the trinations match today was SO disappointing. 23-18 to the wallabies. sheesh. i was screaming and screaming and all for nothing. PLUS they took out dan carter halfway for some unfathomable reason. and he was doing well too!!! then spencer had to make all the kicks and he fumbled a penalty. yargh. there were some attempts at an all blacks try but they kept losing the ball. how frustrating. and not juz for me, obviously. anyway, the wallabies and all blacks are tied for first, and they each have one match left with the springboks so we'll see how tt goes. i will NOT be free the next 2 saturdays, if anyone wants to know. haha.
anyway i was thinking maybe i'd like to migrate to nz. they have dan carter, and hez only 22 years old! thatz like barely 4 years older than me! just nice to get married and start a beautiful life. woohoo!
i kan't believe i got home from city hall and fell right asleep! without even eating! ttz practically a first for me. and the thing is, i slept for the next 12 hours! and more! i dun understand why no one bothered to wake me up.
and while punching postcards just now, i discovered 2 postcards i was doodling on, prolly during bio lec, cos it dates back to the period of time about one year ago. and how do i know that? well cos one of the postcards is about how to stop liking xfren. itz kwite funny, cos i'm looking at it in retrospect. but i remember it wasn't so funny then. anyway it know it has to be right after nurie's party cos ttz when i got pissed at him, but it was before the awards cos ttz when i decided to stop the whole business of trying to stop liking him. haha. anyway. yah. i'm juz writing this to commemmorate comemmorate [okay, whatever] recognise the day i started liking OM, which was juz about a year ago. so yes, today is the one-year anniversary of me liking OM! haha. and therez this list on the postcard, marked the replacements, and it lists impostor [wow he was first!], OM? [yes with that question mark], Samit, etc, in tt order. and the first two were collectively labelled "new!" yes, with tt exclamation mark. anyway i juz think itz hilarious now, probably cos i dun like half the people on tt list now. but back then, samit was big. haha. not tt i don't still like samit. but he's probably in a better place now. oh God i'm crapping. i haf to stop.
ohyes. i finished my MHC. itz terrific! itz all about like, this whole embezzlement scandal embroiling a pharmaceutical research company. sort of like Michael Crichton, but MHC-style. and itz prolly like, her latest mystery! cos it was published in 2003. cool sia.
i also finished my Sophie Kinsella, which is not a mean feat, memandangkan i woke up at 515 today of my own free will and spent the bulk of the time reading. as a result, i only have one book to last me this long weekend. anyway, itz kalled can you keep a secret?, and itz the nice purple book i wanted to buy at MPH the day sya and i went to buy the beckham book. itz really nice. the last 50 pages or so got me crying till my nose stuffed up. so i'd say yes, itz better than shopaholic, and i definitely wanna buy it now. plus it still sounds like shafa, of course, which also makes me laugh [to myself in the bus! alone! the embarrassment!]. so, you know. a book tt makes you laugh AND cry? a must-read, right? so get it.
i had so much more to say. but as usual, dah luper. so byez.

there was this guy who got on the train at kallang and immediately gave me a weird look. PLUS he was cute. dyed blonde hair, growing out very obviously. tallish, kurus but slightly muscular, cool adidas shirt or smthg, with cool shorts and a cool bag. okay hez cool. race uncertain, maybe a tanned manjen, maybe a light brown mim. so what was he doing giving me a weird look rite? i dunno. maybe hez izwan, he looks abit like what i remember of him. and when he got off at bedok he shot me tt weird look again. so yeah. prolly.
since i unexpectedly took the train home today, i thot maybe i'd go to the library, get some work done. so i did. i borrowed some book, then i went to the cafe and bought a smoothie and sat there for one hour [or two] and did some statistics. kwite fun larh. and therez a nice rack of postcards like, 2 steps away, so i went there and got really cool zhang ziyi postcards!!! woohoo! haha. so i kan start making my notes soon. like saturday. i promise.
ohyah. civics breakfast. uneventful lah. but good effort, i'd say. jireh's so funny!!!! i ate like 4 pieces of kosong prata. crazy. i juz kept eating and eating and eating. haha.
you know what, i love mcfly. they're amazing. their songs are like, so beatles-like. i don't know how songs from different periods of time sound different from the rest, but i know tt you kan always tell. and mcfly's songs sound like they come from like couple of decades ago. really really happyish songs. love them!

"a balanced stomach is a happy tummy. --me!!!
haha. i was eating this *fireball* of a bowl of maggi. it was SO bad tt when i walked into the kitchen after my mom cooked it, i kept coughing and choking. and after eating it, my fingers were tingly and my nose was flowing like the rapids. so i had a nice donut before drinking anything cold. otherwise you'll get stomach cramps.
okay who kares? neway juz now jon chen was really cute!!! like, there was a pebble on the floor just now, before chem, and he put one foot on it and said, "hey, i can twirl!" and proceeded to twirl [kwite gracefully, i hafta admit.]. anyway, after a while he got an audience out of us, so he took off his bag and said, "i kan be graceful, ok!" and twirled on the pebble again. this was the best cos he started singing, "the hills are alive.." i was just DYING. cos 2 seconds later he fell backwards on QT.
i went to bishan with nadia juz now to meet fana. and i bought this super-teeny tshirt for friday. but itz really small!!! and diden they say smthg about no midriff? so like yah. i'll juz borrow smthg of my brother's then. i made this excellent plan for studying these 5 days. friday i'll go to the airport if i'm feeling like it, sat is for reading chem and econs, sunday is the girls' thingy, monday is a rest day [ha.] with reading tt shd incorporate understanding. then tues i'll go to the airport and make notes for econs, and hopefully finish everything from market failure to govt intervention. with any luck, i won't be bored or clueless during econs anymore, and i might acherli get thru the case study test unscathed. ok ttz too ambitious, letz say ALIVE.
ohyes. apparently SOMEBODY also loves "yo momma's so fat" jokes, so i'll juz learn to like them larh. oh yah since fana can now receive mms, i'll send her isky fotos. yeah!
we appeared to talk alot today. but now it doesn't seem like much. why does tt always happen? i don't understand. well ok then. bye.
oohyeah baru teringat. turns out tonight's charmed was supersized!!! cool yar? so i din miss much after all.. it was really really cool, i know itz getting merepek but i love it anyway. chris is my fav addition. but i still miss cole. ohwell. we kan't have everything we want.
I'm your basic average girl
And I'm here to save the world
You can't stop me cos I'm Kim Possible
There is nothing I can't do
Cos when danger calls
Just know that I am on my way
Doesn't matter where or when there's trouble
If you just call my name--Kim Possible
Call me, beep me if you wanna reach me
When you wanna page me, it's okay
I just can't wait until
I hear my cell phone ring
Doesn't matter if it's day or night
Everything is gonna be alright
Whenever you need me baby
Call me, beep me if you wanna reach me
Doesn't matter where, doesn't matter when
I will be there for you till the very end
Danger or trouble, I'm there on the double
You know that you always can call
Kim Possible!
one of my fav cartoons, definitely.

i feel bad for clogging up this blog, all in one day. but i juz had this thing i wrote a couple of months ago.
look out of the window
at the pouring rain
maybe someday we'll be friends again
i thought it'd be like four years ago
why, i'll never know.
and it's like we never talked
we never typed
and we never smiled,
and everything i gave you
and everything you gave me
dissolves into nothingness.
i seem like less than a stranger to you
and i pretend it's the same for me
but inside i'll always remember
sweet words
and crunching popcorn;
sappy love songs
and two girls in green dresses.
maybe it's the wind
maybe it's the rain
maybe someday we'll be friends again.

woohoo!!! i have one of the nicest songs frm monsoon wedding!!!! success!!! haha. itz the song where ayesha dances, the night before the wedding.. shez supposed to dance with varun, but hez all sulky cos hez going to boarding skl, so he bails on her, and she begs aussie "idiot" rahul to dance with her, but HE'S afraid of making a fool of himself, so he refuses. anyway before i relate the entire story of monsoon wedding, i'll stop here. haha.
ooh i checked out the ruff class vid juz now. and therez this horribly accurate shot of me, giving the window a double-take!!! how. embarrassing. i will personally be on the video-editing committee to ensure tt this piece of injustice does not worm itself into the rj archives.
till nx time!

*sniffs*
well, i'm back from watching casper. acherli i wouldn't say "back", since i haven't gone offline since i got home at 430. anyway, from the movie, i've learnt a few things:
1. my tear ducts and nasal system are both working perfectly.
2. i still love devon sawa!!!
3. i love casper.
"Kat? ...Can I keep you?"

i REALLY should be doing my econs now, but i keep thinking "later". i swear, tmr or thurs i'll juz hafta stay at the pasir ris library and do some work. i know i do all my work during skl hours, but i don't think ttz enuff anymore.
ohyah. thanks to ili for informing me about casper today. so i'll just remind everyone tt therez an episode of wade robson at 9pm on thurs. juz in case anyone wants to watch this hottie [reminiscent of adam and rating only second to mercury in the hotlist] in action!!!
ohyes. new webbie to announce. not mine, of course. nicksplat.com, for those who don't already watch nickelodeon, is a really cute webbie for nicktoon-lovers. and you kan sign up, and have your own blog on the website! itz really cool. sort of like a friendster+blogger, only targeted at kids so itz HOW much more colourful and cartoony.. very very nice. and you get to read episode guides of yur fav cartoons and everything. basically, great website for anyone who kan't seem to grow up, like me. i think i spotted a guy who's 24 on one of the blogs! haha.

woohoo!!! my blog is back up, thanks to the brilliant analytical skills of MY BRAIN.
malas nak tulis bynk2 for now, but letz all congratulate haresh for getting the SIA scholarship! woohoo!

I juz had d horriblest time at track finals!

i had this horrible nightmare involving OM. i was in the school hall, with sum friends. and then sya nudged me and hissed, "OM!" so i looked up, and yah, he was in the gallery. and there was setan and lumut and xfren and whoever elses. k, so after looking at him for awhile, i went back to normal life. then suddenly i heard lumut's voice, it sounded like he was reading something out loud. and it turned out he was reading a whole page of stuffs i'd written about OM!!! i diden dare look up for a looong time, and when i finally did, only xfren was still there, sniggering at me.
ee. what. a. horrible. dream. to pay me back for today, no doubt.
speaking of today, i watched chicago. itz not tt great. acherli i was sooper bored alot of the time. maybe cos i like colourful. and the movie is too.. dark-and-light-contrasted.
argh i still hafta do application qn!!! annoying shit.

yest there was sum article in the new paper about this graffiti-like poster found at chinatown mrt, tt caused people to panic. wanna know why? it wasn't the likeness of a man in a helmet, which was the focus of the poster. it was the arabic words written across the top. they interviewed sum arabic teacher and he confirmed they were arabic letters, but tt they din spell out any coherent word. okay, i could be totally off the mark here, but i'm pretty sure the letters spell out SIAL. so. yes. nothing to be panicked about, really. i mean, itz juz a minor expletive. although ttz too strong a word to describe it, really. anyway, do check it out. i'm sure if it were sum chinese characters, no one would give 2 shits. but really, people. there ARE chinese terrorists in this world. what if i dropped a book written in arabic? wld i get arrested because of the unstable nerves of some manjen? PLEASE.
i watched ella enchanted just now!!! i went with filza, we wanted to go to lido but bad showtimes, so we ended up watching at TM. haha. and on the train there was this guy who i HONESTLY believed was akil!!! but i was too skared to ask. ohwellz. on the escalator down from tampines mrt, i was like, "plz let me see hichael." but nooooo.. no hichael, unfortunately. but i met yan outside century square! hahaha.. we were like, hi.. hi.. hi.. bye.. i wanted to talked to her, but i din know what to say. haha.
so anyway. ella enchanted was soooooooooooo nice! i was HOW dying!!! anne hathaway is lovely, the prince is cute in a messy way, and parminder nagra [or whatever her name is, from bend it] is incredibly sweet!!! and it combines elements from cinderella, sleeping beauty, snow white, and everything tt was ever written about ogres and giants and elves and fairies.. oooh and the SONGS! the song tt ella sang at the giants' wedding was sooooooooooo nice!!! and funny! the transvestites chorus cracked me up! tt was like my favourite scene. and there's a nice musical finale at the end.. really lovely. not to mention the interesting blend of modern culture and victorian elements, and the sheer colour spectrum the movie transcends!!! colour is like a mandatory requirement with me. this is like a romantic comedy for the young at heart! ..or something. anyway, if you're anything like me, watch it!

i woke up at 730 this morning. haha. y? cos i fell asleep at 4 yest. haha. watched freaky friday [yes, on a friday.] and then went to sleep. wat a boring day. but nice and cool and all. watching rugby now. never knew so many cute big guys existed. bye.

i just finished messing around with my photos.. now i haf a new wallpaper--woohoo! and a couple of other fotos for fana.
anyway sputnik sweetheart [by haruki murakami, translated frm jap to english] was so nice i thot i'd write sum stuffs here. okay, so there's this guy, he's in love with his best friend, Sumire. but SHE'S in love with her boss, this thirtysomething woman called Miu. anyway Sumire and Miu go on this pseudo-business trip to Italy then Greece. and Sumire tells Miu tt she likes her but Miu is just not a lesbian, so Sumire is rejected. and that very night Sumire disappears. Miu gets this guy to come to Greece to help look for her, but they never find her. and they're forced to go back to Japan and lead their normal lives, but the poor guy kan hardly function, he misses Sumire so much. and he'll just sit by his fone every night, imagining Sumire calling him from the phone box near her home [she used to have no residential fone], dressed exactly as she was a couple of years ago, when she used to kall him at 3 a.m. or thereabouts. until one day the fone DOES ring. and itz Sumire, amazingly. before she hangs up again she says, "And I really wanted to see you, too. When I couldn't see you anymore, I realised that. It was as clear as if the planets all of a sudden lined up in a row for me. I really need you. You're a part of me; I'm a part of you. You know, somewhere--I'm not sure at all where--I think I cut something's throat. Sharpening my knife, my heart a stone. Symbolically, like making a gate in China. Do you understand what I'm saying?"
yeah. itz really nice. everyone shd read it.

suaner was dangerously close to me in econs lec just now. haha. well i really haf nth much to say. bye.

Yest tilani was in d train. Haha. I think he finishd ns. Neway it was fairly fun yest, lotsa colours, sounds n faces. N one of d vs guys wore a black baju kurung, which soothd my outness. N in 81 home, dere was a cute guy, reminiscent of ammar, wearg another black baju kurung. N he lives really near me! Btw tilani, i mean haresh, is here n he has a hockey stick, so like wow, hez going for traing!

yes i forgot to mention.. guess who showed up in skl last wednesday with cikgu as we were walking away from the cupboard? hasan and muslim!!! woohoo!
anyway. i got my OBS letter back today. yes. finally. itz postmarked 17 july. so yea ttz really late. well itz back, at any rate. and i was doing all sorts of little tasks to avoid reading it, acherli. but finally i juz forced myself to read it. i slit open the envelope and read it. and yea, juz as i feared, it contained copious amounts of OM-related stuff. it was prolly like 50% of the letter or smthg. how. annoying. the most annoying part is tt it wouldn't be annoying AT ALL if the friggin photo had juz come out. -catatonic- but who am i to question God's will. "I can't believe I'm sitting here with the ants and mozzies and grasshoppers and worrying about ****[capitals]. But like I sed, one of my goals here does involve him.." and in response to tt excerpt, may i juz say tt i can't believe i'm sitting here with a gp essay to do, and exams to think about, and worrying about him still. i honestly don't know whatz wrong with me. sigh. these days, OBS seems to come back to me more often, and more effortlessly than ever before. why is that? i really don't care to think about it, but if i ever have extra thinking time, i think ttz one of the things i shd be thinking about.
so. tt concludes OBS for now. i kan still hear my brother strumming my dad's guitar. yes my brother is now on this guitar-playing kick. another of his cool-noble pursuits. itz kwite funny really. and takes some getting used to. i mean, i'll be waking up from a nap, and i'll hear this like, bass-ish tune, and i'll get disoriented, then i'll realise itz coming frm my own hse!!! haha. okay not funny, acherli.
i finished reading sputnik sweetheart. yes even tho i juz started it today. now we know what i do on the bus instead of studying. itz really nice, about this guy who's totally in love with his best friend [a gerl], but the gerl doesn't know it [of course], and anyway shez in love with this older married woman [but of course! it was so obvious!]. and one day she ups and disappears while on a getaway with the woman in greece. well, my catty comments aside, itz a nice book, really.. compelling, if ttz how you put it. itz like, you want to read every single word on the page, drinking everything in. really nice. don't let the title fool you. it has almost nothing to do with the sputnik sattelites. it was juz a topic of conversation btwn the gerl and the woman. but itz a really surreal book. seriously.
funny. i had so much to say just now. itz just tt by the time i get home, new thoughts take over and these days, there's not much room in my head so the old thoughts just get shunted away to the dark rubbish dump corner of my brain, never to be retrieved again, except maybe in that teeny space between sleep and dreams.
ella enchanted opens this week. meaning i'll watch it next week. kan't wait! i've been waiting for 2 months already!

i just watched the joy luck club. nice! itz really interesting and so so sad. all about mother-and-daughter relationships, really. haha. somehow tt reminds me of shafa. now i'm watching nip/tuck and it is getting SO scandalous i think it shd be removed from the tv waves! ha. but i still watch it, so who am i to recommend tv reforms?
anyway, ttz really not the event of the day. it'd be the ultimate greek god we met at jiahan's condo this afternoon! he is HOT with a sizzling H!!! okay, so hez neither greek nor a god. but. he has a great physique, a bronzed bod [which is, btw, past the boundaries of golden, and which i would kill for], a great head of dark hair with strands of gold, and great patience with kids!!! not to mention the fact tt hez handsome, and falls under the category of O in CIMO [hez eurasian]. ANYWAY, hez acherli this swimming instructor, he was there to teach this 3-yr-old boy, and he was patient, of course. even tho the boy kept having to go pee. guess where he peed? the shower! the OUTDOOR shower, i might add. and there the security guard was, verifying our student status. whatever. yah so anyway it appears tt this might be a weekly thing, and it starts around 3 and ends around 4-plus.. on fridays. haha. we've decided to call him mercury. for subtly obvious reasons. hm. wat else. ohyah he SO knows tt hez hot larh! he kept turning to like, stare at us! yargh.
we also had dikir again. altho i was like one and a half hrs late, it appears i diden miss anything. sheesh. then we went home, met andrew fang at city hall, and he was totally amused at nadia!!! haha. cute. nadia, btw, was high on like, mac's or smthg. she totally died at the prospect of OM having a big butt. like, !!!!
oooh n yest we had dikir also, and sayur and tt nice softball guy [darn i forgot his name again!] are also in!!! woohoo!
wednesday we did cip at salvation army. it was so fun!!! great place to shop!!! i had only 3 bucks to my name so i juz got an MHC. one of her earlier ones, i think. hardcover. i'm so excited to read it! but first i have to finish the 2 library books. on top of doing my gp essay, etc.
tt shd be it. since i forgot what happened last week anyway. nitez.

i was too malas to go online, but i might as well since i'm supposed to stay awake. haha. i fell asleep during smallville, ttz how tiring pe was! but now itz 10 things, which is what i'm really staying awake for. as of this moment i have about an hour to go. till i can finally fall asleep.
okay so fiestari was okay. i prayed for us to get thru it successfully, and we did, by my standards. almost perfect execution. xcept for the un-completeness of the steps. ohwell. there was a cute guy from gan eng seng sec, teeny eyes, nice tan, spiky hair, medium-tall. unfortunately he has a gf. he was talking to her on his phone the whole time after the comp. like all the way to amk mrt. so. yah. then we ate at amiran's. the service was even worse than the last time, if ttz possible. i was all ready to barge into the kitchen and take over the cooking myself. i also displayed my amazing brainiac skills when i figured out who the pretty tudunged girl sitting at the next table was. after confidently declaring, "she's probably on tv or smthg.." i ran thru names of rj alumni in my head and hissed, "thalha! sharifah thalha!" haha. she was the girl who connected with baba during rj phr over their nicknames [baba and aha or smthg]. anyway, she was so nice, she acherli came to talk to us and asked our names although she diden know who we were. i also met my sister n kumara in a coffeeshop in the next lorong.
and lauk just looks better and better every day. i could not tear my eyes off him at the specs gall just now!!! haha.

Eh i forgot to add. After d movie i saw frappe. W his gf, of cos. N he smiled at me again! Hebat! I mean it was so crowded but he still noticed me! Woohoo!

i'm SO hungry. haven't blogged in sumtime so i'll go reverse chronologically.
spent more time in the library today. i'm really beginning to like tt place. espesh when OM pays a visit. haha. then filza finished pract early as usual so we went to mac's. "steven teo" has finally changed his nametag. his name is ruddy. wahahaha. he is HILARIOUS. i kan't get a straw without him saying hi. but itz really nice to have a friendly face around. hez so full of crap itz funny after all. after econs lect we waited ard for shaf, then we went to lido to catch mean girls. it is SO great! colourful [everyone knows i love colourful movies], hilarious [Amanda Seyfried's Karen is reminiscent of another bimbo we all know and love], the representation of high skl life is soooo cool, and the cute guys pop out at every corner!!! the obvious one would be Jonathan Bennett's Aaron, of course. but i absolutely have the biggest crush on Rajiv Surendra's Kevin Gnapoor!!!! he reminded us ALL of a certain ex-fren, and yah guess what he said to Cady? "Sorry, but I only date coloured." Like wow! SOME people cld learn from tt!
i'm really hungry. be back later.

i'm still really sleepy, the eyebags/rings are horrible.
anyway guess what i found in the library today?!?! princess!!! by jean sasson!!! the prequel to princess sultana's daughters! itz really great.. eye-opening.. painful.. and i get to find out things about my own religion i never knew, being a non-alimist myself.
we got the costumes today, after not less than 9397521 mozzie bites, 2 hours of waiting, and staring at costumes colourful enough to shame a rainbow. there was another group of gerls from north vista sec.. 6 of them.. all minah-ly dressed and stuff. but they were nice and funny, acherli.. although they talked like mats!!! funn-ay.
ohyah therez this new show on disney channel, itz kalled my wife and kids, and the guy in the lead is soooooooo cute!!! hez like extremely adorable.. with a shiny bald head. wahaha. but yah he makes even tt look good.

Heyhey. Left skl rite after gp w jonchen, josh, mag, pat, cj, dan, julian n jiahan. We watchd windstruck at ps. Met fai - we stard at each other lotz. d movie was great, really funny then really sad. Laffd lotz, cried plenty. Cj too. D last part is DAMN funny! Saw fai again. Tarian was great, lauk n OM both made appearances! Oh n cute mim ac guy was in my train! Whee!

i'm hungry.
well juz wanted to post a note before i sleep. had tarian today, it was kwite nice acherli. there was also a cute guy working at the starbucks at the mysterious building [itz only mysterious cos i dunno what building it is. but itz juz outside tanjong pagar mrt.].
and here i am, still online juz cos i'm scavenging for fotos. i found one each of lauk, my orang-yg-boleh-mampoz, adam, and me at kala. haha.
oh and wholivesnearyou.com is back up. so sign up now!!!
time to sleep. nitez.
[more tarian this week, so dun expect any news.]

had a great time at ili's hse.. watched endless movies, and had dinner at pizza hut. most of the conversation appeared to revolved around burger, interestingly.
yest we had tarian at rgs. i was late because of my utter stupidity. i also had to pay $1.40 as a result of aforementioned stupidity. ANYWAY. after tarian, we all took 105 to far east, and guess who was at the far east bus stop??!?!?!? one hint--hez dark and handsome. wowz. of all places, at all times!!! he was with fazly and whoever-elses. haha. anyway, then while we were in starbucks, we saw shafa with her mom waiting for the lift!!! cool sey. judging from the bags, they were shopping. and judging from where they were at tt point, i'd say they were going to eat at jon's salon. haha. how nice. baba and i were sighing for hours afterward, wishing we had even half of tt.
then we went to bits n pieces, got baba's ear pierced again, then we joined the guys at topman. the shirts are soooooooooo nice!!! and the labels are so cute, they say things like "GOING OUT" and "SMART". so cool. and guess who else we saw in there? [besides fiona xie, who, btw, was sporting a to-die-for golden tan.] HL guy!!! you know, hair-library guy?!?!? his hair is back to normal, thanks to ns. haha. so yeah hez still cute. and on the escalator down there was air, but without lauk or nasi tt means nothing.
and today i've been stoning around all day. if my plan goes well i shd be able to watch 4 movies: matilda, he sees you when you're sleeping [this way-cool Christmas book of MHC, print-to-screen], clueless, monsoon wedding [i will never tire of tt movie. i lurve rahul!], and maybe 30 minutes of the un-scary Americanised version of the ring.
btw, isn't matilda set in like, England? why is it set in the US now? how. annoying. oh and the younger matilda reminds me of fatin. as in, filza's little sister. so cute and white!!!

I keep seeing these beautiful little boys n gerls. But more boys than gerls. Haha. N they're so cute! This is an attempt to make me un-hate noisy kids.

today started out great, acherli.. did anyone else notice the dark morning sky? it was soooooooo dark and cloudy, but with streaks of light.. really beautiful in an alternative sort of way. haha. well since it looked like it was gonna rain i decided to take the early bus instead of skipping it. and as a result i spent the bus ride staring at burger's hair. and then, when i was walking in, i saw lauk!!! woohoo!!! haven't seen him since econs.
and 5 minutes before chem started, decaf appeared in the aisle, and i was wondering why he was sesat there.. he was just pacing up and down.. then he said to someone, "oh she doesn't take chem?" then he ended up standing next to me and he sed, "can u pass this to her?" and disappeared as quickly as he came. so i managed to squeak out, "oh.. thanks!" to his retreating back.
chem itself was fine. i think. as usual, i couldn't finish the paper. itz okay. the last time i could acherli finish a paper was in secondary school. those days are long over.
we went to watch spiderman 2. but sometimes the process is more important than the product. as in, we took 111 to orchard, with what seemed like the REST of the school. practically everyone in the bus was frm rj. how cool is tt? itz like an excursion on an SBS bus! then hana msged to tell us that ex-fren n frens were buying tix too. which led me to lead filza and ili in a briskwalk to lido. haha. we caught them at the bottom of the escalator, acherli. OM, ex-fren, decaf, latte. anyway then we hung out at lido till 1245, and hana n i went to the toilet, and we saw them going back up!!! this time it was OM, latte and--wait for it--*KILLI*!!! woohoo! he has bad hair, though. anyway yah turns out they were sitting 8 rows infront of us.. jauh giler. ohwell.
okay itz time.. spiderman 2 spoilers ahead... itz more than 2 hrs long, which is great.. itz really painful at first, seeing him struggle with his job[s], his [non-]love life, his financial worries.. and suddenly he loses his powers, his eyesight worsens again, he somehow goes back to being plain old peter parker minus spiderman. itz really sad when he throws away his costume in the trash. and on the romance front, MJ is engaged to this lembek-looking guy, who's also sum astronaut and the son of the editor of the daily bugle. this guy will give u mixed feelings. he appears cute at first, then somehow looks more and more gay as the movie goes on. harry osborn is suddenly cute. like wow. he still hates spiderman, though. and peter tells aunt may how he was really involved in uncle ben's death. there's this cute neighbour of theirs, hez apparently 9, his name is henry jackson, played by jason fiore-ortiz, maybe he'll be someone major in spiderman 3 if anyone else realises how cute he is. and dr. ock acherli starts out as a really nice and likeable guy, itz juz those mechanical arms that take over him. sad, tt. well, anyway, one day peter gets his spidey powers back. ohyah itz when hez in this cafe with MJ and hez trying to lie that he doesn't love her. and ock bursts in. and grabs MJ. so what else is new? if the police haven't made a connection, they must be really dense. well in the process of rescuing MJ and saving NY from a fusion experiment of ock's tt is about to go wrong, spiderman reveals his identity to a whole compartment of train passengers, plus the driver, harry, otto octavius, AND MJ. needless to say, MJ is saved again. dr. ock manages to regain control over his mechanical arms and redeems himself by drowning his experiment [read: the only way to destroy it], and himself in the process. but wait! itz not over yet! MJ's still engaged to the gay guy, remember? so she deserts him at the altar [ha! in your face!], and runs all the way to peter's apartment in her wedding dress, smiling. and hez standing there brooding in the balcony, then he turns around and sees her standing in the doorway. and she says, "I have always been standing in your doorway.." she's willing to take the risk of being spiderman's gf, so of cos they end up together. FINALLY! and the prelude to the next instalment is tt harry is standing in the study or whatever, and hears the phantom green goblin voice.. he breaks a mirror in his rage and discovers the secret green goblin chamber. so he'll be the new green goblin in the next one. we better watch out for that one!
then everything turned sour for the rest of the day, owing to our discovery of the closing-down of ritchie riche!!! why?!?!?!?!
that said, goodnight!

heyz. just watched loosely based on a true love story, otherwise known as alex & emma. itz nice.. and sweet.. well juz ur basic chick flick, predictably.. itz cute and it has a different approach, ttz good enough.
now i'm watching the fellowship of the ring!! i juz love movies, don't you?
and to round it off, i watched X2 this morning.. haha i woke up at 7 juz to watch it.. and i managed to have breakfast and play with my hairstyler at the same time. anyway the movie's really nice, the characters have more spunk and there are more characters to love, too. so of cos i won't neglect to mention nightcrawler. haha. yeahyeah, he does look a little like OM, but it was hilarious watching him, cos he was so... polite and naive!!! and German, to boot. i tried out both the crimper and the straightener. haha. the crimper's really cool! my hair frizzed up within minutes!!! the straightener was cool too.. for the first time, i managed to see how my hair wld look rebonded. interesting look. espesh with the shorter length. the shorter length which, as i said just now, makes me look like one of the hansons when they started out. eee. therefore i will keep my hair tied up till further notice.
ohyes. the maths paper. oklah. it wasn't hot, at least. nice and cool and windy. i skipped the proving shits, of cos.. and 3d-trigo, i don't need to add. and i went back to them when i had time left. the first and third pages were not bad, after all.. it was juz the second page i had problems with. but overall, i should get by.
and tmr's my last paper, followed by i dunno what. if we're not going out i shall just swing by a starbucks and try the strawberries and cream. should be fun.

econs was just terrible!!! well acherli the essays and drq were fine, but the mcq was just terrible. well. itz okay, i got to see OM and lauk, during the break between the papers.. hehe. ili sez tt lauk is the flavour of the period. and i must say, it sounds better than flavour of the month! aww hez soooo cute!
neway, i went to the airport after tt.. itz really nice and empty on normal non-skl-holiday weekdays.. even at lunchtime.. itz really nice.. to have it all so quiet and empty. so i stayed for ard 3 hrs, doing chem. well i shd scrape thru, i think. haha.
i juz watched ginger. itz the episode where darren breaks up with her. and i CRIED! the last time a cartoon made me cry was tarzan, when he lost his parents. anyway, itz really sad. the whole series is becoming quite sad and serious, actually. i wonder if ttz on purpose. so now shez broken up with darren, shez bedridden after having an operation to correct her burst appendix, and then one of her new high school friends comes to visit her. and he says, "i don't suppose you'll remember me visiting you after this.. so.. you won't remember if i say that when i heard that your appendix burst, my heart burst too.. into a thousand pieces.. and each of them grew wings and flew around.. until i got to the hospital and found you were okay.." something like that.. well i realise tt no one might be interested in just another cartoon, but ginger is just different from the rest.
movie scheduled for tmr is X2! yay! and when i get home frm skl, i'll watch alex & emma.. kan't wait!

ohyeah and so much for my watching a movie today. wanted to catch a morning movie so there'd be no one, but i woke up late so i had to drop the idea. sigh. well therez always wednesday.

so much for my rave reviews on wholivesnearyou.com.. it got shut down cos of server overload.
and i now have digital cable, the latest technology in cable tv!!! hm. i dunno. itz kwite nice, i have lotsa channels now, like all the movie channels, the euro 2004 chennel, and sum cool new channels like E! and the STC [soundtrack channel]. and not forgetting zee tv!!! hahaha. i just lurrrvvve E!, itz really cool, and full of eye candy of all genders and colours. perfect for the stargazing couch potato. and the STC is juz tt, it plays all sorts of songs from different movie soundtracks. and of cos, zee tv is all the indian programmes, in hindi, i think. unfortunately it has no subtitles, so i'd need a permanent interpreter ard or smthg. haha. my brother just tried out one of the games just now, battleship. and the tv guide's really informative, of course. it totally eliminates the need for telescope magazine. but like, it really turns you into a couch potato, if you aren't already. as an example, i haven't moved from this couch for the past 5 hrs, except to pray. haha. yah ttz what i think. this only aggravates the whole couch-potato problem. not good.
ok well, back to kim possible.

there's this interesting new website kalled wholivesnearyou.com, itz all about finding out who lives in your area, for the purpose of making friends and stuff. the website even shows who lives in the same block as you!!! which was what encouraged me to sign up, acherli. [i've been wanting to get to know the st. pat's guy in my block for like, 3 years.] so far, there aren't too many people.. but there is this cute guy kalled danialadam or something, hez 17 too, and damn cute. unfortunately, hez attached. [the website states whether you're single or married or attached.] anyway, the website only works for singapore addresses, don't worry they don't give out your block number to anyone besides your immediate neighbours. well yah i think itz a pretty cool site with noble intentions. haha. so sign up!!! who knows, yu might find someone new and interesting living just 5 minutes away..
so much for the free advertising. kak faridah gave us a treat at scotts coffee bean. me, baba n ali [hahahaha. i just realised the whole ali-baba joke today.] took care of the ordering. it came to $75.70--the 7 drinks, and more than 10 cakes and pastries. haha. it was so fun ordering, though. even though we cldn't finish everything and made ali bring them home. they were having some sort of a chair promotion at scotts. they had 3 models, walking on an open runway [it was just the floor, nothing added], and posing on platforms with nondescript chairs on them. and with 2 photographers taking their photos. really cool.
there's something about things like these that really give closure to acute post-performance depression. haha. we had fun, then me, kak ratna, ali n narishka braved 65.. of cos the bulk of the passengers got off at little india, no harm done, and we got home just fine.
i have no scv for 3 days, starting today.. kan't believe it!!! how am i gonna survive? plus i'm gonna be missing so many episodes of ginger and stuff! this is juz tragic.

itz raining now. i just love the rain. i really do. it makes you forget tt you have tests just around the corner, tt you acherli have things to worry about at all.

went to study at airport today with fana. but i stopped by tm first to get my new bag. haha. i zipped into the shop, chose a top, paid, and zipped back out. the shop, btw, is Fox Men & Women, which just opened there. kwite cool stuff and prices, i think. lotsa tops, minimal of the rest. i got a top and a huge plastic bag for 20.50. cool rite? haha.
then i found the 27 bus stop, all by myself! haha.
the airport was kwite boring, in people terms. the pseudo-highlight was this gedabakly tembam rugger fren of lauk's, the same guy who was studying at bishan after the rest of them left. he was with this cute mim-looking guy with a earring. warhh..
and tt was the extent of the warh-ness. haha. takper. at least i got some work done.

i juz finished reading this AMAZING book, itz called Princess Sultana's Daughters, by Jean Sasson. although itz really more stories about this royal family in Saudi Arabia. itz heavy on religion, which i love. as in, not extremist stuff, but the princess explains Islam in the book, in context, of course, with the stuff that happens. like female circumcision, which is still going on in Egypt. it involves the removal of the clitoris and the labia minora, and it usually takes place like, just before puberty or just before the girl gets married. or when the best friend of the princess' sister is shut in a room, isolated from the rest of the world, till she dies, just because she's no longer a virgin.
anyway itz really... expansionary to the mind.. and of course, it helps tt when they talk about drinking and stuff, i instantly visualise nasi. haha.
ohyah, also, tt royal family is like, obsessed with beauty. and they grapple with lots of women's issues. there was one extremist friend who lectured the princess' husband on how women suck and exist only for procreation. not in so many words, of course. and there's this stuff about abuse of women, the men able to marry 4 women thing, stuff like tt.
and she even talks about performing the Haj!!! wow. and she even got to go inside the Kaabah, since she's part of the royal family and all. it is so cool. wow. imagine living in the very country tt Muslims flock to, every year. and all she has to do is take a private jet down there from Riyadh.
wow.
more interestingly, she may have performed the Haj countless times, plus lots of Umrah as well, but she also drinks regularly. and her husband, Kareem, gambles at casinos and drinks too. but, in the other corner, her younger daughter suddenly turned extremist after her first Haj and she lectures the rest of the family on how blasphemous they are.
yeah. itz a great read.
[and congrats to ili for having the esteemed foresight to pon cip. it was horrible! the only good thing, and i mean ONLY, was seeing norhuda musa again.]

kan i just say, i haf 2 cool photos of lauk!!! woohoo! taken by baba on her fone.. and like woww they're juz so cool. gracing my fone screen too, no less. life becomes THAT much more fun. although i realised tt i couldn't get any studying done when he was around. haha.

hihi!!!
studied summore yest. guess who was there too, looking lost? kamie's fav fahmi!!! haha. bodoh. i also made the mistake of telling nadia he was there, so she told him and he started giving me weird looks. hm there was this really cuuuuuttteee guy who came at ard 10 and studied alone too! he was really adorable, with like a chubby face, built like andrew [evan's brother], with his cute glasses and floppy hair. and the best part is, he was dressed! as in, there are all these studying idiots wearing shorts and tshirts like they're going to the beach, or just getting back from PE. and, here in this corner, is this breath of fresh air who wears nice jeans and a nice long-sleeved shirt, looking cutely adorable.
and he was there again today!!! wowz. i diden wanna leave. but i had to. haiz.
letz see. at bishan today there was kooi fei, cai yu, jeremy, and spectator. and this weird RI guy who kept staring at us. ape je. i don't even know who he is.
speaking of RI guys, we spent a whole half an hour trying to figure out who kak sab's tarian partner was during phr 2000. hahaha. i won, btw. and for the record, it was nirwan. hahahahaha. we juz couldn't stop laughing when the mystery was finally solved. ohyah and we saw buffer zone as we were leaving. wahahaha.
yest there was like a record number of cute viks. there was like, a group of 5 [!!!] at one point. and there was one in the bus home, he TOTALLY reminded me of samit!!! except a little fairer. and the wrong eyebrows.
okay i saved the best for last. we saw this cute guy at the interchange, his name is firhan. let me juz say tt again. he's cute. his name is firhan. do i need to say more? we decided tt he smokes, loves maths, and plays soccer. haha. dahlah tu, he was wearing a number 7 jersey. haha.
well. i'm really sleepy. cya.

Once there was a princess..
Was the princess you?
..and she fell in love..
Was it hard to do?
It was very easy--
Anyone could see
That the prince was charming
The only one for me.
Was he strong and handsome?
Was he big and tall?
There's nobody like him
Anywhere at all.
Did he say he loved ya?
Did he steal a kiss?
He was so romantic,
I could not resist..

heyheyheyheyHEYYYY!!! i've never been in such an excellent mood for a long time! woohoo!
well letz see, there was econs, totally productive!!! cos like more than half the ppl left during breakfast, and so it was just the 5 of us left--me munz gill ili CJ. really fun. i mean, itz impossible to fall asleep when yur tutor is sitting right infront of yu, talkg to yu. yah. fun. ended juz nice, at ard 1.30, so i walked with the rest to red hse bus stop and bused to bishan.
where i joined baba, as usual, and did more econs. si spectator was there, studying alone. i really admire his dedication to his studies. he hardly got distracted. unlike me. wei passed by, and i turned around. screw passed by, and i turned around. and then..
this whole group of huge guys like, burst in, so i turned to look at them, and leading the pack was air ah. so i diden see the impt one at first, but then air moved out of the way, and i could see tt 2 persons behind him was lauk!!! woohoo!!! so i like, froze but quickly recovered to fill baba in. it was air, lauk, nasi, a couple of big guys, and fugly. what fugly was doing with them, i really don't know. he really spoiled things, really. baba refers to nasi as "khairul gone wrong". !!!! how cld tt be? wad merepekness. well acherli tt means tt she thinks nasi is cute, so takper. also, she prefers OM to lauk, which i REALLY don't understand. and guess where they sat?!?!?! they spread out among 3 sets of tables, but air, lauk, nasi n fugly decided to sit NEXT TO US!!! woohoo!!! and nasi accidentally hit me and he sed sorry.. warhhh..
yah it was like a dream come true, i tell ya. lauk and nasi, sitting rite next to me as if they'd been studying there all their lives? wow. [k acherli they were both sitting next to baba. air n fugly took turns sitting nx to me. but itz ok, tt means i got to SEE lauk!] acherli lauk was the one doing the most studying. after he woke up, tt is. he was also the only one who diden move frm his seat, unlike the other pantat-gatals who kept changing seats. i think he was studying either chem or econs. cute. [ok i dunno what's so cute.] and fugly was just seboking around not doing much. after half an hour, he announced, "i've done 1.1!" whatever. kalau dah fugly too, diam jelah. let me check out lauk in peace. anyway after like an hour or so, nasi got pissed and made most of them leave--he told them to just study at home since they obviously weren't studying there. a couple of them stayed behind--but none of the ones i wanted!!! yah and acherli lauk wanted to linger too, he asked nasi, "can get me an ice lemon tea?" and nasi was like, "i'm going. go lah!" alamak. den lauk was like, "ok, kan i have 90 cents?" wow. lauk, if you'd juz asked me, i'd have given you my entire wallet! well it looks like we're icelemontea-kindred-spirits anyway. woohoo!
yah. so tt was it. my lauk. gone. but it was still cool!!!

that was a really great father's day!!! the best of my life, in fact.
anyway, we went out--the 5 of us plus kumara and cik jun and abg jufri n elna--to amiran's for dinner. it was like, empty!!! there was a total of one couple dining there. cos they just moved, like one street down. haha. whatever. service still sucks. but mockails still rock, and i ate fit to burst!!!
after tt we went to bugis junction and walked round. finally we went to the edge, where my brother finally got a new bag. unfortunately it wasn't the one i wanted. [damn!] well, you kan't have everything you want. they were having a one-day sale too, aptly. 20% off all bags. and the bag i wanted was 40 bucks!!! takper. i restrained myself [with difficulty]. so yah he got a [less] nice bag for 30-something bucks. then we walked around somemore, and i got a skirt!!! woohoo!!! itz not exactly the denim skirt i wanted, but we all realise tt they don't make denim skirts for my butt size rite? and this skirt is juz a normal skirt, but on me itz mini. wad a laugh. the salesgirl looked at the waistband and exclaimed, "but the waistband is loose!" haha. well yah it was, but sometimes waist size doesn't determine everything. well anyway tt was 32.90 bucks or smthg, so we got 2 free tshirts. woohoo. one each, so it all works out.
cute guy meter diden get much of a workout though, but i saw this j1 guy with his family too!!! but what an odd family. he was dressed all formal jap-boy style, and what looked like his brother was wearing thick-framed specs, with a stuck-to-his-head hairstyle, and sum gross plant-coloured tshirt. [but i guess a casual passerby would say the same thing abt my family too--three couples, one screaming baby, one me, and one skaterboi-dressed boy.] anyway, kindred spirits!!! haha. whatever. there was also a hot vik, perfect except for his [non-]height. but nothing much else.
then i saw a side of singapore i've never seen before. did you know that there are acherli places for you to sit and eat durians? places with tables and chairs and fans and coconut juice for sale, not to mention huge wastebaskets for durian shells and seeds, just so you can sit there and eat durians? yah. whole stretches of them. plenty of shops to choose from. all these [odd-numbered] lorongs in geylang. or just take 853, 67, etc. they also sell mangosteens, langsats, mangoes, rambutans, etc, for those who aren't so durianly-inclined. so yah as you kan guess i was just sitting there watching them eat. haha. and itz really odd, seeing these people in clubwear sitting there eating durians in a corner ttz about as clean as your average coffeeshop. not to mention in the durian-scented air, which yu kan get a whiff of by juz opening yur car door.
well. i had fun. with a skirt and a new tshirt to show for it.

k itz been a long time.
hm studied at bishan mac's again on wed. jeremy was there, finally. haha. and the st. nick's girl too! her name is cai yu. finally we know each other's names. but i was sick tt day, stuff flowing out my nose with the consistency of water. and the next day was tarian, and when i got home i measured 38.6 degrees C on my thermometer!!! the first recorded fever on my thermometer! haha.
oh and on friday i taught my first 2 tuition classes!!! nightmares, they were. i was warned tt the pri 5 boys wld be unbearable, but i think the pri 2 kids were worse. they seriously revised any shadows of any notions i had to teach as a career. but i get sixty bucks!!! for those 3 hours! woohoo! and i found a whole range of clarins or clinique tanning lotions, so i'm gonna blow my money on one of those.
yest was evan's birthday, she had a chalet at nsrcc. the same one we had class chalet at!!! as usual, it was really nice. we went to the seasports centre and hung out.. wow i din know how much i missed them.. and i found out some really cool stuff, like who yaxin likes, and how mikhail's with sheila.. and yah anyway it was really fun.. and some of evan's poly friends are so cute! and her brother andrew is really cute too, he has this nice build and cute rosy cheeks and a really nice-looking face, and hez juz really nice, he was helping out with the barbecue even though he diden hafta.
also, yest my brother came back frm his third camp this month, and my mom just wouldn't stop bugging him about some necklace she found in his bag. i really wanted to tell her to stop bugging him, but i diden want her to turn on me instead. but seriously. he's a BOY. give him a break, why don't you? she was going on and on and on as if she just caught him having sex or something. it was annoying. not to mention noisy. the most he's guilty of is having a girlfriend. i really wish she wouldn't be so hard on him. it doesn't work, anyway. oh, whatever.
can anyone else believe tt 3 weeks of holidays are already over? it is sooooo sad. and this last week will be devoted to studying. and CIP. and i'm not even half-done with studying.
ohwell. cya.

yo yo yo!!!
i'm really full!
today was tarian and lotsa studying! and shawn zhang, the silent observer of the suaners, was at bishan mac's giving me weird looks! plz lar, if yu bersubahated with the suaners, don't try and give me weird looks.
lotsa things to buy. trucker cap. curl enhancer. scarf. july cleo. and something else, which i seem to have forgotten.
bye.

everyone seems hell-bent on pissing me off today. tt idiot guy who rested his foot on my chair for like a billion years. those two.
they're succeeding, to say the least.

hihi. i keep forgetting to write stuff. but i nvr remember what it is until the comp is off. annoying sey. ohwell.
peer weddings have a knack of making yu think about ur own, like i sed. and yest baba was giving a preview of the speech shez gonna make at my wedding. it went something like "i've known ain since before we came to rgs.. we knew each other as rohs. acherli we planned to be born on the same day, but ain was impatient, so she entered the world first!!! well.. 11 days later, i made my debut. and ain was jealous, cos i was taking the attention away from her!!! so she was angry with me and we diden talk for a long time.. but we met again in rgs, we were playing whacko infront of the photocopy shop.. and we introduced ourselves to each other..." well it went on and on and on.. and after 3 actual speeches she still wasn't done!!! she was at the part where we were in angklung together, or was it the part about burger? kan't rem.
anyway it was really really beautiful. she was wearing white, with a tiara on her tudunged head. and he was wearing his uniform [police], n he has braces, so cute. haha. and wow the pelamin!!! it was all in red and cream.. like, blood red, not apple red. and it all looked so nice and handmade, with the nicest kains as the background, and at the sides, and softening the lights.. wow. the performance was great too, except for the misfortune of bengawan solo.. i was laughing during the entire song! ooh and my favourite has to be the long-memorised jamu.. woohoo!!! congrats to kamilah baba me narishka and all the percussion iringers. i took like billions of fotos, and i also met surayah there.. small world, much? haha. ooh and we were in the lorry back to skl [as in rgs].. fun sey. it was really a pseudo-jalan raya thing, so fun!!!
anyway yah i'm currently suffering from mild post-performance depression. i hate it. yu'd think i'd be used to this after more than 4 years of performing. but noooooo. well. yah. ttz why i was kwite listless just now with hana n ili.. and ttz why i left early.. itz like, yu feel like there's no meaning in life or something.. deep deep deeeep inside you, so that you can't change the feeling. and u haf to continue feeling tt way until the depression runs its course.
well an interesting point. i was juz pointing out this cute vik [extremely discreetly, i must add], and it happened again! he turned and noticed me notice him!!! juz like the other billion-and-one times on thursday. disgusto. why does this happen to me?!?!? always.
oklah. might be back later. ohyah. baba doesn't think shabbir is cute. shez blind, i tell ya.

heyhey...
i saw the cutest tom robinson juz now!!! at bk far east.. and AGAIN along the royal plaza sidewalk [cos he juz finished eating].. and he turned to look at me!! wahoo!! well it cld be cos he was marvelling over how ugly i was, but STILL. he was tall and lawar and with some hair and wearing a striped polo. like wow.
yest we watched the 3rd harry potter instalment. OMIGOD it sucks sooooooo much, i could die! i won't go into details, because from my conversation with nadia now, there are too many to go into. but suffice to say that, like i expected, loyalists of the book will really find too many rips and tears in the movie to enjoy it AT ALL [except for eye candy--subjective of course]. but those who haven't read it will prolly like it. except some sets are diff. like the gryffindor common room. and the annoying whomping willow. oh yah and they finally showed the patil twins. they're kwite pretty lar. oh and who was the other pretty girl standing next to one of the patils in defence against the dark arts? and who's the fat black guy who keeps appearing and who knew what a grim was? juz wondering. i mean, itz not lee, and dean has braids now. so cute! haha.
ohyah i finally have the foto of me n my cute pri skl fren. woohoo! oh n i juz realised tt mebbe his frens were suaning him cos i took a photo with him. although i don't know how they wld know tt unless he told them, and why wld he tell them rite?
tomorrow's the wedding. does it seem like everybody's getting married? juz a thot. and itz been making us do unimaginable things like planning how our own weddings will be: "i'm getting iylia as the dj.."/"i won't hire ppl to sing karaoke!"/"i'm not gonna play THESE songs..!"/etc.

haha. juz read bayu's blog. hez really interesting. okay, not totally. itz juz tt.. he really really really loves his gf, he mentions her in every entry! yah itz kwite nice to read stuff like "i love her so much man, shez so mature.." etc. inspiring too. and he wrote abt his dad talking to him.. and the stuff his dad sed was really sensible without being annoying. ohwell.
read shafa's blog too, and i love my brother too!!! haha. but unlike her, i don't have strong ties with mine. i juz met him in the bus yest and i sat like, WAAAAY at the back while he sat infront. and i had absolutely nothing to say to him on the walk home. haiz. i hope this changes for the better! hez so cool now and everything.. although inside hez still the same gross boy.. but yah.. haha. thatz what all brothers are like, innit? and i watched monsters inc [again] on tv with him [again]. this time i stayed for the credits, so we were roaring with laughter over the bloopers and the surprise ending, the company play, was soooooooo funny! omg wat a great movie. i love tt they made the entire community so defined and independent and stuff.
yest was angklung. okay there was also chem and tarian. u noe wad, i kan't resist laughing whenever i see doofus. i dunno why!!! maybe cos hez so toot but looks cool. haha. anyway, after angklung we went for another kak faridah-sponsored meal. wow. shez so nice! ohyah. guess where we went!!! haha. ritchie riche! we were gonna go to sakura, then i juz happened to mention ritchie riche and kak faridah was like, oh i went there before, do you want to go there? so yah ttz where we ended up. anyway it turns out kak faridah's a regular there too. ha but she doesn't have a privilege card! wonder why. i mean, we got 2. and ttz in addition to the getalife card tt we already have.
and today i decided to sleep in instead of going for econs, cos i was tired and stuffy. oh i am such a bum! so what did i end up doing? well i read more harry potter and slept, and watched lotsa disney channel and ate, of course. but yah nothing else besides. and i've been having weirder dreams than normal. diakibatkan sleeping too much, i suppose. i hate weird dreams. for me they're THIS close to nightmares.
anyway i watched the king and i on disney channel, the classic real-people version. itz nice. and much funnier than the modern ones.
(Anna sings)
We've just been introduced
I do not know you well
But when the music started something drew me to your side
So many men and girls are in each others arms
It made me think we might be similarly occupied

Shall we dance, on a bright cloud of music
Shall we fly
Shall we dance
Shall we then say goodnight and mean goodbye
Or per chance, when the last little star has left the sky
Shall we still be together with our arms about each other
And shall you be my new romance
On the clear understanding that this kind of thing can happen
Shall we dance, shall we dance, shall we dance

(Interlude)

Shall we dance, on a bright cloud of music
Shall we fly
Shall we dance
Shall we then say goodnight and mean goodbye

(The King Sings)
Or per chance, when the last little star has leave the sky

(Anna Sings)
Shall we still be together with our arms about each other
And shall you be my new...

(Both Sing)
Romance
On the clear understanding that this kind of thing can happen
Shall we dance, shall we dance, shall we dance

the full moon of the month is hiding behind the clouds!!! juz for the info of my fellow tarianers, who were supposed to witness it tonite..
there was a cute hichael derivative at pasir ris mrt juz now. haha. smoking, unfortunately. ohwells.
anyway, another great tarian session for the books! to begin with, OM was there!!! woohoo!!! he rawks. oh and ivan and i bought childhood snacks.. the disc thingies, the icing biscuits, and a packet of shrek oreos for good measure. haha. and afterwards we went home with rudy also, and we were juz being normal, and ivan was accusing us of being mats and minahs!!! ...tak faham sey.
ohyah and the test? it was fine, i guess. i totally screwed up the design part. itz okay. i forgive myself. and it ended at like, ten-plus!!! so i went home first, to watch kim possible. love her!!!
hana bought the golliwog and octopus for me!!! wow. and when filza gave it to me, she was like, "itz the octopus.. and.. something tt looks like OM.." !!! kurang hasam.
okay let me juz explain the concept of a burger loyalist. it pertains to burger, of course.
a Burger Loyalist:
-has liked burger before
-does not inherently HATE burger at hateable points of his life
-finds self cheering him on, whether silently or audibly
-may not agree with certain decisions he makes, but is always wishing the best for him.
juz something i thot of during another boring chem tut. haha. and then yu kan split the Loyalists into active and peaceful [formerly passive]. but that will come another day yah.
ooh. i almost forgot. rudy was browsing thru my [censored] fone fotos juz now. and he saw tilani's foto and he was like, "eh, haresh!" and i was like, "no ttz tilani." and he was like, "yah, haresh tilani!" heh. hez apparently a j4, from hockey. hence his presence at the hockey finals recently. woohoo!
ok ttz it, bye.

Argh dere was a cute werewolfish guy in d train but i had to get out at kallang cos i was meetg ivan! Sigh. Ttz d way life goes, i guess. Oh before i forget. I'm a Burger Loyalist!

i think adzfar's new hair is really nice!!! haha. he looks sooooo different, and in a nice way!! haha wish he diden hafta dye it back..
iz tmr vesak day? hai there goes my plans to go airport tmr. i think it'll juz hafta wait till friday.
OM was in skl today. he looked nice. doesn't he always? i was juz thinking about obs again.. and his thick glasses. and his beanie. and his earring. it gets me all the time.
tarian was fine today, finally, full attendance! haha. and we ended so early, we went to mac's for dinner and left at around 9!!! ye eleh. defeats the purpose, maybe?
haha so tmr i'll juz finish my work and get my kamini outfit ready. yay. and this sat is gentarasa. yeah.

A little girl asked her mother, "Can I go outside and play with the boys?"

Her mother replied, "No, you can't play with the boys, they're too rough."

The little girl thought about it for a few moments and asked,
"If I can find a smooth one, can I play with him?"

yah so anyway on thurs ppl were oohing and aahing at OM's amazing skills, and after the whole thing i congratulated xfren, and he was like, "thanks.. thanks.. thanks.." and held out his hand for me to shake. haha. then he sed a couple more thanks.. cute..
friday we watched troy!!! omg hez like so amazingly wow!!! as in, brad pitt. no, seriously!!! and achilles' love story is the most touching of all, i think. -sigh- yah. definitely worth 8.50, that one. and all the ass pains in the world. we went in at 515 and left at 8!!! so. ya. we also met latte n his gf, whoz this icky nyj gerl with henna-coloured hair and kohl-lined eyes, THIS thick. well. asal bahagia. oooh. the highlight, of course, has to be the person i saw at 615 in the morning at the teetering edge of the train platform!!! i was juz standing there!!! and he juz appeared!!! so i juz went up to him, and sed hi, and we talked, and he gave me his paper to read.. yah so rupenye thanks to the hands of fate, he had a cricket rematch at 8a.m., so he had to be in skl early.. wow, on the last morning of skl term, this happens!!! kool sia. hai, my pri skl fren.. how did u turn out so cute..
oh and today it was a great time, diden know how much i missed angklung.. i mean, yah, my arm was totally dying, but still. it was soopa fun. and i was bored today so i wore my skater shoes with a skirt.. it felt uncomfy, but i got used to it, and i think it'll b fun to do again.. wow and the rain was sooooo heavy..! and at the bus stop there was this amazingly cool lim who almost menggoyah-ed the new me. hehe. yah after angklung we hung out at starbucks for like an hour, listening to kak faridah's stories.. shez really nice, the total came up to 36 bucks!!! and there was this book bin there, where i boloted 2 books.. hehe kan't wait to finish them!!!
and tmr'll be a last day of freedom, before i plunge back into all-out studying.. hai. well ok watever cya!

K i'm juz standg here stupidly, waitg for filza. Help! Neway, yest troy was juz xcellent. Love brad pitt! Haha. N i met ashrof at pasir ris, latte n his gf at lido, n sumone kool n special at 615 in d morng! -dies- k bye.

I'll make dis short. Went to orchard w filza n met nasi w his gf at d wisma aquarium. Haha. Den took 132 to redhill n briskwalked to delta. Sad, d gerls' match. Poor pauline. 1-0. N d guys won, of cos, 3-1. Congratulated xfren! Whee! N guess hu was sittg nx to adam? Tilani! I was juz dying. Also met anushka, who sez i look gd. Heh. Well i think her short hair is really nice on her.. Oh n killi pon ader! N lauk! Same row as me summore. Ok ttz all bye.

i forgot to add!!! today is also my primary school crush's birthday. haha. as in allif. happy birthday allif!

yoz. it was a really nice day today..
i studied in the library from like 8 to 10. haha. acherli all i did was do my group VII tutorial. but still. it was progress yar? then i borrowed a couple of books.. hung around, and stuff..
till gp, where i did a question on fashion, which i know zilch about.. and paper 2 was on gay marriages. haha. yu shoulda seen what i wrote, in a fit of boredom and sleepiness, on my paper, as an "answer" to the application question. i think i'd be sent for counselling if i acherli wrote it down as my actual answer. well anyway, thank God it was an interesting paper, which kept me frm sleeping la..
then we bused to police academy amid fears of the match being cancelled cos of the rain n lightning. anyway we got prime spots, right infront--me sya ili filza hana halima viknes and later parvin n felix. btw felix n parvin were HOW FUNNY!!! espesh felix! and there were juz so many funny things happening.. like the guy standing on the pail, and the base of the pail giving way... hahaha. i was seriously cackling. yah. really really fun!!!! oh the score was 6-3 for the ignorant. we won, obviously. [ok, not obvious la, but i think ac sucked this yr, while we were so much better than laz yr.] first ac got their penalty. then we got one [pravin]. then in the last brape-brape minutes, raihan got the second one. cool sia.
okay, people spotted. the utt guy!!! i think i broke a couple of filza's bones, alerting her to his presence. killi!!! heh. hez so cute.. and yah hez like best friends with suaner or smthg, they were watching the match together. and he zoomed off afterwards, presumably to watch the soccer match. erm.. ohyah samit's fren, or the guy who looks like him.. and taufik.. i diden see deedee.. erm.. oh asilah.. oh and my mortal played a functional role as water boy in the final minutes of the match. hehe.
oh we were at the bus stop after tt.. and there was this group of un-cute viks sitting at the back of a bus, and they were like scrambling over each other to check out the people at the bus stop. so sya and i started laughing at them, and i alerted nadia to their presence, and when she looked up, one of them waved so SHE WAVED BACK! and i laughed summore and we ALL ended up waving at them. hilarious.
handsomest guy of the day award goes to this like, foreign guy i spotted at the royal plaza hotel bus stop. like really really lawar with broody eyes, nice hair, good eyebrows and perfect nose. he ended up walking behind us cos he was going back to fluid to meet his gf. -spits disgustedly-
hm i also met uncle yacob at the hotel, haha. and i stupidly asked him what he was doing there. dol lah kau ain. oh we ate at ritchie riche, after what feels like months. and yah tt tattoo-ridden guy reminded us to baca bismillah. so now i'm full and happy.
ohyah. shaf has a crush on KC original. haha. wow u juz need to add an F inside and he'll sound like a chicken. so yah i'll try to see what gambars of him i kan dig up.
oh btw. lauk! -ting-!

mean, much?
be condescending, won't you?
itz unfair. people do things differently, and i juz happen to be one of these "different" people. i like people in a different way, so what? there's no call to talk to me that way.
besides, i'm so much better now. so i went for them all, so what? so i cheered, so what? realise that i cheered for other people too? itz kalled cheering for people i "know". exc-uuuuse me for living.
i don't do that to you, so i don't expect you to do tt to me.
and i don't like it. so shut the fuck up.

haha. tt sounds kinda like the spoof entry. but i assure yu it isn't.

I'm bored. Wow. Oh ain't x-fren frenly? Haha. Ooh. I bought a helpg hand frm mac's. Go check it out! Haha. Ghim moh mac's, of cos. Ok kool tmr no assembly so i'm going to d lib in d morng lyke i planned. Yay. Gd luck for yur gp, lauk. Hurry up, hana. I'm tired of waitg already.

Jody: How come you're not seeing someone?
Charlie: I see someone. She doesn't know I see her, but... I see her.

Charlie: Are you asking me out?
Jody: Well... yeah. Are you saying yes?
Charlie: I guess so... yeah.

Maureen Cummings: I've got priorities. I mean, you only get to be a dancer for ten years - maybe fifteen if you don't get injured, so for the next five years at least ...
Jim Gordon: Hey, all I'm asking for is a date...

watching center stage now. beginning to realise tt i'd love to learn a new type of dance. but.. i'm too chicken to join anything alone. ha. too bad.
got my first outsider comment on my shoes today. haha. i was juz walking past century square bk and sum mats were like, "lawar kasut!" in a weird undertone, and i turned around a second later and they were all staring at me. haha. klakar.
school days seem to be getting more and more bearable, judging from.. haha, today! funny bullshit. "finished" s3a, so i'm gonna do s3b tmr, and mebbe if i'm in the mood to wake up on wed, i'll do chem. haha. is that a big possibility?
well. juz wanted to check in.

okay. friday. the would-be molester/rapist/modesty-outrager. i was juz walking to the holland v bus stop, cos they sed not to use the red house route. so i was walking. and when i got down fron the overhead bridge to the skl, onto the field, there was this boy walking like 1m away from me. but it was a big field. so he could have walked anywhere else, basically, but i wasn't too fussed. i thot mebbe he diden know how to get to holland v and was hoping i'd lead him there. but i got kinda uncomfortable, cos i was juz strolling, and he never overtook me. so i walked a little slower and he NEVER overtook me. and when i got to the traffic light he juz sorta hovered behind me. and then i crossed the road and made a sharp turn, and this time he diden follow me. but then after some more walking i realised he was RIGHT BEHIND ME! and i freaked and my heart stopped and i turned to face him and he stared at me and quickly looked away. so i juz abandoned strolling and brisk walked all the way, down the steps, across the road, and up the steps to the bus stop. and i looked at the stairs and i saw him running down the steps, back the way he came from. and i was still so FREAKED.
i'm watching anastasia now. how do they get the glitter to show? itz really pretty.
yah and in the bus my heart wouldn't resume itz normal beating. and when i was walking in to turf city, the path was SO deserted! my earlier brush with psychofreak did not make the walking-in any less skary. but i found the entrance. but, without any sign of a field. haha. so i asked the guy, and he told me to walk in and turn left, where "alot of people" were. well, i walked in, turned left, and saw the people, but i had no idea how to walk across. so i went to mac's, sat outside, and effectively stoned for about 15 minutes. then i got up to leave, and i saw anuja!!! so i called out to her, and i walked to the field with them. and then there were 3 guys walking towards mac's.. and one of them smiled at me. and then i realised it was shabbir, so i smiled back.. and THEN his 2 friends started suaning him!!! they were like, "shabbir, shabbir!" yarghz. people connected with me always get suaned. WHY. well anyway hez a reserve so he was juz bumming around ah.. haha. takper at least i got to see him. anyway, it was so darn hot, but windy, and the grass was sticking to my legs and feet. and it woulda been boring but parvin sat with me and explained the game, the basics, at least.. kwite cool ah.. but i happened to be watching when they got 3 of our batters out in rapid succession. it was really sad. oh and i couldn't figure out which was peter, but it wasn't such a big deal after all. haha.
then i left to meet baba, and we watched the mj-yj match. the mj number 4 is really good! he like, commands the field or smthg. haha. then i took a merc cab back to skl.. and tarian was not bad, no plates broken yet.. and i got to see long-range views of lauk.. and got to see my mortal rushing home.. haha.
btw, inaccessible is the theme of the week. live up to it!

While they're prayg i mite as well get this in. Yah there was a teenaged manjen boy tailg me all d way to holland v bus stop. Fuckshit. Cricket was cool, met shabbir.. His frens were suaning him. Darn. Not AGAIN. Watched mj-yj soccer. Yusof plays right back, says adzfar. Yah. N i took a merc cab bak. 1st time! Kool!

While i'm waitg to decide whether to watch or not, i'll juz state tt i'm also waitg for my heart to resume itz normal beatg pace. I was strollg to holland v juz now n this asshole was FOLLOWG ME! I swear. He was sum fat manjen BOY. As in, teenage.

i hate it when i lose my posts. i really do. so this'll be a long and angry and stupid entry. juz a friendly warning.
rj-pj was cool. 2-0. OM wasn't tt good today. dunno why. i was the first rj person there to support them. baba was the first rj SUPPORTER there. and impostor's gf was second. i was technically the third rj supporter. juz some statistics to keep this objective.
ac-nj wasn't. nj's captain is like the same number as OM, and hez also the guy who appealed to rj last year. haiz. hez good, but the attack seemed weak so nothing for them. 1-0. the nj keeper rox. he juz happened to miss that one cos it was unanticipated. stupid. although i was also supporting aidil ah, since hez the only one i know in ac.
some cool people were there. pj pravin. amy, and tab, who rems my laughter! cool. asilah, amal sara. thinesh. diana, whom i only saw after the match. yah. very fun. parvin and viknes came too.. and smriti was there for her first ever hockey match. haha.
never get OM angry. the ac-nj refereeing was abit off. okay, alot. and i heard someone like, hollering angrily behind me. and it was him. he was really outraged. riled. angry to the power of infinity. even mr tan was like, waddehell. not in so many words, of cos. hailah OM.
ohyah baba was also calling for khairul to play, like, every 5 minutes. merepekism.
after both matches we left ah. i diden feel like going home so we went causeway point, i returned my bks at wrl, and we walked around causeway point. fun. i have a new lunchbox and glitter stuff from valu$, and pink nail polish on my thumb, and i'm gonna get a new top soon. yeah. then we took 969, where i like, msged my pri skl fren. heh. and we discussed batu and sotong and knives etc.
and now i'm home. anyone care to tell me how to get to turf city? and even more importantly, how to get there in half an hour?
well. bye.
OM is handsome!

Wad. A. Fucked up ending to the day. Seriously. Which of my sins warranted this? Juz wonderg, God. Juz wonderg.

You've always been this way since high school
Flirtatious and quite loud
I find your sense of humour spiteful
It shouldn't make you proud
And I know your pretty face gets far with guys
But you make up ain't enough to hide the lies

-Chorus-
Are you sure that you're mine?
Aren't you dating other guys?
Cos you're so cheap and I'm not blind
You're not worthy of my time
Somebody saw you sleep around the town
And I got proof because the words going around

You left your phone so i invaded
I hated what I saw
You stupid lying bitch who's David?
Some guy who lives next door
So go live in the house of David if you like
But be sure he don't know Peter or John or Mike

-Chorus-

And now that you try
To break me into pieces
And I know what you're like
But you can't hurt me now I'm over you -Busted

urgh. did i mention tt i've been listening to my brother's songs for over a week? and i've grown to like them?!?!?! and this is one of them. will prolly b adding more as time goes by. alamak eh. why doesn't the propaganda go the other way round? i dun hear him listening to jiwang songs.. well. hez taken possession of my crumpler, tt should be sum sorta baby step. ok take kare.

wow. itz like, may 17!!! the last time i posted was like, more than a week ago! and somemore it ended on such a negative note. pity.
well. itz kinda alot to update myself on, really, this more-than-one-week shit. so. i'm gonna do it reverse chronologically. at least i won't lose the fresher stuff.
today we [as in ili sya filza me] went to watch hockey, rj vs vj. HOT!!! as in the weather. but, yu know. it applies to like, OM and some other people too larh.. heh. u know OM was like sooooo good! i was really dying there, cos he was juz sooooo blardee skilled! i was clutching the stupid pipe so tt i wouldn't scream how great he was. warhhhh. okay enuff OM yah. fazly pon ader. once again, he is HOW TALL. hanis was there too! haha. ok duh. and of cos, not forgetting the new kid on the block [well not really, juz MY block, i guess], killi!!! he. is. so. hot. he. is. so. cute. those. braces. wow. yeahyeah, hez the flavour of the week. wahoo! yah anyway it was quite sad, we still tied 0-0 at the end. the vj people were grinning like siao ah. i dunno how tt happened, so many billion short corners but still.. ohwell.
after tt we caught the rest of vj-yj soccer. i thot tt asyraf kept staring at me, but i was too skared to like, smile/say hi/wave. BUT. i DID see yusof/yusuf, so we smiled and i sed good luck to him.. heh. i lurve new friends. ohyah vj won. woohoo! okay tt was a lie. i have no feelings abt tt. i juz hope mj won so i kan watch my new fren play.
then we went to far east to eat, prayed etc, and we met the vj hockey ppl going to lido!!! which means..... wahoo! it was killi! warhhh..
oh and coming up.. rugby rj-jj at 445 this wed, cricket rj-sa this fri. wow boleh nampak peter!!! and parvin sed tt vj cricket's not out yet, so i kan watch MY pri skl fren!!! woohoo! [oh. i've been woohooing alot. sorry bout tt.] alamak. biler aku nak gi tgk troy? darn it.
the past weekend was basically me hell-bent on gaining ten times the number of calories i burnt on friday on the treadmill. pandai.
the friday was tarian. i bought my shoes. i bought them at sponge. the cute vik was there. he rawks, and he has the coolest adorablest hair now! and i was trying on size 10, and he was like, "10?!?!? but.. ttz MY size..!" cute. ohyeah talked to my mortal during tarian! yayz. and saw nasi's adik. cute sey. fairuz sez he's in acs, which multiplies it by 10, duncha think? wowz.
the thursday was.. erm.. haha. some stupid econs test, which, btw, confirmed tt OM dropped econs once and for all. then filza and i were almost at the mrt station when sya informed me of the soccer match at 445. haha. so yeah we took 74 to nj, where, we watched soccer comfortably seated behind nasi and lauk n frens!!! they were the ones who sat there! and there was one horrible point where i was sandwiched btwn a badak derivative and bubur!!! ye eleh. ohyah. russell pereira is cute yea.. and yes filza, i'm sure cumaran is too.
the wed i went home straight!!! ok not really. went to the lib, got out 3 books which i finished on sat.. haiz. reached home at 4, which i thot was pretty good, and went to sleep sampai besoknyer. oh wait. before tt was the break b4 chem extra, and we were in the lib, and i was RITE BEHIND lauk, and he turned round, and i stared into his greenish-brown eyes!!! lawarrrrr!!! everybody MUST stare at his eyes! must!
the tues we played handball! guess who was keeper?? hahaha. against manda, no less. a penalty lagie!!! well i saved like, 1 out of 4 goals, a first for me. haha. then it was tarian. ee. sorry but tarian is meaningless sumtimes.
the monday was the laila party!!! panas giler!!! and how fun!!! but so long to recount!?!?!? tanak ah. ohyah but i went tanning with hana, at the club pool, it was juz the 2 of us to the jacuzzi, the baby pool and the regular one!!! 1030 to 1215!!! heaven! heaven interspersed with slivers of hell's kitchen heat. and yes, i'm a beautiful colour now. albeit burned.
the sunday was ORA plus laila night. hahaha. do u realise tt means night night? or laila laila? or malam malam? or.. okay i dunno any more. ORA was fun, fatin and emilia are so cute, and they made me wish for little sisters again!!!! not tt i dun luv my [new n improved n cool] brother. i watched the princess diaries and romeo! at home and left hse again.
AND the saturday was kala. lovely, tt. i went up to anan and gave him the twix and sed, "this is for you. i'm your angel." and he was like, "ohmigod i'm so sorry i haven't written to you in so long!!!" haha. and i sed it was ok and walked away. hez nice. he wished me luck after tt, for the hiphop.. and we took a coupla fotos together after tt.. and ashraf went, with nikhil. OM, the traitor, did NOT go. and it was juz a blast. i had a great time watching the show, with sya and anan and shoba and jen [at diff points of time].. and then we went for dinner at this ripoff 24hrs coffeeshop at holland v. do NOT go there, it is grossly overpriced. please. yu could buy a filling, HEALTHIER bk meal for what i paid there, and still have enuff money left for a cleo. well but ANYWAY, thinesh suddenly appeared!!! wow. i was positively dying. and he went and sat there and started eating. i was really pleasantly surprised. oh luper. frappe went too larh.. and he saw me and smiled and waved!!! wowz.
okay ttz it! if anyone has made it this far, congrats.

i had so much to write over the past few days, i think, but by the time i got home i always prioritised sleep. so yah now i've juz forgotten what i wanted to say. but let's see what i kan salvage.
the soccer match was.. lethargic. [argh help my brother keeps playing yeah! is he psychic?] they lost, of cos, 2-0. i'm still puzzled over why adil came in soooo late. oooh u noe wad, ili's pri skl fren is damn cute!!! argh. and MY pri skl fren wasn't there, but he sed hi anyway! wahoo! and ain't righthandside cute? after tt we had dance prac. which was fruitful, after all.
smalam was the tech which started at like 4. OM decaf n xfren were watching. and while they were dancing to "love supreme", xfren tapped me on the shoulder and asked, "eh yu not dancing ah?" and i was like, "later ah!" and he was like, "oh yu're dancing?" ha. acherli the hiphop gerls were sitting right infront of OM but i diden wanna push my luck. besides, mortal was sitting next to shaf, who was next to me. yes, like amir sed, "so near yet so far." anyway, from where i was on the stage, i could see OM's teeth!!! so yah i was also kinda laughing.. bodoh. kurang asam. but hez still lawar.
then it was tarian which was how annoying. as in, yah. derrick was the first guy to turn up. well acherli it was a race between 2.. so maybe itz not tt great. but he keeps tossing reasons at us to love him! how not to love? hahaha. he gets exponentially better everyday!!!
anyway i kan't believe i thot the j1 guys were dependable!!! i mean, really. if yu don't want to come, yu coulda juz sed so. boleh cancel kan? fuckshits. to think tt fairuz [!!!] was one of them. please. don't come and talk about having a malay table lar, a malay room lar, and all yur ideas and suggestions if yu don't come for tarian because you're going for chorale!!! ivan was going for chorale too, might i remind yu. and HE isn't even in the exco. yu know, we diden PAKSA them to join in the first place. they juz decided to, and then turned up tt day. ttz why i was so overwhelmed. waste of time, wasn't tt? now that they're all dropping out with the frequency of procreating rabbits. fuckshits.
well why stress myself out? dah aku nak blah.

oh dear i'm really paula! look at her crying cos of fantasia's singing!!! it totally reminded me of best actor!!!
well. juz a thot, obviously.

Never sang my songs
On the stage, on my own
Never said my words
Wishing they would be heard
I saw you smiling at me
Was it real or just my fantasy
You'd always be there in the corner
Of this tiny little bar

My last night here for you
Same old songs, just once more
My last night here with you
Maybe yes, maybe no
I kind of liked it your way
How you shyly placed your eyes on me
Oh, did you ever know?
That I had mine on you

Darling, so there you are
With that look on your face
As if you're never hurt
As if you're never down
Shall I be the one for you
Who pinches you softly but sure?
If frown is shown then
I will know that you are no dreamer

So let me come to you
Close as I want to be
Close enough for me
To feel your heart beating fast
And stay there as I whisper
How I loved your peaceful eyes on me
Did you ever know
That I had mine on you

Darling, so share with me
Your love if you have enough
The tears if you're holding back
Or pain if that's what it is
How can I let you know
I'm more than the dress and the voice
Just reach me out then
You will know that you're not dreaming

Darling, so there you are
With that look on your face
As if you're never hurt
As if you're never down
Shall I be the one for you
Who pinches you softly but sure?
If frown is shown then
I will know that you are no dreamer

itz such a sweet song! itz by faye wong, from final fantasy VIII. and of cos, the only reason i found it is thanks to my doofus-looking fatty-turned-cool brother. heh.

been getting lotsa weird stares for my hair. ohwell. hazards of the job, i guess. kan't be avoided. i am SOOOO sleepy! and i have the driest eyes on the planet!
anyway haha hockey match got cancelled cos it was raining all day and the pitch was "waterlogged", iylia sed. haiz. but rugby was still on, altho it started like a billion hours late. we won!!! it was fun! except for the rabid rugby mom behind me. eeps. but hey, i wanna be a rugby mom too. a lovable one, of cos. haha. [okay like kamie says, "i'm dreaming, people, don't stop me."] i thot nasi was hot!!! as in, his playing. i mean, looks-wise is a given lar. and lauk's not too bad yah? all those cool kicks/trials/whatchamacallits. hez amazing. and i would never let a rugby entry go without mentioning burger. he was, of cos, being burgerly good. as only he can be. baba and i made up a burger cheer:
Me: "Go [Burger]!"
Baba: "All right [Burger]!"
Me: "Go [Burger]!"
Baba: "All right [Burger]!"
and you get the drift. it was fun. or did i say tt already? izzat came! wad a sight, him limping all across the D in his tj uniform. haha. and OM was there, woohoo! and baba was drooling over her jimmy shergill/decaf. haha. oh baba, i'm so sorry to hear about him. i kan't believe he was the third guy who destroyed my dreams, and probably yours too. is it really tt easy to stop liking someone?
on a lighter note, MOLESTER ALERT! i was innocently watching the game, den my eyes strayed to BFG who was walking towards the standing rj supporters. i watched absentmindedly as he made a beeline for impostor, sidled up to impostor's southwest, and placed his left hand on impostor's left butt cheek [fingers downward] and squeezed it!!! TWICE!!! it diden stop there! he removed his hand and moved even closer to impostor and put his arm ard his shoulders! why, why, why did i have to witness such antics? i was juz beginning to have extremely favourable opinions on BFG! and he decides to go crooked! infront of me, no less! barely 2 days after the smooching lesbians! sorry, but it was juz too much. it was a slow, calculated move, which, btw, invited no other response from impostor other than a normal-speed turning of the head to look at his gay partner. okayokay. maybe i'm being a prude. sorry if i am. but this is not smthg i'm used to, neither is it smthg i wanna get used to. well. think abt it.
acherli i'm juz killing time before 1130, cos i missed the 8pm telecast of charmed. OHYAH. we took the bus to harbourfront with like, suaner and perut and 2 j1 guys! so i made their status known to baba, and we started up the whole, "eh ain, last time when we were in bishan we kept getting suaned rite?"/"yah baba, thatz why you only got 10 points and couldn't go to rj rite?" plus we were squeezed in right next to suaner and perut. ahahaha. they were silent, btw. and when we reached harbourfront, they appeared to scuttle off quite quickly. so we relek2ed.. BUT. they were still there when we went down, and as i passed i THINK they sed nasi's name! eeps. oh and most of us happened to get off at serangoon. yes, including thin fren. so i coughed out a name. haha. and they turned around. haha. padan muker. try to get me, willya? i'll get yu back! plus we even went to the same bus stop. sheesh. naseb baik dorang tak naik 53. it woulda been too much.
ok yea so tt shd be it. excitement hid, but followed me home. wow.

Ohyea forgot to add, tmrz d official full moon of may! So make sure yu catch it w sumone special!

i'm in "love" with OM again!!! haha. ttz wat kamilah sez.. "love", i mean. acherli it was juz a teeny thing tt happened in the library juz now. he was there, and ili the subtle decided to like, go to the computer terminal RIGHT NEXT to him! so after hovering there uncertainly, i decided to juz sit at the table infront of him. but i refused to face him, of cos.. even then.. yu shoulda seen the look on stupid amir's face when he joined us!!! buat maluuuu.. then the bell rang and i waited awhile so tt OM cld go first, but he was moving so slowly, by the time i got to my bag, he was still there.. and i tried to cepat� by juz grabbing my bag, but THEN the bag on top of mine decides to teeter dangerously, so he reaches out his hand to steady the bag for my while i grab mine... but i diden get to say thanks!!!!!! cos it happened too fast. but yea i'm still reeling from it now.
i got this book out of the library juz now, getting over it by anna maxted. well she totally reminds me of shafa!!!! itz so amusingly written in shafa's hilariously indignant tone! anyway, yah, so i'm really enjoying it.. although itz juz another of those chick lit stuff with the tried-and-tested guys-are-such-fuckshits storylines..
speaking of chick lit stuff, i watched my most-nak-tgk chick flick juz now!!! win a date with tad hamilton may have one of the most annoyingly long titles tt even rivals crouching tiger, hidden dragon, but itz reaaaaaallllllyyyyy nice!! okayokay, itz predictable, but tt doesn't mean it sux.. i mean, a brownie's predictable, but we all love it anyway rite? anyway, by "predictable" i meant tt yu know how itz gonna end. but still. watch it for the incredibly aww-inducing character of topher grace! and the innocence of kate bosworth's rosalee! acherli, now i feel like getting bangs like hers. haha. yah and i diden cry much, but like wow. the smile lines are really endearingly cute, and the soundtrack rox too, btw..
ohyah and ili reckons OM dropped econs. and i would have to agree. he wouldn't pon econs tutorial otherwise rite? argh. the only thing we had in common, and he drops it!!! now what am i gonna do? oh and i suppose he just dropped it, like, within last week.. sigh. how sad.

Pete: [to Tad] Like do you know she has six smiles? One when something really makes her laugh. One when she's making plans. One when she is laughing out of politeness. One when she is uncomfortable. One when she is making fun of herself. And one when... she's talking about her friends.

Rosalee: You have five smiles Pete. One when you think someone an idiot. One when you think someone's REALLY an idiot. One when you're singing to Barry White. One when you're getting all dressed up. And one when you're looking at me.

alamak i diden do any hw today!!! well anyway, i had ANOTHER[!!!] solid dream.. it was about like, me, driving to his house. apeee je..
u noe, i was juz thinking juz now, that if blogging existed when i was in primary skl, i'd have years upon years upon years of recorded memories to look back on. but obviously, my primary skl years missed out on tt little trend, and so the primary skl memories are juz trying to hold fast to any brain space they can grab. i wonder what brought this on? haha. anyway i remembered, among other things, malay class. he started saying "whaaaaaat only!" as an english alternative to "ape je.." and even then, i found it amusing. haha. primary 4. wow, to go back to those days. of cos, i'd like to go back to those days, knowing the things i do now. but yea ttz not possible. haha. funny how some things change, and others don't.
what merepek is this? i'll spare everyone and stop now.

i set the alarm to wake me at 9, which it did, but then i snoozed back into this solid dream and refused to wake up. but itz not that bad a dream. it involved him wanting to set me up with sum guy who was working at sum grocery store, and he gave me the guy's number and told me to meet him at sum overhead bridge or smthg at 2pm. well yah. another of my characteristic weird dreams. he was being all understanding and big-brotherly. totally clean dream. wahaha. it even had a segment where i was with hana and sya n filza and ili, and hana sed to me, "ain, yu're like the only one of all of us who acherli does ur hw.." and i was like, "yar, hana, did it take yu tt long to realise?" which is, btw, HOW untrue.
so yah as a result, i woke up late and i ALMOST diden go for viesta but unfortunately [as i thot then], sya was already waiting at the int, so i had to go lah. but of cos, it wasn't an unfortunacy after all. but let me juz reiterate tt i was THIS close to watching the noontime cartoons. neway. at the int i had this general smile on my face, cos i was talking to sya who was behind me, but then this cute vik saw me smiling and smiled BACK and nodded at me!!!!!!!!! warh! i was, of cos, blown away. okay not really. swayed somewhat.
the first rj person we saw at vj was....... [wait for it!]...........was...............was................was................................was...................... TOOT FREN! hahahaha. then came a series of other unremarkables, with the first REMARKABLE rj person i saw being.................DG!!! wahahaha. he, btw, stayed till the end also! met pat, and yah zhaf and red, who were with dino [rem him from mendaki awards? he was sitting next to faezah. the injustice.]. suff and mus and the rest of them. solid, of cos. thanks to shafa for alerting me of his arrival. i know how much yu think hez un-cute. tpjc guy kept appearing.. and paul was playing the in the current-j5 soccer match!!! haha. and of cos, siam. yu know, the last person i expected to see was burger. but there he was, plain as day. i guess i overreacted, though. sorry, sya. ohyah jelly and deedee and nita and munz and hui-en.. and billions of lawar guys, espesh the viks!!! hebatz. ohyah and lin zhi also, and huanling.. and yas and her whole family..
and i was in the hall talking to kamie, and then i turned and saw this cute guy talking into the mike, and mentioned him, and kamie sed, "hez mine!" so i was like, "haha okay, whatz his name?" and she sed, "shabbir!" and i was like, "ohmigawd! shabbir? as in shabbir ali? shabbir ali KSA?" and then certain primary skl memories flitted through my mind, and i went to talk to him, haha.
besides sweating buckets and watching lawar ppl, we got a snapple [which was my best purchase there!!!], hung out with mus, hung out with shafa, hung out with amal and kamie, hung out with ellina, and watched the soccer match. fun.
went to catch the angklung concert at sentosa. hai i had to pay 3 bucks! tak adil. managed to catch the last 10 mins, but it was better than nothing. and watched the magical sentosa show. kool sia. but yu know, butt aches destroyed the experience. but yah it was a great time..

Dreamt abt solid. Late meetg sya for viesta. Haha. Yea wad a name. Met alot of ppl, ex-rgs, n ex-loyang, n of cos sjimats. Oh n zhaf n red.. Solid too. Tpjc guy oso. Paul frm smu! Lepaked n ate n watched current vjc vs j5 vjc soccer. Current got like 2 goals in 10 mins. K bye.