checked out the ruff class vid juz now. and therez this horribly accurate shot of me, giving the window a double-take!!! how. embarrassing. i will personally be on the video-editing committee to ensure tt this piece of injustice does not worm itself into the rj archives.
till nx time!

*sniffs*
well, i'm back from watching casper. acherli i wouldn't say "back", since i haven't gone offline since i got home at 430. anyway, from the movie, i've learnt a few things:
1. my tear ducts and nasal system are both working perfectly.
2. i still love devon sawa!!!
3. i love casper.
"Kat? ...Can I keep you?"

i REALLY should be doing my econs now, but i keep thinking "later". i swear, tmr or thurs i'll juz hafta stay at the pasir ris library and do some work. i know i do all my work during skl hours, but i don't think ttz enuff anymore.
ohyah. thanks to ili for informing me about casper today. so i'll just remind everyone tt therez an episode of wade robson at 9pm on thurs. juz in case anyone wants to watch this hottie [reminiscent of adam and rating only second to mercury in the hotlist] in action!!!
ohyes. new webbie to announce. not mine, of course. nicksplat.com, for those who don't already watch nickelodeon, is a really cute webbie for nicktoon-lovers. and you kan sign up, and have your own blog on the website! itz really cool. sort of like a friendster+blogger, only targeted at kids so itz HOW much more colourful and cartoony.. very very nice. and you get to read episode guides of yur fav cartoons and everything. basically, great website for anyone who kan't seem to grow up, like me. i think i spotted a guy who's 24 on one of the blogs! haha.

woohoo!!! my blog is back up, thanks to the brilliant analytical skills of MY BRAIN.
malas nak tulis bynk2 for now, but letz all congratulate haresh for getting the SIA scholarship! woohoo!

I juz had d horriblest time at track finals!

i had this horrible nightmare involving OM. i was in the school hall, with sum friends. and then sya nudged me and hissed, "OM!" so i looked up, and yah, he was in the gallery. and there was setan and lumut and xfren and whoever elses. k, so after looking at him for awhile, i went back to normal life. then suddenly i heard lumut's voice, it sounded like he was reading something out loud. and it turned out he was reading a whole page of stuffs i'd written about OM!!! i diden dare look up for a looong time, and when i finally did, only xfren was still there, sniggering at me.
ee. what. a. horrible. dream. to pay me back for today, no doubt.
speaking of today, i watched chicago. itz not tt great. acherli i was sooper bored alot of the time. maybe cos i like colourful. and the movie is too.. dark-and-light-contrasted.
argh i still hafta do application qn!!! annoying shit.

yest there was sum article in the new paper about this graffiti-like poster found at chinatown mrt, tt caused people to panic. wanna know why? it wasn't the likeness of a man in a helmet, which was the focus of the poster. it was the arabic words written across the top. they interviewed sum arabic teacher and he confirmed they were arabic letters, but tt they din spell out any coherent word. okay, i could be totally off the mark here, but i'm pretty sure the letters spell out SIAL. so. yes. nothing to be panicked about, really. i mean, itz juz a minor expletive. although ttz too strong a word to describe it, really. anyway, do check it out. i'm sure if it were sum chinese characters, no one would give 2 shits. but really, people. there ARE chinese terrorists in this world. what if i dropped a book written in arabic? wld i get arrested because of the unstable nerves of some manjen? PLEASE.
i watched ella enchanted just now!!! i went with filza, we wanted to go to lido but bad showtimes, so we ended up watching at TM. haha. and on the train there was this guy who i HONESTLY believed was akil!!! but i was too skared to ask. ohwellz. on the escalator down from tampines mrt, i was like, "plz let me see hichael." but nooooo.. no hichael, unfortunately. but i met yan outside century square! hahaha.. we were like, hi.. hi.. hi.. bye.. i wanted to talked to her, but i din know what to say. haha.
so anyway. ella enchanted was soooooooooooo nice! i was HOW dying!!! anne hathaway is lovely, the prince is cute in a messy way, and parminder nagra [or whatever her name is, from bend it] is incredibly sweet!!! and it combines elements from cinderella, sleeping beauty, snow white, and everything tt was ever written about ogres and giants and elves and fairies.. oooh and the SONGS! the song tt ella sang at the giants' wedding was sooooooooooo nice!!! and funny! the transvestites chorus cracked me up! tt was like my favourite scene. and there's a nice musical finale at the end.. really lovely. not to mention the interesting blend of modern culture and victorian elements, and the sheer colour spectrum the movie transcends!!! colour is like a mandatory requirement with me. this is like a romantic comedy for the young at heart! ..or something. anyway, if you're anything like me, watch it!

i woke up at 730 this morning. haha. y? cos i fell asleep at 4 yest. haha. watched freaky friday [yes, on a friday.] and then went to sleep. wat a boring day. but nice and cool and all. watching rugby now. never knew so many cute big guys existed. bye.

i just finished messing around with my photos.. now i haf a new wallpaper--woohoo! and a couple of other fotos for fana.
anyway sputnik sweetheart [by haruki murakami, translated frm jap to english] was so nice i thot i'd write sum stuffs here. okay, so there's this guy, he's in love with his best friend, Sumire. but SHE'S in love with her boss, this thirtysomething woman called Miu. anyway Sumire and Miu go on this pseudo-business trip to Italy then Greece. and Sumire tells Miu tt she likes her but Miu is just not a lesbian, so Sumire is rejected. and that very night Sumire disappears. Miu gets this guy to come to Greece to help look for her, but they never find her. and they're forced to go back to Japan and lead their normal lives, but the poor guy kan hardly function, he misses Sumire so much. and he'll just sit by his fone every night, imagining Sumire calling him from the phone box near her home [she used to have no residential fone], dressed exactly as she was a couple of years ago, when she used to kall him at 3 a.m. or thereabouts. until one day the fone DOES ring. and itz Sumire, amazingly. before she hangs up again she says, "And I really wanted to see you, too. When I couldn't see you anymore, I realised that. It was as clear as if the planets all of a sudden lined up in a row for me. I really need you. You're a part of me; I'm a part of you. You know, somewhere--I'm not sure at all where--I think I cut something's throat. Sharpening my knife, my heart a stone. Symbolically, like making a gate in China. Do you understand what I'm saying?"
yeah. itz really nice. everyone shd read it.

suaner was dangerously close to me in econs lec just now. haha. well i really haf nth much to say. bye.

Yest tilani was in d train. Haha. I think he finishd ns. Neway it was fairly fun yest, lotsa colours, sounds n faces. N one of d vs guys wore a black baju kurung, which soothd my outness. N in 81 home, dere was a cute guy, reminiscent of ammar, wearg another black baju kurung. N he lives really near me! Btw tilani, i mean haresh, is here n he has a hockey stick, so like wow, hez going for traing!

yes i forgot to mention.. guess who showed up in skl last wednesday with cikgu as we were walking away from the cupboard? hasan and muslim!!! woohoo!
anyway. i got my OBS letter back today. yes. finally. itz postmarked 17 july. so yea ttz really late. well itz back, at any rate. and i was doing all sorts of little tasks to avoid reading it, acherli. but finally i juz forced myself to read it. i slit open the envelope and read it. and yea, juz as i feared, it contained copious amounts of OM-related stuff. it was prolly like 50% of the letter or smthg. how. annoying. the most annoying part is tt it wouldn't be annoying AT ALL if the friggin photo had juz come out. -catatonic- but who am i to question God's will. "I can't believe I'm sitting here with the ants and mozzies and grasshoppers and worrying about ****[capitals]. But like I sed, one of my goals here does involve him.." and in response to tt excerpt, may i juz say tt i can't believe i'm sitting here with a gp essay to do, and exams to think about, and worrying about him still. i honestly don't know whatz wrong with me. sigh. these days, OBS seems to come back to me more often, and more effortlessly than ever before. why is that? i really don't care to think about it, but if i ever have extra thinking time, i think ttz one of the things i shd be thinking about.
so. tt concludes OBS for now. i kan still hear my brother strumming my dad's guitar. yes my brother is now on this guitar-playing kick. another of his cool-noble pursuits. itz kwite funny really. and takes some getting used to. i mean, i'll be waking up from a nap, and i'll hear this like, bass-ish tune, and i'll get disoriented, then i'll realise itz coming frm my own hse!!! haha. okay not funny, acherli.
i finished reading sputnik sweetheart. yes even tho i juz started it today. now we know what i do on the bus instead of studying. itz really nice, about this guy who's totally in love with his best friend [a gerl], but the gerl doesn't know it [of course], and anyway shez in love with this older married woman [but of course! it was so obvious!]. and one day she ups and disappears while on a getaway with the woman in greece. well, my catty comments aside, itz a nice book, really.. compelling, if ttz how you put it. itz like, you want to read every single word on the page, drinking everything in. really nice. don't let the title fool you. it has almost nothing to do with the sputnik sattelites. it was juz a topic of conversation btwn the gerl and the woman. but itz a really surreal book. seriously.
funny. i had so much to say just now. itz just tt by the time i get home, new thoughts take over and these days, there's not much room in my head so the old thoughts just get shunted away to the dark rubbish dump corner of my brain, never to be retrieved again, except maybe in that teeny space between sleep and dreams.
ella enchanted opens this week. meaning i'll watch it next week. kan't wait! i've been waiting for 2 months already!

i just watched the joy luck club. nice! itz really interesting and so so sad. all about mother-and-daughter relationships, really. haha. somehow tt reminds me of shafa. now i'm watching nip/tuck and it is getting SO scandalous i think it shd be removed from the tv waves! ha. but i still watch it, so who am i to recommend tv reforms?
anyway, ttz really not the event of the day. it'd be the ultimate greek god we met at jiahan's condo this afternoon! he is HOT with a sizzling H!!! okay, so hez neither greek nor a god. but. he has a great physique, a bronzed bod [which is, btw, past the boundaries of golden, and which i would kill for], a great head of dark hair with strands of gold, and great patience with kids!!! not to mention the fact tt hez handsome, and falls under the category of O in CIMO [hez eurasian]. ANYWAY, hez acherli this swimming instructor, he was there to teach this 3-yr-old boy, and he was patient, of course. even tho the boy kept having to go pee. guess where he peed? the shower! the OUTDOOR shower, i might add. and there the security guard was, verifying our student status. whatever. yah so anyway it appears tt this might be a weekly thing, and it starts around 3 and ends around 4-plus.. on fridays. haha. we've decided to call him mercury. for subtly obvious reasons. hm. wat else. ohyah he SO knows tt hez hot larh! he kept turning to like, stare at us! yargh.
we also had dikir again. altho i was like one and a half hrs late, it appears i diden miss anything. sheesh. then we went home, met andrew fang at city hall, and he was totally amused at nadia!!! haha. cute. nadia, btw, was high on like, mac's or smthg. she totally died at the prospect of OM having a big butt. like, !!!!
oooh n yest we had dikir also, and sayur and tt nice softball guy [darn i forgot his name again!] are also in!!! woohoo!
wednesday we did cip at salvation army. it was so fun!!! great place to shop!!! i had only 3 bucks to my name so i juz got an MHC. one of her earlier ones, i think. hardcover. i'm so excited to read it! but first i have to finish the 2 library books. on top of doing my gp essay, etc.
tt shd be it. since i forgot what happened last week anyway. nitez.

i was too malas to go online, but i might as well since i'm supposed to stay awake. haha. i fell asleep during smallville, ttz how tiring pe was! but now itz 10 things, which is what i'm really staying awake for. as of this moment i have about an hour to go. till i can finally fall asleep.
okay so fiestari was okay. i prayed for us to get thru it successfully, and we did, by my standards. almost perfect execution. xcept for the un-completeness of the steps. ohwell. there was a cute guy from gan eng seng sec, teeny eyes, nice tan, spiky hair, medium-tall. unfortunately he has a gf. he was talking to her on his phone the whole time after the comp. like all the way to amk mrt. so. yah. then we ate at amiran's. the service was even worse than the last time, if ttz possible. i was all ready to barge into the kitchen and take over the cooking myself. i also displayed my amazing brainiac skills when i figured out who the pretty tudunged girl sitting at the next table was. after confidently declaring, "she's probably on tv or smthg.." i ran thru names of rj alumni in my head and hissed, "thalha! sharifah thalha!" haha. she was the girl who connected with baba during rj phr over their nicknames [baba and aha or smthg]. anyway, she was so nice, she acherli came to talk to us and asked our names although she diden know who we were. i also met my sister n kumara in a coffeeshop in the next lorong.
and lauk just looks better and better every day. i could not tear my eyes off him at the specs gall just now!!! haha.

Eh i forgot to add. After d movie i saw frappe. W his gf, of cos. N he smiled at me again! Hebat! I mean it was so crowded but he still noticed me! Woohoo!

i'm SO hungry. haven't blogged in sumtime so i'll go reverse chronologically.
spent more time in the library today. i'm really beginning to like tt place. espesh when OM pays a visit. haha. then filza finished pract early as usual so we went to mac's. "steven teo" has finally changed his nametag. his name is ruddy. wahahaha. he is HILARIOUS. i kan't get a straw without him saying hi. but itz really nice to have a friendly face around. hez so full of crap itz funny after all. after econs lect we waited ard for shaf, then we went to lido to catch mean girls. it is SO great! colourful [everyone knows i love colourful movies], hilarious [Amanda Seyfried's Karen is reminiscent of another bimbo we all know and love], the representation of high skl life is soooo cool, and the cute guys pop out at every corner!!! the obvious one would be Jonathan Bennett's Aaron, of course. but i absolutely have the biggest crush on Rajiv Surendra's Kevin Gnapoor!!!! he reminded us ALL of a certain ex-fren, and yah guess what he said to Cady? "Sorry, but I only date coloured." Like wow! SOME people cld learn from tt!
i'm really hungry. be back later.

i'm still really sleepy, the eyebags/rings are horrible.
anyway guess what i found in the library today?!?! princess!!! by jean sasson!!! the prequel to princess sultana's daughters! itz really great.. eye-opening.. painful.. and i get to find out things about my own religion i never knew, being a non-alimist myself.
we got the costumes today, after not less than 9397521 mozzie bites, 2 hours of waiting, and staring at costumes colourful enough to shame a rainbow. there was another group of gerls from north vista sec.. 6 of them.. all minah-ly dressed and stuff. but they were nice and funny, acherli.. although they talked like mats!!! funn-ay.
ohyah therez this new show on disney channel, itz kalled my wife and kids, and the guy in the lead is soooooooo cute!!! hez like extremely adorable.. with a shiny bald head. wahaha. but yah he makes even tt look good.

Heyhey. Left skl rite after gp w jonchen, josh, mag, pat, cj, dan, julian n jiahan. We watchd windstruck at ps. Met fai - we stard at each other lotz. d movie was great, really funny then really sad. Laffd lotz, cried plenty. Cj too. D last part is DAMN funny! Saw fai again. Tarian was great, lauk n OM both made appearances! Oh n cute mim ac guy was in my train! Whee!

i'm hungry.
well juz wanted to post a note before i sleep. had tarian today, it was kwite nice acherli. there was also a cute guy working at the starbucks at the mysterious building [itz only mysterious cos i dunno what building it is. but itz juz outside tanjong pagar mrt.].
and here i am, still online juz cos i'm scavenging for fotos. i found one each of lauk, my orang-yg-boleh-mampoz, adam, and me at kala. haha.
oh and wholivesnearyou.com is back up. so sign up now!!!
time to sleep. nitez.
[more tarian this week, so dun expect any news.]

had a great time at ili's hse.. watched endless movies, and had dinner at pizza hut. most of the conversation appeared to revolved around burger, interestingly.
yest we had tarian at rgs. i was late because of my utter stupidity. i also had to pay $1.40 as a result of aforementioned stupidity. ANYWAY. after tarian, we all took 105 to far east, and guess who was at the far east bus stop??!?!?!? one hint--hez dark and handsome. wowz. of all places, at all times!!! he was with fazly and whoever-elses. haha. anyway, then while we were in starbucks, we saw shafa with her mom waiting for the lift!!! cool sey. judging from the bags, they were shopping. and judging from where they were at tt point, i'd say they were going to eat at jon's salon. haha. how nice. baba and i were sighing for hours afterward, wishing we had even half of tt.
then we went to bits n pieces, got baba's ear pierced again, then we joined the guys at topman. the shirts are soooooooooo nice!!! and the labels are so cute, they say things like "GOING OUT" and "SMART". so cool. and guess who else we saw in there? [besides fiona xie, who, btw, was sporting a to-die-for golden tan.] HL guy!!! you know, hair-library guy?!?!? his hair is back to normal, thanks to ns. haha. so yeah hez still cute. and on the escalator down there was air, but without lauk or nasi tt means nothing.
and today i've been stoning around all day. if my plan goes well i shd be able to watch 4 movies: matilda, he sees you when you're sleeping [this way-cool Christmas book of MHC, print-to-screen], clueless, monsoon wedding [i will never tire of tt movie. i lurve rahul!], and maybe 30 minutes of the un-scary Americanised version of the ring.
btw, isn't matilda set in like, England? why is it set in the US now? how. annoying. oh and the younger matilda reminds me of fatin. as in, filza's little sister. so cute and white!!!

I keep seeing these beautiful little boys n gerls. But more boys than gerls. Haha. N they're so cute! This is an attempt to make me un-hate noisy kids.

today started out great, acherli.. did anyone else notice the dark morning sky? it was soooooooo dark and cloudy, but with streaks of light.. really beautiful in an alternative sort of way. haha. well since it looked like it was gonna rain i decided to take the early bus instead of skipping it. and as a result i spent the bus ride staring at burger's hair. and then, when i was walking in, i saw lauk!!! woohoo!!! haven't seen him since econs.
and 5 minutes before chem started, decaf appeared in the aisle, and i was wondering why he was sesat there.. he was just pacing up and down.. then he said to someone, "oh she doesn't take chem?" then he ended up standing next to me and he sed, "can u pass this to her?" and disappeared as quickly as he came. so i managed to squeak out, "oh.. thanks!" to his retreating back.
chem itself was fine. i think. as usual, i couldn't finish the paper. itz okay. the last time i could acherli finish a paper was in secondary school. those days are long over.
we went to watch spiderman 2. but sometimes the process is more important than the product. as in, we took 111 to orchard, with what seemed like the REST of the school. practically everyone in the bus was frm rj. how cool is tt? itz like an excursion on an SBS bus! then hana msged to tell us that ex-fren n frens were buying tix too. which led me to lead filza and ili in a briskwalk to lido. haha. we caught them at the bottom of the escalator, acherli. OM, ex-fren, decaf, latte. anyway then we hung out at lido till 1245, and hana n i went to the toilet, and we saw them going back up!!! this time it was OM, latte and--wait for it--*KILLI*!!! woohoo! he has bad hair, though. anyway yah turns out they were sitting 8 rows infront of us.. jauh giler. ohwell.
okay itz time.. spiderman 2 spoilers ahead... itz more than 2 hrs long, which is great.. itz really painful at first, seeing him struggle with his job[s], his [non-]love life, his financial worries.. and suddenly he loses his powers, his eyesight worsens again, he somehow goes back to being plain old peter parker minus spiderman. itz really sad when he throws away his costume in the trash. and on the romance front, MJ is engaged to this lembek-looking guy, who's also sum astronaut and the son of the editor of the daily bugle. this guy will give u mixed feelings. he appears cute at first, then somehow looks more and more gay as the movie goes on. harry osborn is suddenly cute. like wow. he still hates spiderman, though. and peter tells aunt may how he was really involved in uncle ben's death. there's this cute neighbour of theirs, hez apparently 9, his name is henry jackson, played by jason fiore-ortiz, maybe he'll be someone major in spiderman 3 if anyone else realises how cute he is. and dr. ock acherli starts out as a really nice and likeable guy, itz juz those mechanical arms that take over him. sad, tt. well, anyway, one day peter gets his spidey powers back. ohyah itz when hez in this cafe with MJ and hez trying to lie that he doesn't love her. and ock bursts in. and grabs MJ. so what else is new? if the police haven't made a connection, they must be really dense. well in the process of rescuing MJ and saving NY from a fusion experiment of ock's tt is about to go wrong, spiderman reveals his identity to a whole compartment of train passengers, plus the driver, harry, otto octavius, AND MJ. needless to say, MJ is saved again. dr. ock manages to regain control over his mechanical arms and redeems himself by drowning his experiment [read: the only way to destroy it], and himself in the process. but wait! itz not over yet! MJ's still engaged to the gay guy, remember? so she deserts him at the altar [ha! in your face!], and runs all the way to peter's apartment in her wedding dress, smiling. and hez standing there brooding in the balcony, then he turns around and sees her standing in the doorway. and she says, "I have always been standing in your doorway.." she's willing to take the risk of being spiderman's gf, so of cos they end up together. FINALLY! and the prelude to the next instalment is tt harry is standing in the study or whatever, and hears the phantom green goblin voice.. he breaks a mirror in his rage and discovers the secret green goblin chamber. so he'll be the new green goblin in the next one. we better watch out for that one!
then everything turned sour for the rest of the day, owing to our discovery of the closing-down of ritchie riche!!! why?!?!?!?!
that said, goodnight!